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Matthew Gasda

Matthew Gasda is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 25 times across 25 issues between May 28, 2024 and February 15, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Morning Journal - Matthew Gasda's new play"; "Written by Matthew Gasda"; "a dark yet comedic family drama by Matthew Gasda". It most often appears alongside Los Angeles, New York, Night Club 101.

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Matthew Gasda
Mention count
25
Issue count
25
First seen
May 28, 2024
Last seen
February 15, 2026
May 28, 2024 · Original source
Saturday, June 1 - Closet Sale at The Brooklyn Center for Theater Research. Admission is $5, or free with tickets to that evening’s performance of Morning Journal - Matthew Gasda’s new play.
September 10, 2024 · Original source
Also Friday, September 13 from 7:30 - 9:30pm — Denmark opens at The Brooklyn Center for Theater Research. An eerie show to ring in Friday the Thirteenth. Written by Matthew Gasda, Directed by Tom Meglio, starring Sophia Englesberg.
September 21, 2024 · Original source
Tonight, Saturday, September 21 from 7:30 - 9:30pm — Denmark continues The Brooklyn Center for Theater Research – “A dark yet comedic family drama by Matthew Gasda, directed by Tom Meglio.” As mentioned above, I really loved this play. Performances are listed through October 20, if you can’t make it tonight.
November 26, 2024 · Original source
From 6:45pm - 9:45pm — The Brooklyn Center for Theater Research presents previews of Vanya on Huron Street. Translated by Albina Aleksandrova. Adapted and directed by Matthew Gasda.
December 16, 2024 · Original source
Risotto David made for me + prints from Paris Wednesday, December 11 I went to the Russian Baths on Wall Street on my first day in New York. I still go often now. It’s not really of my own volition. It’s a family tradition. It’s still pouring today. It’s been pouring all week. I used to think the Russian Baths were all liminal space and Russian mob, but now it feels less secret. The Doritos are from Israel. Russian Jews and Russian Gentiles, I hear someone explaining in line behind me. The building is huge. The pool area does feel kind of like The Backrooms. I have night terrors every night. In my dreams, I am never stuck in places like this. My aunt likes the cold plunge. She can stay in it for seven minutes, far beyond the recommended time of three. The Wim Hof method recommends rapid bursts of breath coupled with exposure to the extreme cold. I’m in the Infrared Sauna. On Christmas, I will swim outside in Walden Pond. Wim Hof (the man) lost a finger, an ear, something detached in the retina of his eye… I can’t recall the specific injury but something bad happened swimming across an icy lake. He took it too far. When I get back to New York, I will swim off Orchard Beach. There’s a group that goes every morning. My aunt tells me you have to go to Orchard Beach in the winter. It’s like Siberia in the Winter. It’s finally getting cold enough to swim. On my Wednesday at the Russian Baths, I lose my keys. I lose the big rubber slippers that they give you on arrival. I can’t last very long in the extreme heat or the extreme cold. An actor in the infrared sauna is talking about how he can only memorize lines in the cold plunge. I’m thinking about how I’m in an infinite feedback loop where everyone I meet keeps being actors. We go to dinner at the Russian Restaurant at the spa. It’s called Matryoshka like the dolls. I only learn this later David and I split potato pancakes, salad olivier which is the one with mayonnaise and egg and chicken (delicious), beef stroganoff, steamed chicken pelmeni. More stroganoff and borscht and red wine is also passed around the table. I can’t drink red wine, so I drink ginger juice and ginger vodka instead. Afterwards, too full to continue. There are other plans tonight - a film, a party, I promised I would go and I never cancel plans but sometimes I do just neglect to show up. A very bad habit. Inertia ultimately breeds pure evil! Time doesn’t pass at Spa 88. Still pouring but dark now, when we emerge from the underground. Thursday, December 12 My abridged review of Dimes Square (revival) today. I didn’t see it the first time around - I wasn’t here. I was in Boston. I was in a sorority. I arrived in this godforsaken ecosystem after it was already dead. I’m kind of being facetious. I think people try to qualify eras too concretely. Concretely: Dimes Square (the play) is indeed a period piece. In the vein of all Matthew Gasda’s plays, it is emotionally rich, lucid, kind of yearning, which catches me off guard but I think adds depth. The thing I like most about Dimes Square is this: it’s not self serious but also it is not sneering. The best satire is actually quite sincere. This is why most satire is generally and particularly in contemporary culture, bad. Dimes Square (the play) is excellent. I will be publishing a stand alone review of the play here shortly. I already wrote the review but then I realized I was far too stuck on historical accuracy and far too personally tortured. In the meantime (from my notes) -- “The main fault of the characters in the play is that they are cruel, but the main critique of this scene in real life is that it is (was?) (is?) full of people who are pathetic”
January 23, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 10pm at BCTR — A few tickets are still available for Vanya on Huron Street; “an adaptation of Anton Chekhov’s timeless classic with a new translation by Albina Aleksandrova. Directed by Matthew Gasda.”
March 12, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm - 10:00pm at Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — Vanya on Huron Street closes. If you haven’t seen this production, now is your last chance - “an adaptation of Anton Chekhov’s timeless classic with a new translation by Albina Aleksandrova. Directed by Matthew Gasda.”
March 25, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Sunday, March 15 When I have a tablespoon of manuka honey with a sprinkle of sea salt before bed, I wake up feeling electric. My whole body is pulsing. It’s like a chemical reaction, almost. Very strange. When I record my letters like it’s a podcast or something, sitting at the marble kitchen table in my empty foggy living room, the recordings process and save like I am somewhere else. A restaurant nearby, maybe. The files label themselves. Finest Goods #1, Finest Goods #2, Finest Goods #9, Finest Goods #12. I do feel quite stupid, doing all of this. I’m sorry to speak like this. I’m sorry to be late or even absent, again. Long Island, Saint Patrick’s Day, my mom and my aunt and my cousins have me for dinner uptown and so I claw myself out of the apartment for this evening occasion. The health stuff is starting to feel more under control, thank god. It was starting to freak me out at the play last night. “There is no physical illness without mental connection, conceptualization, perception,” it was one of those words. Madelyn reminded me. I’m fine, really. I bought cold pressed rosehip oil and I bought multi-peptides + copper peptides. I bought four pints of ice cream to bring to the dinner tonight. I bought pink Kate Spade ballet flats and black Marc Jacobs riding boots and black manolo blahnik ballet flats, too, for soooo cheap vintage, but then when they arrived at my door, within minutes of arriving at my door, someone stole them! I am mostly upset because these things were a real splurge. I am also upset, because these things were one of a kind. Honestly, I am less upset about the one of a kind part. I am not too precious when it comes to things of fashion. The play last night was great. Matthew Gasda’s Uncle Vanya on Huron Street. Uncle Vanya at ArtX, because the water on Huron Street was shut off for the week. Admittedly, I never saw Uncle Vanya at The Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research in its original run, but I was glad to see it in this bigger space, here - the insularity and the claustrophobia and the suffocating sense of everybody speaking and nobody being heard given ever-so-slightly more air in this room of high ceilings than in a living room loft. November - I was in a too small airbnb outside Albany New York and I almost punched a hole in the glass window. There was too much gray sleet, and no escape. I did not break the window, but I was somewhat awestruck by the potential for violence elicited by even the early aughts of claustrophobia. Which is to say, this is a bit of how I felt while watching Vanya. Dimes Square was insular, but the characters kind of love it. Vanya is insular, and there is literally no escape. What happens when you cannot leave, when there is nowhere to go, when the path lays itself bare at your feet and the options are bleak? It is not a hopeful story, though not nihilistic really, either. George Olesky is brilliant as The Doctor, Bob Laine as a kind of hapless Vanya, Asli Mumtas as the beautiful and listless Yelena, Mia Vallet as Sonya, half bursting with youthful vigor and potential, and then veering into a nearly manic and finally resigned pitch, as it becomes clear there will be no actualization. No salvation, either. I have thought before that desperation reeks, but this play suggests instead, that it festers. The characters who can leave, do. Those who must stay, are forced to find something else. What that something is remains a bit ambiguous. Integrity, perhaps. Hope in death and in God. Monday, March 16 I entered into all this fugue state psychosis yesterday. The guy my friends ran into at the bar yesterday entered into all this unrequited love psychosis. People can be so evil. That’s the last thing I texted my boyfriend before I basically blacked out on Saturday: people can be so evil. In my glass house, it was pouring pouring pouring rain last night. I felt so nostalgic for that apartment last night, even as it still remains mine, now. I felt like I could suddenly remember what it was for this apartment to be all new. There was no clutter last June. There was a sudden arrival in a place that was suddenly mine. It was freshly cleaned and there was all this space, it was like infinity it was like, all this light, oh my god, all this air and light and space, this will never get old. My mother says that about the fields behind the house sometimes: I moved in and I wondered if it would ever get old and it never did, she says. But she’s been there twenty-five years. humid summer air and thrifted propped up fans still blowing hot air through the white wood corridors on august mornings. I’ve been here nine months and I am already starting to stagnate. Which I guess is to say: I’m spoiled or, maybe I’m boring. Last night, I was nothing but happy. Tuesday, March 17 How to redeem yourself? Wednesday, March 18 Places this week: Cafe Reggio, The Public Library, Elizabeth Street Garden, Lucien for drinks, Fanelli Cafe for dinner. My roof every morning and night because it is spring now. Spring again. Spring at last. Thursday, March 19 And something gives in a permanent way. New practices, new routines, you cannot continue like this, and so you wake up one day and you don't. There has been a lot that has been beautiful and then, there has been me taking myself out of all this beauty. And you don't become so didactic and harsh and full empty promises. You just give yourself some willpower and then you give yourself some peace. I'm feeling really really really really annoyed on the plane to El Salvador. I'm sorry. This part isn't supposed to be in the story. I will tell you the real story, soon. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, March 25 From 6:30pm at McNally Jackson Seaport — Jamie Hood presents her new memoir Trauma Plot, in conversation with Rayne Risher-Quann.
From 7pm - 9:30pm at Artx — Matthew Gasda’s newest play Soonest Mended opens. - “the ultimate millennial relationship experiment.”
April 15, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm at Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — Serpent Club Press celebrates the forthcoming issue with a reading and party. Hosted by Paul Franz, Matthew Gasda, and Robert Gittings. Readings by Ross Barkan, Greg Gerke, Anthony Galluzzo, Ella Schmidt and more.
April 21, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm - late at Night Club 101 — I will be reading in the Domino Reading Series, alongside Jess Wolfe, Dani Narins, Ruby Hoffman, Gordon Glasgow, Jade Wootton, and Matthew Gasda. Gallipony x Solar System DJ set after the reading.
May 06, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm at Molasses Books — Matthew Gasda’s new novel The Sleepers debuts. I am working on a review of this book, so I will avoid too much commentary for now, but it is one my very favorite new releases of recent memory.
From 8pm - 11:30pm at Brooklyn Center For Theatre Research — The Metropolitan Review presents A Night of New Literature. 4 readers, 4 new books: Jules Tarranto, John Pistelli, Ross Barkan, and Matthew Gasda.
May 21, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Bar — Cracks in Pomo hosts a launch party for the release of the zine vol. Iii. I’ll be reading, along with Valerie Stivers, Matthew Gasda, and Jonah Howell. Join for drinks, chats, and discounted zines for sale . RSVP here. If you can’t come, order a copy of the zine here
July 15, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm - 12pm at The Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — a one night only reading of an AI generated play trained on all Matthew Gasda’s plays. Error 404: Play Not Found. Tickets are free but donations are encouraged. - “This will be done with ample drinking and unseriousness--but the experiment may also be interesting on a philosophical level.”
July 23, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30 - 9:30pm at 236 West 73rd — One of your last opportunities to see By Morning. I saw and adored this play last week. I would see it again if I was in New York. - “Three brothers gather on the night of their parents' funeral in this classic American tragedy by Matthew Gasda.”
From 8:30pm at Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — Celebrate the launch of New Writing Volume III, ft Matt Gasda, Paul Franz, Ross Barkan, Emmalea, Russo, Ella Schmidt, and more.
August 28, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at ArtXnyc — Over the Moon opens - a play by Matthew Gasda about “ about the fear of being seen, the seduction of detachment, and the ache for a love that might actually undo you.” Party to follow at Funny Bar.
September 09, 2025 · Original source
Ardor by Matthew Gasda - Image via BCTR Thursday, September 11 From 6:30pm - 8pm at Mast Books — Archway Editions presents the release of Olivia Kan-Sperling’s LITTLE PINK BOOK. - “Taking the form of a conversation with Jamieson Webster on the subject of Hysteric Literature, this will be both a literary summit and celebration of a significant new novel and experiment in form”
September 12, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at The Bench — BCTR hosts the first reading of Matthew Gasda’s The Last Days of Downtown - the final place in the Dimes Square cycle. Afterparty to follow. | Tickets here
September 26, 2025 · Original source
From 8:45pm at Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — Epiphanies begins; a new reading regular series that focuses on love (for other people or Nature or God) and religious experiences. The first event features readings by Matthew Gasda, Tara Isabella Burton, Stephen G. Adubato, Bob Lain, Sean Lynch, and more. Rooftop party with drinks and treats to follow the readings. Epiphanies is sponsored by Romanticon - “a revival of romantic letters: Sharing and performing the fruits of the intimate.”
October 13, 2025 · Original source
From 8:40pm - 10:30pm at The Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — Matthew Gasda presents a reading of Last Days of Downtown. The third play in the Dimes Square and Afters trifecta.
October 27, 2025 · Original source
From 10pm - 2am at Funny Bar — Matthew Gasda celebrates the release of Writer’s Diary (Rose Books) - copies available for sale.
November 12, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 8:30pm at The Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — This Time by Matthew Gasda returns - “a play about relationships with a metaphysical twist.” | Tickets here (plus another performance on Thursday)
November 19, 2025 · Original source
From 8:00 - 10:15pm at 176 Delancey Street — A table read of The Last Days of Downtown (6th draft). Matthew Gasda’s third play in the Dimes Square and Afters trifecta. | tickets here
December 02, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at The Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — MESSAGES by Matthew Gasda returns - “A work that reflects on the importance of human relationships in our lives, asking us “who would you get on the ark with?” | Tickets here. Additional shows: December 4, 5, 6, 7, 8
From 8:55 - 11:15pm at The Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — Watch the playwriting process in motion and listen to a live reading of the FIFTH draft of “The Last Days of Downtown” by Matthew Gasda. Tickets here.
December 22, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm - 10:15pm at Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — Another table read of The Last Days of Downtown - “Watch the playwriting process in motion and listen to a live reading of the NINTH draft of “The Last Days of Downtown” by Matthew Gasda. | tickets here
February 15, 2026 · Original source
From 8pm - 11pm at The Center for Theatre Research — Matthew Gasda’s Doomers returns. “In humanity’s last act… who plays God?”
Matt Weinberger

Matt Weinberger is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 15 times across 15 issues between July 08, 2024 and January 14, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Matt Weinberger presents his solo photo exhibition NEW YORK IS"; "DJ sets by Matt Weinberger and Henry Casson"; "David Browne will be in conversation with Matt Weinberger". It most often appears alongside KGB, New York, Los Angeles.

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Matt Weinberger
Mention count
15
Issue count
15
First seen
July 08, 2024
Last seen
January 14, 2026
Instagram handle
@me_betseybrown
July 08, 2024 · Original source
6-8pm - Matt Weinberger presents his solo photo exhibition NEW YORK IS at The Sitting Room. There’s been a plethora of niche meme renditions of the exhibition flier to drum up buzz, so this should be packed.
July 27, 2024 · Original source
Wednesday, July 31 from 10pm - Devil's Workshop presents Cherry Bomb at Baby's All Right. Featuring flash tattoos, tooth gems, live performances by Dallas Wax and Cab Ellis Long, along with DJ sets by Matt Weinberger and Henry Casson.
November 12, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at Spring Place — Rolling Stone journalist David Browne will be in conversation with Matt Weinberger. Performances by Beau and Louis B Middleton.
November 26, 2024 · Original source
From 6pm — Matt Weinberger is hosting a reading and party at The Shop, with three minute sets of poetry, dance, music, and performance.
December 16, 2024 · Original source
From 6pm at Baby's All Right — Matt Weinberger hosts Weinberger’s Holiday Happening. Live music, readings, dance, and special performances. Ft Calla, Taryn, Noah Berghammer, Yonder, and many more.
January 27, 2025 · Original source
From 8:30pm - 12am — Whitney Museum of Art celebrates Art Party 2025, as The Whitney is transformed into Studio 99. Theme is disco (it’s a disco heavy week), and the host committee includes Emmeline Clein, Sarah Harrelson, Kit Keenan, Lily Lady, Matt Weinberger, and more.
February 03, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at 9 Monroe St — NYFW meets Valentines Special with Baby Vday Zine release launch and reading. Readings by Lucy Hart, Matt Weinberger, Maddie Vasquez, and more.
From 10pm - 4am at Le Bain — NY Alt celebrates fashion week, too. Matt Weinberger and Orson present The NY Fashion Alt Gala, hosted by a plethora of cool brands, designers, and labels including Drink More Water, and Feels Good To Do Things.
March 07, 2025 · Original source
From 11pm - late at Casa Bella — Caroline Calloway, Betsey Brown, and Peter Vack present - A Rachel Ormont Afters! The prior screening at The Roxy is unfortunately sold out, but I’ll be at the afters and you should be too! Hosted by soooooo many people! Mike Crumplar, Cassidy Grady, Kareem Rahma, Nick Dove, Sierra Armor, Elena Velez, Perfectly Imperfect, Matt Weinberger, Finlay Mangan, Riska Seval, Humblesuperstar, Poorspigga, Meg Superstar Princes, Andrew Norman Wilson, Charley Shealy, Rylee Stumpf.
April 04, 2025 · Original source
From 6:30pm at The Shop at Addison Pest Control — Matt Weinberger is hosting A HAPPENING (super secret private event). Readings by Matt Starr, Annabel Boardman, Alexi Wasser, and more. Music by Ludwig, Bec Lauder, Arsun, and more. Dance by Lena Drake.
May 13, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Pianos — Emerson Isa celebrates the launch of “Girls to the Front” capsule collection - a night of fashion, music, and community, with 100$ of ticket proceeds benefiting Girls Inc. of NYC. Performance by The Dutch Kills. Photos by Matt Weinberger & Esp. | Tickets - $22.66
May 21, 2025 · Original source
From 10pm at Laissez Faire — Tour de LES returns with five hosts, seven djs, zero bikes. Callie Reiff, bdgrlbklyn, dj shawty, leg 5, and more. Photos by Matt Weinberger.
August 14, 2025 · Original source
From 9pm at Silver Lining Lounge — Matt Weinberger and Scott Lipps present The Downtown Prom. Hosts include Sid Simons, Anika Jade Levy, Nicole Naloy, and more. Music by Sexy Damion, Blog Analog, Loose Buttons, and Boxxer. DJ sets and more.
November 12, 2025 · Original source
From 2pm - 6pm at Cinnamon House (139 Woodbine St, Brooklyn, NY) — Sunday Salon returns with a cozy afternoon, ft music by Le Keep and Nikita Lev, readings by Katya, Matt Weinberger, Alex Kilgore, and more. RSVP here
December 22, 2025 · Original source
LOS ANGELES - From 7pm at The Earl — Matt Weinberger + Echoes + Le Keep present a night of DJ sets and performances: Chloe Cherry Blake The Man 1000 Drake Jazz Brown Emma Burney Le Keep Buff Pons Crooks etc.
January 14, 2026 · Original source
LOS ANGELES - From 7pm at The Earl — Matt Weinberger + Echoes + Le Keep present a night of DJ sets and performances: Chloe Cherry Blake The Man 1000 Drake Jazz Brown Emma Burney Le Keep Buff Pons Crooks etc.
Madelyn

Madelyn is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 11 times across 11 issues between October 21, 2024 and July 23, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Madelyn, who knows about these things, explains the Lacanian implications of it all"; "I go to dinner at Decibel with Madelyn"; "Madelyn works here, and I've been meaning to visit for a while". It most often appears alongside David, KGB, EARTH.

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Madelyn
Mention count
11
Issue count
11
First seen
October 21, 2024
Last seen
July 23, 2025
October 21, 2024 · Original source
Later, back at Cafe Reggio alternating sips of hot apple cider with whiskey neat (a new one for me), Madelyn, who knows about these things, explains the Lacanian implications of it all. The mirror stage. You recognize yourself as an individual only in the reflection of the other and as such, the ego is born. Our own narcissism is reflected in the influx of images we become transfixed by. Self-objectification in images. Etc etc etc.
December 03, 2024 · Original source
Before I go away for Thanksgiving, I go to dinner at Decibel with Madelyn. We go to Pardon My French for a martini. We go to KGB. I go to the Lower East Side, I go to a going away party, I go to the bodega, I go home. At a party in the Lower East Side, a girl is talking about censorship, the age of censorship, how liberated she feels by the passing of This Terrible Era. "So what do you want to say?" Her friend is asking. "What?" the girl says. "What were you waiting to be free to say?" The girl rolls her eyes. "It's the principle" "Yes," her friend is saying. "The principle is important, but you can be free to do whatever you want and still be entirely uninteresting." At a party in the Lower East Side, people are talking about The Internet. "Everything you say is regurgitated from The Internet," the girl is telling her friend. Before I leave New York for only a few days, I go to Franz Kafka at The Morgan Library. It's not a very nice exhibition. They've put pop up walls and bright colors and crowded superfluous exhibition text all over the whole place. I write a review, but then I think it's kind of snarky. It's ok to be mean, but it's not ok to be cheap. "Why are you afraid of being mean," someone asked me a few weeks ago. "Because I don't want to say things that hurt people close to me," I said in response. What I should have said is - because what if I'm mean for nothing? What if I'm mean and I'm wrong and it's cheap. I get a martini at Moynihan Station. David cuts the Amtrak line. “What are they going to do?” he says. This infuriates a woman near us. Afterwards, I think I see this woman everywhere. She's sitting next to me at The Tunnel Cafe. I book a dermatology appointment for when I'm back in New York City. Select any provider, I say. I receive my confirmation email shortly after and I swear to god - the doctor they assigned me is the woman from the train. I cancel the appointment quickly. If this is fate, then it stems from nothing good. God‘s hand has nothing to do with it. Someone is simply playing tricks. the Amtrak Some things that happen in Massachusetts are: I behave very badly. I can't find my keys. It's raining. I can't go outside. I'm in an airbnb where I have never been before and It's so cold and these walls are gray, nothing like home, a lot like the kind of walls that one could imagine closing in. I start shaking by the window and I think about how I could probably be someone who does something like punch a hole through the glass. I wouldn't do this, but it's strange to feel capable of it. I think about how I should probably just go outside. It's objectively strange to spiral. I never crash out. I don't know why gray wall to wall carpeting and people talking too loudly and vicinity to an unknown suburban street freaks me out so much. I wish I could scream at the sky and the rain would stop just like that. I calm down. I don't actually wish I could control the weather. That would be no kind of a life. I go to a hotel I can't afford and I try to break into their gym to use the treadmill. I can't get into the gym, but no one stops me in the lobby. I drink their lemon water. I drink almost the whole pitcher. I call my dad and I say can you please come pick me up now. In a different house, a house that is familiar, a house that I have always known - I sit by the fire, I sit by big glass windows, I watch Vicky Cristina Barcelona (2008), I drive to the snow. "I'm driving to Florida to drive to the snow," I say. Welcome to Florida, Massachusetts the sign on turnpike says. It's a white sign flanked by plaster palm trees. A little snowman with yellow hands and feet throws his hands in the air. Troop 76 Pack 76, the sign says. It's a blizzard up the turnpike. It's snowing in thick wet sheets. It's the type of snow that's fast and heavy, almost like rain but it's opaque and it's sticking. Everyone gets out of the car but me. I'm too cold, I say. My sister is throwing snowballs. I get out of the car too. We drive down the mountain. My dad plays Alice's Restaurant by Arlo Guthrie. We play all twenty-five minutes of it and then we play it again. We pick up David. Do you want to hear Alice's Restaurant?, I ask him. Alice’s Restaurant, Album Cover Things are nice, from here. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, December 3 From 5:30 - 7:30pm at Il Bisonte — Yolo Journal celebrates the new Fall/Winter issue. I love few things more than a beautiful travel journal (something that has become few and far between). Yolo Journal, however, fits this bill to exaction. Wine provided by Franciacorta. RSVP to ilbisonte@novellapagherapr.com
December 16, 2024 · Original source
Monday, December 9 A busy day. One quickly finds this to be the solution to all malignant indulgences. Before a comedy show at Jean’s, Natasha and I go to Altro Paradiso for dinner. It’s an early dinner in the rain. Madelyn works here, and I’ve been meaning to visit for a while. I’ve been meaning to apply for a job here, too, but the list of things I’ve been meaning to do on that front continues to pile up. We order many things on the menu. The house specialties that we did not order somehow seem to keep materializing on our table as well. It’s like magic. It’s a special night. Rumor has it: Marina Abromovic was dining here this afternoon. Rumor has it, she’s dined here twenty times. Altro Paradiso is a well lit restaurant - I read something I liked about well lit restaurants this week and now I can’t recall where. The premise was: enough of this haze. Some people want to see their food. Some people want to see and be seen. Tonight, I drink Ciro Picariello. It’s like white wine but it sparkles. I drink a cocktail with peach purée and peach liquor. I drink a dirty martini. I eat olives, bread and ricotta, finocchio, another salad with fig and orange, mushroom pasta shaped like pillows, lemon pasta shaped like thick noodles, branzino, gelato. It’s a winter feast. I haven’t had a feast like this in my recent recollection. After, the rain has stopped but the evening is still misty. We hail a cab. We’re too late for Jean’s. Natasha is good at spotting famous people. Rebecca Black walks by. EmRata’s ex husband. Some other people, too. We go the The Nines, which is very festive, but where everyone is very rude. We go back to Jean’s. The show is over, they let us in, but there's no point in lingering now. I loved tonight, I say when I get home. A sign of mental stability is drinking alcohol and not hating every second of it. I know for some people, it's the opposite, but this is how it works for me. Tuesday, December 10 The line to get into the Richard Kern book launch is too long and it's raining. I see Annabel and Ellie outside. I see that Berlin blogger who only wears all black or all white and her TikTok DJ boyfriend. "I need to become someone who's 'list me or miss me'", a girl in line sighs. We're still waiting in the rain. She said this in a way like she was kidding, but I repeat the sentiment with no humility to David later. "We should become 'list me or miss me’,” I say. David has a tendency to bludgeon his way through lines. "We should become 'list me or i'm going to fucking kill you’,” David says. After I abandon the Richard Kern line, I go to Lucien. I run into a few people there. The expected and the unexpected. There are things I'm very excited about these days. Excitement is risky - it's unwise to tempt fate and it's destructive to celebrate accomplishments you are yet to achieve, but I am excited. Full of ideas again. Everyone at Lucien is an actor. That must be so cool, I say. I'm so full of sincerity, I think. This time of year can be so full in general that it begins to feel uneasy. This type of luxury isn't mine to claim and it's certainly not sustainable. The hedonism feels truly hedonistic today, though. It's energetic, not coated with something darker. I'm having so much fun. David wants to go to Frog Club for banana chiffon pie. "Why am I so broken up about Frog Club closing?” asks David. "You've never been to Frog Club," I say. "Yeah, that's probably why," says David. Risotto David made for me + prints from Paris Wednesday, December 11 I went to the Russian Baths on Wall Street on my first day in New York. I still go often now. It’s not really of my own volition. It’s a family tradition. It’s still pouring today. It’s been pouring all week. I used to think the Russian Baths were all liminal space and Russian mob, but now it feels less secret. The Doritos are from Israel. Russian Jews and Russian Gentiles, I hear someone explaining in line behind me. The building is huge. The pool area does feel kind of like The Backrooms. I have night terrors every night. In my dreams, I am never stuck in places like this. My aunt likes the cold plunge. She can stay in it for seven minutes, far beyond the recommended time of three. The Wim Hof method recommends rapid bursts of breath coupled with exposure to the extreme cold. I’m in the Infrared Sauna. On Christmas, I will swim outside in Walden Pond. Wim Hof (the man) lost a finger, an ear, something detached in the retina of his eye… I can’t recall the specific injury but something bad happened swimming across an icy lake. He took it too far. When I get back to New York, I will swim off Orchard Beach. There’s a group that goes every morning. My aunt tells me you have to go to Orchard Beach in the winter. It’s like Siberia in the Winter. It’s finally getting cold enough to swim. On my Wednesday at the Russian Baths, I lose my keys. I lose the big rubber slippers that they give you on arrival. I can’t last very long in the extreme heat or the extreme cold. An actor in the infrared sauna is talking about how he can only memorize lines in the cold plunge. I’m thinking about how I’m in an infinite feedback loop where everyone I meet keeps being actors. We go to dinner at the Russian Restaurant at the spa. It’s called Matryoshka like the dolls. I only learn this later David and I split potato pancakes, salad olivier which is the one with mayonnaise and egg and chicken (delicious), beef stroganoff, steamed chicken pelmeni. More stroganoff and borscht and red wine is also passed around the table. I can’t drink red wine, so I drink ginger juice and ginger vodka instead. Afterwards, too full to continue. There are other plans tonight - a film, a party, I promised I would go and I never cancel plans but sometimes I do just neglect to show up. A very bad habit. Inertia ultimately breeds pure evil! Time doesn’t pass at Spa 88. Still pouring but dark now, when we emerge from the underground. Thursday, December 12 My abridged review of Dimes Square (revival) today. I didn’t see it the first time around - I wasn’t here. I was in Boston. I was in a sorority. I arrived in this godforsaken ecosystem after it was already dead. I’m kind of being facetious. I think people try to qualify eras too concretely. Concretely: Dimes Square (the play) is indeed a period piece. In the vein of all Matthew Gasda’s plays, it is emotionally rich, lucid, kind of yearning, which catches me off guard but I think adds depth. The thing I like most about Dimes Square is this: it’s not self serious but also it is not sneering. The best satire is actually quite sincere. This is why most satire is generally and particularly in contemporary culture, bad. Dimes Square (the play) is excellent. I will be publishing a stand alone review of the play here shortly. I already wrote the review but then I realized I was far too stuck on historical accuracy and far too personally tortured. In the meantime (from my notes) -- “The main fault of the characters in the play is that they are cruel, but the main critique of this scene in real life is that it is (was?) (is?) full of people who are pathetic”
January 13, 2025 · Original source
Wednesday, January 8 Meeting with Beckett and Jonah this morning at Caffe Reggio to discuss Tense - Reggio is full and so Beckett suggests Dante. It’s not like he remembered it, now. It’s a coffee shop, he says, but it’s a cocktail bar now. Expensive green and red martinis in thin glasses whirling through the room even now, at two pm. They still let us sit for coffee. I have an interview after. Madelyn texts me. At Altro Paradiso at 3pm, they are saying goodbye to the head chef. I’ve gone to Altro Paradiso a few times recently, because Madelyn works there mostly, although even independent of that it’s the best food I’ve had in New York in a while. Today, I was in a rush, the plans were last minute. I'm still wearing my workout clothes and their ‘archival lululemon’ - hand-me-downs from a closet of a friend of my mothers when I was about thirteen years old. The shirt is striped and black and white and a small band bearing slogans like “nothing tastes as good as skinny feels” folds up or down at the hem, depending on how flagrantly antisocial you feel like being on that particular day. I’m keeping the band folded under today. I’m wildly underdressed but it’s afternoon, the restaurant isn’t even technically open yet. There’s a toast to the chef and I’m the only outsider in attendance and so I stay at the bar while the group of staff and friends and family assemble. It’s very special, even to bear witness to as someone uninvolved. There’s a heart and soul to food and drink and service that other industries, even creative industries, really don’t have in the same way. I’m a tiny bit tipsy, now. I need to start hostessing again. I make this note on my phone: “NEED TO START HOSTESSING AGAIN!!!!” We stay at Altro Paradiso til dinner starts, and we continue to stay till it feels like dinner is about to end. Everything is magical - the alla prima cocktail, wine, dirty martini, pane e ricotta, salad with figs and dates, octopus, olives, oysters under beds of thinly sliced veggies, malfatti (which is pasta that is like little pillows), linguine al nero (which is pasta with squid ink and cuttlefish and basil), a few deserts - pistachio ice cream and the pear cake. The afternoon turns to a sparkling evening. I walk home. I go elsewhere, after - fun too, but I probably shouldn’t have. I should probably learn when to call an evening. Decadence in excess, turns all that sparkles sour. Thursday, January 9 It's been the same day on repeat so far this year. The same three days, really. Rinse and do it again. The year has only held nine days. I can't view my stagnation with too much harshness. Decadence, in contrast, should be viewed with harshness. Los Angeles is burning up and it feels uncouth to talk about this here as this tragedy is not my life, but I can't stop watching. Most emotions are triggered through all five senses - it's a strange feeling of muted horror to see destruction of places and lives you know on a screen, detached from your physical experience but visible in real time in your cognizant mind - peripheral vision. I accidentally get stuck in the Louis Vuitton x Murakami line in SoHo. I accidentally steal a pair of Split sweatpants from the gym. I accidentally read all the books on the 4chan 2024 Top 100 Lit Board list. I'm on tiktok watching videos of the apocalypse overlaid with Lana del Rey audio. I’m browsing r/lainfluencersnark and they have a lot to say about the way their parasocial relationships are handling the apocalypse. I tried to write something about phones and chaos and end times but it was silly. These are resources / writing from people in LA. The Angel - L.A. Fires — How to Help
January 19, 2025 · Original source
David and I go to Estela for dinner. It’s our anniversary. He tells me not to say anything online about it. Private life should stay private, he says, but I’m writing it anyway. Estela is nice. It’s the sister restaurant of Altro Paradiso. My friend, Madelyn works there. Estela is smaller, cozier, you have to buzz to get into the building and then it’s up some steps, it feels like you’re in an apartment, it feels like you’re in Berlin. I’ve never been to Copenhagen, but I imagine it feels a bit like Copenhagen, too. “I like more old timey restaurants,” David says. “Me too,” I say. “But sometimes isn’t it nice to be in a restaurant that feels like Copenhagen? David agrees. He’s never been to Copenhagen either. Altro Paradiso is brightly lit, whereas Estela is dim. Stella - Latin for Star. Etc. The distinction feels a little obvious, but then, I’m being a little particular. Estela is small plates. Romantic. You can tell because you have to buzz the door to get in, and because the lighting is really dark. They put us in a little alcove by the shelves and shelves of wine. We order iberico ham, bread and butter, endive salad, crab with celery root (the best dish), squid ink fried rice with little bits of squid, steak with elderberry sauce. I order a Tito's martini, but I’m told they don’t serve Titos here. I’m told they have one martini with vodka that “tastes like smirnoff” ($22) and another with vodka that’s way better and far preferable (paraphrased) ($30). Our waitress is peppy. “We’ll take the Smirnoff,” David says. “She’s nice,” I say, later. “Domineering,” David says. Later, the waitress rolls her eyes a little when she asks me how my martini is. She smiles when I say good. I believe she is sincere in her hope that I’m happy as I guzzle up the fruits of my lowbrow taste. It really is a lovely meal. I don’t mean to be cynical. I tell David he should tell them it’s our anniversary so we can have something free, and he tells them “it’s our anniversary, can we have dessert on the house.” Then, I’m embarrassed, but they bring us dessert (with a price) and champagne (on the house). Tuesday, January 14 I’ve been working on maintaining constant motion. “An object in motion will stay in motion,” I’ve been telling anyone that will listen. I walk in place all day, and then I walk through Washington Square Park at night, freezing. I make sure to do an extra lap to circle under the arch, all sparkling and illuminated and icy. I’m thirty minutes late to the Post-Doomerism talk at Gonzo’s, and this feels like an important one to me because I used to base my entire framework of thought around mitigating dread through a surrender to the inevitability of fates worse than death. It’s a terrible way to view the world - juvenile if nothing else, but also aesthetically and morally barren, limiting, a nihilistic obsession with the present does lead to destruction (yourself and others), no matter how many delusions you harbor about enlightenment, and about time and therefore preservation as false constructs. You can’t be nihilistic if you believe in good and evil, and I do believe in good and evil, so it was never going to hold up. Post Doomerism The lecture is just starting when I exit the elevator. The talk is between Chris Small (founder of Amazon Labor Union), PradaHorseShoe (founder of Russian Cosmism Circle NYC), Joshua Citarella (Doomscroll Podcast), and Geo Yankey (Comedian) “Russian Cosmists think that Marx doesn't take it far enough,” Amana explains. “Marxism wants to abolish capitalism, religion, the family…. but what about abolishing the OG bummer - death.” The point of the talk seems to be to present a sort of leftist vision of tech accelerationism. Capitalist Realism, the parts of the industrial revolution deemed actually good, nuclear fusion (clean and limitless energy which imitates the sun) instead of nuclear fission, fossil fuels , etc etc etc. The audience, on the other hand, is mostly composed of people I recognize from other downtown events - this one taking on an uncharacteristic and somewhat academic sincerity. “Hypothetically, heat death could occur before we run out of fuel,” a girl sitting next to me murmurs at one point, evidently at least somewhat convinced by technology’s capacity for limitless good. I try to conjure a sense of what she’s imagining in my mind's eye - create enough clean energy, and you could be driving your car one day when the whole universe just implodes. This isn’t aspirational to me. Longevity even, has never been particularly aspirational to me, although increasingly moreso, I’m increasingly less cynical. I appreciate the sincerity of the lecture. I appreciate some of the ideas they put forward, too. It’s an irony-pilled audience and they're sitting in a deeply earnest room. I slip out during the Q&A - overwhelmed, honestly, and I’m late to another function. I’m handed a gin and tonic in the Lower East Side. I’m talking about the Russian Cosmism lecture. “Lenin tried that and 20 million people died,” I am told. “I don’t really know enough,” I say. I’m sent a documentary about The Tyranny of Scientism. I order some things like the books by Nick Zurnig and Mark Fisher. It’s good to be objective. The night slips onward. It’s rude to talk about accelerationism at a party. Wednesday, January 16 It's slightly warmer in New York today. It's still cold, but it's less frigid, I'm walking through Soho typing, I'm walking to Equinox, I'll finish writing this on the treadmill, I had such a fun night last night although I do feel terribly guilty about squandering my health and my beauty and my soul every time I get drunk. I was such a good drunk, though. I adore my friends so deeply. I adore my new friends. I think they are my best friends. I’m trying not to quantify everything. There are names of people I love spinning through my mind, now. Why order things. Some people exhaust me, and then there are other people who don’t. I’ve found new friends who live artfully while occupying a natural state that is absorbed with the physical world, recently. How lucky for me. I don’t want to use my volatility as a bludgeon with which to bend people to my whims. Good thing I don’t feel particularly volatile this week. It’s best to consider these while outside of them. Objective introspection: am I doing a good job? WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Gofundme + LA Fire Resources here. Sunday, January 19 From 6pm - midnight at EARTH — Jordan Castro and Cluny present SILENCE. An evening of silence. No speaking, no phones.
January 23, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Sunday, January 19 Wet hair in the lobby at the gym. I am criticized only very slightly, and I am struck with nearly physical rage. I can’t walk anymore today. When I walk, I am compelled to think - then write - about myself. I have this huge body of work. I’ve written 364,133 unpublished words since my birthday in June, but they are all about myself, and the ugliest parts of myself at that. “You must be able to convert some of your journals into work you can use,” some of my friends say, but I don’t think anyone realizes just how bad they are. Any problem, the smallest problem, I can twist and chew and solve, often through written and rotating self deprecation and self congratulation that renders said problem irrelevant. I can do this over and over and over again, for hours daily, if I'm being honest. It’s not necessarily bad as a limited practice - churn out sludge so that it doesn’t live in your mind - but it becomes more and more excessive, nauseatingly so. I meet Madelyn at Shosh for dinner. The snowstorm has started. I texted David at the gym earlier: "big snowstorm coming." "Link me an article or you're full of shit," David said, but I wasn't, because it's here, and it's falling in big fat clumps. Shosh is lovely. It’s a new vegan wine bar in the West Village, which I would roll my eyes at as a concept, but Madelyn’s friends work there and I walk there in the blizzard - enter to a silver bar, an open kitchen, cream walls with a perfect archway cut into them that frames shades of glass wine bottles and assembled rows of thin wine glasses. We don’t get wine, but we do get gem salad, celeriac shawarma with fluffy bread, mushrooms, by which they mean every variety of mushroom you can imagine and a perfect green sauce to accompany. “Hummus is one of those things you think is all the same, but then you have good hummus…,” Madelyn’s friend who works there says, and he’s right, because the hummus here is determinately different. Better. Madelyn tells me she likes showing me good food, and I like this, too. Left to my own devices it’s all instant pistachio pudding and cold mashed potatoes eaten while standing up. This isn’t how one should live - slogging through the essential details of survival and routine like it’s something to get over with, not something to enjoy. At the very least, it’s something to be appreciated. I like meals like this. There’s the Casual Encounters reading later, the fundraiser for Los Angeles reading at that gallery in Tribeca, although all the galleries seem like they are suddenly in Tribeca these days. We’re there early. I can’t find the building, can’t get out of the snow. You do get out of the snow, eventually. You pick a few GoFundMe’s from the options laid out on the table, so many options on the table. You sit on the couch so you’re removed from the room, you have a birds eye view in that sense even though technically, you’re beneath, not above, it all. “You can see the social dynamics from here,” your friend says, kind of kidding, kind of not. You can see how the room clusters itself, at least. I stay for the readings, but not for long after. Walk home in the sleet and ice. It's a blizzard, but nothing is really sticking. Streets are mostly quiet - people in the windows of Lucia and Cipriani but otherwise it’s all empty. My reflection surprises me in the mirror when I get home. I only wear dresses, but today I’m wearing jeans. Mundanity, mundanity, mundanity. David says he wants to go to KGB, and at first I want to go too, but then I decide that I don’t. He leaves, walking into the storm as I’m coming out of it. I start to feel sick around eleven pm. I feel strange, falling asleep. Being sick really scares me. I hope it goes away. Monday, January 20 I expected to wake up sad this morning but I didn't. The snow didn't stick, but a thin layer of it did freeze. I'm sliding down the streets, and they aren't empty anymore. Bright, bright, icy light today. Coca Cola and muffin at the bodega for David. Celsius for me. Green tea mango and Cyanocobalamin. I need black coffee. Inauguration today. I walk and write for ninety minutes. I tried to join the David Lynch Meditation Live Stream at noon, but I got the time zones wrong and I was meant to join at three. It’s five now. Too late. Sitting in a steam room in a cloud of eucalyptus smog. The semester begins tomorrow, and other things, too. An end to my life of leisure, or more generously, an end to responsibility only as self directed. I feel like I was starting to figure it out. Non-fiction in the morning, fiction at night - my friend Grazie advised me of this schedule this summer. Being honest, though, I need more intensive direction. Natasha goes to take snow photos in Washington Square Park, but she says that Jill Stein is there and the park is so so so loud. The theme is: anti imperialism.. She sends me a photo of the birds in the snow. In an ironic twist, David is sick, but I am not. He orders sushi from Soho Sushi. He gives me five pieces from a california roll. I make cinnamon chai tea in the mug my dad got me from the ceramics shop near Mishaum. Every mug there is different. Mine has coarse leaves all over it, and a special rivet where your hand fits. “This apartment is pretty magical when it’s icy,” David admitted earlier, because it’s a greenhouse roof and so when you look up today it’s all like a snow globe. Icicles swirl in soft formations overhead, melting in morning light and then refreezing slightly differently as the sky turns hazy. I have my head under the cover. I’m reading other people’s diaries. Kafka, Anais Nin, I like the diaries I find online, too. I like the diaries I am sent. This isn’t my diary. I cannot stress that enough. My real diary is often quite ugly. This is one of the things I feel most guilty for. It’s strange, though. I wake up, I write in my secret diary, I walk for many miles, I write in my diary that I share online. It is good I will have less time, soon. Anya is staying with me tonight. David, in a friend's spare bedroom because I cannot, cannot, cannot get sick right now, too. It's so nice tonight. Anya and I have been friends since we were two weeks old. I used to tell people that as a child - "this is my best friend since I was two weeks old." Dimes in the snow. Clandestino in the snow. I really like sitting in the corner of a bar until the night reaches its bitter end. Not tonight, though. It's only ten. Tuesday, January 21 My first real responsibility in a month, and it's canceled - a whim of the weather. The snow has melted overnight and in its place is chalky salt stained pavement as far as you can see. It looks like marble. They turned Soho into marble in the night. I try to run outside, but it's too cold. Bitter cold, not pleasant cold. I'm coughing up the chalky air. It's the coldest day of the year. There's a man on the street and he's running towards the train, sloshing coffee all over his suit but he doesn't seem to even notice, certainly he doesn't care. The drops are freezing to the sleeves of his camel hair jacket before they reach the ground. He's covered in little coffee icicles. I doubt it will stain. I had nightmares last night. Everyone knew I was Actually Bad. I woke up saying "help me", but I used to wake up talking about rituals in rural places, so this is not a negative progression in the storyline of my possible possession. The chalky pavement has turned to ice in the afternoon. Walking under the Washington Square arch on the way to Tibet House and its icier than ever. The ground is all glazed over. It’s the latest installment of the Arden Wohl’s reading series at Tibet House; Inauguration Edition this time. Madelyn is wearing a pink sweatshirt when I get there. Madelyn is telling me about knowing your own mind. Alex Auder reads about cock sucking and brings up a friend to read with her who enjoys the act, because she doesn't "I feel demeaned when I suck dick. I feel demeaned when I teach yoga," she says. She reads a story about a life in servitude to someone famous who reminds her of Donald Trump. Tonight is a night where as soon as I have one glass of wine, I wish I didn’t. The haze sets in, and I want it to clear. Beckett arrives. The readings are mostly good, but I’m jittery. I sit in the lobby and I eat some grapes and cheese, replace the wine with water. “Over the years I noticed from my overlord that peasants were increasingly behaving like they were nobles,” Alex Auder is saying, when I return. “There are more cameras than there are people in the world,” Gideon Jacobs is reading, later. I can’t stop drifting in and out of the room. I’m worried about some things, about some people. I get like this sometimes, and I wish I could get it to stop. I go to the bathroom and I return again, to a reading about Courtney Love. “She used to do water ballet and she was getting into the grateful dead.” “She lied a lot and never listened directly but she was a sponge - she takes a word from an incidental periphery and works it into her trope in real time. She’s that fast.” “She said she was born on my birthday; July 1st, but she was born a week later; July 8th” This is my type of lie, I’m thinking. A lie to please. False enchantment. It’s a juvenile compulsion, you mostly outgrow it, and if it was Courtney Love partaking then perhaps it was charming, but my visceral reaction is one of repulsion. Lizzi Bougatsos reads about Gary Indiana. She sits on the floor and she clips her toenails. “We shall mark memory with reverence,” Arden is saying. Beckett is telling me that it’s cool to be at a reading that’s an older crowd, and it is, it’s wine and cheese, there’s no disco party to follow. Beckett introduces me to his acquaintance from Paris. They are talking about Godot and prison sentences. Samuel Beckett gave his Nobel Prize money to a jail org, or was it prisone.org One time, there was a prison break after a performance of Godot. Madelyn is making tape formations on her phone with the other Lacanians. Lacan as separated from psychoanalysis. Lacan as applicable to real life. I’m just gleaning sentences. These ideas aren’t mine. Cigarette outside and then a burger at the orthodox Jewish establishment nearby. We forgot they can only do vegan cheese on burgers here. A lychee martini instead. They’re playing pop music so loud Wednesday, January 23 I hear my neighbors door shut as I’m poised to leave this morning. Decide, instead, to hover in the kitchen. We don't really like each other, my neighbor and I. Nothing was ever said, but there’s an underlying hostility. I have friends over too late, too often. The walls are thin. I'm glad to be waking up at the same time as the rest of the world, though. Sometimes - up all night, becoming manic around five am, this can be nice, but it's usually not. Normal hours. Normal cycles of day and night. The ice has come and smoothed everything over. Too cold to listen to music on my walk to school. I'm peeling off layers in an office, at the gym, the hallway of our apartment is becoming salty and dusted with the chalky snowstorm residue that first coated the surface of everything, and that now is starting to settle. Nothing is volatile. Such placidity, suddenly, but I’m not bored. All the calm in the world. Thank god. It really was about time. And so, you eat two chalky protein pop tarts on the bench at the gym. There are two girls with thick french accents in the locker room parallel to you. "He's a fucking retard, he only calls me at three am and it's only because he wants to sleep with my friends," says one of the girls. She's wearing a sherpa jacket. KHRISJOY, it says, in big red dripping letters. Spray paint imitation. You look it up - $2145 online. It's so ugly, but you're vaguely impressed. Of course you are. You're wearing a Versace sports bra that you bought for a music festival in high school. Absurd. The people watching here is good. The girl is still talking. She's so furious. "And he would be calling to sleep with me, but he knows he can't, fucking retard," she is saying. This version of the narration makes more sense - her rage rooted in something adjacent to jealousy. You gather your things. You gather your tote bags. It's too cold for so many bags. Your hands get numb out there. You're in a humid basement now, but you can't stay here forever. There's an artists talk tonight, but do you have it in you to attend? Cheese and sausage for dinner at home. I forgot about the dishes and I left the sink running for an hour. I’ve never known how to dress for the weather, but that doesn’t mean I mind the extremes. Today - my mother’s gloves, a borrowed Urbit hat from David, a beanie really, it looks insane but it’s too freezing for me to mind. More isn’t always more. More is often so, intolerably, annoying. I don’t want to wear a coat. My books arrive today. Mostly for school, plus one Ruby recommended. I’ll read them all - I’m glad that I have reason to. Salvador - Joan Didion The Company She Keeps - Mary McCarthy The Fire Next Time - James Baldwin Confessions - Saint Augustine The Situation and the Story - Vivian Gornic A Room of One’s Own - Virginia Woolf A Silent Woman - Janet Malcom Are You My Mother - Alison Bechdel The Argonauts - Maggie Nelson The Atrocity Exhibition - J. G. Ballard WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Thursday, January 23 From 6pm - 8pm at 61 Lispenard — Canada NY and Eighth House present Rest and Reprieve: A Window into Creative Solitude. Eighth House is “an interdisciplinary residency for artists and curators located in Central Vermont.” The exhibition serves as a benefit for this very special residency.
The chalky pavement has turned to ice in the afternoon. Walking under the Washington Square arch on the way to Tibet House and its icier than ever. The ground is all glazed over. It’s the latest installment of the Arden Wohl’s reading series at Tibet House; Inauguration Edition this time. Madelyn is wearing a pink sweatshirt when I get there. Madelyn is telling me about knowing your own mind. Alex Auder reads about cock sucking and brings up a friend to read with her who enjoys the act, because she doesn't "I feel demeaned when I suck dick. I feel demeaned when I teach yoga," she says. She reads a story about a life in servitude to someone famous who reminds her of Donald Trump. Tonight is a night where as soon as I have one glass of wine, I wish I didn’t. The haze sets in, and I want it to clear. Beckett arrives. The readings are mostly good, but I’m jittery. I sit in the lobby and I eat some grapes and cheese, replace the wine with water. “Over the years I noticed from my overlord that peasants were increasingly behaving like they were nobles,” Alex Auder is saying, when I return. “There are more cameras than there are people in the world,” Gideon Jacobs is reading, later. I can’t stop drifting in and out of the room. I’m worried about some things, about some people. I get like this sometimes, and I wish I could get it to stop. I go to the bathroom and I return again, to a reading about Courtney Love. “She used to do water ballet and she was getting into the grateful dead.” “She lied a lot and never listened directly but she was a sponge - she takes a word from an incidental periphery and works it into her trope in real time. She’s that fast.” “She said she was born on my birthday; July 1st, but she was born a week later; July 8th” This is my type of lie, I’m thinking. A lie to please. False enchantment. It’s a juvenile compulsion, you mostly outgrow it, and if it was Courtney Love partaking then perhaps it was charming, but my visceral reaction is one of repulsion. Lizzi Bougatsos reads about Gary Indiana. She sits on the floor and she clips her toenails. “We shall mark memory with reverence,” Arden is saying. Beckett is telling me that it’s cool to be at a reading that’s an older crowd, and it is, it’s wine and cheese, there’s no disco party to follow. Beckett introduces me to his acquaintance from Paris. They are talking about Godot and prison sentences. Samuel Beckett gave his Nobel Prize money to a jail org, or was it prisone.org One time, there was a prison break after a performance of Godot. Madelyn is making tape formations on her phone with the other Lacanians. Lacan as separated from psychoanalysis. Lacan as applicable to real life. I’m just gleaning sentences. These ideas aren’t mine. Cigarette outside and then a burger at the orthodox Jewish establishment nearby. We forgot they can only do vegan cheese on burgers here. A lychee martini instead. They’re playing pop music so loud Wednesday, January 23 I hear my neighbors door shut as I’m poised to leave this morning. Decide, instead, to hover in the kitchen. We don't really like each other, my neighbor and I. Nothing was ever said, but there’s an underlying hostility. I have friends over too late, too often. The walls are thin. I'm glad to be waking up at the same time as the rest of the world, though. Sometimes - up all night, becoming manic around five am, this can be nice, but it's usually not. Normal hours. Normal cycles of day and night. The ice has come and smoothed everything over. Too cold to listen to music on my walk to school. I'm peeling off layers in an office, at the gym, the hallway of our apartment is becoming salty and dusted with the chalky snowstorm residue that first coated the surface of everything, and that now is starting to settle. Nothing is volatile. Such placidity, suddenly, but I’m not bored. All the calm in the world. Thank god. It really was about time. And so, you eat two chalky protein pop tarts on the bench at the gym. There are two girls with thick french accents in the locker room parallel to you. "He's a fucking retard, he only calls me at three am and it's only because he wants to sleep with my friends," says one of the girls. She's wearing a sherpa jacket. KHRISJOY, it says, in big red dripping letters. Spray paint imitation. You look it up - $2145 online. It's so ugly, but you're vaguely impressed. Of course you are. You're wearing a Versace sports bra that you bought for a music festival in high school. Absurd. The people watching here is good. The girl is still talking. She's so furious. "And he would be calling to sleep with me, but he knows he can't, fucking retard," she is saying. This version of the narration makes more sense - her rage rooted in something adjacent to jealousy. You gather your things. You gather your tote bags. It's too cold for so many bags. Your hands get numb out there. You're in a humid basement now, but you can't stay here forever. There's an artists talk tonight, but do you have it in you to attend? Cheese and sausage for dinner at home. I forgot about the dishes and I left the sink running for an hour. I’ve never known how to dress for the weather, but that doesn’t mean I mind the extremes. Today - my mother’s gloves, a borrowed Urbit hat from David, a beanie really, it looks insane but it’s too freezing for me to mind. More isn’t always more. More is often so, intolerably, annoying. I don’t want to wear a coat. My books arrive today. Mostly for school, plus one Ruby recommended. I’ll read them all - I’m glad that I have reason to. Salvador - Joan Didion The Company She Keeps - Mary McCarthy The Fire Next Time - James Baldwin Confessions - Saint Augustine The Situation and the Story - Vivian Gornic A Room of One’s Own - Virginia Woolf A Silent Woman - Janet Malcom Are You My Mother - Alison Bechdel The Argonauts - Maggie Nelson The Atrocity Exhibition - J. G. Ballard WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Thursday, January 23 From 6pm - 8pm at 61 Lispenard — Canada NY and Eighth House present Rest and Reprieve: A Window into Creative Solitude. Eighth House is “an interdisciplinary residency for artists and curators located in Central Vermont.” The exhibition serves as a benefit for this very special residency.
February 03, 2025 · Original source
Monday, January 27 Perhaps you theme your days. On Health, you say. L-theanine with my coffee. Not really, but I’ll plan for this down the line. Bar Oliver is all lit up in piercing morning sun. I walk outside early this morning. Chinatown fruit market coming alive so quickly. There was a cemetery outside the window where I slept last night. I kept on looking out and seeing icy branches overhead that framed the building like a second roof, the cemetery like a courtyard. It scared me once, I screamed once in my sleep, but I woke up other times too, and it wasn't too bad then. Mostly, the sky outside just looked all pale blue and clear, the same pale blue all night in my memory, although this doesn't make sense in a logical way, what with the night passing and the becoming dark and the me being asleep for it all. Dream Logic. A recollection of slippery silvery vines forming an outline of a roof over a gravestone. You wake up, and there is no roof, the trees were never shaped like that at all. Tahini chocolate cookie because Ruby told me sugar is actually ok. Whole milk cappuccino and I'm adding honey instead of Splenda. Enough is enough. I'm not going to crash out, but days are different now that my hours don't float on and on in pacing and typing that becomes like a trance. I felt like I was floating yesterday. Not today. That's probably ok. Tuesday, January 28 Tea with Madelyn Grace and then hot apple cider and Jameson whiskey at Cafe Reggio last night. David and his friends came by and acted abrasive. I was annoyed, but then I wasn’t. I walked the Williamsburg Bridge this morning - all the way from The West Village to Brooklyn. Delancey street was crazy at that hour, but everything after that was nice. I’d never done this before - walk the bridge, I mean - and it went on for so much longer than I expected. At first it was all windy and it made me scared, how once you got on the bridge you really couldn’t get off, how in the center the only exit was to finish the walk or perhaps to blow over, and I was the only one there, people were biking by so fast but no one else was walking, so then I started to run, and so then it got all warm, the water in the Hudson looked nice and wild and churning and distant from up here. The thing is, this winter was mostly a practice in what I’m recalling like a meditation now, with even the slight perspective - now that it’s late January, that is. Everything was present, so hyper present, and all I did was walk and think and walk and walk and walk and write down what I was thinking about and sometimes I yelled a lot, and I know it’s still the depth of winter, but this time starts to feel like it is passing. I freaked out last week, I thought about what if I couldn’t keep my days like that, but my days still hold all of this, only now, they hold more too. At the gym, I write about how it is ok to just do things like - go for a walk, go to work, lie by the window with David, go to the gym, write a story, and these days can be good and even better than the other ones, the ones that snap you into fierce exteriority. After the gym, Cassidy texts me. “Are you at KGB?,” and I’m not, but I think, well, I would go. Augustine says - “Give me chastity and continence, but not yet.” Etc etc etc. I feel better when almost all my time is spent with people, and I think my mind is better like this, too. At KGB, I am dressed all in Pilates and Going-For-A-Jog type clothing. At KGB, Matthew is telling a girl about how Blade Runner the movie is based on a very antisemitic book. I've heard him tell this story before, and the gist varies each time, but there are a few lines that consistently resurface. I zone out after I hear the first line that I am sure I have heard before. When I zone back in, he's talking about religion more generally. "Really?," the girl he's with is saying. "Yes, YES," Matthew is saying “I looked up the history of the Blade Runner movie, and it said it was made around World War II," the girl is saying. “No, not at all," Matthew says “Oh,” the girl says “How did you like the rape scene?" Matthew asks “What rape scene?" the girl says “Oh that's good," Matthew says. There is new art on the wall of KGB. A rendition of Vermeer’s Girl With Pearl Earring, except in this case, the girl is a dog. “Do you like the new art?,” David asks. “Yes,” I say. “I don’t,” David says. I am picking at the wax on the candle, because everyone is talking and because I don’t have much to say. “Stop playing with fire,” the bartender tells me. “Act like you are at your mothers house.” Except - I mishear her. I think she says you aren’t at your mothers house, because she is right, I am not, but if I was; I would play with the flames as much as I liked. Wednesday, January 29 I would like to put away this phone, I think. Warmer, today. They’ve left the windows open at the coffee shop. I told you it was starting to feel like spring. I told you it would be all spring-like in the depth of winter, soon. Sunlight filtering, filtering, filtering, through the roof at home. The roof and the windows. It’s all one and the same. It’s a new moon tonight. Lunar New Year tonight. You put your head under the covers and filter out the sun. You like it because it is warm but also - the blue light of your phone can absorb your entire vision at any hour, here, in this makeshift tent. I am not of the Escape The Internet train of thought. It’s designed to addict you but then, well, having some fucking discipline. On my phone, I see people saying things like - “there is no ‘on your phone’, just another layer of constant consciousness”. And in real life I think things like - you should separate it if you can, you should know real life if you can but, to leave it all behind - impossible, because it will always be right there, and you could still do things like walk down the street and understand the street as purely physical but then, look around you, look at the other people, look at the surroundings they are absorbing and none of them are real, none of them are there, and so you can’t just stand on this street and get it, understand it, all offline. I don’t really want to get it anymore. My mornings could be real, they could be with just a little discipline and a touch of joie de vivre. They aren’t real, really, because I’m making makeshift Blue Light tents to filter out the sunlight, but then, I’m working on this. Blue, blue, blue sky today. Doomers previews, tonight. Biohacker meetup tonight. Bryan Johnson in Interview Magazine tonight. I like to do things like drink six teas with six Splenda each, and then I like to act very harsh with myself and others regarding the principles of a life well lived. Year of the snake. What do you think about that...? All this talk about discipline, and my afternoon is all drop off a few Depop packages and refresh, refresh, refresh the stats on a piece that I didn’t even write. There’s a hazy little run in the afternoon. There’s some bad news, or, news that is more irritating, really. Ruby spreads the word: "do not take my advice about eating lots of honey," she says. Ok. Ok, it's all protein now, then. David takes me to a strange party tonight. An interloper arrives, and he is chased out at sword point. It is insane how quickly the tides turn. You said the things that you didn’t mean, again. It wasn't supposed to happen like this, but then, it never is. You wrote today, earlier, about how - things were good, better, but you didn't want to get too cocky because remember what you were capable of really not too long ago, it was only a few weeks back, but it felt so distant. And then, tonight, again... Thursday, January 30 And then it's ok. Well, it's not, but it can be. You’ve been taking for granted that it will be ok, if it has to be ok. That if you care about something so, so, so deeply then it cannot possibly be destroyed, but it could, you are capable of this. It feels foreign sometimes, this force, this capacity for destruction, like it can’t belong to you, but it does, it’s no one else’s. It becomes simple, then. You can’t just say I crossed my fingers, you can’t just say I take it back. And so, no more. I'm working the door at Tense tonight, which is my favorite - both TENSE, and working doors, that is. It’s a beautiful night, and this, after everything, is a relief. Christian Lorentzen reads emails with Gary Indiana. “I now believe you can tell if the writer is part of a writing program, by looking at their teeth,” Gary told Christian. "Why does everybody love Downton Abbey?" Gary asked Christian, in another email. "Well, what's not to love? The series construction is so glibly subscribed that you know what will happen before the writers do." In another, he lamented the logistical problems surrounding his writings on Cuba - the travel ban, his lover there, etc etc etc. It's a good format for a reading - the emails thing. Correspondences brought to life. Not quite a diary, but close, more intimate, often, because one isn't writing into the void of one's own neurosis in a correspondence. Madelyn writes me an email, after. I am working on my own correspondence back, still. Mania delays the process. It's good to have a long form conversation to return to. I hope this email finds you well. This email finds me almost incapacitated, but I won't be, soon. Beckett's reading is full of empathy and wit as always. He's lamenting the narcissism of our times in his introductory speech, and his own gut impulses and the stories that follow give him the proper wherewithal to do so. I see Sean Lynch and others outside. Sean writes something nice on the evening. I see Doomers the next day - the dream logic of my thoughts following this production requiring another letter altogether WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, February 4 From 7pm at Heaven Can't Wait — Cynosure presents the first of a two night fundraiser for Los Angeles, featuring Alex Arthur, Precious Human, Truman Flyer, and more.
Thursday, January 30 And then it's ok. Well, it's not, but it can be. You’ve been taking for granted that it will be ok, if it has to be ok. That if you care about something so, so, so deeply then it cannot possibly be destroyed, but it could, you are capable of this. It feels foreign sometimes, this force, this capacity for destruction, like it can’t belong to you, but it does, it’s no one else’s. It becomes simple, then. You can’t just say I crossed my fingers, you can’t just say I take it back. And so, no more. I'm working the door at Tense tonight, which is my favorite - both TENSE, and working doors, that is. It’s a beautiful night, and this, after everything, is a relief. Christian Lorentzen reads emails with Gary Indiana. “I now believe you can tell if the writer is part of a writing program, by looking at their teeth,” Gary told Christian. "Why does everybody love Downton Abbey?" Gary asked Christian, in another email. "Well, what's not to love? The series construction is so glibly subscribed that you know what will happen before the writers do." In another, he lamented the logistical problems surrounding his writings on Cuba - the travel ban, his lover there, etc etc etc. It's a good format for a reading - the emails thing. Correspondences brought to life. Not quite a diary, but close, more intimate, often, because one isn't writing into the void of one's own neurosis in a correspondence. Madelyn writes me an email, after. I am working on my own correspondence back, still. Mania delays the process. It's good to have a long form conversation to return to. I hope this email finds you well. This email finds me almost incapacitated, but I won't be, soon. Beckett's reading is full of empathy and wit as always. He's lamenting the narcissism of our times in his introductory speech, and his own gut impulses and the stories that follow give him the proper wherewithal to do so. I see Sean Lynch and others outside. Sean writes something nice on the evening. I see Doomers the next day - the dream logic of my thoughts following this production requiring another letter altogether WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, February 4 From 7pm at Heaven Can't Wait — Cynosure presents the first of a two night fundraiser for Los Angeles, featuring Alex Arthur, Precious Human, Truman Flyer, and more.
February 10, 2025 · Original source
Wednesday, February 5 Deep familiarity is many different things at many different moments, I am told today. I kind of disagree. I think there is a core of things. Actually, I really disagree. I really think that there is a core of things. New album by Desire today. New dress on my doorstep. I wake up in an apartment that is briefly all mine. Where were you a year ago today, my friends were asking at dinner yesterday. It's a reasonably interesting thing to consider. I like it best when a year ago feels very distant. Me - I was at KGB Bar. A stranger took the photo. I look very morose. In my memory I was very nervous, and also, I was very pleased. On a walk, trying to write, trying to pour out the sludge, seeking clarity - "I do not feel like writing a whole fucking retrospective every time I try to journal," I write. I am sorry all my details seem crude today. Rules for solitude are - pace in circles, pace on the treadmill, do not be combative in conversation with strangers, do not eavesdrop, sometimes you will not like what you hear. They are talking about murder suicide at pilates, the girl at pilates owned an animal shelter and her star employee murder suicided himself and his girlfriend. You know that cute blonde blogger, she is saying. She was the girlfriend. The guy seemed nice. You never know. Rules for solitude are do not listen to these things, stop listening to these things, you’re going to freak out if you keep on listening to these things. Later, I'm only here to pick up a phone charger, but there's a whole wall of people reading poems about bitter cynicism in this conference room. I apologize for my bitter cynicism, the woman reading is saying, and I hate being in these buildings after dark, I hate the corporate flair to these things. Powerade Zero on the desks. I would like to go lurk in a Chinatown basement. I would like to write an Alt Lit Novel. I would like to be very, very rude. "Would you like to read a list of people who have been censored," a woman at this strange event asks me. "Have you seen a phone charger?" I ask the women. "Now is not the time to be nihilistic," Madelyn’s friend told her yesterday, and I’m not nihilistic, and I'm sorry, and I'm really sorry, and I really really really need to leave now. Thursday, February 6 Ice and snow over my glass house this morning. I heard the sharp rain in the night. I am not surprised it froze over. I am enjoying waking up with - nowhere to go, no one to see. I wouldn't enjoy it for long, but it’s not too bad for now. Walking through this empty apartment and the only sound is me, and then ice falling off the roof overhead. It’s not a big deal, really, and I'm acting a little delusional and insane about the weight of it all, but it's just that I have never done this before - woken up in a building with no one to greet me. And I have tucked my phone far away so that the solitude can feel more complete. And I have cleaned the apartment, top to bottom. I've wrapped an old scarf all around my face and then I've gone for a walk - no matter that the streets are frozen. I do like the ice. I'm sorry. I do. I hope it lasts. The night is swirling and nice. I forgot to take note. Friday, February 7 My parents are here, and I am glowing with the happiness of it. Start the day slowly. I’ve become a bit reckless. I’ll do the dishes. I’ll take out the trash. Intrinsically sloppy, and I wish I wasn’t. When left to my own devices, a descent into chaos is not entirely inevitable. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Monday, February 10 From 7pm - 9pm at Virginia’s — Date Time thinks it’s not too late to find a valentine. The three girls behind a new Feed Me featured speed dating endeavor present their second event, featuring two 45 min rounds of mingling. - “Everyone meets everyone, so get ready to meet a lover, a friend, or perhaps an enemy.” $5 ticket required for entry (proceeds to Direct Relief in LA), and 1 drink minimum to date.
February 14, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Monday, February 10 I woke up in a storm today. Stormed around the apartment a bit, all mad about who knows what, stormed to the gym for self actualization, skipped all the fashion week stuff last night, the show I was so excited for, the after parties too. I was sick, after all, though I didn’t realize it then. You only realize it now, sunroof windows, all this energy, the contrast visible now that you’re flooded with Being Well. “It’s funny how you live off the provisions David and the world throw at you,” Lara texts me. “Having a hard time articulating a reason/framework to start taking care of yourself more sometimes that isn’t cheesy,” Lara says. “It will be good for your writing because you’ll get more information from the environment and have more energy,” Lara determines. “I actually do care about health, vanity skin etc, I just have cognitive dissonance," I say. And I do. I ordered collagen, after all. This is not so bad. None of it is so bad, really. I am thinking of joining David in Paris. It's a bit of an act of fleeing, though, and it's no good to leave out of some desire for escapism. I am treading very cautiously this morning. A matcha with almond milk and the oatmeal with apples and cinnamon and raisins. The bright sun is melting all the bright snow. They are talking about Aristotle's Ethos Pathos Logos in class today. The only one that matters to me is the Ethos of it all. I believe everything I’m told if I trust the authority of the person telling it to me. I’m all swallowed up in the undiscerning masses. It would be nice to leave New York, yes, but it will be nice to stay here, too. It'll be nice to come back to life right where I've been sleeping. In the evening, my friends arrive. They sit at my kitchen table, and they tell me crazy stories about staying up late and everything that happened in between. I was lonely for a moment, or really, I was just struck by the the being alone of it while he is still away, but then my friends arrived, and the stories were all sparkling and shocking. I know secrets again, now. It's more fun when I have things to hold. Wrapping my hair twice in towels by the open window before bed. It's too cold to keep the window open, but the space heater was drying everything out. Lara left some cocktail shrimp in the fridge, and I drop the tails into the empty Sephora box on the floor. I'll still take out the trash, I am not more disgusting than average. Tuesday, February 11 Coconut oil, beef bone broth, muscovado sugar on a silver spoon for breakfast. There is reason to think this kind of thing will make me become better. I would be very easily indoctrinated into a cult based on the certain determining factors, I forget the exact formula of each trait but I know my balance of each fits the bill; agreeability, desire to belong, etc. I have to stay vigilant. Left to my own devices and I’m half asleep and I’m making potions. I wrote a story in the night. Hologram Girls, I called it. Stupid title but I think this one, yes particularly this one, I imagine I could turn this into a book with just some discipline and a little joie de vivre. Natasha comes over just as I am starting to lose my mind. Just as the snow is starting, too. Snow in the evening, and Natasha is taking photos of me on film. Usually, I wouldn’t like this. Me, at home, on film. Madelyn would have something to say about Lacan and the image of it all. I would have something to say about; I’ve been addicted to deciphering the angles of my face in my mind until they become shapes and forms and pieces beyond recognition. Vanity is so obviously self indulgent, so blatant in its gluttony that it avoids interpretation, becomes silly to give voice to, turns omnipresent. Out Of Your Mind And Into Your Body. You will walk on the treadmill and you will write this sentence until it becomes true. I don’t function well in my own company. That’s the truth of it. Even the most basic things. On film, I wear a dress from Brandy Melville, black tights, barefoot or, the Prada boots my mother found for me cheap at a vintage store in Vermont. The snow hasn’t started yet. I like taking photos at home, and I trust Natasha with the camera. I can’t see my own reflection. It’s fading to blue hour in the greenhouse windows. We will see how this turns out. At drinks, later, with old friends, their Colleague came, and he's talking about how if you are not early you are late. He works in Revenue Recovery, he explains. Like if someone ordered a burger and fries but they forgot to pay for the fries, he would recover that, but for bigger things. For things like a scalpel when they’re doing surgery. “If they lose the scalpel?” I ask. “If they lose the revenue,” he says. I’ve felt very defensive lately. I’ve felt an annoying need to emphasize things like I know what Deloitte is, but barely. I’ve felt an intolerable need to explain things like where a Reading ends and a Party begins. This is the greatest bar in the world, I am told. You can tell, because my vodka soda is actually full of clarified juice. I say something insufferable about how I prefer hotel lobby bars and martinis. We could all go to DCP (Double Chicken Please), someone suggests. Because this, in truth, this DCP is actually the greatest bar in New York. Outside, it’s snowing now. Inside, there are big red orbs on the ceiling and the bartenders keep swinging them around in big sweeping circles. I thought they did it on the hour, I thought they did this like a clock, but the time keeps passing and the orbs keep being set in motion, seemingly at random. There is talk of vulgarity in comedy at our table. There is talk of a probiotic soda brands marketing scandal and the colleague hates influencer marketing, he thinks its immoral, and I’m asking things like the dumbest questions in the whole world like oh but do you think that any marketing really is moral though, and oh but do you think that brands are people, though, and oh my god you can hear your own echos sometimes and you can just want to scream. Outside, the snow is making the street and all its lights become dizzy-like. They pulled the shades down behind me in the window in the restaurant due to the draft, and I wished they hadn’t, but I like it better coming out into this quiet night covered in snow like a quiet surprise. Yellow cab fringed with ice. This will always be lovely. I’ve felt a little more lyrical in my writing lately, and there is nothing wrong with this at times, only at times. Except, the repetition I think, feigns a kind of spirituality I don’t actually have when I am doing things like being on my phone and eating protein heavy processed snacks. Later, returning home, reading more of Augustine’s Confessions to penetrate these skin deep musings. I put the space heater on the floor and I do feel sad now, overwhelmingly so, when I think about how terrible things could come to pass so quickly and how I could just be caught off guard, somewhere on a long walk, somewhere being vain. I sleep downstairs tonight, because I do feel very small, and because there are no shades upstairs to cover all that glass. Lying under all that night sky, you begin to think that it might suck you right in. Wednesday, February 12 After I walk outside this morning, where the thin branches of the trees are still coated in these thin smooth layers of snow even in this early morning sun, and after I go to The Standard for the latte with almond milk, after Libra for the small cookie with tahini and chocolate chips, after class and then the walk home and then the dropping off of laundry and the grocery store and the run in the cold sun, after all of this; David returns from Paris bringing a hairbrush and perfume from Officine Universelle Buly. We are going to go out, but then there's ginger beer and vodka on the kitchen table and the caesar salad pizza from La Vera and then, it's nicer to just stay here. Thursday, February 13 I’m back to listening to the interviews today. I’m not sure what these will become, but there’s a lot of wisdom in other people's words, and a lot of hesitation in my own voice when recorded. There is some existential dread these days, but David says it’s all just math I don’t understand at all, and the apocalypse is not imminent. I disagree sometimes, but I am trying to worry more about things like the State Of My Soul. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Friday, February 14 If I was looking for a last minute dinner reservation tonight, here is where I would go… Knickerbocker Bar and Grill is my favorite restaurant in New York and I’ve lauded it many times before. Classic, old school, not too many frills but still feels tasteful and nice, great t-bone, liquor on the grand piano, jazz on the weekends, etc etc etc. I like this description best - Beckett Rosset on his father dining here: “My father went here for lunch for god knows how many years. He probably consumed hundreds of gin martinis and rum and cokes there. When he died, after the memorial at Cooper Union, the family and close friends, a good thirty or forty people, went there. The owner comped everything. I thought it would not survive covid but clearly it has. Glad to know a new generation has taken to it.”
March 25, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Sunday, March 15 When I have a tablespoon of manuka honey with a sprinkle of sea salt before bed, I wake up feeling electric. My whole body is pulsing. It’s like a chemical reaction, almost. Very strange. When I record my letters like it’s a podcast or something, sitting at the marble kitchen table in my empty foggy living room, the recordings process and save like I am somewhere else. A restaurant nearby, maybe. The files label themselves. Finest Goods #1, Finest Goods #2, Finest Goods #9, Finest Goods #12. I do feel quite stupid, doing all of this. I’m sorry to speak like this. I’m sorry to be late or even absent, again. Long Island, Saint Patrick’s Day, my mom and my aunt and my cousins have me for dinner uptown and so I claw myself out of the apartment for this evening occasion. The health stuff is starting to feel more under control, thank god. It was starting to freak me out at the play last night. “There is no physical illness without mental connection, conceptualization, perception,” it was one of those words. Madelyn reminded me. I’m fine, really. I bought cold pressed rosehip oil and I bought multi-peptides + copper peptides. I bought four pints of ice cream to bring to the dinner tonight. I bought pink Kate Spade ballet flats and black Marc Jacobs riding boots and black manolo blahnik ballet flats, too, for soooo cheap vintage, but then when they arrived at my door, within minutes of arriving at my door, someone stole them! I am mostly upset because these things were a real splurge. I am also upset, because these things were one of a kind. Honestly, I am less upset about the one of a kind part. I am not too precious when it comes to things of fashion. The play last night was great. Matthew Gasda’s Uncle Vanya on Huron Street. Uncle Vanya at ArtX, because the water on Huron Street was shut off for the week. Admittedly, I never saw Uncle Vanya at The Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research in its original run, but I was glad to see it in this bigger space, here - the insularity and the claustrophobia and the suffocating sense of everybody speaking and nobody being heard given ever-so-slightly more air in this room of high ceilings than in a living room loft. November - I was in a too small airbnb outside Albany New York and I almost punched a hole in the glass window. There was too much gray sleet, and no escape. I did not break the window, but I was somewhat awestruck by the potential for violence elicited by even the early aughts of claustrophobia. Which is to say, this is a bit of how I felt while watching Vanya. Dimes Square was insular, but the characters kind of love it. Vanya is insular, and there is literally no escape. What happens when you cannot leave, when there is nowhere to go, when the path lays itself bare at your feet and the options are bleak? It is not a hopeful story, though not nihilistic really, either. George Olesky is brilliant as The Doctor, Bob Laine as a kind of hapless Vanya, Asli Mumtas as the beautiful and listless Yelena, Mia Vallet as Sonya, half bursting with youthful vigor and potential, and then veering into a nearly manic and finally resigned pitch, as it becomes clear there will be no actualization. No salvation, either. I have thought before that desperation reeks, but this play suggests instead, that it festers. The characters who can leave, do. Those who must stay, are forced to find something else. What that something is remains a bit ambiguous. Integrity, perhaps. Hope in death and in God. Monday, March 16 I entered into all this fugue state psychosis yesterday. The guy my friends ran into at the bar yesterday entered into all this unrequited love psychosis. People can be so evil. That’s the last thing I texted my boyfriend before I basically blacked out on Saturday: people can be so evil. In my glass house, it was pouring pouring pouring rain last night. I felt so nostalgic for that apartment last night, even as it still remains mine, now. I felt like I could suddenly remember what it was for this apartment to be all new. There was no clutter last June. There was a sudden arrival in a place that was suddenly mine. It was freshly cleaned and there was all this space, it was like infinity it was like, all this light, oh my god, all this air and light and space, this will never get old. My mother says that about the fields behind the house sometimes: I moved in and I wondered if it would ever get old and it never did, she says. But she’s been there twenty-five years. humid summer air and thrifted propped up fans still blowing hot air through the white wood corridors on august mornings. I’ve been here nine months and I am already starting to stagnate. Which I guess is to say: I’m spoiled or, maybe I’m boring. Last night, I was nothing but happy. Tuesday, March 17 How to redeem yourself? Wednesday, March 18 Places this week: Cafe Reggio, The Public Library, Elizabeth Street Garden, Lucien for drinks, Fanelli Cafe for dinner. My roof every morning and night because it is spring now. Spring again. Spring at last. Thursday, March 19 And something gives in a permanent way. New practices, new routines, you cannot continue like this, and so you wake up one day and you don't. There has been a lot that has been beautiful and then, there has been me taking myself out of all this beauty. And you don't become so didactic and harsh and full empty promises. You just give yourself some willpower and then you give yourself some peace. I'm feeling really really really really annoyed on the plane to El Salvador. I'm sorry. This part isn't supposed to be in the story. I will tell you the real story, soon. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, March 25 From 6:30pm at McNally Jackson Seaport — Jamie Hood presents her new memoir Trauma Plot, in conversation with Rayne Risher-Quann.
July 23, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Friday, July 18 Civil twilight haze of the nicest kind outside and, I forgot to turn the lights off. Caffe Reggio is open until four am, so this will be a good place to start. There is always so much time, I noted. There is, actually, not that much time, I noted after that. So for example my sister really likes the opera and so we go to the opera a lot, my one other Reggio compatriate is telling his date. It’s good here because there is no music. It’s good here, because without music, and sober somewhere loud and public for once, you can really hear the chatter. Stain glass lanterns and big glass windows and relics of worship. I tell Amelia she can join me if she wants but she’s sleeping. I tell Amelia I haven’t been having bad dreams. So you feel at home in your house, my old man Reggio compatriate is telling his very pretty date. I do, the date is saying. I do. I am thinking - It’s good to be sure about why you are eavesdropping. It’s good to be sure about what everyone else can hear. It’s ok for now. I’m the only one who can hear at this hour, and it doesn’t seem like much of what my compatriots are saying is secret. Coffeeshop Gossip. I regret most of the times I have become particularly open. In my plans; I am mostly sober; I possess tremendous integrity and discretion. Sitting in Caffe Reggio with a glass of wine and a chicken caprese salad live blogging my early morning. The date next to me got up to leave and they passed off to me, two overflowing chalices of wine. Insane thing to do. Nothing like this has ever happened to me before. Thinking about who I can call right now. I don't think I have ever been lonely before. Insane and annoying thing to say, but I think it might be true. I make a few more notes. I'm not lonely. I'm at Caffe Reggio at civil twilight alone with two overflowing chalices of wine that I cannot drink lest I get drunk or vomit or god forbid, fall asleep. I sleep with the lights off, but it is already bright through the greenhouse windows. Saturday, July 19 The play last night was nice; one of my favorites - By Morning. Talk of watching geese while they fly overhead at dusk from the porch, tyrannical fathers, a family composed of equally near irredeemable brothers whom I found all to be strangely endearing, and nearly the whole family's mutual gf who is deemed manipulative but not that smart. It ended with a gunshot. I walked down the stairs of the strange theater. My friends were in Brooklyn. My friends were in Flatiron. I was asked to stop live blogging. I said; I never live blog, I write a Diary of Fiction. It all quieted down. You have a lot going for you, they said. I guess, I said. They cancelled my meeting and I would like to not be disappointed. I walked for a while at sunrise again and slept little. This is fine. So you admit you are neurotic, I was told. It started to rain again outside Caffe Reggio. Madelyn says she is not intentionally influenced by any artist but it is like, she grabs the color green! I would like to become very strong in England. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Wednesday, July 23 From 10pm at Night Club 101 — Jasmine Johnson, Crush Sahara, and Ezra Marcus
Meg Spectre

Meg Spectre is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 11 times across 11 issues between September 10, 2024 and November 05, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "a performance from Meg Spectre"; "Meg Spectre returns with The Meg Spectre Spectacular - a musical comedy extravaganza"; "Shayna Goodman, Meg Spectre, George Olesky". It most often appears alongside KGB, Confessions, New York.

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Meg Spectre
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September 10, 2024
Last seen
November 05, 2025
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@megspectre
September 10, 2024 · Original source
Another (final) picnic at 3pm — Matthew Donovon hosts The Last Picnic, with a performance from Meg Spectre, misc literary reading regaling tails of the summer, and DJ eurodemonscum and Antiart. Dress code is “Regal Toga”.
October 07, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB — Meg Spectre returns with The Meg Spectre Spectacular - “a musical comedy extravaganza done in earnest”. Featuring Deborah Offner, Pia Marchetti, Agnes Enkh, and Calla Selicious
October 28, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB — 12 Questions Substack and Confessions host Horror Stories. Lots of good people reading; August Lamm, Emma Stern, Noah Kumin, Shayna Goodman, Meg Spectre, George Olesky, Gassidy Grady, Zain Khalid, Zack Graham, Annabel Boardman, Benjamin Campbell Hale, and Jonah Howell. Live music by Rebounder. Costumes encouraged.
March 12, 2025 · Original source
From 9:30pm - 1:00am at Chino Grande — Meg Spectre hosts Karaoke with Meg (now a permanent fixture on the second thursday of the month) - “cherry cocktails, crooning moments, and fun fun fun.”
April 10, 2025 · Original source
From 9pm at Chico Grande — Meg Spectre hosts Karaoke with Meg!
April 21, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at KGB — The Meg Spectre Spectacular is in The Red Room - “, A silly extravaganza of live comedy, cute outfits, silly songs, and cheeky cocktails” “Andy-Kaufman-meets-Weird-AI.” Meg will be joined by Alex Arthur, Molly Vivent, Karli Marulli, and Whitley Watson.
May 01, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Saturday, April 26 I have decided to become myself again. The notes of the past week aren’t quite so indicative of this undertaking. I don’t want you to read them. I’m sorry. I tried to spin something out of nothing, but there are too many pieces all ravelled up amongst themselves, and the most interesting story of the week is not even one that is mine to tell. Big long list of activities - Domino Reading Series at The Old Pyramid club and Gideon Jacob’s play at Earth and Le Dive for dinner and Clandestino for drinks and going to class and then calling some hotels and then I did go out again; KGB for Meg Spectre’s comedy show then to Seward Park and Clockwork and Ten Bells and the parked van where they were throwing the party. Dinner on Friday and breakfast on Saturday; a house party and The Commerce Inn and the screening at The Roxy of The Code and then sushi with David and Ruby and Liam. I came home after that. And this is one way to describe a life. Short and sweet and holding my knees tight to my chest and I do not want to tell about the things that happened in between. Usually, my issue is I want to tell far too much of it all. I’m like… fanning the fucking air around me feeling pretty desperate to create some motion, distance, think about time and space like the cracked tunnels in the blue goop of an ant farm or like in sand and then I flood it all with water. Whoosh. Nothing ever happens. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Thursday, May 1 From 5pm at CANADA — Casual Encountersz presents May Day Reading Series; featuring Delia Cai, Aria Aber, George Porcari, Chriss Small, Jacob Ace, and other guests. Curated by Tif Sigfrids and Sadie Alaska. The night is very loosely themed around laber.
May 06, 2025 · Original source
From 9pm - 1:00am at Chino Grande — Meg Spectre hosts Karaoke with Meg. Will you sing songs?
May 21, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Bar (Red Room) — Meg Spectre presents The Meg Spectre Spectacular - a musical-comedy show featuring Ivy Wolk, Amelia Ritthaler, Megan Bitchell, and Willie Zabar. You can read about Meg being brilliant and fun here. It’s a huge night at KGB. I’ll certainly be there! Will you?
September 04, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 10pm at 54 Barrow St — Roman D'Ambrosio presents This Woman’s Work: a night of three plays. Directed by Roman D’Ambrosio. Starring Meg Spectre and Agnes Enhktamir. RSVP here
November 05, 2025 · Original source
From 10:30pm - late at Clara’s — Karaoke with Meg returns. Meg Spectre is a star! Will you sing songs?
Madeline Cash

Madeline Cash is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 8 times across 8 issues between June 06, 2024 and December 02, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "featuring Anika Jade Levy, Madeline Cash, Krithika Varagur"; "lineup of readers - Genevieve Goffman, and Madeline Cash"; "readings and performances from ... Madeline Cash". It most often appears alongside KGB, New York, Confessions.

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Madeline Cash
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June 06, 2024
Last seen
December 02, 2025
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@sweetadel1ne
June 06, 2024 · Original source
Tuesday, June 18 from 7-9pm - London based Soho Reading Series will be hosting a reading in the Main Bar at KGB, featuring Anika Jade Levy, Madeline Cash, Krithika Varagur, Em Brill, Zans Brady Krohn, and Jesse Godine. Hosted by Tom Willis.
July 27, 2024 · Original source
Sunday, July 28 at 7pm - Confessions will be hosted at KGB. Sunday’s are objectively the best night of the week at KGB, and there’s a very good lineup of readers - Cassidy, Annabel Boardman, Ben Dreith, Christian Cail, Calla Selicious, Genevieve Goffman, and Madeline Cash.
September 10, 2024 · Original source
To mark your calendars: Beckett Rosset will be hosting the biggest TENSE yet on Saturday, September 27. The Fall will feature readings and performances from Anika Levy, August Lamm, Beckett Rosset, Kitty St Remy, Madeline Cash, Sophie Madeline Doss, Zack Graham, and Natasha Stagg, among others.
September 21, 2024 · Original source
Friday, September 27 — TENSE presents a much anticipated event at The Locker Room. The Fall will feature readings and performances from Anika Levy, August Lamm, Beckett Rosset, Kitty St Remy, Madeline Cash, Sophie Madeline Doss, Zack Graham, and Magdalene Taylor. Nicotine mints so you can actually quit vaping (like me!) provided by Jones.
Saturday, September 28 at 8pm — $EGIRL Zine launches at Sovereign House. Readings by Cassidy, Annabel, Jo Rosenthal, Billy Pedlow, and Adeline Swartzendruber. I have a piece in this about being stalked and being manic.
December 09, 2024 · Original source
From 8pm at TJ Byrnes — Giancarlo DiTrapano Foundation presents their annual NYC reading, featuring Fall ’24 Residents Thomas Thatcher, Madeline Cash, Jon Lindsey, Izzy Casey, and Raegan Bird.
April 15, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at The Strand Rare Book Room — Alex Kazemi and Kelly Cutrone host the launch of New Millenium Boyz. An old-school New York night, featuring a performance by Lydia Lunch, and special appearances by Honor Levy, Peter Vack, Madeline Cash, Brittany Menjivar, Erin Satterthwaite, Ryan D. Peterson, and Filip Fufezan. Afterparty: Internet Killed The Literary Star from 9pm at Gelso & Grand.
November 05, 2025 · Original source
LONDON - From 7:30pm - 11:00pm— Soho Reading Series presents The Flat Earth Gala, celebrating Anika Jade Levy’s perfect debut novel. Hosted by Tom Willis. Readings by Madeline Cash, Dakotah Weeks Murphree, Andrew Durbin, Emily Bauer, Sophie Mackintosh, and Olive Parker.
December 02, 2025 · Original source
From 8:30pm at Night Club 101 — The Aleph throws a party. Music by August Lamm, Andy Henley, and Katja. Readings by Genevieve Goffman, Peter Vack, Jesse Singal and Madeline Cash. Dance by Beatriz Castro. DJs Emma X, Starlotte, Lee Cash, and Nina Tarr. Hosted by Cassidy Grady, Juliette Jeffers, Julia Cooke, and Patricia Torvalds.
Matthew

Matthew is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 8 times across 8 issues between February 03, 2025 and March 18, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Matthew is telling a girl about how Blade Runner the movie is based on a very antisemitic book"; "Matthew imagines a situation and he tells it to David"; "Matthew used to be Enemy Number One, but now he is my friend, and so I make plans to meet him at the April Fools Party tonight". It most often appears alongside Celsius, New York, David.

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Matthew
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8
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February 03, 2025
Last seen
March 18, 2026
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@matthewstoneart
February 03, 2025 · Original source
At KGB, I am dressed all in Pilates and Going-For-A-Jog type clothing. At KGB, Matthew is telling a girl about how Blade Runner the movie is based on a very antisemitic book. I've heard him tell this story before, and the gist varies each time, but there are a few lines that consistently resurface. I zone out after I hear the first line that I am sure I have heard before. When I zone back in, he's talking about religion more generally. "Really?," the girl he's with is saying. "Yes, YES," Matthew is saying “I looked up the history of the Blade Runner movie, and it said it was made around World War II," the girl is saying. “No, not at all," Matthew says “Oh,” the girl says “How did you like the rape scene?" Matthew asks “What rape scene?" the girl says “Oh that's good," Matthew says. There is new art on the wall of KGB. A rendition of Vermeer’s Girl With Pearl Earring, except in this case, the girl is a dog. “Do you like the new art?,” David asks. “Yes,” I say. “I don’t,” David says. I am picking at the wax on the candle, because everyone is talking and because I don’t have much to say. “Stop playing with fire,” the bartender tells me. “Act like you are at your mothers house.” Except - I mishear her. I think she says you aren’t at your mothers house, because she is right, I am not, but if I was; I would play with the flames as much as I liked. Wednesday, January 29 I would like to put away this phone, I think. Warmer, today. They’ve left the windows open at the coffee shop. I told you it was starting to feel like spring. I told you it would be all spring-like in the depth of winter, soon. Sunlight filtering, filtering, filtering, through the roof at home. The roof and the windows. It’s all one and the same. It’s a new moon tonight. Lunar New Year tonight. You put your head under the covers and filter out the sun. You like it because it is warm but also - the blue light of your phone can absorb your entire vision at any hour, here, in this makeshift tent. I am not of the Escape The Internet train of thought. It’s designed to addict you but then, well, having some fucking discipline. On my phone, I see people saying things like - “there is no ‘on your phone’, just another layer of constant consciousness”. And in real life I think things like - you should separate it if you can, you should know real life if you can but, to leave it all behind - impossible, because it will always be right there, and you could still do things like walk down the street and understand the street as purely physical but then, look around you, look at the other people, look at the surroundings they are absorbing and none of them are real, none of them are there, and so you can’t just stand on this street and get it, understand it, all offline. I don’t really want to get it anymore. My mornings could be real, they could be with just a little discipline and a touch of joie de vivre. They aren’t real, really, because I’m making makeshift Blue Light tents to filter out the sunlight, but then, I’m working on this. Blue, blue, blue sky today. Doomers previews, tonight. Biohacker meetup tonight. Bryan Johnson in Interview Magazine tonight. I like to do things like drink six teas with six Splenda each, and then I like to act very harsh with myself and others regarding the principles of a life well lived. Year of the snake. What do you think about that...? All this talk about discipline, and my afternoon is all drop off a few Depop packages and refresh, refresh, refresh the stats on a piece that I didn’t even write. There’s a hazy little run in the afternoon. There’s some bad news, or, news that is more irritating, really. Ruby spreads the word: "do not take my advice about eating lots of honey," she says. Ok. Ok, it's all protein now, then. David takes me to a strange party tonight. An interloper arrives, and he is chased out at sword point. It is insane how quickly the tides turn. You said the things that you didn’t mean, again. It wasn't supposed to happen like this, but then, it never is. You wrote today, earlier, about how - things were good, better, but you didn't want to get too cocky because remember what you were capable of really not too long ago, it was only a few weeks back, but it felt so distant. And then, tonight, again... Thursday, January 30 And then it's ok. Well, it's not, but it can be. You’ve been taking for granted that it will be ok, if it has to be ok. That if you care about something so, so, so deeply then it cannot possibly be destroyed, but it could, you are capable of this. It feels foreign sometimes, this force, this capacity for destruction, like it can’t belong to you, but it does, it’s no one else’s. It becomes simple, then. You can’t just say I crossed my fingers, you can’t just say I take it back. And so, no more. I'm working the door at Tense tonight, which is my favorite - both TENSE, and working doors, that is. It’s a beautiful night, and this, after everything, is a relief. Christian Lorentzen reads emails with Gary Indiana. “I now believe you can tell if the writer is part of a writing program, by looking at their teeth,” Gary told Christian. "Why does everybody love Downton Abbey?" Gary asked Christian, in another email. "Well, what's not to love? The series construction is so glibly subscribed that you know what will happen before the writers do." In another, he lamented the logistical problems surrounding his writings on Cuba - the travel ban, his lover there, etc etc etc. It's a good format for a reading - the emails thing. Correspondences brought to life. Not quite a diary, but close, more intimate, often, because one isn't writing into the void of one's own neurosis in a correspondence. Madelyn writes me an email, after. I am working on my own correspondence back, still. Mania delays the process. It's good to have a long form conversation to return to. I hope this email finds you well. This email finds me almost incapacitated, but I won't be, soon. Beckett's reading is full of empathy and wit as always. He's lamenting the narcissism of our times in his introductory speech, and his own gut impulses and the stories that follow give him the proper wherewithal to do so. I see Sean Lynch and others outside. Sean writes something nice on the evening. I see Doomers the next day - the dream logic of my thoughts following this production requiring another letter altogether WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, February 4 From 7pm at Heaven Can't Wait — Cynosure presents the first of a two night fundraiser for Los Angeles, featuring Alex Arthur, Precious Human, Truman Flyer, and more.
March 07, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Monday, February 24 David's friend wore a shirt that said RESIST COCAINE last night, and he made us steak, spinach, cashews, wine. It was lovely, imbibing on the floor in this smokey room. And there are many grand plans, and I believe most of them will come true, and I was struggling to begin the day but now the evening floats on and on all weightless. "C. said the best thing about living with me was the blade runner type atmosphere created by all the smoke from my steak fixation," David's friend says. And there is a lot of smoke, and it is in a nice way. A cozy night and I was home not too late in truth although it felt later than it was, slipping onto the couch and falling into black sleep the second we arrived back at the apartment. The falling asleep was nice too, and more annoying was waking up at two, four, six am and then you decide it's late enough. The day begins. I was writing by hand during this wistful restless sleep last night - notes of little coherence, notes of: I am so lucky to have been raised in environments of normalcy. not regarding aesthetics even but regarding, having normal fucking morals, seeking to live a life that is good, avoiding the gamble of turning insane or, evil. The guidelines that compose a moral compass are blurrier in general these days, but I should seek more of this, the normalcy that is. I should not crave chaos in this way. I should not resent anyone who seeks tranquility, politeness, who seeks to sleep and wake early. But I like this other thing too, this sense of a fugue state, flow state, whatever. It's utterly consuming. In the real world, I am trying to articulate how detached I am sometimes. Either that, or I'm trying to make sure you don't catch on. I'm not sure if all of this is good or bad. I'm becoming smarter and more Serious and I'm very sincere in wanting to make good works and be conscious of the state of my body and soul and the state of yours too and also, and I hope I'm not becoming too annoying. Tuesday, February 25 I tried to work with video this morning, a return to my roots as a health and wellness vlogger, but it mostly made me want to kill myself. I smoked my last cigarette ever last night by the open window, by the basil plant, David didn’t get home until late and I was having fun with my old canon G7X and with my cigarette and then I tried to film a conversation this morning, and it made the whole conversation so stilted and dull, I think it ruined the conversation, really, and so now I never want to document anything visually ever again. I thought I was going to pass out at the gym, but I didn’t. I thought I was going to scream because David keeps borrowing that wonderful yellow and navy rain jacket that my dad found washed up in the beach, and I don’t want my boyfriend parading all around New York in my special jacket, even though it doesn’t fit me, even though I never wear it, I don’t care, I was feeling possessive. And then the sun comes out, and so Natasha and I spend the morning at Fanelli Cafe in the sun. Coffees until I feel even more sick but it’s not in the worst way, And then at night, there is the birthday at Kenka. Oh, David says, the BDSM Japanese place in the East Village, and it’s true, yes, that when you arrive, there are the automatic shopping mall style sliding doors and the mannequin of the woman bound and gagged and the cotton candy machine. And it's on that crazy street in the East Village with all the halloween stores. The girls next to me are talking about shooting their movie. And we'll need skeletons, they are saying, where are we going to get skeletons? I think about my fathers collections of strange bones, wondering if I can find anything to contribute, but (most) of those bones are not human, and he comes by them in strange and obscure places regardless, and then I think about suggesting the strange halloween stores down the street, but I’m eavesdropping, really, and they come to these conclusions all on their own. Party City, they are saying. We can just get the skeletons at Party City. Wednesday, February 26 I wish I was a bit more consistent in keeping the promises I make. The promises to myself mostly but there are promises to others, sometimes, too. And there is this duality of desire for nostalgia and acceleration and I find them both repugnant on the larger level but then I see them both in myself, so strongly in myself, all these distance edges of extremities so rawly on display within my own mind, which I have been trying to have integrity with, btw. And it hasn't been so bad, really. There was walking eight miles in sunshine today. The schoolyard animal cookie ice cream from Morgensterns and I order it with the lemon jam and sometimes cherries. There have been a few false starts. Which is why, I think, I've been ranting so much about the ebb and flow of it all, but there is equilibrium, too. Some proximity to this equilibrium, at least. Thursday, February 27 Matthew imagines a situation and he tells it to David wherein; David is in heaven, and I am in hell, but in this version of hell, they let me keep my phone. “and she’ll ruin heaven,” Matthew tells David, because she’ll just keep texting you, “it’s so warm down here David, they made it too warm down here!!!” The other part of this joke, Matthew explains to David, is that in this heaven, “you’ll be surrounded by beautiful, adoring, women, but there will just be this barrage of texts from Chloe, constant, never ending, about how awfully terribly warm it is down there in hell.” The cosmic joke of it all, of course, is that our varyingly unpleasant respective situations in this hypothetical story will both, unfortunately, be utterly eternal. Last night was the night for Being Freaked Out. Tonight is the night for Being Calm As Can Be. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Friday, March 7 I missed the Foreign Domestic opening this week, but I am planning to visit God alone loves all things and he loves only himself before the festivities of the evening. Works by Alex Both, Joan Dillon, Kylie Mitchell, TINMANTIS.
April 04, 2025 · Original source
Today feels very slow and languid. It's the sun that's starting to boil my greenhouse apartment, maybe. It's the solitude, maybe. Not that there has been that much solitude, even. Just today, really. There’s this, from Virgina Woolfe’s Diary: “what a disgraceful lapse! Nothing added to my disquisition & life allowed to waste like a tap left running. Eleven days unrecorded.” They asked me to contribute to a time capsule. What is the purpose of archiving? When does archiving become hoarding? I skipped over these questions. I answered the questions about Nostalgia instead. You aren’t nostalgic for your phone, I said, or it was something different than that, there was more to it than that. I don’t mean to be so self-effacing. I almost bought a blood thickening potion at The Alchemy Kitchen, but I felt thick blood might bog me down. I felt that this whole potion thing, here, in this situation, was probably a scam. The other girls in the store were carrying Princess Polly Bags. The other potions were things like Build Your Own Concoction: Serenity and Joy. Matthew used to be Enemy Number One, but now he is my friend, and so I make plans to meet him at the April Fools Party tonight. Halfway through the walk to the party I get overwhelmed at the thought of going to a Party. I was wearing my Elene Velez Gray Jacket. I was wearing my Ganni Boots. It was all a bit much, then, wasn’t it? Reroute my walk towards the tip of downtown. That bar that’s way too cavernous, too expensive, full of Internet Superstars and I like it none-the-less. “I went to a party at my friend's house and she's kind of famous so they sent us five million free margaritas,” the girl at the table next to me is saying. It sounds like a quote that is fake, but this is what she actually said. The night turns all sloshy and sparkly. Yeah, it was a lot of fun and then later, the apartment is still a mess and yeah, yes, I have to get out of here. There are certain habits I’ve been struggling to break. I am not bored, I am not thinking that everything that happens here is suddenly stale and stilted and I am not, even, very disappointed in myself. More so, I think I should have left when I had the chance. And then the chance presents itself again and so off I go, then. I didn’t mean to be too self indulgent. It’s not escapism, really. Who said that thing about square pegs and round holes? Anyways, that’s the sort of thing I’m talking about. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Friday, April 3 Two shows opened yesterday. If you missed the openings, you should go today – Parent Company — Stewart Bird Amberweight opened. - “The image machine turns out an indeterminate cloud of images based on its experiences seeing more images than anyone but the image machine could ever see.” Parent Company is one of my favorite galleries around these days, and this looks to be a very special exhibition. | on view through May 24 and Psychic Readings — Stacy Kranitz and Chris Verene “The Safety Net” opened , curated by Ani Cordero. - “' a two-person exhibition that examines life in today's American small towns, through the work of acclaimed documentary photographers.” .
May 27, 2025 · Original source
Tuesday, May 20 Last night, we went to Lucky's for dinner and I had something with tequila and Saint Germaine straight up and he had more non-alcoholic beer. Then, they brought us mountains of shoestring onion rings and a big wedge salad and it was good for a while, until I started to feel sick. I went to the bathroom to play on my phone while the scent of grease dissipated. The drinks were crisp and they brought the shaker right to our table. Lucky's was like a steakhouse, but with a smaller interior than your average We went to Matthew's house after, to sit in his barren family room while he hacked up a lung. I rolled up my Zara blazer that I stole from Paul's Casablanca lost and found after someone stole my blazer first and also back when I was an alcoholic. I curled up under my blazer on Matthew's tiny couch while Matthew and my boyfriend talked in code and made rankings of all their friends. Matthew's apartment was pretty empty except for a whiteboard with a list of girls he likes and a Chinese new year banner and a huge pile of hats that said I'M IMMUNE TO PROPAGANDA. “Jesus, she is combative. you're right, she's so combative,” Matthew told my boyfriend, talking about me. "It's possible that Canne after dark was something that happened in the daytime," he said. "she'll get mad if I ask her why she won't play anagrams," he said. "The activation triggers a chain of events leading to increased dopamine release," he said. Sometimes, when I am with my boyfriend's friends I feel like I am in a video game, or maybe in an orphanage. You don't want to be someone who is contorting your face and yelling. It is morning now. I don't really know what happened there. Being at these parties more sober is strange, because there is nothing else but me and yet I still don't really understand. I am listening to sweet and gentle music, and I feel a total surrender. S - i do feel bad i was not so gentle and kind about this. i get myself trip wired and lose it. but it is always better to be gentle and kind and i understand new york can kill the soul and there is something beautiful in a peaceful house alone and that is why you left which is innocent and pure and it's not fair to be rageful to you for that. Wednesday, May 21 There were two cigarettes and two glasses of wine at Voile de Nuit. This becomes some sort of Diary of Consumption. I met Ellie at a tall house on a wooded street in the West Village where she works on things pertaining to design and then we spent the hours in the courtyard of Voile de Nuit, which I adore because it’s reminiscent of Summer and Reality. I behaved badly the last time I was here. My boyfriend comes by to drop off fries. We run into friends at Caffe Reggio and it's raining by the time we reach home. My boyfriend says: Spreading secrets is entropic Keeping your mouth shut is static Spreading misinformation is generative and godly I do think he is mostly kidding. It's Simone Weil who says about rage - “To be able to hurt others with impunity—for instance to pass our anger on to an inferior who is obliged to be silent—is to spare ourselves from an expenditure of energy, an expenditure which the other person will have to make.” And I wonder which character I am in this story and it's not always the good one. I was thinking about all of that in the novel. That and the self surveillance of it all. Unfortunately, my thought experiments are ruining my life and also, the novel is ending up being All About Me LOL, too. The play tonight (Revolution at Flea Theatre ) is nice, because I walk through the rain to get there and smoke cigarettes outside The Odeon after, and because its depiction is of genuine weirdos, not like Quirked Up, not like the girls my friend texts me about after the party, “have you met them? so spacey!” not like, becoming strange because of course there is some desire to conjure up some personality and if you’re pretty then it’s fine and even appealing to be off-putting. The play is like grocery store clerk alcoholic, gun in the purse grocery store clerk alcoholic, therapy speak coping mechanisms like count up then down then up and it’s employed in the play as the coping mechanism not as an ironic tactic. Drinking beers on a birthday in the back alley and the play is disaffected from glamor in a way that I’m realizing not many things are. Like even most depictions of poverty in a lot of media, at least media coming out of New York at least certainly media surrounding youth culture and a narrative surrounding a party, goes like; we have nothing but we’re slippery adjacent to everything as a result of our charm and good looks and happenstance. The play is like, leftover charcuterie from her husband’s weird mega church and splurging at the liquor store and old cocaine shoved into a bowling ball but there’s an innocence and almost childlike wonderment to the way they tackle the expired drug situation, and the play is not about drugs. There’s a genuine kind of earnest stiltedness to the conversation that lends itself to sincerity. Thursday, May 22 May is quivering right before me; I'm not letting it lapse like April did but there are still smokescreens, silkscreens, my fingers are sleeping right through it. The Club, last night. The Play then The Club. It was smokey and sweet. My lungs felt coated in something sour by the end. The smoking patio was wet with dew and I was kind of floating, not in a bad way. Not hungover, it's something way more visceral but still hazy. I could feel it all start to slip, and so I held onto myself quite tightly. My boyfriend's screen time is 102 hours a day across devices. My face is encased in sheaths of plastic that keep you young, but they're not the temu kind that's weird and freaky. The light I use is Science Backed. I'm thinking of getting into vintage workout wear. I'm thinking of getting into Vlogging. I'm thinking of getting into filling out paid surveys online for luxury perfume sellers that require you to swear your spending habits are High and you like perfume from MiuMiu and you Hate Balenciaga and what perfume means to me is; I think sometimes scents can bring up... nostalgia? I say. Do you own a Prada dress? they ask. We leave the party early - I'm sick and he buys me chicken caesar salad pizza. Aren't you glad we left early so we could dance a little at home, he says. In the living room, the windows are all a little frosted from the rain. There are lights in the neighbors windows across the courtyard but it's thursday night, the rain has stopped. You couldn't have expected everyone to just stay home, really. I notice the people in the windows if he is spinning me across the room. Exhibitionism. I catch myself in the peripheries. The windows. The back of my mind. And I never shut the blinds but that is just no Executive Function or Detail Orientation. I am not some sort of voyeur. Friday, May 23 10:45am, and they are playing some kind of staticy electric classical mashup of music from the Fedex truck outside. "Even as a grad student, I felt they were looking down on chaos," one young man at the Yemeni coffee shop is telling another. Buying: coffee and chicken quiche but none of that is for me. Buying: peanut butter perfect bar and celsius and my boyfriend's screen time is up to 316 hours since midnight since he's doing things indiscernible to me but which he clarifies are Not Fraudulent. I am trying not to write so much in the google doc diaries. It is like I have learned these diaries as a trick, and now I am addicted to it. Now, I can’t do anything else. I must release all thoughts, but to release one thought I must go through, again and again, everything else. And so I go through it all, again and again and again. The thought, and then everything else. We were going to talk more about Spirituality today, but the tripwire keeps happening - stuck on: Vanity and Careerism. I make subheadings to keep myself in check. VANITY. CAREERISM. CAREERISM: Here is where I am: I have the substack for now which is nice this is something that I suppose in some ways is a defining thing I have done but it does not feel like so much it does not feel like it culminates to anything just proof of existence, yes, but everyone has some sort of proof of existence and it is nice to write the story behind something. The story itself cannot just be the story of writing about yourself. And for a minute I was very very very sad and so that plotline became dependable, but that is no sort of thing to rely on. And this is why it cannot all just be the writing of the self. It hasn’t been. [redacted] felt like something different, investigation, beginning middle end, it was not just here I am, it was like a puzzle it was like being very precise with it and it was the biggest thing I have done so far and I sat with it for such a long time. And perhaps I am being dramatic because there are other projects I could start in the meantime but I can’t sit down and make myself think oh what would be an interesting and pithy thing to talk about for somewhere glossy, I cannot do it. I think about doing it and my stomach rises into my throat with how little I care. And so it has to be a story that bursts out of me. There was one, and I can tell there is almost something else too but it’s like David said yes, it’s difficult while you are in the waiting room. Since beginning writing this, my fever got higher, and we are hanging the Bacchus masks around the apartment plus yellow golden softlight and, now I feel more peaceful about it. I wasn’t having so much humility. Nevermind. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, May 27 From 6pm (show at 7pm) at Baby’s All Right — Baby’s Presents a benefit concert for the Immigrant Defense Project with Palehound, The Ophelias, and Grumpy. Dj set by WeTakeManhattan. - “All proceeds from the show will go towards supporting the IDP’s 20+ year mission of fighting for the rights of immigrants targeted for imprisonment and mass deportation via advocacy, litigation, legal advice and training, community defense, grassroots alliances, and strategic communications.” | GA (18+) $38.86, Ticket and Bonus Donation $49.69
December 22, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Monday, December 15 Woke up to snow feeling self possessed, self determined, and ill, and so I’ll hold onto this for a while, I think. Everyone keeps on telling me what I should do next, to which I say: o.k. Everything is kind of medium levels of certain, these days. Lying on the floor last night at the after party and I could tell that people’s visions were kind of starting to spin but I have needed, personally, to be more solid about it. I have needed, personally, to keep my own vision clear. You can look at her face and see she’s not a good writer, the boys were saying, last night, about someone, can’t remember who. Can we just talk about pretty girls who are good writers?, the boys were asking the group. I wasn’t fishing for compliments. Just kind of sitting there watching everything because my only real goal here is to be observational and not prescriptive. There’s not a role to be filled if you want God to love what you do, someone was saying. If you want the angels to sing you have to eat the script. Angels weren’t really on the mind as I drifted home, more consumed with things like self improvement and hand selecting a new addiction and a caution to the wind sort of impulse. Potions washed up at my doorstep this morning. Sparkling ICEE water and Advil and fever chills which come as blessings when one reads them as signs. Anyways, magical blue hour snowy dusk over Washington Square Park on the way uptown tonight, and since everything changed this summer or really three days ago in a way that is true, I have started to imagine something else. The Christmas party was in an apartment around the corner from Saint Vincent Ferrer Roman Catholic Church off Lexington Ave, last night. The apartment was open-concept with big windows and a pine tree and roaring fire, poached salmon, chocolate chip cookies and a beautiful bed on which everyone lay their beautiful coats. I wanted to stay there forever, as I always do in places that I like. I wore the Cinq-a-Sept holiday dress and the big wool coat I’ve been donning for weeks now, and I wore pearls, too, which is something new. Everything was slippery and bright and better and kind of like a dream, but I don’t want to get complacent. When I moved to New York, I lived in Yorkville where I could not sleep and where the streets were too muted and it made me uneasy. In the Lower East Side, in an apartment I hated, I was given a whole new life, and there, nothing was muted and everything was windy and cold. The wind made me kind of crazy, as wind tends to do. I was airlifted out of that apartment, ultimately, which I suppose is what I’ve kind of been praying for, here, in a space that is my own and good except for; the bed faces a fluorescent hallway and there is no room for a couch or even really a trash can. I’m seeking clarity for kind of selfish but partly religious reasons. And I’m sick of writing about the things I own or once did. On the end of the year; it is kind of pointless to say anything at all when things were fast then slow then impossible to recall, and all of this is just to say that I hope I’ve been sincere. Almost midnight, and so I go to Caffe Reggio, where things are small and precise and decked in holiday cheer, cozier even than the hotel lobby. Resolutions are: everything beautiful. And more stories that flow like water, obviously. The night is crisp and cool and I care to be extremely alert. Tuesday, December 16 Celia left the scene because she was good at noticing when things became embarrassing, and I resonated with the principle but still could not help but to hover. Nothing was embarrassing, anymore, Matthew reminded me, because everything was dead in the water and then it wasn’t and then it was and now, he suspected a new wave. Last year at this time I had to beg girls to come to parties, Matthew sighed. He gestured around the very crowded and warm bar and towards the people standing and sitting in circles and filtering in and out and the elderly Italian birthday party in the backroom. This is nothing like last year, he insisted. In the Financial District, everything was FAKE. Fake little streets and old-timey bars and I only realized the facade of it all because I walked by a Christmas Tree and the sign at its edges sent the whole charade tumbling down. EVEN THE CHRISTMAS TREE IS FAKE, the sign said. In the freezing cold, the most freezing day of the year so far, Celia and I got burgers at a small and new seafood spot. Celia wore three pops of red (bag, tights, gloves), and I wore all black. After the reading, where the stories were good and where more and more people kept materializing as if out of dust by the door, I bought three books and then sat on what seemed to be a bike rack in the back of a van driving towards the Lower East Side. Ducked my head so it wouldn’t slam into the van ceiling on every bump. The views became Real again, driving out of toy-house-town simulation FiDi, and then the bridges were glowing and the streets were full of snow and I was writing on my phone, kind of just humming to myself and mostly just saying the same things in my head over and over and over again; everything clear and everything sweet. Cold and windy winter where the elements make me kind of lose my mind. Sober minded mania. I am drawn to these kinds of things. The thing about this winter is that everyone has been going crazy. Me first, but then I learned how to put a stop to it. Sophia gave me a white rose at the Marlton Hotel in the morning, and then I found it kind of crumpled in the recesses of my bag. Petals floating everywhere and we’d moved to a different bar by then, somewhere kind of velvety and sleek and my friends and I were the only people there. Matthew was talking about people who fabricate enemies out of neutral acquaintances who just didn’t want to be their friends. A sad sort of thing, but you can’t feel too bad about someone who decides to turn evil. Dimes Square was a two year operation to get [redacted] laid, Matthew was saying. The experiment is now over. The social experiment is now over, and now you can all go home. Wednesday, December 17 I have decided to take the rest of the winter floating and soaring. Orange leaves turning brown outside the open window. Little gold watch and swan and cross and green Dartmouth Tercentenary tile and white Lake Neuchatel winter landscape postcard propped against the windowsill. So, if clarity is the thing that is most important above all, then you know what has to give. I will play “Garden Botanum” and “Come Undone” and “When Autumn Leaves” and everything by Dougie Mcclean and watch as things become crisper and more into focus. It’s important to only make a promise once and then keep it. It’s important to not be so vague about all of it going forward. Very precise and very discerning. That can be what a winter is like. I watch the light and shadows shift and shudder off my walls and bad-feng-shua hallway for some hours. I walk to the gym and I feel normal. Water and hyperpop music and images of faces sheathed in light or maybe armor all around. The television is falling off its hinges at the gym, and so the mantras on the walls are all skewed. COMMIT TO SOMETHING. REACT TO NOTHING. I’ve been culling mantras from the internet. I’ve been making lists of all my friends and everything kind I have to say about them. I’ve been making lists of all the ways I’ve maybe wronged others but have never been wronged myself. Sitting in a basement that’s illuminated blue watching films last night. Sitting in a conversation pit all day and all night for most moments of this week. Sitting under holly and cranberry and splintering wood and dried wasps nests and flowers and everything sparkling and snowy outside, soon, next week. There’s a few more dinners before that. The last days of gluttony but everyone seems over it. Sitting around dimly lit tables and everyone keeps talking about the ways we used to be. We used to wake up with crumbling Prada purses at the foot of our beds, overflowing with candy and mascara and all the things we didn’t remember stealing the night before. We used to be at the gym before dawn. I used to get along with people who viewed things as linear. I’ve always known the happiest days of my life to be exactly what they are, even as they are happening. Slipping away. There are other things, too. What do you think your new addiction will be?, Celia asks me. Something unrelated to consumption, I tell Celia. Something kind of manic and empty?, Celia asks me. It’s not so bad to think about what you want in strictly material terms, I tell Celia Thursday, December 18 THINGS I PROCURED THIS YEAR IN STRICTLY MATERIAL TERMS Silk long sleeve Ganni top
January 27, 2026 · Original source
WHAT I DID Monday, January 12 I’m in my room and I’m feeling normal. Outside, the streets are winter-warm. Foggy and sweet. Different from El Salvador, which was humid-sweet. Tropics sweet. El Salvador was learning to understand things and also learning to let the wind blow in interesting directions and also learning to stand on my own two feet. On the flight home, I mapped out every day as a container. At JFK, I decided to treat the city like Vacation. Big Bar every Monday. Museums of Illusions. FDR themed social club. Procure activities on Partiful or Instagram or Yelp or through Word of Mouth. I call Amelia to announce my return and my vacation-forever plans. Is this vacation for the sake of transgression or fun? Amelia asks me. New York is over, Matthew was saying, in El Salvador. New York is over, and Los Angeles is it. I suppose we’ll see, I was saying in response. I suppose we’ll see but for now I’ll take all the energy-whirling-back. The flight home was quiet and late. I sat in the very back row of the plane with lots of water and ambient dread. I dreamt of a rocky landing where Avianca (Boeing 787) (Flight 267) touches ground and then immediately takes back off. I dreamt of being robbed. I dreamt of turning around. Dreamt of being scammed. Dreamt of busy days and busy nights in N.Y.C Back home, tonight, and it’s dinner at Lanterna di Vittoria with my friend whom I like because he offers me generosity kind of liminally. He presents a dangling sort of kindness that I did not have to accept or deny. I could accept his kindness later. I could pluck it from thin air, long after he has walked away. Maybe he is just generally cautious like that, or perhaps he intuits my inherent distaste towards drawing definitive conclusions. He is extremely helpful, but I never say thank you for the advice even though I am thankful. I never acknowledge I agree and I think it is better this way. I’m particularly grateful for the ease of it. He’s happy to know he’s right and also to feel useful without any of the misery that accompanies reliance. The grid is blinking in and out today, and so we are all feeling anxious about nuclear war. You too?? my friend says, when I bring up the topic of nuclear war at dinner. Everyone is becoming so much stupider. Small grid means big problems. I am feeling uneasy, sitting in my apartment tonight, knowing all the best minds in the world are coming up short. Later, cotton candy skies turning dark as we’re walking home. The city is freezing over, and hell along with it. Since I cleared my mind head-empty, I have become so much better at being perfect. Since I became religious, I have become so much faster at driving. Since I started telling all my friends that I want no-trouble, none-of-the-time, everything has started to really spiral out of control. I want to be good, I keep on telling Olivia. We go to the gym together every-other-day. She is the only girl with hair that is longer than mine. You are goodest, Olivia tells me. She says it with a smile, and she is very much not-devious so I believe that she believes this to be true. How many millions of dollars do you think were lost when the grid went down? I ask my friend, walking home in the icy city that I just can’t quit. Trillions, he tells me. What do you mean millions? Jesus Christ. Do you know how the GRID works? He gives me a book. Elephants and economy. Something like that. I already have it. I am smug when I tell him so. They already gave me this book in El Salvador. This book is already mine. The grid has already never-existed. Nothing ever happens. New silk eye mask arrived by mail which means: big sleep incoming. Big sleep in mummy mode. Clean room. Room of a girl who respects herself. Every day is something new. This part has always been obvious. Tuesday, January 13 The air is clear in my apartment, but somehow tinged a little bit blue this morning. Somehow kind of record-stretch hazy, which I suppose is what happens when I am tired and outside, it’s foggy. My friend texted while I slept: I am taking on your mannerisms. Texting back now: I don’t really have mannerisms. I could write a story this morning, but instead, I will write mantras in my mind. It’s good to be quiet It’s important to seize control over myself God gives the world to girls who don’t get in their own way. Black velvet hanger left off kilter. Last night, I purchased a blue dress that reminded me of dreams I already forgot. A blue dress to wear in a glass house in a place like Topanga. Bright blue dress to wear while making spring green soup. Purchased the dress with visions of next summer spinning through my mind. Visions of wearing a blue dress and standing barefoot on the wood floor of my parents’ house and making spring green soup. Sitting on the edge of my bed in dark green lulu lemon leggings and black tank top this morning. Cool minty Zyn in mouth, and Celsius in hand. The apartment is a mess, and it has been for a while. Trees are barren and kind of sweet outside my window. I hate this apartment. I want my old apartment back. I want to get everything I’ve ever wanted. I want to get sober and mean it. I want two hours of dedicated time-writing-fiction per day, and two hours of dedicated time walking outdoors writing notes. I want to let no more hours drift. I was not happy to come back to New York, but I do like the parts of the city that just are-what-they-are. Green turtle pond and freezing hands. Big buildings and tour groups. Windy streets. Bustling with people. When I’m at pilates I don’t feel like I need to move to LA, I tell Saorise, in the studio. The toned and old gay man that owns Pilates People runs warm. He cracked the window to let in the frigid winter fog. All the girls are upset about this. The light is silver and bright like a beam. It is a foggy day. We have LA at home, Saiorse says. We have life-like-California, but it’s real-life and it’s right-here. We can stay right here. We can invent different schools of movement. We can even go to Sugarfish Girls mass-exodus a friend group or even a whole entire life because of totally superficial reasons that are totally fake, Saoirse is saying, at Sugarfish. We acquire Saki. I pull my hair into a tight ponytail and I revel in my perfect day. I document my material reality meticulously. I have been training myself to become totally head empty. I have been training myself to gently accept gluttony, and also to be less subject to my whims. Sugar Fish has the sort of generic-upscale interior that reminds you of nothing, and thus reminds you of personal recollections of positive experiences in similar generic upscale interior restaurants. This is how they keep you coming back, I say. Girls couldn’t find a backbone if it hit them over the head, Saiorse says. Girls want to drown their enemies in buckets like kittens. Girls want to pray for you and ask to kiss you and pretend to be your friends. I am starting to feel some animosity, I tell Saorsie. Our meal is light but comes out in many courses. Saiorse is happy to hear about my budding proclivity for negativity. I’ve been telling you these things for years and knowing that it wasn’t yet time for you to listen, Sairse responds. You can pick something really good, or you can pick something that you really really want. Saiorse plays with her salmon sashimi and she doesn’t like soy sauce. Saoirse doesn’t ask me to tell her which one I pick: really good versus really wanted, that is. Do you remember Michael the explorer, Saoirse asks me. I have known Saoirse for a million billion years. We share a million billion strange friends. It’s nice to pour over these things. Internet friends. Federal agent friends. Friend who snuck over the Canadian border a few years ago and then washed up outside a fire pit in The Hamptons. Her explorer friend who we took to Round Swamp market for blueberry muffins after he got back from some place like Antarctica or maybe North Korea. He was not very risk-adverse. He was so worried about you, Saoirse says. Did you know that at the time? He said you seemed so nice. Walking home in the crisp and cold afternoon feeling so nice. Walking through the farmers market. Curling up in bed half asleep half dressed half under covers. Half lonely and half at peace because I love when my apartment is so cold. Cassandra texts that she is going to the museum. Why, I ask? It is our duty to seek out all the latent beauty in the world. Cassandra responds. At night, In Brooklyn, I can listen to Jeff Buckley Forget Her on repeat and think about what I actually want. Purification. Indulging my addictions. Freedom from vice. Sweet music and soft cover of winter fog and little green glass wind chimes hanging from the trees. I like wearing natural fibers and clothing I move easily in and having a uniform and following an obsession to its logical conclusion. I like knowing immediately and totally what it is that I could or could not love. Little dried leaves shivering across the pavement. They look like little rats except for the part where they are very beautiful. I run into one friend smoking on the street in a velvet black jacket when I arrive at the reading. I like your suit, I say. It’s my only suit, he responds. I don’t want to drink but I do want a cigarette and I only like cigarettes when I’m drinking. There’s a glowing strawberry on the wall, and there are a lot of people I have never seen before or at least do not see often. Like the cool theater kids’ basement in college, the girl next to me is saying. Soft snow flurries outside, which serves as a nice reminder that it is still winter. Reading out loud about Florida, Massachusetts and feeling reclusive. Wednesday, January 14 Sweet Wednesday morning, but I’m going to treat it like a Monday. Still listening to Jeff Bukley Forget Her, which makes me want to be somewhere else. Somewhere very cold or very foggy or even, very sunny. Perhaps I should stop hedging and just commit to something. Last night, a boy was ordering a drink and talking about how he was so glad no one was doing dry January this year. He asked his friend what he was drinking. Soda water and cranberry, the friend said. Oh, he said. You’re doing dry January? I’ve been dry for six months, his friend said. I felt so jealous of his friend. So, I know what has to give. Need to take pleasure in denying myself the things I want, etc etc etc. Listening to Forget Her over and over and over again, and turning my head all the way upside down so I can get a look at the snow behind me, but the snow has mostly stopped. Just silver skies all the way, now. Silver skies all the way up and all the way down. Jeff Buckley died at thirty-years-old. Someone who destroyed himself early but at least he had something to show for it. The desire to toss out everything I own becomes pervasive in the snow. The desire to get rid of all these things I wish were not mine. Gathering up all these clothes and throwing them in a big white trash bag. Thinking about the big smile on my face when my mother gave me a blue and shiny dress and then thinking about throwing it in a donation bin which pipelines to landfills, obviously. Hours can pass, percolating in guilt over what to do with this blue dress among other items. There are many more wasteful things than throwing out a dress. Buying and drinking alcohol for example. Buying and eating protein bars just to feel full by which I mean full of trash. Scrolling on my phone. Being cruel. The snow is both coming down and melting outside. Smells like ski racing. Nothing I am getting rid of is special. If the people whom I don’t want to see show up at a party, then I will leave. My friends are in the basement of the party when I arrive. Another friend’s new bar. The wood has been stained dark brown and the place is starting to look formal and nice. My friends are vacuuming and putting away books. We all look like little elves putting the books away, Quinn says. Many interesting books. Esoterics of Health and something about Aliens, for example. Thursday, January 15 Rinse and repeat. Blueish silver light in my apartment, where the sun barely penetrates, but at least nothing is artificial. Outside, everything is melting, melting, melting. White and chipped paint on the fire escape, and I can see the drops of water growing from the metal edges and then… drop! Leafless trees shimmering like they’re coated in gum drops. Each silver water droplet crystallized as its own little form, and then together, they are turning the whole tree silver. Since they turned down the central heating and then I turned off my air conditioner, a few days ago, everything has begun to feel quite quiet. Should we do a dress exchange? I ask Cassandra. Should I bring you your bible and a book called The Elephant in the Brain and also your blue cashmere sweater in exchange for my polyester Aritzia slip? Yes! says Cassandra. The West Village is wet and cold and the church is white and the doors are blue. The dining room of The Marlton Hotel is full of red velvet booths and gold lined mirrors and star shaped yellow lights. The mirrors and the lights make me feel a little bit like I am in a room full of sun, but I am not in a room full of sun. I am in a windowless hotel lobby full of mirrors. Cassandra takes out her Sunday Riley lipgloss. Girls at table over are taking out their Sunday Riley lipgloss. Girls everywhere are just the same. Olivia has her Rapunzel hair bundled up in her scarf like a baboushka. Cassandra is wearing a beautiful red scarf tied around her neck and wearing beautiful gold jewelry. The girls at the table over are talking about how we were created to have gentle souls. Why would anybody make it their mission in life to seek out… chaos? Cassandra interjects. To seek to degrade others, Olivia says. Cassandra teaches me a new word: Odoriferous. Cassandra tells me about her friend who lives in Northern California off the grid, farming salmon or maybe saving them, researching them, I can’t remember. A girl stumbles into the dining room to greet her friends at the table over. I can feel how cold you are, her friends say. I can’t wait to see the ocean again, Cassandra says. It feels really weird going so long without seeing the ocean. I guess I won’t see the ocean again for a while. Thinking about feeling manic. Thinking about every other timeline. Thinking about pouring big glass of water and black coffee with five splenda because I am still glutenous. Getting right to the cusp of something means that in at least a few other timelines, you probably figured it out. Nice to assume you’re capable of that, at least. Nice to know that in another timeline, my diaries are probably anonymous and I can be less vague. Nice to know that in another timeline I can probably lie. I can probably say what I actually mean. Spraying perfume over green sweater and imagining myself as someone who moves more slowly. Ordered a glass of wine because I love relapsing on an empty stomach. Telling Olivia about when my life was hot and cold and up and down and crazy all the time, because for the first time, I am realizing that she did not know me then. It’s hard to describe to someone who wasn’t there. Feeling a little bit nauseous and like I wish I hadn’t spoken. We could be living in the Midwest driving golf carts, Olivia says. Indiana is just corn and soy but not even produced for human production just animal feed or corn syrup, she says. I have a fondness for cornfields, Cassandra says. We could belong to country clubs, Olivia said. I wonder what that is like. Friday, January 16 In my dreams, I am surrounded by water on all sides, Somewhere in El Salvador. Somewhere in Costa Rica. Somewhere with all my friends-from-the-internet, and they do not like my new boyfriend. It’s ok, because I don’t like my new boyfriend too much either. I am scheming with my internet-friends. We are scheming ways to get rid of new boyfriend. Everyone is happy about my plots to get him gone, and no one seems to clock that I am the one who invited him in the first place. We are deep sea fishing. I am hanging by my arms from the edge of the boat and my feet are running through the water while a girl I know to be my best friend fires up the boat faster and faster and faster. I am a little scared. I am having so much fun. Salt water. Earth water. Angel water. I wake up. One light left on, back in New York. Yellow glowing floor lamp, so at least there’s nothing shining overhead. Last night, I was walking through the winter snow sliding on ice and filled with energy and adoration and also two illicit drinks. Listening to music and wind and stopping for gum and diet coke and then washing up in a restaurant that was bustling and warm and dimly lit. Telling my friends not to wait outside. For a while, I wanted to show others the places that had always been mine. It had never been like that before. It had always been more of a self protective sort of thing. Back to letting myself be dragged to kind of nice places to which I have no attachment, now. Talking about myself like I am playing SIMS at dinner. Ordering one diet coke and one piece of fish. Dinner passing kind of assembly line cool. Chill and smooth. In the snow and the ice, everything is seamless and then I’m in a car home so that I do not slip. Things could be quiet and end early but I still just can’t stay put. I become more full of energy, later on. I have become very sick of interiority. I went to a small Italian cafe to pass the later night because when I don’t, I always wish I did. It was a snowy and beautiful night. The cafe was made for families and locals and tour groups and dark and lovely. My new friends were talking about things like art-of-business, so it felt kind of far from myself but I could bear it for some hours. A beautiful life. Trying to be more tender and less neurotic. This does not have to mean everything. A person can just be cautious and nice-for-now. Walked home in the snow. Woke up warm. Still can’t stay away from places that have always been mine. Yellow light emanates from the yellow lamp. Nothing fluorescent. A million things to write over a million times. A million things to consider. A million topics on which the thing to do now is to wait and see. Waiting and seeing. Text about finding a DJ for a party in San Francisco. Email about a party at The Mount Washington Hotel. All these very random things that feel so close to being in reach. Kind of want to go. Kind of want to languish in old and beautiful rooms at the Mount Washington Hotel and in the majestic magic pool and imagine that money flows like water by which I mean spend money like it is water. Opening the window, now. Letting it be morning, now. Have to be clear, now. Sober minded and clear. Time passes like water, too, so that is something else to be wary of. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, January 27 From 8pm at The River — Theme Trivia returns with Medieval Trivia.
March 06, 2026 · Original source
You called [redacted] a bitch at The Chelsea Hotel, I told Matthew, with glee, at The Bitcoin Bar, tonight. I’m pretty sure I didn’t say that, he said. You did, you did, [redacted] told me, I said. Well all women are kind of bitches, he said. Not me, I said. You’re kind of a bitch, he said. I’m totally sweet, I said. You’re ok, he said. Then, he ate some of my beef-tallow-french-fries, though I polished most of them off all on my own. This is another thing that will have to go, now that I’m giving up vice. If I am going to have vice, it must certainly be vice that’s fun. No more things-I-want. No more french-fries and nicotine-pouches and pickle-martinis and inciting-conflict-at-the-detriment-of-myself-and-my-community.
March 18, 2026 · Original source
Friday I was supposed to go to a party-in-a-u-haul last night. Jack posted photos of metal folding chairs stacked inside the cold interior. Any room left in the uhaul, I texted Charley. There is standing room or sitting on the floor room, he replied. I walked home from the gym to expedite my getting-ready-process. At the gym, they were playing artificial-intelligence-generated videos of animals and plants. They were remixing pop songs. I told the pretty girl at the front desk that I’d like to never-come-back, and she told me that I’d have to journey-to-the-backrooms if I wanted them to take my credit-card-off-file. I said ok, and then I walked home, still a member of Equinox-Corp. Soho was humid and sweet and cold. The West Village was like a private equity firm. I realized I had spoken to no one all day, and I considered feeling guilty or lonely or high-on-life or all three. What is your ETA at the Uhaul, Matthew texted, as I was lying, later, in bed. Twenty-five-minutes, I lied. UHaul will be gone by then, Matthew said. He sent me a photo of Charley standing in a suit in the Uhaul, looming over a crowd of people in black and illuminated by a fluorescent film light. Uhaul looks pretty great, I responded. You probably could have made it if you left immediately but you are dragging your feet, Matthew said. I know I know I’m leaving now, I lied. Last year, the images I culled from the internet were all of greenery and cut-off-jeans and in-ground-pools. This year, my favorite internet images are screenshots of warehouses and gray seashells and bike rides in midwestern or Scandinavian fields wearing gym shorts and white sweat shirts. Grass is always greener. My attention is kind of sporadic, and I keep on getting worse at throwing caution-to-the-wind. Plagiarized images of spring Saturday Everything in my room was quiet in a way that was a little bit like heaven and a little bit like hell. I lay down in bed with a Spring-2024 copy of American Affairs Magazine and I tried to read over an article about Tech Clusters and Stagnation but I ended up in AI psychosis instead. Affirm affirm affirm, my computer said. Your life seems to have solidified, my computer said. The point of it all isn’t really to be that pretty or even that kind, my computer said. The point of life isn’t love or hate, but understanding. The cycles repeat until they flip, and then they rarely return. You shouldn’t really try to understand yourself that well. You should try to resist the compulsion to share the mundanities of your everyday life and certainly of your rich-inner-world. I was supposed to shut my computer around six-pm, but the call came at five-fifty instead. The West Village was like l’heure bleue. The West Village was humid and sweet and warm and lovely. The trees were like silver skeletons, and Washington Square Park was full of teens hosting vigils for deceased foreign leaders and lookalike contests for girls with borderline-personality-disorder and presidential men. You’re in your spring coat, Max said. He had never heard that word before me. Some coats are heavy, and other coats are light, I explained. The outside of Babbo is somewhat unassuming, and the inside of Babbo is burgundy and warm and old school and sweet. The host stand is set back from the entryway and the bar is lively even at six. The whole place is basically windowless, which makes me feel like I am in a cave or on a ship or at a private party or in a nineteen-fifties-film or an architectural-dream. The menus come in small leather binders and a line drawing of a black cartoon jester carrying a bottle of wine is sketched on the first page. I am somewhat unable to typecast the demographic of the clientele here, which is interesting and somewhat rare. Everyone is quite well dressed but unassuming and of various ages though leaning-older. It is impossible to eavesdrop inside Babbo, which goes against my usual sensibilities, and aligns exactly with my dinner-sensibilities. The hostess was an older lady, because all the best restaurants have older-waitstaff-mostly. I’ll let you sit at a table and I won’t make you move, the hostess said. Everybody laughed politely and was very pleased. In the center of Babbo, there is a velvety staircase. This would be a good place for a private party, I said. The hostess led us up the velvet stairs. In the upstairs of Babbo, there is a burgundy room and a big bar and white-table-cloths and the waiter poured city-water out of metal-watering-pails and into glass-cups. The specialty martini is made very-dry. Can you make it very-dirty, I asked. We can do anything you want, the waiter said. The waiter was an old Italian man. He wrote down the martini order and our names on a napkin. MARTINI ORDER, the napkin read. You’ve been here before, the waiter said. Once, I said. You look familiar, he said. I’m not, I said. The waiter told a story about the time that all the old French restaurants closed and never returned. Only the Italian restaurant remained, he explained. You come as a child then perhaps on a date at eighteen then with family then a wedding, he said. Coming back and coming back and coming back over and over again. Anytime the water glass would run low, the waiter would appear with the metal watering pale, and the glass would be filled up. The bread came with ricotta and fresh olive oil and sea salt. Squid ink pasta and branzino and broccoli. Two martinis and a cappuccino after dinner and I melted the sugar cubes on the surface of the coffee and then I ate them with a spoon. Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, all the staff said, when we left. The theme of the magazine launch was print revival and kosher pickle martinis. There were girls scout cookies on the counter, and the vibe was one of general mystique, though all I could make out when the editor spoke was something about “fiction” and “Elon Musk.” Saoirse and Olivia were behind the bar, and they were looking like angels wearing white and being kind. The late winter hadn’t really felt like real life, so it was nice and quite affirming to make eye contact with my friends. You’re the best contract employee in the world, the girls assured each other. You’re the best girlfriend ever. You’re the sweetest girl to ever walk this Earth. The magazine was free and so I helped myself and left by midnight. I can psyop myself, and then I can do whatever I want. My process is I write everything that happened and then I filter it into obfuscation one-million-times. My process is to invent my own school of movement and adopt a moral code. My process is totally against religious iconography as vague gestures towards false meaning, but totally pro iconography when one’s belief in something is complete. My self psyop sometimes looks like self experimentation, or bandaid-solution, or destruction and construction and being social-chair. I tread very lightly, and when I act according to things I hate or things I miss, it goes about exactly how you’d expect it to. Here is something: call up my parents and I read my diaries aloud on my phone. Everything seems like the end of the world in dizzy night, and: The boys hands were bloody in the morning, and; I ordered coffee and milkshake and breakfast sandwich in, and: everyone seems so fragile in the sunshine, and: One thing about being here, hazy in the sun is I feel less aggressive. In New York, the sun keeps coming back and going away and I love it when my friends and I talk about the weather. I order green juice and cold brew in the morning, and it’s quiet and cold-again. I order chopped-green-goddess-sandwhich and I seek intellectual-stimulation and I wear a brown-leather-jacket to the west-side-highway-dog-park. My process is everything-beautiful-all-the-time and iphone photography and whenever my perspective is called into question I can call up Amelia who can affirm how happy I really was all the time, there, and sometimes now. She’s totally straight-edge, and she always has a good sense of the way things were and are and are heading. Sunday Sitting on the couch in an empty apartment watching the gray sky turn light in the courtyard and listening to the garbage trucks fire up on the somewhat distant street. It feels like waking up in New York as a child, right now. Awake too early. Jet lagged, almost. At a magazine launch during evening fading night in a white house with framed art and long french windows and yellow trim, a man was telling me that the only good thing about not growing up in New York City is that you get to experience the thing that it is to understand the city for the first time and to let it consume you. If you grow up in New York, then you understand the city all along and this is mostly a great thing, he was saying, but what about that feeling when you arrive and you’re older and you understand a place like this for the very first time. There were daffodils all throughout the apartment, and carpeted floors over wood that stretched back into room after room like a maze. Everyone was calling each other “dear” and there was a sense of things as generally boisterous but not overblown. I like older people who love New York. I like people that are sober-minded, fun, and rarely cynical. The people at the party wore pearls and black and ballet flats and lived uptown and they kept on asking me about New York. Do you love New York, they kept on asking. And I said yes and I meant it and they seemed pleased The air conditioner is running. The sky is gray and sweet. I always am very aware of causation, and I know how to understand what makes something bad and what makes something good. I don’t think it’s narcissistic to try to understand your own intentions but one shouldn’t go too much deeper than that. I would never betray anyone I love. I want ginger beer for breakfast lunch and dinner. I want hydrangeas in the apartment. I want to fall asleep in a room sized bed and be airlifted into daylight and clothed in blue sweaters. I want to be dosed with soylent but not lobotomized. Last night, at the magazine launch, a man was telling me about the story of his life. I lived across from Jeffrey Epstein, he said. I’m a lawyer, he said. I know hundreds of people, he explained. Do you know any secrets, I asked. The girls never looked underage to me, he shrugged. Isabel pulled me away. We walked down the long and wooden hallway and we stood by open windows. The figures across the street looked almost cartoonish, running like shadowy stick figures down the paths in hazy dusk in Central Park. So winter is great until March comes around, and I am not so ready for spring equinox and abandon-interiority and things moving faster and faster and faster. Everything material feels kind of cartoonishly good. Everything on my computer feels kind of cartoonishly evil. Cassandra and I bought big blue books full of curses, and now we are going to open them on the floor of an apartment on the Upper West Side and wear cable-knit sweaters and assume invincibility until proven otherwise. Since Darby gave me a blue heart-shaped bowl and an evil-eye bracelet that I haven’t taken off since, I’ve realized that I need to hold my cards closer to my chest. I put myself to sleep at dusk tonight because there are colors flashing in front of my open eyes like hallucinations and signs of delirium. I wake up on the couch shivering under my spring coat. Little white dried flowers all around me. A new wooden toothbrush propped on one clean shelf in an otherwise crowded cabinet. I wait for midnight so the new day can begin, and then at twelve-oh-one I say thank you to God one million times. I go outside for a walk in humid winter air. I go inside, and I’m alone again. I go to a building that looks “new” in Tribeca, and I go to a building that looks “old”. I interrupted a meeting, and I was given plastic bottles of fireball behind the bar. My friends were all talking about picking up new hobbies. A boy outside told me about adult gymnastics. I told the girls about rock climbing. I considered aerial silks. I considered French lessons and online shopping and recommending books-to-buy-boys-who-are-just-getting-into-reading. I watched a video essay about how not to let the moon affect your moods. I watched a video essay about undersea cables. So, February was fine. Cold and a little bit dreary and Iris keeps on telling me that above all she considers herself to be pragmatic, which seems to be working out for her and so I’m taking notes. I keep on deciding to just become nihilistic about it, but even when I don’t set alarms, I always wake up in time to do the things I should. DIRECTORY Wednesday, March 18 from 4:45pm at Metrograph —El Sur (1983, Victor Erice) screens. I have a special fondness for the landscapes of Northern Spain and the only beer I like is estrella, per, my Galician friend Rebecca. This film is not about spanish beer, but rather a spanish girl by the same name. “it’s half a film that contains a whole world of wonders.” Thursday, March 19 evening plans: MANHATTAN: From 7:30pm at Night Club 101 — Lubov says THE INTERNET MADE ME DO IT. A night of readings and music with Ada Donnelly, Alex Bienstock, Marble Index, Kyle Sullivan Dobbs, Lorry Kikta, Melissa Seward, Angel Money, and Yuri NYC. | RSVP here
Maya Martinez

Maya Martinez is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 8 times across 8 issues between September 21, 2024 and February 15, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "The Play by Maya Martinez. Starring Maya Martinez"; "Walker Rutter-Bowman, Maya Martinez, Sarah Wang, and Alexander Sammartino"; "plus Maya Martinez's Hole Play". It most often appears alongside New York, Los Angeles, David.

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Maya Martinez
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8
Issue count
8
First seen
September 21, 2024
Last seen
February 15, 2026
Instagram handle
@hidingfrommystalkerok
September 21, 2024 · Original source
Thursday, September 26 at 6pm — HEART presents a one night only performance of The Play by Maya Martinez. Starring Maya Martinez and Willow Wilderness Hour, with an opening song by Daniel Clark.
November 19, 2024 · Original source
From 8pm at TJByrnes — Patio presents their third evening of reading. Featuring Alissa Bennett, Taylor Lewandowski, Walker Rutter-Bowman, Maya Martinez, Sarah Wang, and Alexander Sammartino.
January 13, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Heart House — Wonder presents New Books by Zoe Brezsny and Precious Okoyom, plus Maya Martinez’s Hole Play. Tickets $15 at the door — no one turned away for lack of funds.
February 10, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm— TENSE presents Rapture; a Valentine’s Day Soiree at KGB/Private Curtain. The lineup for this is spectacular, with readings and performances by Rachel Rabbit White, Nico Walker, Beckett Rosset, Maya Martinez, Dorothea Laskey, Valley Latini, Kyla Ernst Alper, and more. Come dance, drink, express your love, or fall in love. Tickets: $20
May 27, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at 327 Bowery — Cash 4 Gold Books presents “Season of the Rat.” Hosted by Allie Rowbottom. Readings by Elizabeth Hall, Maya Martinez, Emily Leibert, Emmeline Clein, Whitney Mallet. Dj sets by Peter Vack, Heidi Weber, Language Arts.
July 29, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Private Curtain — Riley Mac hosts the tour kick off of Maya Martinez’s THEATRICS. Ft Whitney Mallet, Kellian Delice, Mani Mekala, Trinity Noone, Jake Dibeler, and Maya Martinez.
October 06, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm at Roulette — The Triple Canopy Symposium begins with an evening of performances celebrating the theme of the forthcoming issue: Holes. Ft Gregg Bordowitz, Zoe Hopkins, Muyassar Kurdi, Lucas de Lima, Maya Martinez, Louis Osmosis, and Symara Sarai. - ““Absences, aporias, portals, and clearings.”
February 15, 2026 · Original source
LOS ANGELES - From 6pm - late at Variety Arts Theater — Hard to Read presents a night of artist-led readings, performances, and activities hosted by author Fiona Duncan. Ft Bunny Rogers, Lexee Smith, Harmony Holiday, Maya Martinez, and more. “Interspersed throughout the vast multi-storied labyrinth of Variety Arts Theater, this event infuses the legacies of California performance art, punk music, activism, and socially-engaged literature.” |
Matthew Danger Lippman

Matthew Danger Lippman is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 7 times across 7 issues between September 03, 2024 and January 14, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Matthew Danger Lippman hosts a show at Alphaville to celebrate his 29th birthday"; "Matthew Danger Lippman and Page Garcia return with another reading"; "Page Garcia, Matthew Danger Lippman, and Leg5 host the Weird Scene Reading". It most often appears alongside Los Angeles, Club Chess, KGB Bar.

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7
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7
First seen
September 03, 2024
Last seen
January 14, 2026
Instagram handle
@matthewdangerlippman
September 03, 2024 · Original source
From 8pm — Matthew Danger Lippman hosts a show at Alphaville to celebrate his 29th birthday - ft MDL Band, Jim E. Brown, and Alex Walton. Hosted by Rew Starr. Message Matthew for tickets if you are interested in writing a recap - all 3 acts will be famous within the next year…
March 12, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm - late at St. Dymphna — Matthew Danger Lippman and Page Garcia return with another reading: The Beautiful Angel Convention. Hosted by Annabel Boardman, Betsey Brown, Abi Yaga, and more. Readings by SweetAdeline, Cassidy Grady, Michael Crumplar, and more.
May 13, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm at St. Dymphna’s — Page Garcia and Matthew Danger Lippman host their weekly reading.
May 21, 2025 · Original source
From 8:00m at St. Dymphna’s — Page Garcia, Matthew Danger Lippman, and Leg5 host the Weird Scene Reading; a night of psyops, psychedelia, and strange tales. Readings by Leya Ivanov, Ella Schmidt, Neurothicca, and Page Garcia, among others. - “Dress as your favorite musician, manson girl, or government sponsored chemist.”
December 09, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm at Night Club 101 — It’s a X-Mass Xtravganza, ft Luke Rathborne, Matthew Danger Lippman, Rachel Coster (Boy’s Room), Sophie Becker, Elsie Fisher, and DJ Charlotte Ercoli.
December 22, 2025 · Original source
From 8:30 - 11pm in Bedstuy BK (RSVP for address) — Sophia Englesberg & Spokane Films present a fundraiser party for Thumper - a film by Cyprian Morona. I’ll be reading here, along with Sadie Parker, Bob Laine, Matthew Danger Lippman, and more!
January 14, 2026 · Original source
From 8:30 - 11pm in Bedstuy BK (RSVP for address) — Sophia Englesberg & Spokane Films present a fundraiser party for Thumper - a film by Cyprian Morona. I’ll be reading here, along with Sadie Parker, Bob Laine, Matthew Danger Lippman, and more!
Magdalene Taylor

Magdalene Taylor is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 6 times across 6 issues between September 21, 2024 and December 22, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings from ... Magdalene Taylor"; "readings and performances from... Magdalene Taylor"; "Magdalene Taylor wrote the Sovereign House Scene Report for GQ". It most often appears alongside EARTH, Los Angeles, New York.

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Magdalene Taylor
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6
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6
First seen
September 21, 2024
Last seen
December 22, 2025
Instagram handle
@magdajtaylor
September 21, 2024 · Original source
Sunday, September 22 at 7pm — Confessions is back for the third week in a row! Readings from Matilda Berke, Terry Nguyen, Gordon Glasgow, Catie Fronzak, Lucian Wintrich, Magdalene Taylor, Annabel Boardman, and Cassidy Grady.
Friday, September 27 — TENSE presents a much anticipated event at The Locker Room. The Fall will feature readings and performances from Anika Levy, August Lamm, Beckett Rosset, Kitty St Remy, Madeline Cash, Sophie Madeline Doss, Zack Graham, and Magdalene Taylor. Nicotine mints so you can actually quit vaping (like me!) provided by Jones.
November 12, 2024 · Original source
I watched the election at The Free Press party, and then at Earth, and then at Sovereign House. Magdalene Taylor wrote the Sovereign House Scene Report for GQ, which you can read here. The only thing I can really add is that while I also was not on the winning team, I did arrive late, and then stuck around until some approximation of the bitter end. I don't really have any sweeping political commentary to offer from my evening spanning the Election Parties of New York City. On all sides, people seemed generally more subdued in their mourning and/or celebration than I expected.
January 27, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm at KGB — TENSE returns with the event of the winter - WINTER DISCO DRAMA. Readings and performances by Christian Lorentzen, Nico Walker, Magdalene Taylor, Beckett Rosset, and more. Disco dance party
February 17, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Sovereign House — Magdalene Taylor hosts an Arcade Publishing Event, featuring Bruce Wagner, Noah Kumin, Matthew Davis, Emmalea Russo, and David Fishkind. Excellent writers, free drinks, and “something to offend everyone.”
September 09, 2025 · Original source
From 6:30pm at Night Club 101 — Doxy Mag x Mutt Readings presents an evening with readers Celina Reboyras, Disney, Camille Sojit Pejcha, Magdalene Taylor, Mani Melaka, and Liara Roux.
December 22, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at The York — Punisher returns with their second installment. A reading series by writers-and-divas-turned-visionaries: Sarah Velk and Kennedy Wright. Readings by Magdalene Taylor, Vivi Hayes, Erin Satterthwaite, Emma Newman-Holde, Revenge Wife, and Mikayla Bryant. Great lineup!
Montana James Thomas

Montana James Thomas is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 6 times across 6 issues between October 07, 2024 and October 06, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Riley Mac and Montana James Thomas introduce the first installment of STRAIGHT GIRLS"; "Riley Mac and Montana James Thomas present the launch of My Gaping Masshole"; "Riley Mac and Montana James Thomas present the latest installment of Straight Girls". It most often appears alongside Riley Mac, David, Los Angeles.

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6
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6
First seen
October 07, 2024
Last seen
October 06, 2025
Instagram handle
@notmontanajamesthomas
October 07, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB — Riley Mac and Montana James Thomas introduce the first installment of STRAIGHT GIRLS. Readings by Meg Superstar Princess, Zoey Greenwald, Jack Meriwether, Maddie Vasquez, and Chariot Wish.
February 03, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm at Solas Bar — Riley Mac and Montana James Thomas present the launch of My Gaping Masshole by Madison Murray. Readings by Coco Gordon Moore, Alissa Bennett, Elizabeth Ellen, and Greta Doyle. Hosted by Dirty Magazine and Neoliberal Hell. As someone from a weird town in Massachusetts, I'm excited about this one.
March 12, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Red Room — Riley Mac and Montana James Thomas present the latest installment of Straight Girls, ft readings by Erin Pérez, Molly Soda, Gideon Jacobs, Benin Gardner, and Jordan Franklin.
May 06, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Pete’s Candy Store — Mind Palace Poetry presents The Girls Room, with special guest host Sophie Appel. Featuring Sascha Cohen, Siena Foster-Soltis, Jude Lavelle, and Montana James Thomas.
June 09, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Bar Red Room — Riley Mac & Montana James Thomas return with STRAIGHT GIRLS - “a diabolical line up of romance, sex, camp, and flamboyance.” Featuring Cat Cohen, Louis Bubko, Betsy Studholme, Lucas Restivo, and Tivali Thomas.
October 06, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Bar — Riley Mac & Montana James Thomas present STRAIGHT GIRLS. Ft. Alex Auder, Maya Kotomori, Ruby Mccolister, Georgica Pettus, and True.
Matt Starr

Matt Starr is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 5 times across 5 issues between October 07, 2024 and November 05, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by Lana Schwartz, Blythe Roberson, Edgar Gomez, Sophia June, MJ Corey, and Matt Starr"; "The event is hosted by Matt Starr"; "fabulous lineup of readers ... Whitney Mallett, Matt Starr". It most often appears alongside KGB, Confessions, David.

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Matt Starr
Mention count
5
Issue count
5
First seen
October 07, 2024
Last seen
November 05, 2025
Instagram handle
@mattstarrmattstarr
October 07, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at Sisters Brooklyn — Elizabeth Teets presents I Blame Television: A Pop Culture Reading Series. Readings by Lana Schwartz, Blythe Roberson, Edgar Gomez, Sophia June, MJ Corey, and Matt Starr.
December 09, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at Tara Downs Gallery — Dream Baby Press presents Perverted Book Club - a night of erotic reading by some of your favorite writers and artists. The event is hosted by Matt Starr. Readers include Jemima Kirke, Lili Anolik, Mackenzie Thomas, Joan of Arca, and more.
February 10, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm — Sam Falb’s Home Gallery and Susan Inglett Gallery present “Meeting of the Lovers.” There is a fabulous lineup of readers for this one, including Whitney Mallett, Matt Starr, Chris Murphy, Sahir Ahmed, Camille Sojit Pejcha, Brianna Lance, and Devan Diaz.
April 04, 2025 · Original source
From 6:30pm at The Shop at Addison Pest Control — Matt Weinberger is hosting A HAPPENING (super secret private event). Readings by Matt Starr, Annabel Boardman, Alexi Wasser, and more. Music by Ludwig, Bec Lauder, Arsun, and more. Dance by Lena Drake.
November 05, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 10pm at The Bench — Partiful is throwing a party to celebrate the inaugural launch of new blog ‘The Guest List.” On principle, I’m opposed to brand-hosted-parties, but this one does admittedly look fun. - “the citizens of New York are hereby called to assemble and address urgent matters of social life.” Opening remarks from Matt Starr and Halle Robbe. Partiful Town Hall dresscode.
Marika Thunder

Marika Thunder is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 4 times across 4 issues between June 06, 2024 and February 04, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Artists featured include Matt Dillon, Harmony Korine, Marika Thunder, and Angela Torres"; "Artists featured include... Marika Thunder"; "a group exhibition featuring... Cristine Brache, Sean Landers, Marika Thunder, and others". It most often appears alongside KGB, Beckett Rosset, Casetta.

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Marika Thunder
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4
Issue count
4
First seen
June 06, 2024
Last seen
February 04, 2026
June 06, 2024 · Original source
Europa presents The Artist And The Cigar Box from 6-9pm - a one night auction organized by Civil Pleasures to benefit Artistic Noise - an organization that uses art to empower system-impacted youth. Artists featured include Matt Dillon, Harmony Korine, Marika Thunder, and Angela Torres, among others.
February 10, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at Fredericks & Freiser — Persona opens; a group exhibition featuring a slew of incredible artists, including Cristine Brache, Sean Landers, Marika Thunder, and others.
May 21, 2025 · Original source
From 11pm at Laissez Faire — Reel in Memorial Day Weekend with Donna Francesca + Friends. Ft, Donna Francesca, Elias Becker, Luca Clavarino, and Jack Nolan. Hosted by Marika Thunder + Raph. This will be a really fun one!
February 04, 2026 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm in Urban Deli Basement — Launch of Raison D’Etre Reading Series. Words by Sierra Armor, Corrine Ciani, Marika Thunder, Sadie Parker, NK Richter, and Jacob Ace.
Matilda Lin Berke

Matilda Lin Berke is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 4 times across 4 issues between May 19, 2024 and December 02, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "readings from Javeria Hasnain, Matilda Lin Berke, Julia Burdorff"; "Readings by...Matilda Lin Berke"; "Readings by Matilda Lin Berke, Paige K. Bradley, Fiona Alison Duncan". It most often appears alongside EARTH, August Lamm, Brooklyn.

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Matilda Lin Berke
Mention count
4
Issue count
4
First seen
May 19, 2024
Last seen
December 02, 2025
Instagram handle
@matilda.berke
May 19, 2024 · Original source
Thursday, May 23 - Brazenhead Review “soft launching” ISSUE NO. 5 at THE ROOF @ 406 Central Park West with readings from Javeria Hasnain, Matilda Lin Berke, Julia Burdorff, Emma Grillo, Dan Kraines, and Sky Cleary
October 21, 2024 · Original source
From 4pm - 5pm at RAINRAIN — Craig Jun Li celebrates the run of a solo exhibition at the gallery with readings that respond to the central themes of the works on view; from language, to memory, to image culture. Readings by Qingyuan Deng, Paige K. Bradley, Joel Dean, Morgan Meier, and Matilda Lin Berke.
July 29, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at BANK NYC — Qingyuan Deng and Lily Kwak present a public program extending the exhibition “To Save and To Destroy” into literary realms. Readings by Matilda Lin Berke, Paige K. Bradley, Fiona Alison Duncan, Sophia Giovannitti, Olivia Kan-Sperling, and Diana SeoHyung.
December 02, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - late at The Monroe — Nick Dove hosts The Whole Sick Reading, ft Audrey Snow Matzke, Drew Rivera, Guy Dess, Justin amp, Matilda Lin Berke, and Tom Watters.
Matthew Barney

Matthew Barney is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 4 times across 4 issues between November 05, 2024 and November 19, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "O'Flaherty's new location opens at 165 Allen St with The Bitch, Matthew Barney, and Alex Katz"; "I guess it's Alex Katz and Matthew Barney in a pop-up seeming gallery on the Lower East Side"; "featuring works by Matthew Barney and Alex Katz". It most often appears alongside Alex Katz, Christopher Zeischegg, O'Flaherty's.

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Matthew Barney
Mention count
4
Issue count
4
First seen
November 05, 2024
Last seen
November 19, 2025
Instagram handle
@pacecarforthehubrispill
November 05, 2024 · Original source
From 6 - 8pm — O'Flaherty's new location opens at 165 Allen St with The Bitch, Matthew Barney, and Alex Katz.
November 12, 2024 · Original source
Today – I go to the opening of the new O’Flaherty’s on Allen Street tonight. It’s a cool show, a weird space. It’s a huge space and really not a ton of work, but I guess it’s Alex Katz and Matthew Barney in a pop-up seeming gallery on the Lower East Side, so you can kind of do what you want. I see Ruby. I tell her I’m scared I’m being mean. Ruby says be meaner.
November 13, 2024 · Original source
I meet up with the host of this very blog (Hi Chloe) at O’Flaherty’s opening of The Bitch, featuring works by Matthew Barney and Alex Katz at a new location on Allen Street.
November 19, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at King Malingue (50 Eldrige)— From Being Jealous of a Dog’s Vein opens. A group show featuring many wonderful artists including Matthew Barney, Joan Jonas, Kyung-Me, Phillip Lai, and more.
Matthew Donovan

Matthew Donovan is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 4 times across 4 issues between November 05, 2024 and September 09, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Erection Nite Spectacular with Petit Mort, Neoliberal Hell, Matthew Donovan"; "Dan Mancini jumped in to replace a sickly Matthew Donovan (himself an alternate to Izzy Capulong)"; "Katherine Williams, Matthew Donovan, Liam Powers, Zoe Laris-Djokovic, and Fiona Miller will be reading selections from the mag". It most often appears alongside Manhattan, New York, New York City.

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Matthew Donovan
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4
Issue count
4
First seen
November 05, 2024
Last seen
September 09, 2025
Instagram handle
@matthewdonovan__
November 05, 2024 · Original source
From 9pm - late at Home Sweet Home — Dirty Mag is hosting an Erection Nite Spectacular with Petit Mort, Neoliberal Hell, Matthew Donovan, and more.
November 13, 2024 · Original source
VENUE CONCERNS ASIDE, it was an incredible night. Everyone on the lineup delivered killer performances. Dan Mancini jumped in to replace a sickly Matthew Donovan (himself an alternate to Izzy Capulong) as the evening’s MC (Thank you, Izzy, Matthew, and Dan!). Friends from distant social circles came out and mingled. I had the pleasure of meeting Chris and several of his friends, all sweet and enthused about the event. We sold books. We cleared the bar. We did the damn thing.
December 03, 2024 · Original source
From 8pm - 9:30 at Molasses Books — Clocked Out Magazine has rescheduled the issue launch; Election Edition. Katherine Williams, Matthew Donovan, Liam Powers, Zoe Laris-Djokovic, and Fiona Miller will be reading selections from the mag. Free drinks will be served.
September 09, 2025 · Original source
From 6:30pm - 9pm at Night Club 101 — AltCitizen 15 Year Anniversary Show series returns with The Return. Swear Tapes, Certain Death, and Croaker. Hosted by Matthew Donovan
Mike Crumplar

Mike Crumplar is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 4 times across 4 issues between March 07, 2025 and February 15, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Hosted by soooooo many people! Mike Crumplar, Cassidy Grady"; "ft Mike Crumplar, Sam Venis, Ross Barkan, Jonah Howell"; "WEIRD CUCKS featuring Mike Crumplar". It most often appears alongside Nick Dove, Fiona Duncan, KGB.

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Mike Crumplar
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4
Issue count
4
First seen
March 07, 2025
Last seen
February 15, 2026
March 07, 2025 · Original source
From 11pm - late at Casa Bella — Caroline Calloway, Betsey Brown, and Peter Vack present - A Rachel Ormont Afters! The prior screening at The Roxy is unfortunately sold out, but I’ll be at the afters and you should be too! Hosted by soooooo many people! Mike Crumplar, Cassidy Grady, Kareem Rahma, Nick Dove, Sierra Armor, Elena Velez, Perfectly Imperfect, Matt Weinberger, Finlay Mangan, Riska Seval, Humblesuperstar, Poorspigga, Meg Superstar Princes, Andrew Norman Wilson, Charley Shealy, Rylee Stumpf.
August 28, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm at Baker Falls — A Night of Male Readings, ft Mike Crumplar, Sam Venis, Ross Barkan, Jonah Howell, Chris Jesu Lee, David Polonoff, and Nick Dove.
November 12, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at The Monroe — Lit Men and Weird Fucks present WEIRD CUCKS: A NIGHT OF CHEATING STORIES. Featuring Nick Dove, Vincenzo Barney, Daniele Cheosky, Kylie Cheung, Mike Crumplar, Gaby Del Vae, Nicoe Fegan, Sammy Loren, and Zachary Lipez.
February 15, 2026 · Original source
From 7pm at The Monroe — The Interzone Reading brings a night of international camaraderie to the East Village, ft Jean-Baptiste Chiara, Mike Crumplar, Padrote Drogado, Arielle Gordón, and Ellie Holbrook. Hosted by Nick Dove.
Mona Matsuoka

Mona Matsuoka is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 4 times across 4 issues between December 16, 2024 and September 26, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "DJ's Mona Matsuoka and Donna Francesca"; "Donna Francesca to open with Mona Matsuoka to close"; "Francesca Keller opens, Mona Matsuoka closes". It most often appears alongside Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research, David, Los Angeles.

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Mona Matsuoka
Mention count
4
Issue count
4
First seen
December 16, 2024
Last seen
September 26, 2025
Instagram handle
@monamatsuoka
December 16, 2024 · Original source
From 10pm — It’s Girls Night at Jean’s. All are welcome, but this night celebrates female DJ’s. Wear your revenge dress and your dancing shoes! DJ’s Mona Matsuoka and Donna Francesca.
February 25, 2025 · Original source
From 10pm — It’s Girls Night at Jeans (but boys are welcome too). Donna Francesca to open with Mona Matsuoka to close
April 15, 2025 · Original source
From 10pm at Jean’s — It’s Girls Night! Francesca Keller opens, Mona Matsuoka closes.
September 26, 2025 · Original source
From 11pm at Apollo Studio — Gabby Cocco, Mona Matsuoka, Sebastian Posso, and Son of Lee are live. | Tickets here (free before midnight)
Mackenzie Thomas

Mackenzie Thomas is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 3 times across 3 issues between July 27, 2024 and February 17, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "readings by Annie Rauwerda, Mackenzie Thomas, and Mindy Se"; "readings by Annie Rauwerda, Mackenzie Thomas, and Mindy Seu"; "Jemima Kirke, Lili Anolik, Mackenzie Thomas, Joan of Arca". It most often appears alongside Cassidy, Confessions, New York.

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Mackenzie Thomas
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3
Issue count
3
First seen
July 27, 2024
Last seen
February 17, 2025
Instagram handle
@mackenzie
July 27, 2024 · Original source
From 6-8pm - Heart House (a new space at 442 Broadway) celebrates their House Warming Exhibition with an almost impossibly large lineup. The exhibition features “uncropped, unedited screenshots from the phones of 26 NYC-based artists”, along with readings by Annie Rauwerda, Mackenzie Thomas, and Mindy Seu.
December 09, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at Tara Downs Gallery — Dream Baby Press presents Perverted Book Club - a night of erotic reading by some of your favorite writers and artists. The event is hosted by Matt Starr. Readers include Jemima Kirke, Lili Anolik, Mackenzie Thomas, Joan of Arca, and more.
February 17, 2025 · Original source
From 12pm - 7pm at byALEXANDER — The Kollection presents Poetry Gallery (2) - "an evolving series of public art installations, activations, and collaborations shifting the forms of live poetry presentation." Poetry by Angel Prost, Finlay Mangan, Kareem Rahma, Mackenzie Thomas, and Victoria Mbabzi. Music by Concrete Husband and Katzpascale.
Mara Mckevitt

Mara Mckevitt is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 3 times across 3 issues between July 08, 2024 and November 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Natasha Stagg, Hannah Baer, and Mara Mckevitt will also be reading"; "Making Of by Mara McKevitt"; "Readings by ... Mara Mckevitt, and Umesi Michael Louis". It most often appears alongside Chloe Pingeon, Jack Skelley, Jillian Luft.

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Mara Mckevitt
Mention count
3
Issue count
3
First seen
July 08, 2024
Last seen
November 12, 2025
Instagram handle
@proto_m4ra
July 08, 2024 · Original source
Saturday, July 13 from 6-8pm - Artist and filmmaker Cristine Brache celebrates the launch of her poetry collection Goodnight Sweet Thing at Amant. Natasha Stagg, Hannah Baer, and Mara Mckevitt will also be reading on the occasion.
November 13, 2024 · Original source
Making Of by Mara McKevitt
November 12, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at Surrender Dorothy — The Whitney Review hosts a reading in celebration of Issue 006. I have a mini review of Anika Jade Levy’s fabulous new book Flat Earth in here. Readings by Enzo Escober, Francesca Lia Block, Gerlan Marcel, Mara Mckevitt, and Umesi Michael Louis. Vibes are haunted horror. If you can’t make it today. || RSVP required. And if you can’t make it today, Surrender Dorothy is still worth checking out - a new artist-run Wizard of Oz concept store.
Maraschino

Maraschino is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 3 times across 3 issues between February 17, 2025 and July 18, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Tarot readings by Maraschino"; "featuring Dese Escobar, Maraschino, Arjun Shah"; "dj's Jasmine Johnson, Maraschino, Judy, Coquette Bitch '08". It most often appears alongside Confessions, Amtrak, Beverly's.

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Maraschino
Mention count
3
Issue count
3
First seen
February 17, 2025
Last seen
July 18, 2025
Instagram handle
@maraschinoxo
February 17, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at Time Again —- Date Time returns with another evening of speed dating. Tarot readings by Maraschino, and food by Loser’s.
May 06, 2025 · Original source
From 5pm - 4am at Le Bain – Club Chess hosts an 11 hour party, featuring Dese Escobar, Maraschino, Arjun Shah, and special guests. Summer is here!
July 18, 2025 · Original source
From 5pm - 10pm at Le Bain — Club Chess hosts a sunset party with dj’s Jasmine Johnson, Maraschino, Judy, Coquette Bitch ‘08.
Marc Rebillet

Marc Rebillet is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 3 times across 3 issues between July 23, 2025 and January 14, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Performances by Marc Rebillet, Diva Smith, Harmony Tividad, and surprise artists"; "Emceed by Marc Rebillet". It most often appears alongside Billy Pedlow, Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research, GirlPox.

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Marc Rebillet
Mention count
3
Issue count
3
First seen
July 23, 2025
Last seen
January 14, 2026
Instagram handle
@marcrebillet
July 23, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm - 1:30am at Carriage House NYC — GirlPox presents Fyre Fest Was so Fun!!! - a fundraising night of theater, art, music, and mischief celebrating GirlPox launch and debut production. Performances by Marc Rebillet, Diva Smith, Harmony Tividad, and surprise artists.
December 22, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at KGB Red Room — GirlPox presents Open Text Night. Like an open mic night but it’s your real unhinged text messages… Emceed by Marc Rebillet. | RSVP here
January 14, 2026 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at KGB Red Room — GirlPox presents Open Text Night. Like an open mic night but it’s your real unhinged text messages… Emceed by Marc Rebillet. | RSVP here
Maya Kotomori

Maya Kotomori is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 3 times across 3 issues between February 10, 2025 and October 06, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Brandon will be joined by Maya Kotomori... for a post screening discussion"; "Featuring readings by Courtney Connolly, Maya Kotomori, Qingyuan Deng, and Becket Gourlay"; "Ft. Alex Auder, Maya Kotomori, Ruby Mccolister". It most often appears alongside Chinatown, Baker Falls, Brooklyn.

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Maya Kotomori
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3
Issue count
3
First seen
February 10, 2025
Last seen
October 06, 2025
February 10, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm at Metrograph — The Whitney Review presents a screening of COFFY (1973), inspired by the essay on Blaxploitation and the selling of radicalism by Brandon Harris in issue 004. Brandon will be joined by Maya Kotomori, Kiernan “Knives” Frances, and ThugPop for a post screening discussion. After party at Gotham.
April 10, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm at Susan Inglett Gallery —- On The Rag launches issue 003: Manifesto. Featuring readings by Courtney Connolly, Maya Kotomori, Qingyuan Deng, and Becket Gourlay. Attendees will also be invited to orate an original manifesto or read a personal favorite!
October 06, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Bar — Riley Mac & Montana James Thomas present STRAIGHT GIRLS. Ft. Alex Auder, Maya Kotomori, Ruby Mccolister, Georgica Pettus, and True.
Maya Man

Maya Man is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 3 times across 3 issues between November 12, 2024 and February 10, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "featuring works by August Lamm, Reiji Fukitsu, Maya Man, and more"; "Maya Man can help you make a website for your valentine"; "Maya Man presents I'm a Lover at HEART". It most often appears alongside David, KGB, Ruby.

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Maya Man
Mention count
3
Issue count
3
First seen
November 12, 2024
Last seen
February 10, 2025
Instagram handle
@mayaontheinternet
November 12, 2024 · Original source
From 6pm - 10pm — Pretty Garden Club hosts a closing party and one night exhibition, featuring works by August Lamm, Reiji Fukitsu, Maya Man, and more.
February 03, 2025 · Original source
From 2pm - 5pm at HEART — Maya Man can help you make a website for your valentine <3
February 10, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Heart House — Maya Man presents I'm a Lover at HEART. The evening will feature FITYMI book launch (ft poems written with generative output by Terry Nguyen), readings, treats, and the presentation of Girl Crush: a screening of video and software-based work by fourteen artists engaging with themes of femininity, desire, and how admiration is mediated by our screens.
Megan Nolan

Megan Nolan is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 3 times across 3 issues between August 23, 2024 and March 17, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "readings from Christian Lorentzen , Zack Graham , Megan Nolan , Jo Rosenthal"; "Megan Nolan, Andres Vaamonde, and 'the hovering spirit of Ezra Klein'"; "Readings from...Megan Nolan, Sophie Kemp, and Yasemin Kopmaz". It most often appears alongside New York, Baby's All Right, Chloe Pingeon.

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Megan Nolan
Mention count
3
Issue count
3
First seen
August 23, 2024
Last seen
March 17, 2025
Instagram handle
@mmegannolan
August 23, 2024 · Original source
Sunday, August 25 – A major Confessions at KGB with readings from Christian Lorentzen, Zack Graham, Megan Nolan, Jo Rosenthal, Cassidy Grady, Annabel Boardman, and Jonah Howell.
January 03, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Rodeo (1134 President Street) — The Good Time Girls present MEN: A Reading, featuring Tessa Belle, Daniel Kolitz, Sooyoung Moon, Megan Nolan, Andres Vaamonde, and “the hovering spirit of Ezra Klein and his particular model of masculinity”
March 17, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Red Room — Tom Willis’s Soho Reading Series is in New York. Readings from Nico Walker, Anika Jade Levy, Zans Brady Krohn, Christian Lorentzen, Megan Nolan, Sophie Kemp, and Yasemin Kopmaz.
Megsuperstarprincess

Megsuperstarprincess is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 3 times across 3 issues between July 08, 2024 and February 15, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Additional performers include... Megsuperstarprincess"; "featuring Suzy Sheer, xJermsx, Dese Escobar, Megsuperstarprincess, and Young Warhol"; "Readings by Megsuperstarprincess, Riley Mac, Nicole Sellew". It most often appears alongside Home Sweet Home, KGB, August Lamm.

Mention count
3
Issue count
3
First seen
July 08, 2024
Last seen
February 15, 2026
Instagram handle
@megsuperstarprincess
July 08, 2024 · Original source
Tonight: Monday, July 8 at 7pm - Ev Christensen celebrates the launch of her debut single “spectacularity” at 442 Broadway. Additional performers include Lea Jaffe, Kembra Pfahler, and Megsuperstarprincess.
February 03, 2025 · Original source
From 11pm - late at Nightclub 101 (new spot where The Pyramid Club used to be) — Drink.More.Water. presents their official fashion week after party, featuring Suzy Sheer, xJermsx, Dese Escobar, Megsuperstarprincess, and Young Warhol.
February 15, 2026 · Original source
From 8pm at Night Club 101 — Punisher returns with a post Valentine’s Day debrief. Readings by Megsuperstarprincess, Riley Mac, Nicole Sellew, Francesca D’Alessandro, Dove Ginsburg, and Ava Doorley. Party to follow with ​​The Heaven Forever. Mélange á seven. | RSVP here.
Molly Crabapple

Molly Crabapple is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 3 times across 3 issues between July 15, 2025 and January 08, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Molly Crapabble hosts Night Bloom - readings on night and all its meanings"; "readings by Molly Crabapple, Robin Estrin, Eugene Kotlyarenko"; "readings by Molly Crabapple, Robin Estrin, Eugene Kotlyarenko". It most often appears alongside Night Club 101, Abigail Ogilvy Gallery, Addie.

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Molly Crabapple
Mention count
3
Issue count
3
First seen
July 15, 2025
Last seen
January 08, 2026
Instagram handle
@me_betseybrown
July 15, 2025 · Original source
From 6:30pm at Salmagundi — Molly Crapabble hosts Night Bloom - readings on night and all its meanings; sex, nightlife, dreams, scheherazade and madness. Music by Max Fractal. Readings by Camille Sojit Pejcha, Sage Sovereign, and Nermeen Shaikh. | RSVP required
December 22, 2025 · Original source
Los Angeles - From 7pm at Red Lion Tavern — Evan Laffer and Ruby Zuckerman present readings by Molly Crabapple, Robin Estrin, Eugene Kotlyarenko, Madeleine Kunkle, Joseph Moscow, and Sarah Wang.
January 08, 2026 · Original source
Los Angeles - From 7pm at Red Lion Tavern — Evan Laffer and Ruby Zuckerman present readings by Molly Crabapple, Robin Estrin, Eugene Kotlyarenko, Madeleine Kunkle, Joseph Moscow, and Sarah Wang.
Myles Zavelo

Myles Zavelo is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 3 times across 3 issues between October 21, 2024 and August 14, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Featuring ... Myles Zavelo, Sean Thor Conroe"; "Mark Iosifescu, Myles Zavelo"; "The Farewell to Myles Zavelo Emergency Reading Party ft readings from Myles Zavelo". It most often appears alongside Anika Jade Levy, Bronwen Lam, Cassidy.

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Myles Zavelo
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3
Issue count
3
First seen
October 21, 2024
Last seen
August 14, 2025
October 21, 2024 · Original source
In Manhattan, from 7pm at TJ Byrnes — Bronwen Lam and David Dufour present the second PATIO reading. Featuring Harold Rogers, Greta Scheldorn, Thomas Thatcher, Myles Zavelo, Sean Thor Conroe, and Danielle Chelosky.
May 13, 2025 · Original source
Doors at 7pm, reading at 8pm at TJ Byrnes — Bronwen Lam & David Dufour present Patio, an evening of reading. This rendition features Martina Mendoza, Mark Iosifescu, Myles Zavelo, Stephanie Wambugu, Babak Lakghomi, and Steve Anwyll.
August 14, 2025 · Original source
London - From 7pm - late at Prince Alfred — Soho Reading Series presents The Farewell to Myles Zavelo Emergency Reading Party ft readings from Myles Zavelo, Honor Levy, Dean Kissick, Jane Dabate, Fonie Mitsopoulou. Hosted by Tom Willis.
Maddie Vasquez

Maddie Vasquez is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between October 07, 2024 and February 03, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by Meg Superstar Princess, Zoey Greenwald, Jack Meriwether, Maddie Vasquez, and Chariot Wish"; "Readings by...Maddie Vasquez, and Chariot Wish"; "Readings by Lucy Hart, Matt Weinberger, Maddie Vasquez, and more". It most often appears alongside Brooklyn, KGB, Montana James Thomas.

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Maddie Vasquez
Mention count
2
Issue count
2
First seen
October 07, 2024
Last seen
February 03, 2025
Instagram handle
@addiiiiiiiiie
October 07, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB — Riley Mac and Montana James Thomas introduce the first installment of STRAIGHT GIRLS. Readings by Meg Superstar Princess, Zoey Greenwald, Jack Meriwether, Maddie Vasquez, and Chariot Wish.
February 03, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at 9 Monroe St — NYFW meets Valentines Special with Baby Vday Zine release launch and reading. Readings by Lucy Hart, Matt Weinberger, Maddie Vasquez, and more.
Maddy Van Buren

Maddy Van Buren is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between October 02, 2024 and December 09, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by ... Maddy Van Buren"; "Readings by Maddy Van Buren, Liv Archer, Annabel Gould". It most often appears alongside Billy Pedlow, KGB, Washington Square Park.

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Maddy Van Buren
Mention count
2
Issue count
2
First seen
October 02, 2024
Last seen
December 09, 2025
Instagram handle
@maddyvanburen
October 02, 2024 · Original source
Also from 8pm - late — Billy Pedlow celebrates the launch of his poetry book Terrorizing The Virgin. Readings by Billy Pedlow, Alex Bienstock, Cassidy Grady, Peter Vack, Maddy Van Buren, Jack Ludkey, and John Padula.
December 09, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm - 4am at Night Club 101 — Sex Mag x Burning Palace present Me And My Victim: The Online Release Celebration. Readings by Maddy Van Buren, Liv Archer, Annabel Gould, Billy Pedlow, and August Lamm. Additional hosts, DJ sets, performances, etc. This will be a fun one!
Madeleine Kunkle

Madeleine Kunkle is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between December 22, 2025 and January 08, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Madeleine Kunkle, Joseph Moscow, and Sarah Wang"; "readings by ... Madeleine Kunkle, Joseph Moscow, and Sarah Wang". It most often appears alongside Abigail Ogilvy Gallery, Addie, Adrienne Greenblatt.

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Madeleine Kunkle
Mention count
2
Issue count
2
First seen
December 22, 2025
Last seen
January 08, 2026
Instagram handle
@nkrchtr
December 22, 2025 · Original source
Los Angeles - From 7pm at Red Lion Tavern — Evan Laffer and Ruby Zuckerman present readings by Molly Crabapple, Robin Estrin, Eugene Kotlyarenko, Madeleine Kunkle, Joseph Moscow, and Sarah Wang.
January 08, 2026 · Original source
Los Angeles - From 7pm at Red Lion Tavern — Evan Laffer and Ruby Zuckerman present readings by Molly Crabapple, Robin Estrin, Eugene Kotlyarenko, Madeleine Kunkle, Joseph Moscow, and Sarah Wang.
Mairead Kiernan

Mairead Kiernan is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between November 05, 2024 and November 12, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Adeline Swartzendruber, Mairead Kiernan, and Chris Bray"; "Beckett Rosset, Adeline Swartzendruber, Mairead Kiernan, Chris Bray". It most often appears alongside Adeline Swartzendruber, Alex Katz, Annabel Boardman.

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Mairead Kiernan
Mention count
2
Issue count
2
First seen
November 05, 2024
Last seen
November 12, 2024
November 05, 2024 · Original source
To Mark Your Calendar… TENSE is coming to Manhattan on November 15 — For Is That All There Is, I will be reading, along with Lucy Sante, Guy Dess, Beckett Rosset, Adeline Swartzendruber, Mairead Kiernan, and Chris Bray.
November 12, 2024 · Original source
From 8pm - late — TENSE is back (Manhattan edition). I’ll be reading at Is That All There Is, along with Guy Dess, Beckett Rosset, Adeline Swartzendruber, Mairead Kiernan, Chris Bray, and others to be announced.
Maisy Swords

Maisy Swords is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between December 22, 2025 and January 27, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "DJ set by Maisy Swords". It most often appears alongside 3, Alexander Perrelli, Anders Lindseth.

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Maisy Swords
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December 22, 2025
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January 27, 2026
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@mousey.666
December 22, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm at Night Club 101 — Kathy Joyce and Chica Mob are throwing a Very Interesting Party (and book launch). Kathy will be reading from her debut book; 3 (Ristretto Books). It’s about Starbucks, baseball, and her dark past. DJ set by Maisy Swords. After party upstairs.
January 27, 2026 · Original source
From 8pm at Night Club 101 — Kathy Joyce and Chica Mob are throwing a Very Interesting Party (and book launch). Kathy will be reading from her debut book; 3 (Ristretto Books). It’s about Starbucks, baseball, and her dark past. DJ set by Maisy Swords. After party upstairs.
Mani Mekala

Mani Mekala is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between July 29, 2025 and September 04, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Ft Whitney Mallet, Kellian Delice, Mani Mekala, Trinity Noone"; "readings from ... Kevin Gonzalez, and Mani Mekala". It most often appears alongside Night Club 101, 131 Chrystie St, 54 Barrow St.

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Mani Mekala
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July 29, 2025
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September 04, 2025
July 29, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Private Curtain — Riley Mac hosts the tour kick off of Maya Martinez’s THEATRICS. Ft Whitney Mallet, Kellian Delice, Mani Mekala, Trinity Noone, Jake Dibeler, and Maya Martinez.
September 04, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Book Row — The New York Review of SMUT launches Issue #1 with readings from Dale Corving, Emily Mitchell, Geoff Dembicki, Kevin Gonzalez, and Mani Mekala. Also featuring my brilliant friend Alexa Ferrer on Pedro Juan Gutiérrez’s Dirty Havana Trilogy.
Manuel Marrero

Manuel Marrero is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between December 22, 2025 and January 08, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Anika Jade Levy, Manuel Marrero, John Padula". It most often appears alongside Abigail Ogilvy Gallery, Addie, Adrienne Greenblatt.

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Manuel Marrero
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December 22, 2025
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January 08, 2026
December 22, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Seventh Heaven — DOE reading. Many readers; Conor Hultman, Olivia Kan-Sperling, Anika Jade Levy, Manuel Marrero, John Padula, Sean Thor Conroe, and more.
January 08, 2026 · Original source
From 7pm at Seventh Heaven — DOE reading. Many readers; Conor Hultman, Olivia Kan-Sperling, Anika Jade Levy, Manuel Marrero, John Padula, Sean Thor Conroe, and more.
Mara Stoner

Mara Stoner is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between July 06, 2025 and September 26, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "reading at Confessions along with Mara Stoner"; "Confessions lineup - ...Mara Stoner, Chloe Wheeler". It most often appears alongside Cassidy Grady, Confessions, Gnosticism.

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Mara Stoner
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July 06, 2025
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September 26, 2025
July 06, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Bar — I will be reading at Confessions along with Mara Stoner, Sarah Fradkin, John Padula, Cassidy Grady, Annabel Boardman, and more.
September 26, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Red Room — Chloe and Cassidy present a great Confessions lineup - Felix Morelo, Matt Mondanilie, Mara Stoner, Chloe Wheeler, Kate Bolster-Houghton, Dan Baltic, Ed Pankov, and Cassidy Grady.
Marina Abramovic

Marina Abramovic is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between December 16, 2024 and August 28, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Rumor has it: Marina Abromovic was dining here this afternoon. Rumor has it, she's dined here twenty times"; "including Marin Abramovic x Kreemart". It most often appears alongside Chloe Pingeon, Donna Francesca, London.

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Marina Abramovic
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December 16, 2024
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August 28, 2025
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@vclvetlatte
December 16, 2024 · Original source
Monday, December 9 A busy day. One quickly finds this to be the solution to all malignant indulgences. Before a comedy show at Jean’s, Natasha and I go to Altro Paradiso for dinner. It’s an early dinner in the rain. Madelyn works here, and I’ve been meaning to visit for a while. I’ve been meaning to apply for a job here, too, but the list of things I’ve been meaning to do on that front continues to pile up. We order many things on the menu. The house specialties that we did not order somehow seem to keep materializing on our table as well. It’s like magic. It’s a special night. Rumor has it: Marina Abromovic was dining here this afternoon. Rumor has it, she’s dined here twenty times. Altro Paradiso is a well lit restaurant - I read something I liked about well lit restaurants this week and now I can’t recall where. The premise was: enough of this haze. Some people want to see their food. Some people want to see and be seen. Tonight, I drink Ciro Picariello. It’s like white wine but it sparkles. I drink a cocktail with peach purée and peach liquor. I drink a dirty martini. I eat olives, bread and ricotta, finocchio, another salad with fig and orange, mushroom pasta shaped like pillows, lemon pasta shaped like thick noodles, branzino, gelato. It’s a winter feast. I haven’t had a feast like this in my recent recollection. After, the rain has stopped but the evening is still misty. We hail a cab. We’re too late for Jean’s. Natasha is good at spotting famous people. Rebecca Black walks by. EmRata’s ex husband. Some other people, too. We go the The Nines, which is very festive, but where everyone is very rude. We go back to Jean’s. The show is over, they let us in, but there's no point in lingering now. I loved tonight, I say when I get home. A sign of mental stability is drinking alcohol and not hating every second of it. I know for some people, it's the opposite, but this is how it works for me. Tuesday, December 10 The line to get into the Richard Kern book launch is too long and it's raining. I see Annabel and Ellie outside. I see that Berlin blogger who only wears all black or all white and her TikTok DJ boyfriend. "I need to become someone who's 'list me or miss me'", a girl in line sighs. We're still waiting in the rain. She said this in a way like she was kidding, but I repeat the sentiment with no humility to David later. "We should become 'list me or miss me’,” I say. David has a tendency to bludgeon his way through lines. "We should become 'list me or i'm going to fucking kill you’,” David says. After I abandon the Richard Kern line, I go to Lucien. I run into a few people there. The expected and the unexpected. There are things I'm very excited about these days. Excitement is risky - it's unwise to tempt fate and it's destructive to celebrate accomplishments you are yet to achieve, but I am excited. Full of ideas again. Everyone at Lucien is an actor. That must be so cool, I say. I'm so full of sincerity, I think. This time of year can be so full in general that it begins to feel uneasy. This type of luxury isn't mine to claim and it's certainly not sustainable. The hedonism feels truly hedonistic today, though. It's energetic, not coated with something darker. I'm having so much fun. David wants to go to Frog Club for banana chiffon pie. "Why am I so broken up about Frog Club closing?” asks David. "You've never been to Frog Club," I say. "Yeah, that's probably why," says David. Risotto David made for me + prints from Paris Wednesday, December 11 I went to the Russian Baths on Wall Street on my first day in New York. I still go often now. It’s not really of my own volition. It’s a family tradition. It’s still pouring today. It’s been pouring all week. I used to think the Russian Baths were all liminal space and Russian mob, but now it feels less secret. The Doritos are from Israel. Russian Jews and Russian Gentiles, I hear someone explaining in line behind me. The building is huge. The pool area does feel kind of like The Backrooms. I have night terrors every night. In my dreams, I am never stuck in places like this. My aunt likes the cold plunge. She can stay in it for seven minutes, far beyond the recommended time of three. The Wim Hof method recommends rapid bursts of breath coupled with exposure to the extreme cold. I’m in the Infrared Sauna. On Christmas, I will swim outside in Walden Pond. Wim Hof (the man) lost a finger, an ear, something detached in the retina of his eye… I can’t recall the specific injury but something bad happened swimming across an icy lake. He took it too far. When I get back to New York, I will swim off Orchard Beach. There’s a group that goes every morning. My aunt tells me you have to go to Orchard Beach in the winter. It’s like Siberia in the Winter. It’s finally getting cold enough to swim. On my Wednesday at the Russian Baths, I lose my keys. I lose the big rubber slippers that they give you on arrival. I can’t last very long in the extreme heat or the extreme cold. An actor in the infrared sauna is talking about how he can only memorize lines in the cold plunge. I’m thinking about how I’m in an infinite feedback loop where everyone I meet keeps being actors. We go to dinner at the Russian Restaurant at the spa. It’s called Matryoshka like the dolls. I only learn this later David and I split potato pancakes, salad olivier which is the one with mayonnaise and egg and chicken (delicious), beef stroganoff, steamed chicken pelmeni. More stroganoff and borscht and red wine is also passed around the table. I can’t drink red wine, so I drink ginger juice and ginger vodka instead. Afterwards, too full to continue. There are other plans tonight - a film, a party, I promised I would go and I never cancel plans but sometimes I do just neglect to show up. A very bad habit. Inertia ultimately breeds pure evil! Time doesn’t pass at Spa 88. Still pouring but dark now, when we emerge from the underground. Thursday, December 12 My abridged review of Dimes Square (revival) today. I didn’t see it the first time around - I wasn’t here. I was in Boston. I was in a sorority. I arrived in this godforsaken ecosystem after it was already dead. I’m kind of being facetious. I think people try to qualify eras too concretely. Concretely: Dimes Square (the play) is indeed a period piece. In the vein of all Matthew Gasda’s plays, it is emotionally rich, lucid, kind of yearning, which catches me off guard but I think adds depth. The thing I like most about Dimes Square is this: it’s not self serious but also it is not sneering. The best satire is actually quite sincere. This is why most satire is generally and particularly in contemporary culture, bad. Dimes Square (the play) is excellent. I will be publishing a stand alone review of the play here shortly. I already wrote the review but then I realized I was far too stuck on historical accuracy and far too personally tortured. In the meantime (from my notes) -- “The main fault of the characters in the play is that they are cruel, but the main critique of this scene in real life is that it is (was?) (is?) full of people who are pathetic”
August 28, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 9pm at Yve Yang — Art in General Benefit Auction celebrates its return. Bid on works from nearly 50 artists from around the world, including Marin Abramovic x Kreemart, Josh Kline, Isaac Chong Wai, and more.
Marjorie Cameron

Marjorie Cameron is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between September 04, 2025 and September 09, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Marjorie Cameron solo exhibition at Nicole Klagsbrun"; "the first installment of the Marjorie Cameron series at Anthology Film Archive"; "This is the second Marjorie Cameron screening at Anthology, in conjunction with the Marjorie Cameron solo exhibition". It most often appears alongside Coney Island, Curtis Harrington, Diet Pepsi.

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Marjorie Cameron
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September 04, 2025
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September 09, 2025
September 04, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm at Anthology Film Archives — Marjorie Cmaeron, PGM 2: Mock Up on Mu (2008, Craig Baldwin) screens - “a (mostly) true tale of the occult goings-on at the heart of the American space race.” This is the second Marjorie Cameron screening at Anthology, in conjunction with the Marjorie Cameron solo exhibition at Nicole Klagsbrun. I attended PGM 1: Night Tide (1963, Curtis Harrington) last night, which was fabulous.
September 09, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Monday, September 1 On the train to Coney Island, my friends are talking about the motifs that keep occurring. It's the sort of thing that happens to you when you have a pure heart, one of my friends is explaining. It's the sort of thing that people try to do to Real Life Angels, my other friend is explaining. Real life angels aren't real, I am saying, though I understand her point. The train is streaking through open air with towns on both sides. Housing projects rising up beyond that. Fallen green leaves and gray pebbles on the edges of the tracks. I have had these concepts of destruction explained to me before, only then it was by my mother or my friends in Miami and they called it Evil Eye. Here, they call it Devils and Angels. Real life Demons. I have been spending a lot of time this summer, trying to parse out the difference. Later, we emerge onto the boardwalk to find Curtis Sliwa in his red barret at the edge of the Atlantic. Police officers and children and men with snake tattoos in the ocean. There is live music at Salt and Sizzle and a ferris wheel that is one-hundred-years-old-and-never-any-accidents and the sky turns blue and purple and they cancelled the fireworks last year on account of someone drowning and due respect. We miss them this year of our own accord. When I was in love I spent a lot of time thinking about the apocalypse and feeling kind of giddy and aloof in this anticipation, convinced that the best way to die was euphoria and so end times while the center held would be a relief above all. When I smoked cigarettes and was a teen I would spend a lot of time pondering pop-psychology notions of optimistic nihilism and watching reddit atheists evangelize online. Now, I'm on the F-train back towards block-party-bars and my friends are shooting photos of their merch line, standing in front of the train doors as they open and close and I prefer to stay seated. Mostly aware of how dehydrated I am, which is a relief insofar as it diminishes all less corporeal thoughts. At Time Again, we make new friends with rare and inquisitive souls, which is really what the end of summer is all about. Writing on my phone on the walk home. Scribbling with kind of blurry eyes like an ipad baby on Delancey Street about the things that one has left to lose. Scribbling kind of incoherently about Health and Strong and Pervasive Senses. Scribbling Mother Teresa’s Rules For Humility. Speak as little as possible of oneself and Yield in discussion even though one is right and; well - what else am I supposed to do besides accept and embrace a Strong and Pervasive sense that things are as they are? Things were one way and now they are another. Things are harsher now in some ways, and more gentle in others. Tuesday, September 2 Woke up feeling very concerned about the decay of my physical form as a result of my bad habits and also by my newfound sense of passivity which I hope is driven by surrender and not by cynicism but one can really not be too sure. Woke up to a brand new delusion. In my dreams, someone was knocking on the door. They woke me up screaming. I stayed very quiet in response. Sunlight through my windows that I cannot bring myself to drape with curtains. Looked through the peephole. No one was there. Here are things I need to do: email the priests at Saint Joseph's to join OCIA and consider becoming Catholic despite my generally waspy sensibility. Finish and publish my substack. Create publicity materials for the play, go to class tomorrow, go to screening at Anthology Film tomorrow, write write write. Conjure up some sort of novel-like plot out of my hundreds of thousands of words of musings I keep in secret online documents. Make final edits on El Salvador piece and hope for the best. Conjure up some sort of plausible plot for my novel about gnosticism and also schizophrenia in people who seek to approximate the feeling of being famous by having friends online. Drop off laundry. Workout a lot. Maybe go sober. Certainly be sober-for-today. Today I am Cleansing. Today I am proud of myself in some ways and disappointed in others. Over plates of octopus and shrimp in lemon mustard sauce and pita and eggplant dip, Iris asks if she can treat me. Treat me to what, I asked. Do treatments for you, Iris explains. Treat me with iodine and thyroid and hypnosis. Treat me with methods opposite to my own. My own being mostly, a hysterical dipping in and out of notions of asceticism. Ok to some treatment, I say. Iris and I walk to the shops. The sky is still light but it is getting colder now. Iris buys dish soap and I slip sea kelp spray into my pocket. I have become quite destabilized by my afternoon visit to the glass apartment in the sky with the revolving doors. Not my apartment. No one's apartment. I am less like an orphan now. Iris and I walk back outside and down towards Seward Park. Iris says Sam knows a good aura cleanser. Not that I think the aura in the glass apartment in the sky is necessarily dark or doomed, Iris clarifies. I’d been telling Iris about some theories on the aura of things as dark and doomed. An invisible string but it was most of all bad. Ultimatums of gnosticism but they were delivered with nefarious intent.. Narcissistic to assume spiritual implications in the everyday, obviously. But how does one explain why they feel like they are floating by the time they are drifting up the stairs? On the Internet, they are making up real life retreats to enter the void. On the internet, they will take you to the Real Life House where you can Understand Real Life Consciousness. On the Internet, you can't live forever. Everyone realized that a few years back and I realized too, a few years after that. In Real Life you can maybe live forever, though. Everyone hopes so. I have been worrying, lately, that I hope so too. Wednesday, September 3 It’s Art Week in New York, which means less to me than it used to, besides for a pleasant rise in energies and things whirling back to life. I go to the first installment of the Marjorie Cameron series at Anthology Film Archive on account of Emillia’s recommendation and a slightly uneasy interest in the occult, tonight. An interest in witches who used to dance in a ring of rocking horses by my childhood home and a drive through Lily Dale with Riley in other lives, a few lives before this one. All that greenery and a long road alongside a lake towards the Psychic Capital Of The World. Hub of Mediums. Salmon Rushdie had been stabbed nearby a few years back. A psychic in Rhode Island had told me things would happen as I wanted them too but it would be first a thing of waiting, and secondly a thing of new architectures and spaces given that I’d been dealing in impossible conditions for awhile. Trying to make something stick in an Architecture of Unhappiness for a while. I stayed up til dawn over the weekend. Awoken to a Providence necklace placed around my neck and a burning desire to remove myself from the organ donor registry just in case. I worried about the morality of seeking loopholes as it pertained to the Providence Necklace, but a few days have passed and now it is Wednesday, early evening, tuck the tag under the collar of my shirt and began my hovering walk towards things that happen. The screening shows a Curtis Harrington film called Night Tide (1961), and it is about a girl who is a siren or perhaps it is just about Psychological Warfare, the ending leaves things a bit unclear. I've been nostalgic for the kind of California where I've never really been before. Nostalgic for things that never happened which I think is less a thing of clairvoyance and more a sense of how it all slips away but regardless; the shots are all of witchy Venice Beach and an apartment over the carousel that overlooks the sea and there is a bonfire on the rocks and some dancing that becomes a bit possessed due to dark forces - pulling my hair over my eyes like a blindfold for these parts - but I am thinking I could live in a place like this in spite of perhaps some evil. I have always thought I could float around it. I have always been arrogant in this way Thursday, September 4 Last night, I turned off the air conditioning and spilled Diet Pepsi on the baby pink rug in my sleep. Mom has shipped out baby blue curtains with white stripes and New York (the place where all my problems are) is starting to become a place that oscillates into something more calm. Sophie suggested baby pink curtains, and so I am making compromises in my mind. Compromising my own opinions and the opinions of others. Putting a lot of stock in the opinions of others. Putting a lot of stock in things improving drastically through the help of water in glass bottles and red light therapy and self hypnosis and religious conversion and swapping out the Cool White Linear Fluorescent Light Bulbs for something warmer. Everything becomes warm and still and the air is kind of heavy. I can lie very still for a while. Not forever, but definitely for now. You should just become one of those sociopathic writers who does insane things for the sake of writing, Iris advised me a few days ago. Yeah, I said. Like go to consciousness school in Argentina or conduct strange experiments with materiality on myself and others. Adopt a regiment of strange injections or move to Venice Beach to become Catholic and fight the occult there, too. Sitting on the edge of my bed in my New World in New York City. Closing my eyes and imagining Venice Beach as a magical little enclave with a witchy apartment over the carousel by the sea and arched doorways and conch shells and a jazz club and massage parlors and psychics on the piers. If I became a ruthless psychopath, what could I do in a place like this? In New York City (the city built on crystals). I am not feeling so ruthless. Self-experimentation without self-possession mostly leading towards destruction of a pretty boring variety. At least we don't live boring lives, I used to be told. There is nothing more boring than this, I used to say in response. Friday, September 5 Come in, come in, three psychics beckon on Sullivan Street, but I am pretty clear about how things have been and where they are going, and I would prefer to look for motifs in patterns and symbols and psychosomatic symptoms which reach a peak and then; abandon your whole entire life. That is one thing the psychics could tell me to do. Abandon your whole entire life. They could tell me to buy a whole new personality. I could buy a good fortune swimming in tea leaves and an aura cleansing from the psychics on Sullivan Street. I could buy a membership to witchcraft school and a flat in Venice Beach and a conflicted conscience when it comes to forces of good and evil and certainly, to things like health, sobriety, longevity. It's enticing to create pseudo intellectual or pseudo spiritual explanations for bad behavior when in reality things are obviously much more simple. Most actions are much too plain to qualify as any sort of performance or definitely any art. I'm working on becoming stupider, I told Iris. Will I become stupider? I asked the psychics. Will the apocalypse come sooner or later if the collective consciousness ideates on it or tries to stave it off? Is it better to be witchy but self protective, or ascetic but operating with self abandon. Where can one buy self possession? Taking the C-Train to Fort Greene Summer Fairyland where my dad and Sylvie wait for me at Aita and so everything is better. Plums and peaches and ricotta and octopus which the girls behind us are saying they don't eat after watching My Octopus Teacher (2020). Girls love to say they don't eat octopus after watching My Octopus Teacher (2020) but perhaps I am heartless, and I mostly just found the documentarian in that film to be kind of deranged and unreliable. Beef tartar and potato chips and Sylvie is talking about how she's aware of the balance of power in every single conversation and I'm saying I'm literally never aware of that I'm literally always just seeking equilibrium in any interaction that matters because conversation exists to reach understanding and Sylvie is saying no you are just always making sure that you are the one with the power in every conversation. I say no and she says yes and I say can we seek some equilibrium and she says you make sure that won't ever happen. The combat stops. My dad is asking Sylvie's boyfriend why he seeks intellectual inquiry. Sylvie's boyfriend is pointing out the famous people peppered around the bar. Goodbye you power hungry beast, I am telling Sylvie. My dad drives me back towards Manhattan. Animal skulls are scattered around his mini van and he says I can have a deer jaw for my new place if I want. Wrong turn through the Hubert Tunnel. Twenty-two dollar toll. Drop me off at the most Satanic Nightclub in New York to sulk soberly at the edge of an indoor pool and really lean into nihilism insofar as - what if we stayed for a while? I don't stay for a while. Manhattan night is teeming with people and the city is built on crystals. Good or bad ones? I haven't decided yet. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, September 9 From 7pm - 11pm at Night Club 101 — AltCitizen 15 Year Anniversary Show series launches with The Kickoff. Hosted by Brittany Marino. Featuring Lulu Van Trapp, Suo, D. Treuit. From 10pm - late, after party downstairs | Tickets: $15 advance, $20 doors
Mary Gaitskill

Mary Gaitskill is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between September 17, 2025 and January 14, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as ""Demonic Force" by Mary Gaitskill"; "books of Adorno and Mary Gaitskill". It most often appears alongside Celsius, Los Angeles, Night Club 101.

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Mary Gaitskill
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September 17, 2025
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January 14, 2026
September 17, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB — The Point celebrates the release of Issue 35 - What Is Violence For? There are a lot of great essays in this issue including “Demonic Force” by Mary Gaitskill, “American Idols” by Sam Kriss, and honorable mention, recent online article “Turbo America” by Sam Venis.
January 14, 2026 · Original source
WHAT I DID Monday, January 5 Start the year at Cassandra’s apartment, and then a few days pass kind of breathless and stranded in this way. Her bedroom looks over St Vincent’s Ferrer, and it is light filled and sweet. Cards and paper star cut outs hung on red ribbon stream down the edges of the cream walls. A seashell necklace, Mary Magdalene portrait, books of Adorno and Mary Gaitskill. The bible. When my friends leave for the day, I do not. Rush of opening doors and boots on wood and winter air, and then they are gone. Cassandra’s apartment is very clean. It strikes me, somewhat uneasily, that everything I touch appears slightly less precise when I’m the one returning it to its proper place. Face oil left off kilter and kind of dripping. A little bit bad at treading gently in this place where I am a guest and everything is delicate and gorgeous. Wearing my friend’s Adidas pajamas and drinking water and taking Advil in thick blue translucent pill form. Writing down the things I no longer care to reflect on. A lot can happen in a year, I tell Cassandra, but then again, a lot can happen in one day or one hour or one minute, even, so best to be kind of chill about it. We go to Heidelberg for herring and brown bread and hot raspberries in ice cream and apple strudel at night. We go to CVS for baby food and tooth brushes and nicotine gum. The evenings uptown are more sparkling and quiet. Back at the apartment, and I can’t stop talking about all the things I want to do or places I want to move. California, Switzerland, El Salvador. Uptown, to a four bedroom apartment with my four best friends. Lying on Cassandra’s couch wearing a blue sweater under a gray blanket and drinking flower power kombucha this morning. Cassandra gets ready for work and offers general hospitality. Eat any fruits and vegetables you want, Cassandra tells me. She lists them like a game. Ad libs. She was teaching me how to type cast a person as “Lego” or “Dust Bowl” or “Victorian Orphan,” last night. Blueberries, shallots, pickles, seeded mustard from the Amish farm stand. I tell Cassandra that she’ll come home to find I have devoured all of her arugula with my bare hands. Later, I wear Cassandra’s blue sweater and black ballet flats and take my own belongings clutched in my arms in a cab downtown. Am I crazy, or did you take my black ballet flats, Cassandra texts, that evening. We discuss an exchange. Tomorrow’s plans. My polyester black gown bartered for Cassandra’s blue sweater and black ballet flats. We’ll meet at mass, lunch, The Frick, The Met, the play, the party. The light is blue gray in my apartment, and all the windows steam over when the hot water is on. All the windows steam over because my apartment is very small, and because the bathroom has no doors. A New Year should feel psychedelic, not sluggish, one of my friends said, a few days back. Psychedelic??? I said. What about crisp and clear???? After my dream where there is No Air Left, I come to consciousness with concerns about redemption. Something about bad habits and something omnipresent left unsaid. Sun and light and real sort of detox incoming and yes this has all happened or is happening or needs to happen soon. Sirens outside the foggy window. Gentle winter sunrise. Watching Darling (1965) on my computer as it gets light outside. The Schlesinger film where Julie Christie whirls about all thrilled to find it’s not too late, even though, of course, it is. Back on my phone, I’m checking prediction markets and trackers and fortune tellers and all the things I’m trying to avoid for religious and also paranoid reasons. My fears are all confirmed. Reading the stars. That voice in your head telling you everything will work out fine is wrong, they say. Sound of shattering glass crystallizing outside my open window this morning. I can sense, therefore, more than see, bright morning light starting to seep through. Thank God. It was a few days of gluttony last week. Last days of bohemia, but it was different from the bohemia of before. Different from the times that we were all manic from the wind and cold and early January where everything or nothing happens all at once. Everything used to be reeling. I miss Butterfly Club. Ex-best friends are forever. I’ve been talking about being ascetic for reasons of necessity, and also because simulated intensity can only do so much when it comes to keeping a life pure. Morning, now, and I don’t remember my dreams but I jolted awake ready to chase the same thoughts in circles. Washington Square Park is bright and feeling like spring today, because the snow is melting and the trees and lights are coming down. Pine piles looking a little lonely under the park archway. Something a bit melancholy about it. Dead and gone. Nothing to overthink. Cassandra comes downtown for mass and black ballet flat retrieval, and then she goes uptown to clean her apartment and do good things so she can be a good person. Your apartment is already so clean, I want to tell Cassandra. Cassandra is telling me about the only girl in the world who are funny. I went to tell Cassandra about someone who said me and one other girl and one specific nun are only girls who are funny, but the conversation moves on before I can assert my piece. And I think I’m mostly funny when I’m being mimetic, anyway. Better at knowing funny than at being funny myself. Cassandra is telling me about childlike wonder. Washed my face with La Rouche Possay cleanser and Japanese milk toner and did Big 6 Lymphatic drainage which is supposed to do things like give you the whites of your eyes back and also cleanse your insides through and through, this morning. Procured a Celsius and cool minty zyn from the fridge. Procured green juice and cliff bar and sat in Prada boots, for a while, on the edge of my bed. I do feel confident things will work out in the end, Cassandra texts me. Only if no spiritual blockage with vice or isolation, I text her in response. What if we had seven more hours of daylight, my friend said tonight, but I like it when it is four pm and I’ve completed my day of obligations and the fading daylight matches a sense of completion. I wore a tan skirt with no tights because they all keep running and a black long sleeve tee and sneakers to do venue tours and other obligations. I thought you were coming from the gym when I saw you wearing shorts, my friend said, after I ran into him on the street. I’m not wearing shorts, but I am wearing sneakers because I keep on procuring mysterious injuries, I said in response. It was a strange December and then a good January, incoming. Good, because it is quiet. Good, because I think I sense things picking up. Can I see a menu, I asked the bartender, at a dive bar, later that night. There is no menu, because this is a dive bar, the bartender told me. Can I get something warm, I asked. The bartender fired up the kettle. Imagine seeking out attention to get only the negative aspects of fame like stalkers and rage, my friends were saying, at the dive bar. Imagine selling out your friends to cloy for low hanging fruit. Imagine turning twenty-six. Imagine playing pool. Imagine moving to Los Angeles, California, or San Salvador, El Salvador, or Geneva, or even Austin I would move anywhere, I was saying to my friends. I would move across the country or even the world and become very sweet or even very bored. My friends were talking about people for whom spectacle is just real life. You assume that everyone is excited to go back to real life, and then you realize that they have no real life. So these are the people that you’re supposed to avoid. And then after that, everyone was talking about religion again. Which is sort of crystallizing to be the topic these days, or even this year. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Wednesday, January 14 A few good downtown art openings tonight (6pm - 9pm) — At 56 Henry; works by Yifan Jiang and Sareh Imani. At Entrance; Seth Cameron’s first New York exhibition in six years. At Post Times; Elberto Muller solo show.
Matt

Matt is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between November 27, 2025 and February 15, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Matt and Matt perched in the corridor by the bathroom"; "Matt suggests that we all shut up"; "Matt suggests that we all shut up. Everyone watch the ad, he says". It most often appears alongside Cassandra, Lily, Soho.

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November 27, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Monday, November 17 After the summer passed and I started fresh one million billion times and nothing really happened all autumn which is always how it kind of goes this time of year, I realized I’d been trying to be a bit too ethereal about it. There were certain ways I actually spent my days, after all. One tried to become more private, and instead, one started to simply become a bit obtuse. On Saturday, Lily invited me to the Philharmonic with friends, for example. Composed and conducted by John Adams to create “jazz-inflected take on film noir’s gritty sound world” as well as “a tribute to the Northern California coastline.” This was nice, because everything I’d been imagining for months now was all misty shores and temperate gray climates and so it was nice to hear the music and imagine kind of floating in that. Sat there kind of ignorant about it all, but liking the ideas that form in one’s subconscious in conjunction to classical music and the high ceilings and fancy rooms and watching the conductor move like a marionette. That was like drugs, Lily said, after. Phillip Glass was seated a few seats over the last time we were here, my new friends said, before. It was not quite midtown in Winter but Lincoln Center was still starting to glow, what with the horses and the Christmas trees and an older demographic of opera and film and philharmonic-goers all dressed up. Negronis in sippy-cups and vodka at the Russian Tea Room, and Lily’s artist boss had dressed her for the occasion and so she looked kind of sparkling in a long green skirt and a wool coat with a shoulder-hook for her purse. You look like a martini, I told Lily. I wore tights from the Internet and a dress from my ex-roomate and a falling-apart-purse from my ex-boyfriend and black shoes from my mother. You look like a whiteclaw, Lily told me, but she said it very kindly and so I didn’t take offense. After, our new friends showed us the lines in the road where the horse manure and hay had become indented to permanence, and they showed us a fountain where once an old woman was seen wrangling snakes, and they showed us an apple store they’d robbed, and they assisted the blind. We followed the blind man onto the subway and then later I was at downtown bars where it’s the same thing over and over again. Matt and Matt perched in the corridor by the bathroom. Ran into a friend fresh off of working a Palantir-Party. It could have been so good in theory, she explained. They’d rented out multiple bars and catered Carbone and a martini tower, after all. But the dry ice was kind of glitching and San Francisco people all wear aura rings even on nights-out and on the bright side, they left behind thousands and thousands of dollars in parmesan cheese. What else? Two dresses arrived in the night from resale Cinq de Sept and Gil Rodriguez and I laid them out on my perfectly made bed all black and christmas white. I wrote a small review about a book about a girl who idolizes the apocalypse because she does not desire to get old. I was paralyzed, for a while, which come to think of it, was what stirred all that talk about momentum. For breakfast, I am served a rotten egg at the gym on Prince Street. It emerges in a plastic cup and it is sheened in dark brown sludge. This egg is rotten, I cautiously tell the man who is working behind the counter. Oh, the man says, and then he opens his palms like he hopes for me to place the plastic box and rotting egg in them. We both seem unsure of what to do. Oh I’m sorry, he says. It’s ok, I say. And then he hands me a barbell bar in response. Like we are doing barter and trade. Cassandra tells me a story about one of her favorite days of her life. We were all on the peninsula for the week, by the ocean, in the room with the big wooden bed and the canopy curtains and the patchwork quilts. We let Cassandra and Celia in around mid afternoon, and we were all watching the boats float by on the window. And I was doing a rubix cube, Cassandra says. And you were getting so mad. And the day went on forever, I tell Cassandra Not forever, Cassandra says. I do remember writing down everything everyone said, though. Now, everything hovering hovering hovering. New Moon, tomorrow. Grab all that crisp and frozen air that’s hovering so thin it could snap, and maybe it will. November snaps in half and all the other omens and things-that-could-happen come spilling out. All because of the New Moon. All because of the artificial intelligence apocalypse. All because I’m reading the book that Alice Bailey’s demon wrote. Not to get too new age about it... WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Wednesday, November 26 From 7:00 - 9:00pm at The Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — Hillsdale opened yesterday, and there’s another performance tonight! A play written by Roman D’Ambrosio and directed by Rabiah Rowther. “During homecoming weekend at the infamous conservative Hillsdale College, former fraternity brothers, and the women they love, reunite. As the weekend unfolds and the drinking increases, the alumni question their relationship with each other and the promises they were told. | This is a very unique play that I’m excited about. Definitely worth seeing. tickets here (additional performances Nov 28
February 15, 2026 · Original source
Feeling like I am kind of on a leash Sunday, February 8 Now, I am in my room and I am feeling ok. I am lying under my big white comforter in a green cashmere sweater, black Amazon tights, tennis skirt, nothing is messy anymore. After today’s reading group, where the discussion was about Virtue and Vice, Cassandra and Olivia and some others and I walked over to Washington Square Diner. I used to frequent Washington Square Diner at night, but in the day everything was brighter and I liked it better this way. I ordered black coffee and lemon tea and was happy with this choice, as no one seemed particularly pleased with the sandwiches that they kept on trotting out. Dry chicken, huge bread. I’m a snob, I’m a snob, Olivia kept saying. Sorry, she was saying. Sorry but I just feel really fucking bored. I added splenda to my water kind of indignantly, and stirred it around feeling strange. Olivia was talking about how it’s fine to eat anything if you’re on a desert island. It’s fine to eat bacon if the desert island is the prison-of-your mind and it’s the-only-food-you-like. Cassandra was talking about how none of her friends were getting married anytime soon, and so perhaps she’d have to conjure up a wedding of her own. Yeah, sorry, I was saying. Why sorry? Cassandra asked. There was way too much food on the table, and I think that this was the part that was throwing off everybody’s vibe. There was a new Cool Sips soda shop where Pepsi is mixed with heavy cream in town, and so after lunch, there was talk of maybe we go. Maybe we go drink heavy cream and diet Pepsi. Maybe we go weightlifting. Maybe we buy cottage cheese which is calories-per-pound-per-protein-per - I never really understood these things - better than chicken. Maybe we all go home. Whilst talking about protein in ground beef and also cottage cheese and also high cholesterol versus heavy metals, Olivia reminded us that the number one health factor is joy. At home, I am sitting on the edge of my bed in a black skirt and Lafayette striped cream sweater and brown snow and salt stained Prada boots. Thinking about self fulfilling prophecies. I will not drink and I will not look particularly pretty and I will not be socially offputting and strange. I don’t need to share every word of my google doc diaries. Twenty-five-thousand words written this week in google doc diaries because I just can’t cut myself off. Real-life-diaries. Real-life-compulsions. Fake-life-blog, maybe. In the afternoon, I walk over to a kind of industrial style Japanese coffee shop to meet Lily for tea. I am wearing a thin spring coat, no gloves, and the wind chill is negative-fifteen. My face is sort of swollen as a product of bad habits, but I am hoping to blame expedited deterioration on wind burn. I run into my priest walking quickly, somewhere around West 4th. Are you crying, my priest shouts in my direction. Just cold, I say in response. I walk for twelve more minutes, and when I reach the Japanese Coffee shop, my hands are burning and there are tears streaming down my face. A product of the cold, no-emotion, I tell Lily. The coffee shop is lined with narrow benches, and Lily lets me occupy the one-free-seat because it is clear that I am feeling fragile. She hovers above me holding silver trays, pistachio milk, black coffee, chocolate chip cookies. I feel like maybe I shouldn’t move to Los Angeles, she sighs, when I finish telling her my week of whirling hotel stories. I feel like in Los Angeles, everyone pretends that they don’t care about nice things. I drink my coffee in a few big sips, and I am feeling better at talking than listening. Did you write anything down about the people my party last week, Lily asks me. I nod, and pull up my notes. Most of my friends call girls ‘girls’ I say, The people at the party called ‘girls’ ‘women.‘ Lily smiles. It’s a posture just the same. At night, at the Superbowl party, in an apartment where the walls were recently washed a sort of deep-cloud blue, and the drinks are made with vodka and coconut water and grapefruit juice and on the side, some champagne, I arrive late. I’ve been making the drinks kind of strong, which I know you like, Savannah says. The advertisements this year are all made by Artificial Intelligence. The only advertisement not visibly made by Artificial Intelligence in an anti-hate ad wherein an antisemitic attack is covered up by a blue square, and two students walk off screen in redeemed solidarity. When this advertisement begins to play, Matt suggests that we all shut up. Everyone watch the ad, he says. The advertisement finishes, and then all the boys’ phones begin to buzz. Did you just see the ad, all the boys’ friends are asking the boys. They are all really into things like hot-ticket-cultural-discourse. What did you do last night? Matt asks me, later after everyone is already all a little drunk, and I am curled up on the couch, eating pistachios, staring at the screen. I hung out with my new friends, I tell Matt. I am feeling triumphant, and a little bit sad. Who are your new friends? Matt asks. Very nice and very promising people, I tell Matt. Don’t tell anyone that I’m making new friends, I tell Matt. I won’t, Matt responds. I won’t, because it doesn’t sound like you are. Later, trying to leave, and everyone is stuck. I think your taxi is blocking mine, Matt texts. I think a cop car is blocking me. Everyone is trying to honk louder than the car before. I was playing tetris in the snow and now we’re playing tetris at the wheel. Tetris on Houston street. My taxi makes a fake-out breakaway left and I speed away. Writing everything down in my apartment, back home. My moods are very predictable. I write about systems. I’m telling my computer that it’s never really about me. Watch how the patterns repeat. Could a human girl be so good at cycles? I’m telling my computer that I’m the best human girl at cycles. I’m the best at downward spirals. I’m the best at it’s happening over and over and over again. I’m not an evil genius. Writing like I’m top-of-class (fifth grade). Writing like I’m queen of staying up late. Window is closed tonight because outside it is just too cold. Drinking Perrier not Evian because I have ambitions of aesthetic cohesion. Dream logic. Magic logic. I am too tired to miss anything, and I am too caught up in self-surveillance to be really running on anything other than vibes. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Sunday, February 15 From 8pm at Night Club 101 — Punisher returns with a post Valentine’s Day debrief. Readings by Megsuperstarprincess, Riley Mac, Nicole Sellew, Francesca D’Alessandro, Dove Ginsburg, and Ava Doorley. Party to follow with ​​The Heaven Forever. Mélange á seven. | RSVP here.
From 8pm - 11pm at The Center for Theatre Research — Matthew Gasda’s Doomers returns. “In humanity’s last act… who plays God?”
Matthew Davis

Matthew Davis is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between August 14, 2024 and February 17, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Matthew Davis celebrates the launch of his debut novel Let Me Try Again"; "featuring Bruce Wagner, Noah Kumin, Matthew Davis, Emmalea Russo, and David Fishkind". It most often appears alongside Betsey Brown, Confessions, Jean's.

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August 14, 2024 · Original source
Wednesday, August 14 at 6:30pm - Matthew Davis celebrates the launch of his debut novel Let Me Try Again — “An electric picaresque charting a young Jewish man’s spiral of neurotic pride and self-improvement within a culture that only caters to his worst impulses”. Matthew will be in conversation with Adam Friedland at McNally Jackson Seaport on the occasion.
February 17, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Sovereign House — Magdalene Taylor hosts an Arcade Publishing Event, featuring Bruce Wagner, Noah Kumin, Matthew Davis, Emmalea Russo, and David Fishkind. Excellent writers, free drinks, and “something to offend everyone.”
Maurane

Maurane is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between May 27, 2025 and February 15, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "co-directors and subjects, Maurane and Billy Pedlow"; "co-directed by Billy Pedlow and Maurane". It most often appears alongside Billy Pedlow, Doomers, Hudson River.

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May 27, 2025
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February 15, 2026
May 27, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm at KGB Bar —- Me And My Victim screening, Q&A, and party - “Blurring the line between fiction and nonfiction, Me and My Victim is about co-directors and subjects, Maurane and Billy Pedlow, who are not quite friends and not quite lovers and the true, messy, and kind-of-fucked-up story about how they met.” After Party to follow the screening at Paul's Baby Grand. Hosted by Cassidy Grady.
February 15, 2026 · Original source
From 8pm at Cinema Village — Another New York screening of Me and My Victim; co-directed by Billy Pedlow and Maurane. | Tickets here
Meg Superstar Princess

Meg Superstar Princess is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between October 07, 2024 and September 26, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by Meg Superstar Princess, Zoey Greenwald, Jack Meriwether, Maddie Vasquez, and Chariot Wish"; "Readings by Meg Superstar Princess, Zoey Greenwald, Jack Meriwether"; "Patrick McGraw, JT LeRoy and Meg Superstar Princess open for Laura Albert". It most often appears alongside Time Again, After Hours, Agnes Enkh.

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October 07, 2024
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September 26, 2025
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October 07, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB — Riley Mac and Montana James Thomas introduce the first installment of STRAIGHT GIRLS. Readings by Meg Superstar Princess, Zoey Greenwald, Jack Meriwether, Maddie Vasquez, and Chariot Wish.
September 26, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at EARTH — Patrick McGraw, JT LeRoy and Meg Superstar Princess open for Laura Albert.
Mia Vallet

Mia Vallet is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between July 08, 2024 and March 25, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "directed by Beckett Rosset, Jonah Howell, Mia Vallet, and Noelle Franco"; "a theater presentation directed by Beckett Rosset, Jonah Howell, Mia Vallet, and Noelle Franco"; "Mia Vallet as Sonya, half bursting with youthful vigor and potential". It most often appears alongside Jean's, KGB, Tense.

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Mia Vallet
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July 08, 2024
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March 25, 2025
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@imia.__
July 08, 2024 · Original source
Friday, July 19 at 8pm - Beckett Rosset and TENSE are back at The Locker Room for a Sultry Summer Soirée. August Lamm, Nico Walker, Peter Vack, and Beckett himself, will be reading, accompanied by performances from Cassidy Grady and Johnny St. Grace, and a theater presentation directed by Beckett Rosset, Jonah Howell, Mia Vallet, and Noelle Franco.
March 25, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Sunday, March 15 When I have a tablespoon of manuka honey with a sprinkle of sea salt before bed, I wake up feeling electric. My whole body is pulsing. It’s like a chemical reaction, almost. Very strange. When I record my letters like it’s a podcast or something, sitting at the marble kitchen table in my empty foggy living room, the recordings process and save like I am somewhere else. A restaurant nearby, maybe. The files label themselves. Finest Goods #1, Finest Goods #2, Finest Goods #9, Finest Goods #12. I do feel quite stupid, doing all of this. I’m sorry to speak like this. I’m sorry to be late or even absent, again. Long Island, Saint Patrick’s Day, my mom and my aunt and my cousins have me for dinner uptown and so I claw myself out of the apartment for this evening occasion. The health stuff is starting to feel more under control, thank god. It was starting to freak me out at the play last night. “There is no physical illness without mental connection, conceptualization, perception,” it was one of those words. Madelyn reminded me. I’m fine, really. I bought cold pressed rosehip oil and I bought multi-peptides + copper peptides. I bought four pints of ice cream to bring to the dinner tonight. I bought pink Kate Spade ballet flats and black Marc Jacobs riding boots and black manolo blahnik ballet flats, too, for soooo cheap vintage, but then when they arrived at my door, within minutes of arriving at my door, someone stole them! I am mostly upset because these things were a real splurge. I am also upset, because these things were one of a kind. Honestly, I am less upset about the one of a kind part. I am not too precious when it comes to things of fashion. The play last night was great. Matthew Gasda’s Uncle Vanya on Huron Street. Uncle Vanya at ArtX, because the water on Huron Street was shut off for the week. Admittedly, I never saw Uncle Vanya at The Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research in its original run, but I was glad to see it in this bigger space, here - the insularity and the claustrophobia and the suffocating sense of everybody speaking and nobody being heard given ever-so-slightly more air in this room of high ceilings than in a living room loft. November - I was in a too small airbnb outside Albany New York and I almost punched a hole in the glass window. There was too much gray sleet, and no escape. I did not break the window, but I was somewhat awestruck by the potential for violence elicited by even the early aughts of claustrophobia. Which is to say, this is a bit of how I felt while watching Vanya. Dimes Square was insular, but the characters kind of love it. Vanya is insular, and there is literally no escape. What happens when you cannot leave, when there is nowhere to go, when the path lays itself bare at your feet and the options are bleak? It is not a hopeful story, though not nihilistic really, either. George Olesky is brilliant as The Doctor, Bob Laine as a kind of hapless Vanya, Asli Mumtas as the beautiful and listless Yelena, Mia Vallet as Sonya, half bursting with youthful vigor and potential, and then veering into a nearly manic and finally resigned pitch, as it becomes clear there will be no actualization. No salvation, either. I have thought before that desperation reeks, but this play suggests instead, that it festers. The characters who can leave, do. Those who must stay, are forced to find something else. What that something is remains a bit ambiguous. Integrity, perhaps. Hope in death and in God. Monday, March 16 I entered into all this fugue state psychosis yesterday. The guy my friends ran into at the bar yesterday entered into all this unrequited love psychosis. People can be so evil. That’s the last thing I texted my boyfriend before I basically blacked out on Saturday: people can be so evil. In my glass house, it was pouring pouring pouring rain last night. I felt so nostalgic for that apartment last night, even as it still remains mine, now. I felt like I could suddenly remember what it was for this apartment to be all new. There was no clutter last June. There was a sudden arrival in a place that was suddenly mine. It was freshly cleaned and there was all this space, it was like infinity it was like, all this light, oh my god, all this air and light and space, this will never get old. My mother says that about the fields behind the house sometimes: I moved in and I wondered if it would ever get old and it never did, she says. But she’s been there twenty-five years. humid summer air and thrifted propped up fans still blowing hot air through the white wood corridors on august mornings. I’ve been here nine months and I am already starting to stagnate. Which I guess is to say: I’m spoiled or, maybe I’m boring. Last night, I was nothing but happy. Tuesday, March 17 How to redeem yourself? Wednesday, March 18 Places this week: Cafe Reggio, The Public Library, Elizabeth Street Garden, Lucien for drinks, Fanelli Cafe for dinner. My roof every morning and night because it is spring now. Spring again. Spring at last. Thursday, March 19 And something gives in a permanent way. New practices, new routines, you cannot continue like this, and so you wake up one day and you don't. There has been a lot that has been beautiful and then, there has been me taking myself out of all this beauty. And you don't become so didactic and harsh and full empty promises. You just give yourself some willpower and then you give yourself some peace. I'm feeling really really really really annoyed on the plane to El Salvador. I'm sorry. This part isn't supposed to be in the story. I will tell you the real story, soon. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, March 25 From 6:30pm at McNally Jackson Seaport — Jamie Hood presents her new memoir Trauma Plot, in conversation with Rayne Risher-Quann.
Michael Bible

Michael Bible is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between February 25, 2025 and March 17, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Sean Thor Conroe, Michael Bible, and Harold Rogers discuss Faulkner"; "Ft. K Hank Jost, Izzy Casey, Michael Bible, and Liza St. James". It most often appears alongside Anika Jade Levy, David, Jackiearielle.

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February 25, 2025 · Original source
Doors @ 7PM, event @ 8PM at 8 St. Marks Place — The Nonschool presents a live recording of 1 storypod. Sean Thor Conroe, Michael Bible, and Harold Rogers discuss Faulkner.
March 17, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm at 8 St. Marks — The NonSchool hosts an evening of readings with musical accompaniment. Ft. K Hank Jost, Izzy Casey, Michael Bible, and Liza St. James.
Michel Auder

Michel Auder is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between February 25, 2025 and November 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "OCD Chinatown presents Michel Auder's Cleopatra (1970, 126 minutes)"; "Arcane celebrates its launch ft Michel Auder"; "ft Michel Auder, Rose Salane, Tommy Malekoff". It most often appears alongside Anika Jade Levy, Fiona Duncan, New York.

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February 25, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm — OCD Chinatown presents Michel Auder’s Cleopatra (1970, 126 minutes), standing “as an iconoclastic gesture against dogmatic systems of cinema and its genres”
November 12, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 9pm at The River — Arcane celebrates its launch with screenings and readings, ft Michel Auder, Rose Salane, Tommy Malekoff, Valentina Vaccarella, Kye Christensen-Knowles, Nico Lou Carrasquillo, Antoine Clauss, Montana Thomas, and Jacob Ace.
Michelle Lhooq

Michelle Lhooq is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between October 21, 2024 and October 28, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Michelle Lhooq of Rave New World presents a double screening"; "a short film by Michelle Lhooq on an underground rave"; "a short film by Michelle Lhooq on an underground rave in Singapore". It most often appears alongside Brooklyn, Canal Projects, Chengdu.

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Michelle Lhooq
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October 21, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at Canal Projects — Michelle Lhooq of Rave New World presents a double screening of a short film on Singapore’s nightlife underground, and a feature film documentary depicting rave culture in Chengdu, China. After party to follow.
October 28, 2024 · Original source
There’s the Rave New World screening at Canal Projects tonight; two back to back films on rave culture in Asia - a short film by Michelle Lhooq on an underground rave in Singapore, followed by Ben Mullinkson’s feature documentary The Last Year of Darkness documenting alternative nightlife in Chengdu, China. The first is more of a traditional documentary, chronically one night out in a country that is not very conducive to going out - Singapore has the strictest drug laws in the world. The second screens like a narrative movie, the third wall breaks only once, a drag performer stands in a ball gown on the street at dawn, they get undressed, they get ready in the mirror, they meet online, they meet in a club, they meet in a warehouse, the night ends, the nights end, the years end, etc.
There’s a lucidity in both films that I appreciate. Raving is lucid in many senses, more so than the realms of nightlife I typically frequent. More explicit in its transgression but less explicit in its hedonism, maybe? I’ve only been to raves sober, only in Berlin, only with my sister or more often alone, and I remember those nights very clearly. Buildings like mazes and whimsical gardens and a recollection of those evenings as all very wholesome, even though the contents of the parties were explicitly, not. Regardless, that was Berlin, and when I ask Michelle Lhooq if she sees a nihilism in raving she says that yes, a bit, in places like Berlin and New York, but not really in Asia - where rebellion and novelty and stories of tradition and folklore and myth in the art of it all, gives life to something profoundly optimistic.
I’m interested in drugs as something that I Cannot Do, not for lack of desire but really for sheer lack of sanity. I’m interested in California Sober as something I kind of wish was for me, but which is definitively not. Michelle Lhooq coined the term, and she describes its virality as a sign of the shifting paradigm away from alcohol but not necessarily towards asceticism, towards instead, something else. I’m interested in partying if nothing is at stake. This sounds didactic, but I mean it so sincerely - the stake of things often do give them their value, the depth of escapism lies on what you are escaping, this isn’t necessarily political but it definitely can be, etc etc etc.
Michelle Rosenberg

Michelle Rosenberg is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between December 22, 2025 and January 27, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "ft... Toussaint Rosefort, Michelle Rosenberg"; "ft ... Michelle Rosenberg"; "ft Anders Lindseth, Toussaint Rosefort, Michelle Rosenberg, Gregory Gangemi". It most often appears alongside 3, Alexander Perrelli, Anders Lindseth.

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Michelle Rosenberg
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December 22, 2025
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January 27, 2026
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December 22, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm - late at Beverley’s — P R O V ??️ D E N C E opens, ft Anders Lindseth, Toussaint Rosefort, Michelle Rosenberg, Gregory Gangemi, and Alexander Perrelli. - “As beauty-seeking people, we scan the horizon for patterns of natural alignment, looking for what is right. These transcendental moments bring us to an understanding that our individual realities are part of a greater rhythmic whole.”
January 27, 2026 · Original source
From 8pm - late at Beverley’s — P R O V ??️ D E N C E opens, ft Anders Lindseth, Toussaint Rosefort, Michelle Rosenberg, Gregory Gangemi, and Alexander Perrelli. - “As beauty-seeking people, we scan the horizon for patterns of natural alignment, looking for what is right. These transcendental moments bring us to an understanding that our individual realities are part of a greater rhythmic whole.”
Mo Yasin

Mo Yasin is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between May 06, 2025 and July 23, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "It kicks off with Brian DeGraw, Mo Yasin, Will Welch, and more"; "Rats returns with Bogie Nights Band and Mo Yasin". It most often appears alongside Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research, Confessions, EARTH.

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May 06, 2025 · Original source
From 10pm - 4am at Nublu — Rats is a new party series I am quite excited about. It kicks off with Brian DeGraw, Mo Yasin, Will Welch, and more. | Tickets $20, no list.
July 23, 2025 · Original source
From 10pm - 2am at Nublu — Rats returns with Bogie Nights Band and Mo Yasin. - “the news is bad but the music is good.”
Montana Thomas James

Montana Thomas James is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between December 22, 2025 and January 14, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Riley Mac & Montana Thomas James bring back Straight Girls". It most often appears alongside 169 Bar, 56 Henry, @lucdarcy.

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December 22, 2025
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December 22, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Bar — Riley Mac & Montana Thomas James bring back Straight Girls, with readings from Anna Birch, Whitney Mallett, Bunny Rogers, Sam Anderson, and Tilghman Goldsborough.
January 14, 2026 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Bar — Riley Mac & Montana Thomas James bring back Straight Girls, with readings from Anna Birch, Whitney Mallett, Bunny Rogers, Sam Anderson, and Tilghman Goldsborough.
Mother Teresa

Mother Teresa is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between July 15, 2025 and September 09, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "I was told once that I thought that I was something like Mother Theresa"; "Scribbling Mother Teresa's Rules For Humility". It most often appears alongside Camille Sojit Pejcha, Iris, Le Bain.

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July 15, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Monday, July 7 On the upper west side there are big french windows. green branches outside and you can’t see the street. There is a gray townhouse across the way, marble framing, air conditioning in the attic. I have crashed here before. I have been to the central park zoo. I have whispered on the whisper bench. I took cigarettes from the apartment before I left. I moved to Berlin once. I came back and I came here. I got a job at a gallery. I was given a life the next winter. There was a life before. I am not vindictive at all. I am waiting for a collapse that has not come. 12.23.24 - Today; a crisp clear morning of ice and snow and dreamy clarity at home. I haven't felt this at peace in the country in so long, I haven't felt able to access this place in forever. Now, something shifts. 12.28.24 - The idea being of course, that once you realize the shortness of the time you have, you become paralyzed of wasting it. 1.17.25 - After I floated through the kitchen for a while I remarked, oh this is a lazy morning. You consider jumping around with your soulmate all day lazy?, I was asked. 1.21.25 - I screamed my lifemylifemylifemylife too and then I put a towel in my mouth in the bathroom and I bit down hard. 1.26.25 - we talk about values — which we mostly share I went to Fanelli Cafe The Roxy Hotel and The Party and then who knows. I took a North Face backpack all about town. I took a Prada purse. I took a call. I took a meeting. I took beet juice at lunch. I took water with dinner. I forgot how to write. Artificial Intelligence remembered how to tell me about psychosis. Artificial Intelligence remembered how to affirm. I remembered my humility. I remembered how to recite advice. It is not that things are good. Where is my spiral? I have been checking my notes. If all adds up, then there should have been some spiral. It’s spiraling all around me. I wrote a letter. I didn’t tell everyone. There is nothing really left to write. The end was not so much the artistic sort of thing. I am still still still. I have heard the news. I have heard the latest. Split screen. Split personality. I used to write it like performance art. It is insane, at a certain point, to insist it is performance art. Queen of the Fairies, the signs say in Bushwick. They're talking on the phone on the street and so they seem schizophrenic, my dad says in Bushwick. Schizophrenic is not always as it seems, I am smirking in Bushwick. No one is laughing. Everyone is graceful. I keep on ruining the vibe. I was told once that I thought that I was something like Mother Theresa. You write like this and so you ruin what is sacred. Some things are sacred. Artificial Intelligence cut me off. Artificial Intelligence caught a whiff of my vibe. Tuesday, July 8 There is a fire by the ocean and gray gray gray dusk and I had wine against my own best interest. I thought I would say, here is what I recall. I recall nothing. There is so much I could distinguish from the wreck of it all. I'm ok but you are not so in this world today, Iris is saying on the beach. I recall we went to The Folly. I closed the door in the bathroom up the stairs. I ate Chicken and Rice, Joe's Pizza, Springbone Kitchen, Two Martinis. Throw the butter from the fridge in the trash because it really smells like rot. I was not always convinced that everything was about to rot, but I was always pretty sure about the butter. It all becomes a bit trite in writing. Not in recollection. I wish I could recall so much of anything at all. What are your favorite furniture items in memory, my dad asks Iris after the beach. Iris says a yellow ottoman. My dad lights a fire. My dad is on StreetEasy. I'm on that artificial intelligence wave in a big way. You can tell I've developed the habit because I sound abruptly so much stupider. You can tell I have little ground to stand on because, absence, no memory, relinquish nostalgia and I have nothing to say. I liked the little wooden chairs by the fire in Massachusetts. I like my map of Buzzards Bay. I liked the wooden table at a house surrounded by all that green. I did first like the Bacchus mask in New York, though I am learning to be cautious with symbolism and the thing of what you may conjure. My dad liked the bed he built into his cabin. There are people who build cabins. There are people whose whims don't dictate their attacks. There are people who are just one person all at once. The dog chased the coyote up the beach and I chased the crab apple path up towards the house and there is a paisley blanket and an oil painting of a woman in a long pleat white dress and a black hat with a black bow and a small child with his hand clutched in hers. Wednesday, July 9 Lying on the speckled blue sheets under a canopy of white veil thinking about how I’m going to get the fuck back to the city. Thinking about where I am going to live. I am going to need to pull a lot of favors. I will not be listless. Wander around my all new neighborhood in a daze of self abandon. Abandon limbo. It will be interesting to see what happens when I abandon limbo. I suspect that it'll be nothing good. Were you so addicted to the chaos? Iris asks me. Will you need to manufacture new situations to respond to? It’s just that, reckless abandon doesn't really bother me, I say. It’s not so much that this is necessarily what I crave. There is a music box and I am noticing my initials on the inside. There are mussels in coconut milk and bluefish on the porch and I was quiet quiet quiet today, though I get the sense that suddenly all around me, it is beginning to happen fast fast fast. Thursday, July 10 I stopped with all the quiet and then I regretted it in an instant. There are gray walls like paper maché and a white wooden canopy bed frame and a toy boat all tan and teal green propped up on the bookshelf. You have been lying in every bed in the house, Iris said. Rotate them like musical chairs. I was not so sure where I should land. I was lying on a yellow bedspread, then. Dusk, then. The curtains were drawn but they were light and sheer and easy to imagine what was just on the other side. Friday, July 11 New York is pulsing pulsing pulsing summer and I am glad to be back even just, to do little with it. Dinner at Lure Fishbar which is lovely and a clarity summit on the terrace which is less rotten in its final days, smog over the railing and the lights are blinking on and off in dusk haze across the river and then, everyone leaves. I leave too. Bring drinks in plastic bottles to the bar. Starting my days earlier and ending them later. There will be other things. I could handwrite it next time. I could use lugger.com or the nice neighbor from May or the generosity from others that I worry I do not return or deserve to move the couch. So, nothing ever happens. Stay up until seven in the morning and then it's taking down the fir wreaths because those are becoming a fire hazard too. Taking down the buoy and the copper pot because those are coming with me. The terrace has become all clogged with cigarettes and I notice it only now, plastic tarnished wood and the cracks are all stuffed with tar and rainwater and dead branches. So, I could do yard work I suppose. Or, I could just leave. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, July 15 From 8pm - 12pm at The Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — a one night only reading of an AI generated play trained on all Matthew Gasda’s plays. Error 404: Play Not Found. Tickets are free but donations are encouraged. - “This will be done with ample drinking and unseriousness--but the experiment may also be interesting on a philosophical level.”
September 09, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Monday, September 1 On the train to Coney Island, my friends are talking about the motifs that keep occurring. It's the sort of thing that happens to you when you have a pure heart, one of my friends is explaining. It's the sort of thing that people try to do to Real Life Angels, my other friend is explaining. Real life angels aren't real, I am saying, though I understand her point. The train is streaking through open air with towns on both sides. Housing projects rising up beyond that. Fallen green leaves and gray pebbles on the edges of the tracks. I have had these concepts of destruction explained to me before, only then it was by my mother or my friends in Miami and they called it Evil Eye. Here, they call it Devils and Angels. Real life Demons. I have been spending a lot of time this summer, trying to parse out the difference. Later, we emerge onto the boardwalk to find Curtis Sliwa in his red barret at the edge of the Atlantic. Police officers and children and men with snake tattoos in the ocean. There is live music at Salt and Sizzle and a ferris wheel that is one-hundred-years-old-and-never-any-accidents and the sky turns blue and purple and they cancelled the fireworks last year on account of someone drowning and due respect. We miss them this year of our own accord. When I was in love I spent a lot of time thinking about the apocalypse and feeling kind of giddy and aloof in this anticipation, convinced that the best way to die was euphoria and so end times while the center held would be a relief above all. When I smoked cigarettes and was a teen I would spend a lot of time pondering pop-psychology notions of optimistic nihilism and watching reddit atheists evangelize online. Now, I'm on the F-train back towards block-party-bars and my friends are shooting photos of their merch line, standing in front of the train doors as they open and close and I prefer to stay seated. Mostly aware of how dehydrated I am, which is a relief insofar as it diminishes all less corporeal thoughts. At Time Again, we make new friends with rare and inquisitive souls, which is really what the end of summer is all about. Writing on my phone on the walk home. Scribbling with kind of blurry eyes like an ipad baby on Delancey Street about the things that one has left to lose. Scribbling kind of incoherently about Health and Strong and Pervasive Senses. Scribbling Mother Teresa’s Rules For Humility. Speak as little as possible of oneself and Yield in discussion even though one is right and; well - what else am I supposed to do besides accept and embrace a Strong and Pervasive sense that things are as they are? Things were one way and now they are another. Things are harsher now in some ways, and more gentle in others. Tuesday, September 2 Woke up feeling very concerned about the decay of my physical form as a result of my bad habits and also by my newfound sense of passivity which I hope is driven by surrender and not by cynicism but one can really not be too sure. Woke up to a brand new delusion. In my dreams, someone was knocking on the door. They woke me up screaming. I stayed very quiet in response. Sunlight through my windows that I cannot bring myself to drape with curtains. Looked through the peephole. No one was there. Here are things I need to do: email the priests at Saint Joseph's to join OCIA and consider becoming Catholic despite my generally waspy sensibility. Finish and publish my substack. Create publicity materials for the play, go to class tomorrow, go to screening at Anthology Film tomorrow, write write write. Conjure up some sort of novel-like plot out of my hundreds of thousands of words of musings I keep in secret online documents. Make final edits on El Salvador piece and hope for the best. Conjure up some sort of plausible plot for my novel about gnosticism and also schizophrenia in people who seek to approximate the feeling of being famous by having friends online. Drop off laundry. Workout a lot. Maybe go sober. Certainly be sober-for-today. Today I am Cleansing. Today I am proud of myself in some ways and disappointed in others. Over plates of octopus and shrimp in lemon mustard sauce and pita and eggplant dip, Iris asks if she can treat me. Treat me to what, I asked. Do treatments for you, Iris explains. Treat me with iodine and thyroid and hypnosis. Treat me with methods opposite to my own. My own being mostly, a hysterical dipping in and out of notions of asceticism. Ok to some treatment, I say. Iris and I walk to the shops. The sky is still light but it is getting colder now. Iris buys dish soap and I slip sea kelp spray into my pocket. I have become quite destabilized by my afternoon visit to the glass apartment in the sky with the revolving doors. Not my apartment. No one's apartment. I am less like an orphan now. Iris and I walk back outside and down towards Seward Park. Iris says Sam knows a good aura cleanser. Not that I think the aura in the glass apartment in the sky is necessarily dark or doomed, Iris clarifies. I’d been telling Iris about some theories on the aura of things as dark and doomed. An invisible string but it was most of all bad. Ultimatums of gnosticism but they were delivered with nefarious intent.. Narcissistic to assume spiritual implications in the everyday, obviously. But how does one explain why they feel like they are floating by the time they are drifting up the stairs? On the Internet, they are making up real life retreats to enter the void. On the internet, they will take you to the Real Life House where you can Understand Real Life Consciousness. On the Internet, you can't live forever. Everyone realized that a few years back and I realized too, a few years after that. In Real Life you can maybe live forever, though. Everyone hopes so. I have been worrying, lately, that I hope so too. Wednesday, September 3 It’s Art Week in New York, which means less to me than it used to, besides for a pleasant rise in energies and things whirling back to life. I go to the first installment of the Marjorie Cameron series at Anthology Film Archive on account of Emillia’s recommendation and a slightly uneasy interest in the occult, tonight. An interest in witches who used to dance in a ring of rocking horses by my childhood home and a drive through Lily Dale with Riley in other lives, a few lives before this one. All that greenery and a long road alongside a lake towards the Psychic Capital Of The World. Hub of Mediums. Salmon Rushdie had been stabbed nearby a few years back. A psychic in Rhode Island had told me things would happen as I wanted them too but it would be first a thing of waiting, and secondly a thing of new architectures and spaces given that I’d been dealing in impossible conditions for awhile. Trying to make something stick in an Architecture of Unhappiness for a while. I stayed up til dawn over the weekend. Awoken to a Providence necklace placed around my neck and a burning desire to remove myself from the organ donor registry just in case. I worried about the morality of seeking loopholes as it pertained to the Providence Necklace, but a few days have passed and now it is Wednesday, early evening, tuck the tag under the collar of my shirt and began my hovering walk towards things that happen. The screening shows a Curtis Harrington film called Night Tide (1961), and it is about a girl who is a siren or perhaps it is just about Psychological Warfare, the ending leaves things a bit unclear. I've been nostalgic for the kind of California where I've never really been before. Nostalgic for things that never happened which I think is less a thing of clairvoyance and more a sense of how it all slips away but regardless; the shots are all of witchy Venice Beach and an apartment over the carousel that overlooks the sea and there is a bonfire on the rocks and some dancing that becomes a bit possessed due to dark forces - pulling my hair over my eyes like a blindfold for these parts - but I am thinking I could live in a place like this in spite of perhaps some evil. I have always thought I could float around it. I have always been arrogant in this way Thursday, September 4 Last night, I turned off the air conditioning and spilled Diet Pepsi on the baby pink rug in my sleep. Mom has shipped out baby blue curtains with white stripes and New York (the place where all my problems are) is starting to become a place that oscillates into something more calm. Sophie suggested baby pink curtains, and so I am making compromises in my mind. Compromising my own opinions and the opinions of others. Putting a lot of stock in the opinions of others. Putting a lot of stock in things improving drastically through the help of water in glass bottles and red light therapy and self hypnosis and religious conversion and swapping out the Cool White Linear Fluorescent Light Bulbs for something warmer. Everything becomes warm and still and the air is kind of heavy. I can lie very still for a while. Not forever, but definitely for now. You should just become one of those sociopathic writers who does insane things for the sake of writing, Iris advised me a few days ago. Yeah, I said. Like go to consciousness school in Argentina or conduct strange experiments with materiality on myself and others. Adopt a regiment of strange injections or move to Venice Beach to become Catholic and fight the occult there, too. Sitting on the edge of my bed in my New World in New York City. Closing my eyes and imagining Venice Beach as a magical little enclave with a witchy apartment over the carousel by the sea and arched doorways and conch shells and a jazz club and massage parlors and psychics on the piers. If I became a ruthless psychopath, what could I do in a place like this? In New York City (the city built on crystals). I am not feeling so ruthless. Self-experimentation without self-possession mostly leading towards destruction of a pretty boring variety. At least we don't live boring lives, I used to be told. There is nothing more boring than this, I used to say in response. Friday, September 5 Come in, come in, three psychics beckon on Sullivan Street, but I am pretty clear about how things have been and where they are going, and I would prefer to look for motifs in patterns and symbols and psychosomatic symptoms which reach a peak and then; abandon your whole entire life. That is one thing the psychics could tell me to do. Abandon your whole entire life. They could tell me to buy a whole new personality. I could buy a good fortune swimming in tea leaves and an aura cleansing from the psychics on Sullivan Street. I could buy a membership to witchcraft school and a flat in Venice Beach and a conflicted conscience when it comes to forces of good and evil and certainly, to things like health, sobriety, longevity. It's enticing to create pseudo intellectual or pseudo spiritual explanations for bad behavior when in reality things are obviously much more simple. Most actions are much too plain to qualify as any sort of performance or definitely any art. I'm working on becoming stupider, I told Iris. Will I become stupider? I asked the psychics. Will the apocalypse come sooner or later if the collective consciousness ideates on it or tries to stave it off? Is it better to be witchy but self protective, or ascetic but operating with self abandon. Where can one buy self possession? Taking the C-Train to Fort Greene Summer Fairyland where my dad and Sylvie wait for me at Aita and so everything is better. Plums and peaches and ricotta and octopus which the girls behind us are saying they don't eat after watching My Octopus Teacher (2020). Girls love to say they don't eat octopus after watching My Octopus Teacher (2020) but perhaps I am heartless, and I mostly just found the documentarian in that film to be kind of deranged and unreliable. Beef tartar and potato chips and Sylvie is talking about how she's aware of the balance of power in every single conversation and I'm saying I'm literally never aware of that I'm literally always just seeking equilibrium in any interaction that matters because conversation exists to reach understanding and Sylvie is saying no you are just always making sure that you are the one with the power in every conversation. I say no and she says yes and I say can we seek some equilibrium and she says you make sure that won't ever happen. The combat stops. My dad is asking Sylvie's boyfriend why he seeks intellectual inquiry. Sylvie's boyfriend is pointing out the famous people peppered around the bar. Goodbye you power hungry beast, I am telling Sylvie. My dad drives me back towards Manhattan. Animal skulls are scattered around his mini van and he says I can have a deer jaw for my new place if I want. Wrong turn through the Hubert Tunnel. Twenty-two dollar toll. Drop me off at the most Satanic Nightclub in New York to sulk soberly at the edge of an indoor pool and really lean into nihilism insofar as - what if we stayed for a while? I don't stay for a while. Manhattan night is teeming with people and the city is built on crystals. Good or bad ones? I haven't decided yet. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, September 9 From 7pm - 11pm at Night Club 101 — AltCitizen 15 Year Anniversary Show series launches with The Kickoff. Hosted by Brittany Marino. Featuring Lulu Van Trapp, Suo, D. Treuit. From 10pm - late, after party downstairs | Tickets: $15 advance, $20 doors
Muein

Muein is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between December 22, 2025 and January 27, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "ft artists, theorists, and DJs... Muein, and more"; "ft artists, theorists, and DJs ... Muein, and more"; "ft artists, theorists, and DJs...Muein, and more". It most often appears alongside 3, Alexander Perrelli, Anders Lindseth.

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December 22, 2025
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January 27, 2026
December 22, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm - 12am at 243 Bowery — Offline Gallery presents New Media Expo, ft artists, theorists, and DJs Clay Devlin, Ocrnl, Wasegun Oyetunde, Ruby Justice Thelo, Muein, and more.
January 27, 2026 · Original source
From 8pm - 12am at 243 Bowery — Offline Gallery presents New Media Expo, ft artists, theorists, and DJs Clay Devlin, Ocrnl, Wasegun Oyetunde, Ruby Justice Thelo, Muein, and more.
Muyassar Kurdi

Muyassar Kurdi is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 2 times across 2 issues between February 03, 2025 and October 06, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "readings and performances by Liara Roux + Peter Colombo, Max Levin, Muyassar Kurdi"; "Ft Gregg Bordowitz, Zoe Hopkins, Muyassar Kurdi, Lucas de Lima, Maya Martinez, Louis Osmosis, and Symara Sarai". It most often appears alongside Bar Oliver, Brooklyn, Broom.

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February 03, 2025
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October 06, 2025
February 03, 2025 · Original source
From 6:30 - 8:30pm at 537 Broadway — The Emily Harvey Foundation presents Abscissa #2, featuring readings and performances by Liara Roux + Peter Colombo, Max Levin, Muyassar Kurdi, and many more.
October 06, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm at Roulette — The Triple Canopy Symposium begins with an evening of performances celebrating the theme of the forthcoming issue: Holes. Ft Gregg Bordowitz, Zoe Hopkins, Muyassar Kurdi, Lucas de Lima, Maya Martinez, Louis Osmosis, and Symara Sarai. - ““Absences, aporias, portals, and clearings.”
M.

M. is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 12, 2025 and March 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as ""you going to wash those fucking vegetables or not?" M. says, when I arrive". It most often appears alongside 154 Scott BK, Abi Yaga, Ace Hotel Brooklyn.

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March 12, 2025
March 12, 2025 · Original source
Tuesday Rules for clarity are: a long walk and methylene blue and if you have vertigo then just go home, because you can’t fight through vertigo, storming through manhattan, all these bright lights will just make you spin. I like alcohol when it is like a potion. You drink an elixir and then things become a bit brighter and more glimmering and shiny and light but, I think how the body reacts to alcohol can be indicators of other things. I’m trying to treat this like a blessing . If I drink alcohol and the potion works opposite and I become sleepy and forlorn and my face turns all red, then it’s like a hack to knowing things about the state of myself. You can know these things by noticing reactions more generally, but I have not been too perceptive. And reactions are only a hack if you act accordingly. I am trying to think of things in very simple terms like, I am reacting to this potion badly these days so, I will try different forms of alchemy, instead. I get to the party early today and the plan is: I will help wash the fruits before the guests arrive. "you going to wash those fucking vegetables or not?" M. says, when I arrive. "very wifey. Is that the most you've ever cooked?" He's right, really. I ordered avocados on this app on my phone right to my doorstep today. You eat foods whole. You try to walk in the sun to collect these ingredients, though it isn't always possible. It really is that simple. Sunday And then, there are other things too. Another party, this one in an Italian restaurant that is far too crowded for the occasion but fun nonetheless. The opera later, the opera this weekend which is good, nice, the set design of the Moby Dick opera is quite impressive but the whole ordeal is a bit much, the ushers and the $27 bad champagne and I was kind of a bitch because David got a double shot of whisky and the opera people thought he said double shot of espresso because who does that at an opera, and then he said no I meant whisky, and then I said oh my god David, in a really bitchy way. Standing in this weird room being weird and judging everyone else. But we stayed for the second act on principle, no one really wanted to, but we can't become people who chug whiskey and leave the opera early. We can't become, in other words, deeply unpleasant people. And it’s deeply pleasant in the morning. And I’ll find myself back at godforsaken KGB Bar in a few days, I presume. I'll find myself back in sparkly sunny strange El Salvador in a week or two. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Wednesday, March 12 From 6pm - 8pm at Anton Kern Gallery — Love Poems opens; a group exhibition curated by Chris Martin.
Madde Connors

Madde Connors is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 17, 2025 and March 17, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Brandon Harris, and Madde Connors. DJ sets by Perfect Angel Protection Force". It most often appears alongside 8 St. Marks, 99 Canal, Aashish Gadani.

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March 17, 2025
March 17, 2025 · Original source
(Los Angeles) From 7pm at 1640 N Spring St, Floor 1 — Car Crash Collective and Current Jam present a Fire Benefit Event. Readings by Aiden Arata, Greg Mania, Brandon Sward, Brandon Harris, and Madde Connors. DJ sets by Perfect Angel Protection Force.
Madelin Cash

Madelin Cash is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 13, 2025 and May 13, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Madelin Cash with Leslie Jamison". It most often appears alongside Abraham Kanovitch, Ali Rq, Amalia Ulman.

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May 13, 2025
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May 13, 2025
May 13, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Arlo Hotel Williamsburg — Laura Albert (AKA JTLeroy) presents Truth in Disguise. Featuring Emmaline Clin with Susan Minot, Madelin Cash with Leslie Jamison, Anika Jade Levy with Sam Lipsyte, and a special performance of Brian Kelly’s Houseboy. Nico Walker reads from Jt Leroy, Laura Albert reads from her memoirs, and Laura Albert is in conversation with Whitney Mallet.
Madeline Howard

Madeline Howard is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between July 29, 2025 and July 29, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "ft Jessica Defino, Abigail Mlinar, Leah Abrams, and Madeline Howard". It most often appears alongside A Night of Sermons, Abigail Mlinar, age of individualism.

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July 29, 2025
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July 29, 2025
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July 29, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at KGB Bar — Late To The Party Press hosts a reading, ft Jessica Defino, Abigail Mlinar, Leah Abrams, and Madeline Howard.
Madelyn Grace

Madelyn Grace is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 03, 2025 and February 03, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Tea with Madelyn Grace and then hot apple cider". It most often appears alongside Abscissa #2, Adderall, Adriana Furlong.

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February 03, 2025
February 03, 2025 · Original source
Monday, January 27 Perhaps you theme your days. On Health, you say. L-theanine with my coffee. Not really, but I’ll plan for this down the line. Bar Oliver is all lit up in piercing morning sun. I walk outside early this morning. Chinatown fruit market coming alive so quickly. There was a cemetery outside the window where I slept last night. I kept on looking out and seeing icy branches overhead that framed the building like a second roof, the cemetery like a courtyard. It scared me once, I screamed once in my sleep, but I woke up other times too, and it wasn't too bad then. Mostly, the sky outside just looked all pale blue and clear, the same pale blue all night in my memory, although this doesn't make sense in a logical way, what with the night passing and the becoming dark and the me being asleep for it all. Dream Logic. A recollection of slippery silvery vines forming an outline of a roof over a gravestone. You wake up, and there is no roof, the trees were never shaped like that at all. Tahini chocolate cookie because Ruby told me sugar is actually ok. Whole milk cappuccino and I'm adding honey instead of Splenda. Enough is enough. I'm not going to crash out, but days are different now that my hours don't float on and on in pacing and typing that becomes like a trance. I felt like I was floating yesterday. Not today. That's probably ok. Tuesday, January 28 Tea with Madelyn Grace and then hot apple cider and Jameson whiskey at Cafe Reggio last night. David and his friends came by and acted abrasive. I was annoyed, but then I wasn’t. I walked the Williamsburg Bridge this morning - all the way from The West Village to Brooklyn. Delancey street was crazy at that hour, but everything after that was nice. I’d never done this before - walk the bridge, I mean - and it went on for so much longer than I expected. At first it was all windy and it made me scared, how once you got on the bridge you really couldn’t get off, how in the center the only exit was to finish the walk or perhaps to blow over, and I was the only one there, people were biking by so fast but no one else was walking, so then I started to run, and so then it got all warm, the water in the Hudson looked nice and wild and churning and distant from up here. The thing is, this winter was mostly a practice in what I’m recalling like a meditation now, with even the slight perspective - now that it’s late January, that is. Everything was present, so hyper present, and all I did was walk and think and walk and walk and walk and write down what I was thinking about and sometimes I yelled a lot, and I know it’s still the depth of winter, but this time starts to feel like it is passing. I freaked out last week, I thought about what if I couldn’t keep my days like that, but my days still hold all of this, only now, they hold more too. At the gym, I write about how it is ok to just do things like - go for a walk, go to work, lie by the window with David, go to the gym, write a story, and these days can be good and even better than the other ones, the ones that snap you into fierce exteriority. After the gym, Cassidy texts me. “Are you at KGB?,” and I’m not, but I think, well, I would go. Augustine says - “Give me chastity and continence, but not yet.” Etc etc etc. I feel better when almost all my time is spent with people, and I think my mind is better like this, too. At KGB, I am dressed all in Pilates and Going-For-A-Jog type clothing. At KGB, Matthew is telling a girl about how Blade Runner the movie is based on a very antisemitic book. I've heard him tell this story before, and the gist varies each time, but there are a few lines that consistently resurface. I zone out after I hear the first line that I am sure I have heard before. When I zone back in, he's talking about religion more generally. "Really?," the girl he's with is saying. "Yes, YES," Matthew is saying “I looked up the history of the Blade Runner movie, and it said it was made around World War II," the girl is saying. “No, not at all," Matthew says “Oh,” the girl says “How did you like the rape scene?" Matthew asks “What rape scene?" the girl says “Oh that's good," Matthew says. There is new art on the wall of KGB. A rendition of Vermeer’s Girl With Pearl Earring, except in this case, the girl is a dog. “Do you like the new art?,” David asks. “Yes,” I say. “I don’t,” David says. I am picking at the wax on the candle, because everyone is talking and because I don’t have much to say. “Stop playing with fire,” the bartender tells me. “Act like you are at your mothers house.” Except - I mishear her. I think she says you aren’t at your mothers house, because she is right, I am not, but if I was; I would play with the flames as much as I liked. Wednesday, January 29 I would like to put away this phone, I think. Warmer, today. They’ve left the windows open at the coffee shop. I told you it was starting to feel like spring. I told you it would be all spring-like in the depth of winter, soon. Sunlight filtering, filtering, filtering, through the roof at home. The roof and the windows. It’s all one and the same. It’s a new moon tonight. Lunar New Year tonight. You put your head under the covers and filter out the sun. You like it because it is warm but also - the blue light of your phone can absorb your entire vision at any hour, here, in this makeshift tent. I am not of the Escape The Internet train of thought. It’s designed to addict you but then, well, having some fucking discipline. On my phone, I see people saying things like - “there is no ‘on your phone’, just another layer of constant consciousness”. And in real life I think things like - you should separate it if you can, you should know real life if you can but, to leave it all behind - impossible, because it will always be right there, and you could still do things like walk down the street and understand the street as purely physical but then, look around you, look at the other people, look at the surroundings they are absorbing and none of them are real, none of them are there, and so you can’t just stand on this street and get it, understand it, all offline. I don’t really want to get it anymore. My mornings could be real, they could be with just a little discipline and a touch of joie de vivre. They aren’t real, really, because I’m making makeshift Blue Light tents to filter out the sunlight, but then, I’m working on this. Blue, blue, blue sky today. Doomers previews, tonight. Biohacker meetup tonight. Bryan Johnson in Interview Magazine tonight. I like to do things like drink six teas with six Splenda each, and then I like to act very harsh with myself and others regarding the principles of a life well lived. Year of the snake. What do you think about that...? All this talk about discipline, and my afternoon is all drop off a few Depop packages and refresh, refresh, refresh the stats on a piece that I didn’t even write. There’s a hazy little run in the afternoon. There’s some bad news, or, news that is more irritating, really. Ruby spreads the word: "do not take my advice about eating lots of honey," she says. Ok. Ok, it's all protein now, then. David takes me to a strange party tonight. An interloper arrives, and he is chased out at sword point. It is insane how quickly the tides turn. You said the things that you didn’t mean, again. It wasn't supposed to happen like this, but then, it never is. You wrote today, earlier, about how - things were good, better, but you didn't want to get too cocky because remember what you were capable of really not too long ago, it was only a few weeks back, but it felt so distant. And then, tonight, again... Thursday, January 30 And then it's ok. Well, it's not, but it can be. You’ve been taking for granted that it will be ok, if it has to be ok. That if you care about something so, so, so deeply then it cannot possibly be destroyed, but it could, you are capable of this. It feels foreign sometimes, this force, this capacity for destruction, like it can’t belong to you, but it does, it’s no one else’s. It becomes simple, then. You can’t just say I crossed my fingers, you can’t just say I take it back. And so, no more. I'm working the door at Tense tonight, which is my favorite - both TENSE, and working doors, that is. It’s a beautiful night, and this, after everything, is a relief. Christian Lorentzen reads emails with Gary Indiana. “I now believe you can tell if the writer is part of a writing program, by looking at their teeth,” Gary told Christian. "Why does everybody love Downton Abbey?" Gary asked Christian, in another email. "Well, what's not to love? The series construction is so glibly subscribed that you know what will happen before the writers do." In another, he lamented the logistical problems surrounding his writings on Cuba - the travel ban, his lover there, etc etc etc. It's a good format for a reading - the emails thing. Correspondences brought to life. Not quite a diary, but close, more intimate, often, because one isn't writing into the void of one's own neurosis in a correspondence. Madelyn writes me an email, after. I am working on my own correspondence back, still. Mania delays the process. It's good to have a long form conversation to return to. I hope this email finds you well. This email finds me almost incapacitated, but I won't be, soon. Beckett's reading is full of empathy and wit as always. He's lamenting the narcissism of our times in his introductory speech, and his own gut impulses and the stories that follow give him the proper wherewithal to do so. I see Sean Lynch and others outside. Sean writes something nice on the evening. I see Doomers the next day - the dream logic of my thoughts following this production requiring another letter altogether WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, February 4 From 7pm at Heaven Can't Wait — Cynosure presents the first of a two night fundraiser for Los Angeles, featuring Alex Arthur, Precious Human, Truman Flyer, and more.
Madi Bean

Madi Bean is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between April 04, 2025 and April 04, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by Alice Aster, Madi Bean, Logan Wolfe". It most often appears alongside 154 Scott Ave, 247 Varet, A HAPPENING.

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April 04, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB — SPASM vs ETHICS battle it out. Readings by Alice Aster, Madi Bean, Logan Wolfe, Whitney Mallett, and Megsuperstarprincess. Hosted by True & Zoey Greenwald.
Madison Brading

Madison Brading is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 10, 2024 and September 10, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings from ... Madison Brading". It most often appears alongside Anika Levy, Annabel Boardman, Antiart.

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September 10, 2024 · Original source
As a newly declared patron of Confessions, I’m particularly excited that the Sunday night reading and parties series will return for the second week in a row — from 7pm at KGB. Readings from Maxine Beiny, Christian Cail, Sammy Friedman, Chris Gabriel, Bijan Stephen, Beckett Rosset, Stephania Vazquez, Madison Brading, Cassidy Grady, and Annabel Boardman. This Confessions takes inspiration from the Citizen App, with stories that take notifications, and imagine what the hell happened.
Madison Murray

Madison Murray is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 03, 2025 and February 03, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "the launch of My Gaping Masshole by Madison Murray"; "launch of My Gaping Masshole by Madison Murray". It most often appears alongside Abscissa #2, Adderall, Adriana Furlong.

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February 03, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm at Solas Bar — Riley Mac and Montana James Thomas present the launch of My Gaping Masshole by Madison Murray. Readings by Coco Gordon Moore, Alissa Bennett, Elizabeth Ellen, and Greta Doyle. Hosted by Dirty Magazine and Neoliberal Hell. As someone from a weird town in Massachusetts, I'm excited about this one.
Madlen Stafford

Madlen Stafford is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 02, 2024 and October 02, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by ... Madlen Stafford". It most often appears alongside Accdntl Dred, Adeline Swartzendruber, Alex Bienstock.

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October 02, 2024 · Original source
From 7:30pm at Montex Press Radio — Charm School celebrates their debut issue launch with an evening of readings hosted by Perfectly Imperfect. Readings by Saoirse Bertram, Adeline Swartzendruber, Madlen Stafford, Vivi Hayes, Bernard Cohen, and Genevieve Goffman. DJ sets by Isa Locsin, Misty Carrots, Nick Pato, Sperolecum, and Windy 500.
Magdalene

Magdalene is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 12, 2024 and November 12, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "In her GQ piece, Magdalene points out that 'if Dimes Square really was some psyop...'". It most often appears alongside 169 Bar, Adeline Swartzendruber, aesthetic and moral nihilism.

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November 12, 2024 · Original source
I watched the election at The Free Press party, and then at Earth, and then at Sovereign House. Magdalene Taylor wrote the Sovereign House Scene Report for GQ, which you can read here. The only thing I can really add is that while I also was not on the winning team, I did arrive late, and then stuck around until some approximation of the bitter end. I don't really have any sweeping political commentary to offer from my evening spanning the Election Parties of New York City. On all sides, people seemed generally more subdued in their mourning and/or celebration than I expected.
Last week, I linked to Hannah's piece about aesthetic and moral nihilism and value judgment. If you didn't read it then, I am linking it again here. Today, on my phone, I see many things like text saying if you put down your phone it's still 2003, overlayed with a photo of a river - sentiments which are kind of true and kind of annoying because they think they’re clever and they're not that clever and also, they are not that true. A few weeks ago, Ellie asked if there is such a thing as counterculture in 2024, and if so what is it? Outside of vague anecdotes and vibes, how would a contemporary counterculture be defined? I thought about this a lot, particularly in the context of downtown, heterodoxy, material vs aesthetic vs moral platitudes, blah blah blah but you get what I mean. In her GQ piece, Magdalene points out that "if Dimes Square really was some psyop to convert conservative-curious young hipsters into full-on Republican voters, it succeeded." Granted, most things you think are psyops probably aren't, people are pretty predictable, unlikely coincidences were probably actually pretty likely all along but I digress, because the question remains -- Ok, so now what?
Magdalene Kennedy

Magdalene Kennedy is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 05, 2025 and November 05, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "readings by Magdalene Kennedy and Quinn Adikes". It most often appears alongside 220 Bogart St, 99 Minutes or Less, Alex Da Corte.

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November 05, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm - late at 220 Bogart St — Notch Magazine celebrates the release of Issue 003: CURRENTS. The evening will feature readings by Magdalene Kennedy and Quinn Adikes, an artist talk by Diego León, video installation, dj sets, and good conversation. | tickets here.
Maggie Millner

Maggie Millner is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 04, 2026 and February 04, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "ft ...Dorathea Lasky, and Maggie Millner". It most often appears alongside 1LDK, @henrymunsonsinstagram, Alessandro Keegan.

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February 04, 2026 · Original source
From 8pm at Molasses Books — Kismet 004 Reading, ft Lamorna Ash, Zain Khalid, Dorathea Lasky, and Maggie Millner.
Maggie Nelson

Maggie Nelson is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between January 23, 2025 and January 23, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "The Argonauts - Maggie Nelson". It most often appears alongside 4 Berry Street, 61 Lispenard, A Room of One's Own.

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January 23, 2025 · Original source
The chalky pavement has turned to ice in the afternoon. Walking under the Washington Square arch on the way to Tibet House and its icier than ever. The ground is all glazed over. It’s the latest installment of the Arden Wohl’s reading series at Tibet House; Inauguration Edition this time. Madelyn is wearing a pink sweatshirt when I get there. Madelyn is telling me about knowing your own mind. Alex Auder reads about cock sucking and brings up a friend to read with her who enjoys the act, because she doesn't "I feel demeaned when I suck dick. I feel demeaned when I teach yoga," she says. She reads a story about a life in servitude to someone famous who reminds her of Donald Trump. Tonight is a night where as soon as I have one glass of wine, I wish I didn’t. The haze sets in, and I want it to clear. Beckett arrives. The readings are mostly good, but I’m jittery. I sit in the lobby and I eat some grapes and cheese, replace the wine with water. “Over the years I noticed from my overlord that peasants were increasingly behaving like they were nobles,” Alex Auder is saying, when I return. “There are more cameras than there are people in the world,” Gideon Jacobs is reading, later. I can’t stop drifting in and out of the room. I’m worried about some things, about some people. I get like this sometimes, and I wish I could get it to stop. I go to the bathroom and I return again, to a reading about Courtney Love. “She used to do water ballet and she was getting into the grateful dead.” “She lied a lot and never listened directly but she was a sponge - she takes a word from an incidental periphery and works it into her trope in real time. She’s that fast.” “She said she was born on my birthday; July 1st, but she was born a week later; July 8th” This is my type of lie, I’m thinking. A lie to please. False enchantment. It’s a juvenile compulsion, you mostly outgrow it, and if it was Courtney Love partaking then perhaps it was charming, but my visceral reaction is one of repulsion. Lizzi Bougatsos reads about Gary Indiana. She sits on the floor and she clips her toenails. “We shall mark memory with reverence,” Arden is saying. Beckett is telling me that it’s cool to be at a reading that’s an older crowd, and it is, it’s wine and cheese, there’s no disco party to follow. Beckett introduces me to his acquaintance from Paris. They are talking about Godot and prison sentences. Samuel Beckett gave his Nobel Prize money to a jail org, or was it prisone.org One time, there was a prison break after a performance of Godot. Madelyn is making tape formations on her phone with the other Lacanians. Lacan as separated from psychoanalysis. Lacan as applicable to real life. I’m just gleaning sentences. These ideas aren’t mine. Cigarette outside and then a burger at the orthodox Jewish establishment nearby. We forgot they can only do vegan cheese on burgers here. A lychee martini instead. They’re playing pop music so loud Wednesday, January 23 I hear my neighbors door shut as I’m poised to leave this morning. Decide, instead, to hover in the kitchen. We don't really like each other, my neighbor and I. Nothing was ever said, but there’s an underlying hostility. I have friends over too late, too often. The walls are thin. I'm glad to be waking up at the same time as the rest of the world, though. Sometimes - up all night, becoming manic around five am, this can be nice, but it's usually not. Normal hours. Normal cycles of day and night. The ice has come and smoothed everything over. Too cold to listen to music on my walk to school. I'm peeling off layers in an office, at the gym, the hallway of our apartment is becoming salty and dusted with the chalky snowstorm residue that first coated the surface of everything, and that now is starting to settle. Nothing is volatile. Such placidity, suddenly, but I’m not bored. All the calm in the world. Thank god. It really was about time. And so, you eat two chalky protein pop tarts on the bench at the gym. There are two girls with thick french accents in the locker room parallel to you. "He's a fucking retard, he only calls me at three am and it's only because he wants to sleep with my friends," says one of the girls. She's wearing a sherpa jacket. KHRISJOY, it says, in big red dripping letters. Spray paint imitation. You look it up - $2145 online. It's so ugly, but you're vaguely impressed. Of course you are. You're wearing a Versace sports bra that you bought for a music festival in high school. Absurd. The people watching here is good. The girl is still talking. She's so furious. "And he would be calling to sleep with me, but he knows he can't, fucking retard," she is saying. This version of the narration makes more sense - her rage rooted in something adjacent to jealousy. You gather your things. You gather your tote bags. It's too cold for so many bags. Your hands get numb out there. You're in a humid basement now, but you can't stay here forever. There's an artists talk tonight, but do you have it in you to attend? Cheese and sausage for dinner at home. I forgot about the dishes and I left the sink running for an hour. I’ve never known how to dress for the weather, but that doesn’t mean I mind the extremes. Today - my mother’s gloves, a borrowed Urbit hat from David, a beanie really, it looks insane but it’s too freezing for me to mind. More isn’t always more. More is often so, intolerably, annoying. I don’t want to wear a coat. My books arrive today. Mostly for school, plus one Ruby recommended. I’ll read them all - I’m glad that I have reason to. Salvador - Joan Didion The Company She Keeps - Mary McCarthy The Fire Next Time - James Baldwin Confessions - Saint Augustine The Situation and the Story - Vivian Gornic A Room of One’s Own - Virginia Woolf A Silent Woman - Janet Malcom Are You My Mother - Alison Bechdel The Argonauts - Maggie Nelson The Atrocity Exhibition - J. G. Ballard WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Thursday, January 23 From 6pm - 8pm at 61 Lispenard — Canada NY and Eighth House present Rest and Reprieve: A Window into Creative Solitude. Eighth House is “an interdisciplinary residency for artists and curators located in Central Vermont.” The exhibition serves as a benefit for this very special residency.
Mai

Mai is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 09, 2024 and October 09, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "the walk over sees us grab Mai, who runs a very cool shop and was closing up". It most often appears alongside 52 Walker, @singersny, Are.na.

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October 09, 2024 · Original source
...She will be in my column, and I’m going to the opening with a friend. I buzz Carolina’s door with the extra cookie in-tow, and we chat about the week as she gets ready. The walk over sees us grab Mai, who runs a very cool shop and was closing up. It’s like a party at the opening: buzzy, sweaty, and festive. A great amalgamation of art meets fashion in the outfits and characters on view in front of the world. Nex...
Malia Seva

Malia Seva is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between July 23, 2025 and July 23, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "a performance starring Olive Bonner, Alice Burg, Lauren Lee, and Malia Seva"; "Olive Bonner, Alice Burg, Lauren Lee, and Malia Seva". It most often appears alongside 236 West 73rd, A Night of Desire, A Tale of Summer.

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July 23, 2025
July 23, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at EARTH — Laszlo Horvath and Satya Paul present The Pig Trade - a performance starring Olive Bonner, Alice Burg, Lauren Lee, and Malia Seva.
Mani Melaka

Mani Melaka is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 09, 2025 and September 09, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "readers... Mani Melaka, and Liara Roux". It most often appears alongside Aakash Kakkar, Aita, Allen-Golder Carpenter.

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September 09, 2025
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September 09, 2025
September 09, 2025 · Original source
From 6:30pm at Night Club 101 — Doxy Mag x Mutt Readings presents an evening with readers Celina Reboyras, Disney, Camille Sojit Pejcha, Magdalene Taylor, Mani Melaka, and Liara Roux.
Manon Lutanie

Manon Lutanie is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between July 08, 2024 and July 08, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "introduced by Stephanie LaCava, Manon Lutanie, and Robert Lund". It most often appears alongside 442 Broadway, 7-Eleven, A Doll House.

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July 08, 2024
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July 08, 2024
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July 08, 2024 · Original source
Tuesday, July 16 at 7:30pm - Anthology Film Archive presents a special screening of HOT TICKET by Zoë Lund. The premiere of the film's new restoration follows a series of readings and performances of Lund’s early poetry and select scenes from her screenplays. The program will be introduced by Stephanie LaCava, Manon Lutanie, and Robert Lund. The readers and performers for the event will include LaCava, Dasha Nekrasova, and Diamond Stingily.
Manuel Tainha

Manuel Tainha is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 10, 2025 and February 10, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "bringing together the works of Kolja Kärtner Sainz, Manuel Tainha, and Suyi Xu". It most often appears alongside 131 Chrystie St, Ahmed, Alamo Drafthouse Cinema.

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February 10, 2025
February 10, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at IRL Gallery — Aurora opens, bringing together the works of Kolja Kärtner Sainz, Manuel Tainha, and Suyi Xu, “three artists whose practices engage with the spatial, material, and conceptual dimensions of abstraction.”
Marc Ferraro

Marc Ferraro is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 17, 2025 and March 17, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "featuring works by ... Marc Ferraro, Shannon Pritchard". It most often appears alongside 8 St. Marks, 99 Canal, Aashish Gadani.

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March 17, 2025
March 17, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 9pm at 205 Hudson Street, the Hunter MFA studios — Blade Study presents ’Hello Eternal Loving Presence’ - a group exhibition featuring works by Mariel Rolwing Montes (Blade Study’s current exhibiting artist), Aashish Gadani, Jacob Muilenburg, Katelyn Reece Farstad, Marc Ferraro, Shannon Pritchard, and Yuhan Hu.
Marc Kokopeli

Marc Kokopeli is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between January 23, 2025 and January 23, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "From 5pm - 7pm at Reena Spaulings — Solo show by Marc Kokopeli opens"; "Solo show by Marc Kokopeli opens". It most often appears alongside 4 Berry Street, 61 Lispenard, A Room of One's Own.

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January 23, 2025
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January 23, 2025
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January 23, 2025 · Original source
From 5pm - 7pm at Reena Spaulings — Solo show by Marc Kokopeli opens.
Marc Swanson

Marc Swanson is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 26, 2024 and November 26, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "pairing Marc Swanson's contemporary work with Thomas Cole's historic landscapes". It most often appears alongside A Very Pussycat Thanksgiving, Abelardo Morell, Abelardo Morell: In the Company of Monet and Constable.

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November 26, 2024
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November 26, 2024 · Original source
Thomas Cole National History Site: Technically located in NY State (meaning this isn’t strictly a guide to Massachusetts / Berkshires but I digress). This is a very lovely historical home in the Catskills that (again) incorporates the natural landscape of the surrounding area into exhibitions and preservation. I visited an exhibition I loved here in 2022, pairing Marc Swanson’s contemporary work with Thomas Cole’s historic landscapes.
Marcus Maddox

Marcus Maddox is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 14, 2024 and October 14, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Marcus Maddox premieres a slideshow titled "Hey Lover" at The Downtown Festival". It most often appears alongside 69 Greene, @dr.rubinstein666, @fantasy_discotheque.

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October 14, 2024
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October 14, 2024 · Original source
From 9pm at ROXY CINEMA — Marcus Maddox premieres a slideshow titled “Hey Lover” at The Downtown Festival.
Margaret Haines

Margaret Haines is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 26, 2025 and September 26, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "two short film screenings by artist Margaret Haines". It most often appears alongside Aimee Goguen, Amelia, American Academy of Arts and Letters.

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September 26, 2025
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September 26, 2025
September 26, 2025 · Original source
LOS ANGELES - From 6pm - 10pm at Human Resources — An evening of two short film screenings by artist Margaret Haines, paired with readings from cast and friends including Emily Anderson Tanja Laden, Aimee Goguen, and Fiona Duncan. | Sliding scale tickets
Maria

Maria is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 04, 2026 and February 04, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Maria wears a red sweater and black pants and orders only two drinks... I ask Maria to read my diaries and she obliges"; "a call from Maria saying hotel lobby for lunch, maybe". It most often appears alongside 1LDK, @henrymunsonsinstagram, Alessandro Keegan.

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February 04, 2026
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February 04, 2026
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February 04, 2026 · Original source
Monday, January 26 On the first day of the clearest week of the year, I vow to be meticulous about it. As hell and even heaven and all of New York City freezes over in the cold, Olivia keeps on asking if I’m sick of it. Impossible to feel lonely when my opinion on the benchmarks of the weather is demanded at the start of every day. Are you still happy about this? Olivia keeps on asking. It got colder and colder and colder for one week or maybe more. Soon, I expect the cold will break. Soon, there will be something to talk about besides the arctic winds. Although I do find it thrilling and even telling, really, to see how everyone reacts to extremity. I am only being a little bit factious. It is icy and hazy and pale and like playing tetris with myself, finding footholds in the snow banks, this week. Creep past the frozen turtle pond, shut the open window, position my salt stained boots in the divots in ice piles that other passerby’s have left behind. Hidden little trails and maps and loopholes in treacherous places. Exciting places. Game theory in the blizzard. Do you still feel ‘manic’ and ‘energized’ by this, Olivia wants to know. Are you still wearing sheer tights and a-line skirts and enjoying how the wind chill makes everything feel empty? Are you still seeking redemption in the spaces left barren while everyone rushes through tundra streets? Are you still feeling pretentious or maybe just autistic standing stock still and underdressed in courtyards that have never really been yours? This week, I have decided to just say what I really mean. Listening to Dark But Just A Game by Lana del Rey while the sun comes up this morning. Not a new song, but new to me. They are talking about Video Games album anniversary on The Internet this morning. Thank you for my mental illness, girls are saying on the Internet. I tell Olivia that what I remember from this album is before I knew much on the Internet. I remember my mentally ill friend turning on Video Games in a wall to wall carpeted suburban room encased in sunlight and green branches that brushed against wide windows when I was something like thirteen or maybe younger. Turn that stuff off, I remember telling my friend. Turn off those sad and strange songs before we all start to get freaked out. Playing Dark But Just A Game over and over and over again, this morning. Breathing kind of shallow breaths and making calls of confession or maybe complaints. I vowed to be more private about it and then I vowed to make my blog more true. If I cannot speak about something clearly, then I think I will not speak about it at all. In the morning, there is salt stained mirror and la Roche Posay cleanser and peptide moisturizer and mineral sunscreen and amazon tights and a call from Maria saying hotel lobby for lunch, maybe. Rituals like magic. Compulsive documentation. Live-blogging for my live-diary which is mostly just an event calendar plus some but not-so-many lurid life details because I have never been so good at keeping it all so private. The truth of it is, one can return to oneself quite quickly, but this should only have to happen once or maybe twice. In the hotel lobby, a beautiful girl walks in. She is a model, clearly. You are twenty-nine, a horrible man is saying to her, across the table. Good genes, he is saying. He is saying things about a girl like you and you can leave if you want. He is complimenting her grotesquely and it is very understandable why she would feel extremely annoyed. She is very articulate and pretty, though, and seems to know this game. Girls like you have hobbies, the man is saying. Do you have hobbies like art collecting or acoustic music or perhaps even ice skating? The girl is good at modulating her voice, and so my eavesdropping is abruptly cut off. Order: almond milk cappuccino, almond milk matcha, ginger tea, diet coke at Hotel Lobby. Too many beverages . Too many things I want. Discipline is pleasure. Restraint enhances desire. Reading something true on Health Gossip about the things a person must do before they lick the candy wrapper of success and then im thinking o.k perhaps time to cut myself off of this sort of thing for a little bit. Maria wears a red sweater and black pants and orders only two drinks: (1) black coffee and (2) greens juice. I ask Maria to read my diaries and she obliges and then, even highlights the parts she likes best. Too much to say? I ask Maria. No, she says. No and I think your instincts would stop you before you really said anything too uncouth. Too panopticoned? I ask. It’s fine to talk about faux-purity, Maria says. Nightfall in the hotel lobby, where the lights are yellow and glowing and dark and my computer screen is starting to look fluorescent and bright and bad, in contrast to the low-light and well-curated vibe they have fired up in here. A friend group I was eavesdropping on in rather nefarious and uncouth ways have gone silent, now. The man across the couch from me is talking about working on a film pilot in Malaysia and a need-for-speed and also thirty-million-dollars. He could never do what you are doing, two of the girls in the friend group were telling the third, earlier, as she sobbed. Do what you’re doing, being: sobbing in hotel lobby. Radical vulnerability in hotel lobby. I am feeling nefarious and busy body and a little bit mean. We’re your friends so we sure are going to be kind to you, the two girls had been telling the third. Just because our mothers were born in the wrong generation, does not mean they can’t listen-and-learn. Ordered tonic water and avocado and adopted vaguely negative vibe towards; people who did not know they were being panopticoned. Girls whose conversation I could have just let flow around me like water. There’s stagnation in judging harshly, particularly in judging people with whom I am totally uninvolved. No one in the world knows where I am right now, but anyone who wanted to could probably guess. And it’s not that I think it’s particularly good or even beneficial to be cultivating mystique, but once secrets are in the air they swirl around forever, and so one might want to hold some things a bit closer to one’s chest. Pitch black outside, which makes it even more warm or silver in here, depending on where I look. Lily texts me - I would like to spend a day like you did. We can recreate my whole day, I respond. We can recreate the good days. We can eradicate all slush. I can tell you all about what actually happened. Soon, I will walk home in the freezing and sparkling night in my black and soleless ballet flats. I will slip on ice and look at the moon and Washington Square Park archway and the dark and getting even darker sky. I’ve been feeling kind of desperate to chronicle the things that are mine, if I’m being honest about it. Hold onto the things I never lost. This is different from grasping onto things that never were or no longer are, yours. Parties last week, but I don’t really remember. Party last weekend, but full of people I didn’t want to see. Party tonight, and I wear athleisure to the bar and make a friend who shares my name and also my sensibilities. We’re here because of your blog, someone tells me, at the bar. We’re here because we just made a film in Nigeria and now we’re moving to Rome to work for Vatican II. We’re here because of an article that everyone hates. Birthday party. Renaissance themed karaoke. Did you just meet and become best friends, someone asks me and my new friend. We all go outside to smoke a cigarette. Duh, I respond. This is always how it goes with new and fast friends. In my room, tonight, and I’ve been feeling good and normal. The cleaner my room gets, the more I remember. At the bar tonight, I met someone who lives in a hotel-for-life. Is everything perfect-all-the-time? I asked the hotel-inhabitant. Is everything clean and contained and curated and beautiful and taken care of? Do you order room service for dinner? If you develop a problem, is it immediately fixed? In my room, there is a computer and also a wooden music box that plays Silent Night when opened. Inside the box, there are blue little blue pearls and letters and a ballerina that spins. Above my bed, there are lace white curtains newly pinned over courtyard-facing open windows. The curtains are there to keep out ice and possibly fire-escape intruders. The unearthed music box is the reward for cleaning my room. Thinking about rabbit holes I’d like to really delve into next. Getting texts from friends from online who go by names after celestial objects. Thinking about Saorise’s brand new robot that sends her pilates-training-packets. Thinking about Esoteric Health Book Club. Saint Teresa de Ávila. Thinking about no more vice. Everything has frozen over and hovered and smoothed itself thin in the months that came in between. Descents into madness happen very quickly, my new friend was saying, today, at the bar, where everything was more lovely than I could possibly have imagined. We were talking about cults, because the topic does arise even in beautiful places. Talking about posture. Talking about cult leaders. Matchmakers. Scammers. Beautiful lives. The Places To Be.. Hours later, now. Home, now. Still listening to Jeff Buckley “Forget Her” and Lana del Rey “Dark But Just a Game” on repeat because I love pleasure in excess. So addicted to everything. I can get addicted to good things too, I think. Tomorrow, I will fall asleep in a snowy white house in the woods. We will get vanilla milkshakes on the drive down. Many rooms. Plans to cook dinner. Last summer, I wanted very badly to drive to this house in July. I wanted to find secret waterfalls and secret gardens, too. It’s a house just an hour or so from the city where I used to go often, and I remember the surroundings as very green. I remember fighter jets over Celia’s graduation. I remember Rose writing her social security number up and down her arms in sharpie, last summer, because chaos was kind of the objective everyone was seeking, then. Enough reminiscing. Same songs, over and over and over again. Opening my window because it is time for bed. Tell yourself over and over and over, Jeff Buckley keeps saying. He died early with something to show for it. Addicted to repeating myself. Addicted to new beginnings and no more false starts. Working on getting addicted to continuity now, I think. I will become totally obsessed with continuity. What a relief. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Wednesday, February 4 From 6pm - 8pm at Latitude Gallery — Unbridled: Horsin Around opens; a salon-style group exhibition celebrating the Year of the Horse.
Maria Marchinkoski

Maria Marchinkoski is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 13, 2025 and October 13, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Lily Scherlis, Maria Marchinkoski, Dayna Tortoric". It most often appears alongside 365 Apartment, Adriant Khadafhi Bereal, Afters.

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October 13, 2025
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October 13, 2025
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October 13, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 10pm at 37 Greenpoint Ave #316 — N+1 celebrates ISSUE #51: FORCE MAJEURE with readings and drinks. Ft Elias Rodriques, Lily Scherlis, Maria Marchinkoski, Dayna Tortoric, Lisa Borst, and Colin Vanderburg. RSVP here
Maria Pucciarelli

Maria Pucciarelli is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 04, 2025 and September 04, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "featuring Joel Watson, Lily Burgess, Maria Pucciarelli, and more". It most often appears alongside 131 Chrystie St, 54 Barrow St, Aeronauts Aimed for Altitude, Even….

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Maria Pucciarelli
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September 04, 2025
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September 04, 2025
September 04, 2025 · Original source
From 10pm at Slipper Room — Onos presents Cirque du Kiss - the last night of their summer residency, featuring Joel Watson, Lily Burgess, Maria Pucciarelli, and more. The theme is circus. Do with that what you will.”
Mariah Flores

Mariah Flores is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 26, 2025 and September 26, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "present readings by Mariah Flores, Ben Loory, Jesse Pearson…". It most often appears alongside Aimee Goguen, Amelia, American Academy of Arts and Letters.

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Mariah Flores
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September 26, 2025
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September 26, 2025
September 26, 2025 · Original source
LOS ANGELES - From 7pm at Taix — Evan Laffer and Ruby Zuckerman present readings by Mariah Flores, Ben Loory, Jesse Pearson, Nick Plett, Zara Schuster, and Gabby Sones. | Tickets from $10. Advance only. Venmo @evanlaffer.
Marianna Rothen

Marianna Rothen is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 01, 2025 and May 01, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Featuring works by Anna Ting Möller, Luca Rekosh, Marianna Rothen, and Miles Scharff". It most often appears alongside 720 Strength Lower East Side, Ali Rq, Anna Ting Möller.

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Marianna Rothen
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May 01, 2025
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May 01, 2025
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@annakhachiyan
May 01, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at 158 Rivington Street — LUmkA presents “the theatre”, a group exhibition "transforming the ruins of a hype beast retailer into a layered experimental stage." Featuring works by Anna Ting Möller, Luca Rekosh, Marianna Rothen, and Miles Scharff. I love everything LUmkA is doing, and I'm very excited about this one.
Marie K Stotz

Marie K Stotz is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 04, 2025 and September 04, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Marie K Stotz launches her new free screening series". It most often appears alongside 131 Chrystie St, 54 Barrow St, Aeronauts Aimed for Altitude, Even….

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Marie K Stotz
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September 04, 2025
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September 04, 2025
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September 04, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm at Night Club 101 — Marie K Stotz launches her new free screening series - presenting films that are 99 minutes or less. The first one is Hotel New York (1984, Jackie Raynal). Afterparty to follow at 9:30pm.
Mariel Rolwing Montes

Mariel Rolwing Montes is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 17, 2025 and March 17, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "works by Mariel Rolwing Montes (Blade Study's current exhibiting artist)". It most often appears alongside 8 St. Marks, 99 Canal, Aashish Gadani.

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March 17, 2025
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March 17, 2025
March 17, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 9pm at 205 Hudson Street, the Hunter MFA studios — Blade Study presents ’Hello Eternal Loving Presence’ - a group exhibition featuring works by Mariel Rolwing Montes (Blade Study’s current exhibiting artist), Aashish Gadani, Jacob Muilenburg, Katelyn Reece Farstad, Marc Ferraro, Shannon Pritchard, and Yuhan Hu.
Marina Catucci

Marina Catucci is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between January 23, 2025 and January 23, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Daniel Perkins (TOM TOMORROW) will be in conversation with writer Marina Catucci". It most often appears alongside 4 Berry Street, 61 Lispenard, A Room of One's Own.

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Marina Catucci
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January 23, 2025
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January 23, 2025
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@vclvetlatte
January 23, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 8pm at Sullaluna— Cartoonist Daniel Perkins (TOM TOMORROW) will be in conversation with writer Marina Catucci. Sullaluna is a fabulous new Italian restaurant and independent bookstore in the West Village. It comes highly recommended for both spirit and food, and I'm excited to investigate.
Marina Mogilevich

Marina Mogilevich is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 07, 2024 and October 07, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Featuring Marina Mogilevich, Blair McClendon, and Dushko Petrovich Cordova in conversation". It most often appears alongside After Hours, Agnes Enkh, AIA New York.

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Marina Mogilevich
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October 07, 2024
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October 07, 2024
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@vclvetlatte
October 07, 2024 · Original source
Tuesday, October 8 from 6pm at AIA New York — N+1 hosts a discussion based on an essay that poses the question: “Why Is Everything So Ugly?. Featuring Marina Mogilevich, Blair McClendon, and Dushko Petrovich Cordova in conversation with Lisa Borst and Mark Krotov.
Marisa Regante

Marisa Regante is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 04, 2025 and September 04, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "group show featuring … Marisa Regante". It most often appears alongside 131 Chrystie St, 54 Barrow St, Aeronauts Aimed for Altitude, Even….

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Marisa Regante
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September 04, 2025
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September 04, 2025
September 04, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at IRL Gallery — GIFT opens - a group show featuring Alexandra Rubinstein, Danielle Kosann, Elizabeth Bergeland, Jordan Sears, Marisa Regante, Michael McGregor, Rebecca Storm, Shawn Huckins, and Tariq Oliver.
Marissa Zappas

Marissa Zappas is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between April 21, 2025 and April 21, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Alex Auder, Marissa Zappas, and Whitney Mallett". It most often appears alongside 88 Allen Street Hotel, Ada Wickens, Alex Arthur.

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April 21, 2025
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April 21, 2025
April 21, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Fleiss-Vallois — Fleiss-Vallois and The Whitney Review presents “Experience of Vastness & The Rose” - “a reading and conversation with Ariana Reines, Alex Auder, Marissa Zappas, and Whitney Mallett on the polymathic legacies of Niki de Saint Phaile and Leonara Carrington.” | RSVP at fleiss-vallois@vidoun.com
Marjano

Marjano is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 07, 2024 and October 07, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "artist duo Marjano and Denis Kapurani". It most often appears alongside After Hours, Agnes Enkh, AIA New York.

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Marjano
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October 07, 2024
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October 07, 2024
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@kapurani_bros_studio
October 07, 2024 · Original source
From 6 - 8pm — After Hours opens at IRL Gallery with works on view by Gigi Rose Gray, artist duo Marjano and Denis Kapurani, and Yuwei Tu. - “?????????? ?????????? is an exploration of intimacy, privacy, and the hidden nature of human secrecy.”
Mark Fisher

Mark Fisher is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between January 19, 2025 and January 19, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "I order some things like the books by Nick Zurnig and Mark Fisher". It most often appears alongside accelerationism, Ada Antoinette, Adam Wilson.

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Mark Fisher
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January 19, 2025
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January 19, 2025
January 19, 2025 · Original source
David and I go to Estela for dinner. It’s our anniversary. He tells me not to say anything online about it. Private life should stay private, he says, but I’m writing it anyway. Estela is nice. It’s the sister restaurant of Altro Paradiso. My friend, Madelyn works there. Estela is smaller, cozier, you have to buzz to get into the building and then it’s up some steps, it feels like you’re in an apartment, it feels like you’re in Berlin. I’ve never been to Copenhagen, but I imagine it feels a bit like Copenhagen, too. “I like more old timey restaurants,” David says. “Me too,” I say. “But sometimes isn’t it nice to be in a restaurant that feels like Copenhagen? David agrees. He’s never been to Copenhagen either. Altro Paradiso is brightly lit, whereas Estela is dim. Stella - Latin for Star. Etc. The distinction feels a little obvious, but then, I’m being a little particular. Estela is small plates. Romantic. You can tell because you have to buzz the door to get in, and because the lighting is really dark. They put us in a little alcove by the shelves and shelves of wine. We order iberico ham, bread and butter, endive salad, crab with celery root (the best dish), squid ink fried rice with little bits of squid, steak with elderberry sauce. I order a Tito's martini, but I’m told they don’t serve Titos here. I’m told they have one martini with vodka that “tastes like smirnoff” ($22) and another with vodka that’s way better and far preferable (paraphrased) ($30). Our waitress is peppy. “We’ll take the Smirnoff,” David says. “She’s nice,” I say, later. “Domineering,” David says. Later, the waitress rolls her eyes a little when she asks me how my martini is. She smiles when I say good. I believe she is sincere in her hope that I’m happy as I guzzle up the fruits of my lowbrow taste. It really is a lovely meal. I don’t mean to be cynical. I tell David he should tell them it’s our anniversary so we can have something free, and he tells them “it’s our anniversary, can we have dessert on the house.” Then, I’m embarrassed, but they bring us dessert (with a price) and champagne (on the house). Tuesday, January 14 I’ve been working on maintaining constant motion. “An object in motion will stay in motion,” I’ve been telling anyone that will listen. I walk in place all day, and then I walk through Washington Square Park at night, freezing. I make sure to do an extra lap to circle under the arch, all sparkling and illuminated and icy. I’m thirty minutes late to the Post-Doomerism talk at Gonzo’s, and this feels like an important one to me because I used to base my entire framework of thought around mitigating dread through a surrender to the inevitability of fates worse than death. It’s a terrible way to view the world - juvenile if nothing else, but also aesthetically and morally barren, limiting, a nihilistic obsession with the present does lead to destruction (yourself and others), no matter how many delusions you harbor about enlightenment, and about time and therefore preservation as false constructs. You can’t be nihilistic if you believe in good and evil, and I do believe in good and evil, so it was never going to hold up. Post Doomerism The lecture is just starting when I exit the elevator. The talk is between Chris Small (founder of Amazon Labor Union), PradaHorseShoe (founder of Russian Cosmism Circle NYC), Joshua Citarella (Doomscroll Podcast), and Geo Yankey (Comedian) “Russian Cosmists think that Marx doesn't take it far enough,” Amana explains. “Marxism wants to abolish capitalism, religion, the family…. but what about abolishing the OG bummer - death.” The point of the talk seems to be to present a sort of leftist vision of tech accelerationism. Capitalist Realism, the parts of the industrial revolution deemed actually good, nuclear fusion (clean and limitless energy which imitates the sun) instead of nuclear fission, fossil fuels , etc etc etc. The audience, on the other hand, is mostly composed of people I recognize from other downtown events - this one taking on an uncharacteristic and somewhat academic sincerity. “Hypothetically, heat death could occur before we run out of fuel,” a girl sitting next to me murmurs at one point, evidently at least somewhat convinced by technology’s capacity for limitless good. I try to conjure a sense of what she’s imagining in my mind's eye - create enough clean energy, and you could be driving your car one day when the whole universe just implodes. This isn’t aspirational to me. Longevity even, has never been particularly aspirational to me, although increasingly moreso, I’m increasingly less cynical. I appreciate the sincerity of the lecture. I appreciate some of the ideas they put forward, too. It’s an irony-pilled audience and they're sitting in a deeply earnest room. I slip out during the Q&A - overwhelmed, honestly, and I’m late to another function. I’m handed a gin and tonic in the Lower East Side. I’m talking about the Russian Cosmism lecture. “Lenin tried that and 20 million people died,” I am told. “I don’t really know enough,” I say. I’m sent a documentary about The Tyranny of Scientism. I order some things like the books by Nick Zurnig and Mark Fisher. It’s good to be objective. The night slips onward. It’s rude to talk about accelerationism at a party. Wednesday, January 16 It's slightly warmer in New York today. It's still cold, but it's less frigid, I'm walking through Soho typing, I'm walking to Equinox, I'll finish writing this on the treadmill, I had such a fun night last night although I do feel terribly guilty about squandering my health and my beauty and my soul every time I get drunk. I was such a good drunk, though. I adore my friends so deeply. I adore my new friends. I think they are my best friends. I’m trying not to quantify everything. There are names of people I love spinning through my mind, now. Why order things. Some people exhaust me, and then there are other people who don’t. I’ve found new friends who live artfully while occupying a natural state that is absorbed with the physical world, recently. How lucky for me. I don’t want to use my volatility as a bludgeon with which to bend people to my whims. Good thing I don’t feel particularly volatile this week. It’s best to consider these while outside of them. Objective introspection: am I doing a good job? WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Gofundme + LA Fire Resources here. Sunday, January 19 From 6pm - midnight at EARTH — Jordan Castro and Cluny present SILENCE. An evening of silence. No speaking, no phones.
Mark Iosifescu

Mark Iosifescu is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 13, 2025 and May 13, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "features Martina Mendoza, Mark Iosifescu". It most often appears alongside Abraham Kanovitch, Ali Rq, Amalia Ulman.

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May 13, 2025
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May 13, 2025
May 13, 2025 · Original source
Doors at 7pm, reading at 8pm at TJ Byrnes — Bronwen Lam & David Dufour present Patio, an evening of reading. This rendition features Martina Mendoza, Mark Iosifescu, Myles Zavelo, Stephanie Wambugu, Babak Lakghomi, and Steve Anwyll.
Mark Krotov

Mark Krotov is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 07, 2024 and October 07, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "in conversation with Lisa Borst and Mark Krotov". It most often appears alongside After Hours, Agnes Enkh, AIA New York.

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Mark Krotov
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October 07, 2024
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October 07, 2024
October 07, 2024 · Original source
Tuesday, October 8 from 6pm at AIA New York — N+1 hosts a discussion based on an essay that poses the question: “Why Is Everything So Ugly?. Featuring Marina Mogilevich, Blair McClendon, and Dushko Petrovich Cordova in conversation with Lisa Borst and Mark Krotov.
Mark Sherman

Mark Sherman is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 26, 2025 and September 26, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Dr. Mark Sherman (another men's rights activist)". It most often appears alongside Aimee Goguen, Amelia, American Academy of Arts and Letters.

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September 26, 2025
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September 26, 2025
September 26, 2025 · Original source
From 4pm - 7pm at Hancock House — Talk&Taste presents The State of Boys and Men - bringing in experts to understand what’s happening in modern masculinity. The panel includes Dr. Michael Kimmel (a feminist writer), Lisa Britton (a Men’s Rights Activist) and Dr. Mark Sherman (another men’s rights activist). | Tickets here
Martin Rev

Martin Rev is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between December 03, 2024 and December 03, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Liturgy performs a solo set supporting Martin Rev". It most often appears alongside Alice's Restaurant, Amtrak, Anna.

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December 03, 2024
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December 03, 2024
December 03, 2024 · Original source
From 7:30pm at Knitting Factory — Liturgy performs a solo set supporting Martin Rev.
Martina Cox

Martina Cox is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 12, 2024 and November 12, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "blow out opening for Martina Cox: Waist Management". It most often appears alongside 169 Bar, Adeline Swartzendruber, aesthetic and moral nihilism.

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Martina Cox
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November 12, 2024
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November 12, 2024
November 12, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm - 10pm at Estonian House — Alyssa Davis Gallery celebrates a blow out opening for Martina Cox: Waist Management.
Martina Mendoza

Martina Mendoza is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 13, 2025 and May 13, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "This rendition features Martina Mendoza". It most often appears alongside Abraham Kanovitch, Ali Rq, Amalia Ulman.

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May 13, 2025
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May 13, 2025
May 13, 2025 · Original source
Doors at 7pm, reading at 8pm at TJ Byrnes — Bronwen Lam & David Dufour present Patio, an evening of reading. This rendition features Martina Mendoza, Mark Iosifescu, Myles Zavelo, Stephanie Wambugu, Babak Lakghomi, and Steve Anwyll.
Mary Houlihan

Mary Houlihan is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 01, 2025 and May 01, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "featuring Dina Hashem, Tolor Wolfe, Rufat Agayev, and Mary Houlihan". It most often appears alongside 720 Strength Lower East Side, Ali Rq, Anna Ting Möller.

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Mary Houlihan
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May 01, 2025
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May 01, 2025
May 01, 2025 · Original source
From 5pm at CANADA — Clare O’Kane hosts Comedy on the Couch, featuring Dina Hashem, Tolor Wolfe, Rufat Agayev, and Mary Houlihan.
Mary Magdalene

Mary Magdalene is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between January 14, 2026 and January 14, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Mary Magdalene portrait". It most often appears alongside 169 Bar, 56 Henry, 99 Minutes of 2026.

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Mary Magdalene
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January 14, 2026
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January 14, 2026
January 14, 2026 · Original source
WHAT I DID Monday, January 5 Start the year at Cassandra’s apartment, and then a few days pass kind of breathless and stranded in this way. Her bedroom looks over St Vincent’s Ferrer, and it is light filled and sweet. Cards and paper star cut outs hung on red ribbon stream down the edges of the cream walls. A seashell necklace, Mary Magdalene portrait, books of Adorno and Mary Gaitskill. The bible. When my friends leave for the day, I do not. Rush of opening doors and boots on wood and winter air, and then they are gone. Cassandra’s apartment is very clean. It strikes me, somewhat uneasily, that everything I touch appears slightly less precise when I’m the one returning it to its proper place. Face oil left off kilter and kind of dripping. A little bit bad at treading gently in this place where I am a guest and everything is delicate and gorgeous. Wearing my friend’s Adidas pajamas and drinking water and taking Advil in thick blue translucent pill form. Writing down the things I no longer care to reflect on. A lot can happen in a year, I tell Cassandra, but then again, a lot can happen in one day or one hour or one minute, even, so best to be kind of chill about it. We go to Heidelberg for herring and brown bread and hot raspberries in ice cream and apple strudel at night. We go to CVS for baby food and tooth brushes and nicotine gum. The evenings uptown are more sparkling and quiet. Back at the apartment, and I can’t stop talking about all the things I want to do or places I want to move. California, Switzerland, El Salvador. Uptown, to a four bedroom apartment with my four best friends. Lying on Cassandra’s couch wearing a blue sweater under a gray blanket and drinking flower power kombucha this morning. Cassandra gets ready for work and offers general hospitality. Eat any fruits and vegetables you want, Cassandra tells me. She lists them like a game. Ad libs. She was teaching me how to type cast a person as “Lego” or “Dust Bowl” or “Victorian Orphan,” last night. Blueberries, shallots, pickles, seeded mustard from the Amish farm stand. I tell Cassandra that she’ll come home to find I have devoured all of her arugula with my bare hands. Later, I wear Cassandra’s blue sweater and black ballet flats and take my own belongings clutched in my arms in a cab downtown. Am I crazy, or did you take my black ballet flats, Cassandra texts, that evening. We discuss an exchange. Tomorrow’s plans. My polyester black gown bartered for Cassandra’s blue sweater and black ballet flats. We’ll meet at mass, lunch, The Frick, The Met, the play, the party. The light is blue gray in my apartment, and all the windows steam over when the hot water is on. All the windows steam over because my apartment is very small, and because the bathroom has no doors. A New Year should feel psychedelic, not sluggish, one of my friends said, a few days back. Psychedelic??? I said. What about crisp and clear???? After my dream where there is No Air Left, I come to consciousness with concerns about redemption. Something about bad habits and something omnipresent left unsaid. Sun and light and real sort of detox incoming and yes this has all happened or is happening or needs to happen soon. Sirens outside the foggy window. Gentle winter sunrise. Watching Darling (1965) on my computer as it gets light outside. The Schlesinger film where Julie Christie whirls about all thrilled to find it’s not too late, even though, of course, it is. Back on my phone, I’m checking prediction markets and trackers and fortune tellers and all the things I’m trying to avoid for religious and also paranoid reasons. My fears are all confirmed. Reading the stars. That voice in your head telling you everything will work out fine is wrong, they say. Sound of shattering glass crystallizing outside my open window this morning. I can sense, therefore, more than see, bright morning light starting to seep through. Thank God. It was a few days of gluttony last week. Last days of bohemia, but it was different from the bohemia of before. Different from the times that we were all manic from the wind and cold and early January where everything or nothing happens all at once. Everything used to be reeling. I miss Butterfly Club. Ex-best friends are forever. I’ve been talking about being ascetic for reasons of necessity, and also because simulated intensity can only do so much when it comes to keeping a life pure. Morning, now, and I don’t remember my dreams but I jolted awake ready to chase the same thoughts in circles. Washington Square Park is bright and feeling like spring today, because the snow is melting and the trees and lights are coming down. Pine piles looking a little lonely under the park archway. Something a bit melancholy about it. Dead and gone. Nothing to overthink. Cassandra comes downtown for mass and black ballet flat retrieval, and then she goes uptown to clean her apartment and do good things so she can be a good person. Your apartment is already so clean, I want to tell Cassandra. Cassandra is telling me about the only girl in the world who are funny. I went to tell Cassandra about someone who said me and one other girl and one specific nun are only girls who are funny, but the conversation moves on before I can assert my piece. And I think I’m mostly funny when I’m being mimetic, anyway. Better at knowing funny than at being funny myself. Cassandra is telling me about childlike wonder. Washed my face with La Rouche Possay cleanser and Japanese milk toner and did Big 6 Lymphatic drainage which is supposed to do things like give you the whites of your eyes back and also cleanse your insides through and through, this morning. Procured a Celsius and cool minty zyn from the fridge. Procured green juice and cliff bar and sat in Prada boots, for a while, on the edge of my bed. I do feel confident things will work out in the end, Cassandra texts me. Only if no spiritual blockage with vice or isolation, I text her in response. What if we had seven more hours of daylight, my friend said tonight, but I like it when it is four pm and I’ve completed my day of obligations and the fading daylight matches a sense of completion. I wore a tan skirt with no tights because they all keep running and a black long sleeve tee and sneakers to do venue tours and other obligations. I thought you were coming from the gym when I saw you wearing shorts, my friend said, after I ran into him on the street. I’m not wearing shorts, but I am wearing sneakers because I keep on procuring mysterious injuries, I said in response. It was a strange December and then a good January, incoming. Good, because it is quiet. Good, because I think I sense things picking up. Can I see a menu, I asked the bartender, at a dive bar, later that night. There is no menu, because this is a dive bar, the bartender told me. Can I get something warm, I asked. The bartender fired up the kettle. Imagine seeking out attention to get only the negative aspects of fame like stalkers and rage, my friends were saying, at the dive bar. Imagine selling out your friends to cloy for low hanging fruit. Imagine turning twenty-six. Imagine playing pool. Imagine moving to Los Angeles, California, or San Salvador, El Salvador, or Geneva, or even Austin I would move anywhere, I was saying to my friends. I would move across the country or even the world and become very sweet or even very bored. My friends were talking about people for whom spectacle is just real life. You assume that everyone is excited to go back to real life, and then you realize that they have no real life. So these are the people that you’re supposed to avoid. And then after that, everyone was talking about religion again. Which is sort of crystallizing to be the topic these days, or even this year. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Wednesday, January 14 A few good downtown art openings tonight (6pm - 9pm) — At 56 Henry; works by Yifan Jiang and Sareh Imani. At Entrance; Seth Cameron’s first New York exhibition in six years. At Post Times; Elberto Muller solo show.
Mary McCarthy

Mary McCarthy is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between January 23, 2025 and January 23, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "The Company She Keeps - Mary McCarthy". It most often appears alongside 4 Berry Street, 61 Lispenard, A Room of One's Own.

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Mary McCarthy
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January 23, 2025
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January 23, 2025
January 23, 2025 · Original source
The chalky pavement has turned to ice in the afternoon. Walking under the Washington Square arch on the way to Tibet House and its icier than ever. The ground is all glazed over. It’s the latest installment of the Arden Wohl’s reading series at Tibet House; Inauguration Edition this time. Madelyn is wearing a pink sweatshirt when I get there. Madelyn is telling me about knowing your own mind. Alex Auder reads about cock sucking and brings up a friend to read with her who enjoys the act, because she doesn't "I feel demeaned when I suck dick. I feel demeaned when I teach yoga," she says. She reads a story about a life in servitude to someone famous who reminds her of Donald Trump. Tonight is a night where as soon as I have one glass of wine, I wish I didn’t. The haze sets in, and I want it to clear. Beckett arrives. The readings are mostly good, but I’m jittery. I sit in the lobby and I eat some grapes and cheese, replace the wine with water. “Over the years I noticed from my overlord that peasants were increasingly behaving like they were nobles,” Alex Auder is saying, when I return. “There are more cameras than there are people in the world,” Gideon Jacobs is reading, later. I can’t stop drifting in and out of the room. I’m worried about some things, about some people. I get like this sometimes, and I wish I could get it to stop. I go to the bathroom and I return again, to a reading about Courtney Love. “She used to do water ballet and she was getting into the grateful dead.” “She lied a lot and never listened directly but she was a sponge - she takes a word from an incidental periphery and works it into her trope in real time. She’s that fast.” “She said she was born on my birthday; July 1st, but she was born a week later; July 8th” This is my type of lie, I’m thinking. A lie to please. False enchantment. It’s a juvenile compulsion, you mostly outgrow it, and if it was Courtney Love partaking then perhaps it was charming, but my visceral reaction is one of repulsion. Lizzi Bougatsos reads about Gary Indiana. She sits on the floor and she clips her toenails. “We shall mark memory with reverence,” Arden is saying. Beckett is telling me that it’s cool to be at a reading that’s an older crowd, and it is, it’s wine and cheese, there’s no disco party to follow. Beckett introduces me to his acquaintance from Paris. They are talking about Godot and prison sentences. Samuel Beckett gave his Nobel Prize money to a jail org, or was it prisone.org One time, there was a prison break after a performance of Godot. Madelyn is making tape formations on her phone with the other Lacanians. Lacan as separated from psychoanalysis. Lacan as applicable to real life. I’m just gleaning sentences. These ideas aren’t mine. Cigarette outside and then a burger at the orthodox Jewish establishment nearby. We forgot they can only do vegan cheese on burgers here. A lychee martini instead. They’re playing pop music so loud Wednesday, January 23 I hear my neighbors door shut as I’m poised to leave this morning. Decide, instead, to hover in the kitchen. We don't really like each other, my neighbor and I. Nothing was ever said, but there’s an underlying hostility. I have friends over too late, too often. The walls are thin. I'm glad to be waking up at the same time as the rest of the world, though. Sometimes - up all night, becoming manic around five am, this can be nice, but it's usually not. Normal hours. Normal cycles of day and night. The ice has come and smoothed everything over. Too cold to listen to music on my walk to school. I'm peeling off layers in an office, at the gym, the hallway of our apartment is becoming salty and dusted with the chalky snowstorm residue that first coated the surface of everything, and that now is starting to settle. Nothing is volatile. Such placidity, suddenly, but I’m not bored. All the calm in the world. Thank god. It really was about time. And so, you eat two chalky protein pop tarts on the bench at the gym. There are two girls with thick french accents in the locker room parallel to you. "He's a fucking retard, he only calls me at three am and it's only because he wants to sleep with my friends," says one of the girls. She's wearing a sherpa jacket. KHRISJOY, it says, in big red dripping letters. Spray paint imitation. You look it up - $2145 online. It's so ugly, but you're vaguely impressed. Of course you are. You're wearing a Versace sports bra that you bought for a music festival in high school. Absurd. The people watching here is good. The girl is still talking. She's so furious. "And he would be calling to sleep with me, but he knows he can't, fucking retard," she is saying. This version of the narration makes more sense - her rage rooted in something adjacent to jealousy. You gather your things. You gather your tote bags. It's too cold for so many bags. Your hands get numb out there. You're in a humid basement now, but you can't stay here forever. There's an artists talk tonight, but do you have it in you to attend? Cheese and sausage for dinner at home. I forgot about the dishes and I left the sink running for an hour. I’ve never known how to dress for the weather, but that doesn’t mean I mind the extremes. Today - my mother’s gloves, a borrowed Urbit hat from David, a beanie really, it looks insane but it’s too freezing for me to mind. More isn’t always more. More is often so, intolerably, annoying. I don’t want to wear a coat. My books arrive today. Mostly for school, plus one Ruby recommended. I’ll read them all - I’m glad that I have reason to. Salvador - Joan Didion The Company She Keeps - Mary McCarthy The Fire Next Time - James Baldwin Confessions - Saint Augustine The Situation and the Story - Vivian Gornic A Room of One’s Own - Virginia Woolf A Silent Woman - Janet Malcom Are You My Mother - Alison Bechdel The Argonauts - Maggie Nelson The Atrocity Exhibition - J. G. Ballard WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Thursday, January 23 From 6pm - 8pm at 61 Lispenard — Canada NY and Eighth House present Rest and Reprieve: A Window into Creative Solitude. Eighth House is “an interdisciplinary residency for artists and curators located in Central Vermont.” The exhibition serves as a benefit for this very special residency.
Mary Royall

Mary Royall is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between April 15, 2025 and April 15, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "gallery reading featuring Sam Falb, Mary Royall, Meetra Javed". It most often appears alongside Alex Kazemi, Anthony Galluzzo, BioBat Art Space.

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Mary Royall
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April 15, 2025
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April 15, 2025
April 15, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at 24 Forsyth St — Visionary Projects NYC hosts a gallery reading of short stories and poems on memories, love, and life, featuring Sam Falb, Mary Royall, Meetra Javed, Ireland Adgate, Emillianna Manino, Jeremy Whitaker, and Halyee.
Maryze

Maryze is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between August 14, 2025 and August 14, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by Jeff Weiss, Maryze, Tarek Ziad, Sage Groves, and Jordan Rountree". It most often appears alongside Abundance Meditation, Alice Bailey, Amelia.

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Maryze
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August 14, 2025
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August 14, 2025
August 14, 2025 · Original source
LOS ANGELES - From 8pm at The Monty Bar — Car Crash Collective presents Summer Breakers. Readings by Jeff Weiss, Maryze, Tarek Ziad, Sage Groves, and Jordan Rountree. Djs Yuriel and Lucy Healy.
María José Maldonado

María José Maldonado is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 21, 2024 and October 21, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "new research by filmmaker María José Maldonado". It most often appears alongside A Tale of Autumn, Abigail Yaga, Alex Patrick Dyck.

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October 21, 2024
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October 21, 2024
October 21, 2024 · Original source
From 3pm - 6pm at MoMA — Visual AIDS hosts the second annual symposium celebrating the lives and legacies of artists documented in the Visual AIDS Archive, the largest collection of images and biographical information about HIV-positive artists. The event includes new research by filmmaker María José Maldonado, writer Ruby Sutton, and scholar Eduardo Carrera
Masha Gaze

Masha Gaze is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 12, 2025 and March 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Organized by Masha Gaze and Timmy Simonds". It most often appears alongside 154 Scott BK, Abi Yaga, Ace Hotel Brooklyn.

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Masha Gaze
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March 12, 2025
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March 12, 2025
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@mashagaze
March 12, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm at Lubov — A 48 hour haircutting event begins. Haircuts offered by over 70 artists, gallerists, designers, musicians (none of them, as far as I know, stylists by trade, so attend at your own risk) - including Annie Armstrong, Emma Stern, Jamian Julian-Villani, Vita Hass, Sam Falb, and more. Organized by Masha Gaze and Timmy Simonds. Music by Gabriel Hollis, Marika Thunder, and more. Readings by Nick Dove, Sierra Armor, Tess Manhattan, and more. A Club Chess popup, screenings, cigarettes, quests (?). There’s too many people involved to list them all, but you have a full weekend to attend and see what you discover for yourself.
Massif Central

Massif Central is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between December 16, 2024 and December 16, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "work by Allison Brainard, Massif Central, Ama Birch". It most often appears alongside Allison Brainard, Altro Paradiso, Ama Birch.

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Massif Central
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December 16, 2024
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December 16, 2024
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@massif_central
December 16, 2024 · Original source
From 12pm - 6pm — Foreign Domestic Gallery hosts the Holiday Art Market. Featuring a book launch by Joseph Brock, new posters by Count Slima, and work by Allison Brainard, Massif Central, Ama Birch, and more.
Mather Danger Lippman

Mather Danger Lippman is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between December 16, 2024 and December 16, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Mather Danger Lippman and his band perform a free Holly Jolly Holiday-Ass Show". It most often appears alongside Allison Brainard, Altro Paradiso, Ama Birch.

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December 16, 2024
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December 16, 2024
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@matthewdangerlippman
December 16, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at Gonzo’s — Mather Danger Lippman and his band perform a free Holly Jolly Holiday-Ass Show. Lineup includes Lou Salome and Lex Walton. Hosted by Jill O’Connell. DJ sets by Sipper.
Matilda Berke

Matilda Berke is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 21, 2024 and September 21, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings from Matilda Berke". It most often appears alongside $EGIRL Zine, 10cust, Adeline Swartzendruber.

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Matilda Berke
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September 21, 2024
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September 21, 2024
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@matilda.berke
September 21, 2024 · Original source
Sunday, September 22 at 7pm — Confessions is back for the third week in a row! Readings from Matilda Berke, Terry Nguyen, Gordon Glasgow, Catie Fronzak, Lucian Wintrich, Magdalene Taylor, Annabel Boardman, and Cassidy Grady.
Matt Bvoinms

Matt Bvoinms is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 05, 2025 and November 05, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Jacob Ortega, Matt Bvoinms, Nathan Fayyazuddin". It most often appears alongside 220 Bogart St, 99 Minutes or Less, Alex Da Corte.

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Matt Bvoinms
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November 05, 2025
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November 05, 2025
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@me_betseybrown
November 05, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 11pm at Tawny — Petal Books hosts a book release and art show, ft Ayana Iyer, Ciff Gant, Cole Smith, Jackson Ebbin, Jacob Ortega, Matt Bvoinms, Nathan Fayyazuddin, Nico Jones, Poppy Silvermen, Romi Marckx, Stella Jarvis. Food by Roan Hutner. Piano by Jonah Trudeau.
Matt Dillon

Matt Dillon is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between June 06, 2024 and June 06, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Artists featured include Matt Dillon, Harmony Korine, Marika Thunder, and Angela Torres"; "Artists featured include Matt Dillon". It most often appears alongside 06 Art, ALLSHIPS, Ally Pankiw.

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Matt Dillon
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June 06, 2024
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June 06, 2024
June 06, 2024 · Original source
Europa presents The Artist And The Cigar Box from 6-9pm - a one night auction organized by Civil Pleasures to benefit Artistic Noise - an organization that uses art to empower system-impacted youth. Artists featured include Matt Dillon, Harmony Korine, Marika Thunder, and Angela Torres, among others.
Matt Gasda

Matt Gasda is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 12, 2024 and November 12, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "By Matt Gasda, starring Sophia Englesberg". It most often appears alongside 169 Bar, Adeline Swartzendruber, aesthetic and moral nihilism.

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Matt Gasda
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November 12, 2024
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November 12, 2024
November 12, 2024 · Original source
From 7:30 - 9:30pm at The Brooklyn Center for Theater Research — Denmark is back for a final run; a winter weekend at a family beach house slowly descends into a psychological hellscape. By Matt Gasda, starring Sophia Englesberg. The play will continue (for the last times) on Wednesday, Friday, and Sunday. I saw this play last month and really adored it - I’m glad it’s back and I hope everyone gets a chance to go.
Matt Hilvers

Matt Hilvers is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 12, 2025 and November 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "artist talk ft Dozie Kanu, Matt Hilvers, Chukwumamaa, and Fiona Duncan". It most often appears alongside 10 Today, 7, @quietluke.

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Matt Hilvers
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November 12, 2025
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November 12, 2025
November 12, 2025 · Original source
From 9pm at Performa Hub — The Performa Biennial continues with an artist talk ft Dozie Kanu, Matt Hilvers, Chukwumamaa, and Fiona Duncan.
Matt Mondanilie

Matt Mondanilie is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 26, 2025 and September 26, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Confessions lineup - Felix Morelo, Matt Mondanilie, Mara Stoner". It most often appears alongside Aimee Goguen, Amelia, American Academy of Arts and Letters.

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Matt Mondanilie
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September 26, 2025
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September 26, 2025
September 26, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Red Room — Chloe and Cassidy present a great Confessions lineup - Felix Morelo, Matt Mondanilie, Mara Stoner, Chloe Wheeler, Kate Bolster-Houghton, Dan Baltic, Ed Pankov, and Cassidy Grady.
Matt Proctor

Matt Proctor is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between August 28, 2025 and August 28, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Featuring Matt Proctor, Max Hamilton, Mirana Gershoni". It most often appears alongside A Horse with No Name, A Night of Male Readings, Amelia.

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Matt Proctor
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August 28, 2025
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August 28, 2025
August 28, 2025 · Original source
From 5pm at Dear Friends Books — Wind Up Mice presents an evening of poetry, in celebration of issue 03. Hosted by Ashley Escobar. Featuring Matt Proctor, Max Hamilton, Mirana Gershoni, Phoebe Brown, Sachi Parish, Yesol Kim, and James Quigley.
Matt Star

Matt Star is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 12, 2025 and March 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by ...Sarah Sharp, and Matt Star". It most often appears alongside 154 Scott BK, Abi Yaga, Ace Hotel Brooklyn.

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Matt Star
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March 12, 2025
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March 12, 2025
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March 12, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Seventh Heaven — Language Arts (friend of the letter) is hosting their first reading. Language Arts is a substack by Sophia June and Layla Halabian about “books you actually want to read.” Readings tonight by Rayne Fisher-Quann, Camille Sojit Pejcha, Ryan Peterson, Rob Franklin, Sarah Sharp, and Matt Star. Photos, jelly snacks, karaoke all night after the event. | RSVP here
Matt Taibbi

Matt Taibbi is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 13, 2024 and November 13, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "I turn to the journalists I trust: Chris Hedges. Glenn Greenwald. Matt Taibbi"; "Matt Taibbi is an author, journalist, and podcaster. He covered politics for Rolling Stone". It most often appears alongside A Year on Earth with Mr. Hell, Alex Katz, Alex Osman.

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Matt Taibbi
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November 13, 2024
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November 13, 2024
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@me_betseybrown
November 13, 2024 · Original source
Just collecting my thoughts today. When in doubt, I turn to the journalists I trust: Chris Hedges. Glenn Greenwald. Matt Taibbi. All of these journalists are heavily credentialed and have gone independent by choice to evade censorship by larger media outlets.
Matt Taibbi is an author, journalist, and podcaster. He covered politics for Rolling Stone and is the closest thing we have to a modern-day Hunter S. Thompson. More recently, he released the Twitter Files (via Musk) in collaboration with several other journalists, including Michael Shellenberger and Bari Weiss. He also happens to be hot. You can watch his election recap here.
Matthew Danger Lipman

Matthew Danger Lipman is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 25, 2025 and March 25, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Matthew Danger Lipman, Emily Allan, and Asher White perform". It most often appears alongside Albany, Alex Arthur, Anamaria Silic.

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March 25, 2025
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March 25, 2025
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March 25, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm - late at St Dymphna — The Matthew Danger Lippman and Page Garcia weekly reading returns.
From 7pm at Union Pool — Matthew Danger Lipman, Emily Allan, and Asher White perform.
Matthew Donovon

Matthew Donovon is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 10, 2024 and September 10, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Matthew Donovon hosts The Last Picnic". It most often appears alongside Anika Levy, Annabel Boardman, Antiart.

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Matthew Donovon
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September 10, 2024
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September 10, 2024
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@matthewdonovan__
September 10, 2024 · Original source
Another (final) picnic at 3pm — Matthew Donovon hosts The Last Picnic, with a performance from Meg Spectre, misc literary reading regaling tails of the summer, and DJ eurodemonscum and Antiart. Dress code is “Regal Toga”.
Matthew F. Fisher

Matthew F. Fisher is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 14, 2024 and October 14, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Matthew F. Fisher opens his solo show Matthew's Dream at Plato Gallery". It most often appears alongside 69 Greene, @dr.rubinstein666, @fantasy_discotheque.

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Matthew F. Fisher
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October 14, 2024
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October 14, 2024
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@matthewffisher
October 14, 2024 · Original source
Thursday, October 17 from 6pm - 8pm — Matthew F. Fisher opens his solo show Matthew’s Dream at Plato Gallery. I’ve heard wonderful things about this gallery and this artist, and I’m excited to check this one out.
Matthew Henson

Matthew Henson is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 27, 2025 and October 27, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Hosted by Will Welch and Matthew Henson". It most often appears alongside 424 Broadway, Ally Salvador, Alt-Citizen.

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Matthew Henson
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October 27, 2025
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October 27, 2025
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@henson
October 27, 2025 · Original source
From 9pm - 2am at Nublu — RATS returns with Bogie Nights Band and Kitty Cash. Hosted by Will Welch and Matthew Henson. | tickets $20 (no guest list)
Matthew Stone

Matthew Stone is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 19, 2025 and November 19, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "British artist Matthew Stone's seventh solo exhibition with the gallery". It most often appears alongside @jeansdown, @thegirljt, Adi Eshman.

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Matthew Stone
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November 19, 2025
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November 19, 2025
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@matthewstoneart
November 19, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at The Hole (Bowery) — Staggered Paintings opens - British artist Matthew Stone’s seventh solo exhibition with the gallery. - “the painting stage of simulation and material co-author perception in digital image culture.”
Alix Sutcliffe at Plato | From Being Jealous of a Dog’s Vein | Matthew Stone at The Hole In other news… From 7pm - 10pm at Tawny — Cellist Iratxe Ibaibarriaga presents her debut album “Preludes” alongside painter Ruben Landini’s latest body of work. Tawny is one of my new favorite spots! Very chic and cozy.
Max

Max is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 18, 2026 and March 18, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "You're in your spring coat, Max said. He had never heard that word before me". It most often appears alongside Ada Donnelly, Alex Bienstock, Amelia.

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Max
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March 18, 2026
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March 18, 2026
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@mxcrpv
March 18, 2026 · Original source
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Max Hamilton

Max Hamilton is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between August 28, 2025 and August 28, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Matt Proctor, Max Hamilton, Mirana Gershoni, Phoebe Brown". It most often appears alongside A Horse with No Name, A Night of Male Readings, Amelia.

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Max Hamilton
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August 28, 2025
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August 28, 2025
August 28, 2025 · Original source
From 5pm at Dear Friends Books — Wind Up Mice presents an evening of poetry, in celebration of issue 03. Hosted by Ashley Escobar. Featuring Matt Proctor, Max Hamilton, Mirana Gershoni, Phoebe Brown, Sachi Parish, Yesol Kim, and James Quigley.
Max Levin

Max Levin is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 03, 2025 and February 03, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "readings and performances by Liara Roux + Peter Colombo, Max Levin, Muyassar Kurdi". It most often appears alongside Abscissa #2, Adderall, Adriana Furlong.

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Max Levin
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February 03, 2025
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February 03, 2025
February 03, 2025 · Original source
From 6:30 - 8:30pm at 537 Broadway — The Emily Harvey Foundation presents Abscissa #2, featuring readings and performances by Liara Roux + Peter Colombo, Max Levin, Muyassar Kurdi, and many more.
Max Popov

Max Popov is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 27, 2025 and May 27, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Imogen Brent & Max Popov : Slush opens". It most often appears alongside 327 Bowery, Abby Lloyd, absurdism.

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Max Popov
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May 27, 2025
Last seen
May 27, 2025
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@mxcrpv
May 27, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at Parent Company Gallery — Imogen Brent & Max Popov: Slush opens. - “Bringing together two distinct yet dialogically resonant practices, the exhibition explores systems of containment, loss, and the material and emotional structures that hold our histories.”
Max Steele

Max Steele is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between July 29, 2025 and July 29, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Max Steele hosts Girl+ - a punk queer featuring". It most often appears alongside A Night of Sermons, Abigail Mlinar, age of individualism.

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Max Steele
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July 29, 2025
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July 29, 2025
July 29, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm at Parkside Lounge — Max Steele hosts Girl+ - a punk queer featuring Lina Simpson, Whitney Mallett, Erin Markey, and Ryanaustin Dennis. Music by DJ PLD.
Max Tulio

Max Tulio is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 01, 2025 and May 01, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Guy Dess, Max Tulio, Nico Walker"; "Readings by...Max Tulio, Nico Walker". It most often appears alongside 720 Strength Lower East Side, Ali Rq, Anna Ting Möller.

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Max Tulio
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May 01, 2025
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May 01, 2025
May 01, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm at KGB — TENSE presents May Day, May Day, May Day. Readings by Dorothea Lasky, Guy Dess, Max Tulio, Nico Walker, Megan Davis, Beckett Rosset, Kitty St. Remy, Kyla Ernst-Alper, and Hannah Wik. “Truth suffers from too much analysis.” | Tickets $20. This one is not to be missed.
Maxine Beiny

Maxine Beiny is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 10, 2024 and September 10, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings from Maxine Beiny". It most often appears alongside Anika Levy, Annabel Boardman, Antiart.

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Maxine Beiny
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September 10, 2024
Last seen
September 10, 2024
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@me_betseybrown
September 10, 2024 · Original source
As a newly declared patron of Confessions, I’m particularly excited that the Sunday night reading and parties series will return for the second week in a row — from 7pm at KGB. Readings from Maxine Beiny, Christian Cail, Sammy Friedman, Chris Gabriel, Bijan Stephen, Beckett Rosset, Stephania Vazquez, Madison Brading, Cassidy Grady, and Annabel Boardman. This Confessions takes inspiration from the Citizen App, with stories that take notifications, and imagine what the hell happened.
Maxwell Foley

Maxwell Foley is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between August 21, 2025 and August 21, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Featuring Mike Crumps, Dan Mancini, Scott Litts, Maxwell Foley, and more"; "ncini, Scott Litts, Maxwell Foley, and more". It most often appears alongside 154 Scott, 7th Street Burger, Abby Jones.

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Maxwell Foley
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August 21, 2025
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August 21, 2025
August 21, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at St Lydia’s — Label NYC and Doxy Mag present SERVICE #2 - the second group chat reading. Featuring Mike Crumps, Dan Mancini, Scott Litts, Maxwell Foley, and more. Photos by Nick Dove. | Free
Maya Ibbitsen

Maya Ibbitsen is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between April 21, 2025 and April 21, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "performances, readings, and talent featuring Maya Ibbitsen, Sam Lathrop". It most often appears alongside 88 Allen Street Hotel, Ada Wickens, Alex Arthur.

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Maya Ibbitsen
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April 21, 2025
Last seen
April 21, 2025
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@me_betseybrown
April 21, 2025 · Original source
From 8:30pm at The River — DAM at The River is an evening of performances, readings, and talent featuring Maya Ibbitsen, Sam Lathrop, Ewan Lloyd, Grant Payol, Alex Berns, Francine, Ada Wickens, and more.
Mayan Toledo

Mayan Toledo is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 12, 2025 and March 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Mayan Toledo celebrates the release of 'Can you not' – a 240-page hardcover book by Rizzoli". It most often appears alongside 154 Scott BK, Abi Yaga, Ace Hotel Brooklyn.

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Mayan Toledo
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March 12, 2025
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March 12, 2025
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@thisismayan
March 12, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 9pm at Market Gallery — Mayan Toledo celebrates the release of “Can you not” – a 240-page hardcover book by Rizzoli, showcasing artworks and photographs that highlight the relationship between Toledo and her collaborator Erin Magee
Meetra Javed

Meetra Javed is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between April 15, 2025 and April 15, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "gallery reading featuring Sam Falb, Mary Royall, Meetra Javed". It most often appears alongside Alex Kazemi, Anthony Galluzzo, BioBat Art Space.

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Meetra Javed
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April 15, 2025
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April 15, 2025
April 15, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at 24 Forsyth St — Visionary Projects NYC hosts a gallery reading of short stories and poems on memories, love, and life, featuring Sam Falb, Mary Royall, Meetra Javed, Ireland Adgate, Emillianna Manino, Jeremy Whitaker, and Halyee.
Meg

Meg is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 17, 2025 and February 17, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "hosted by Gutes and Meg". It most often appears alongside A/Political, Actors, Alana Markel.

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Meg
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February 17, 2025
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February 17, 2025
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@mmarrin_
February 17, 2025 · Original source
From 9pm - 11pm at Funny Bar — Byline and Julie present Matter of the Heart: An evening of readings on romance and more, hosted by Gutes and Meg. An anonymous Friend of the Letter recently pointed out that a lot of these readings are starting to look increasingly like brand activations in sloppy disguise. I like a lot of the readers performing at this event, and there is nothing wrong with having a sponsor, but there’s a corporate flair to these things. Everyone knows about the Rise Of The Literary It Girl by now, and they’ve realized it’s time to start cashing in with some notes app poetry. I mostly avoid the Activation x Art Events, but in fairness, I'll plan to attend this one and report back with a review.
Meg McCarville

Meg McCarville is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 13, 2024 and November 13, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "American Victim by Meg McCarville". It most often appears alongside A Year on Earth with Mr. Hell, Alex Katz, Alex Osman.

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Meg McCarville
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November 13, 2024
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November 13, 2024
November 13, 2024 · Original source
American Victim by Meg McCarville
Meg Superstar Princes

Meg Superstar Princes is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 07, 2025 and March 07, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Poorspigga, Meg Superstar Princes, Andrew Norman Wilson". It most often appears alongside 127 Mulberry Street, 154 Scott BK, A Rachel Ormont Afters.

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March 07, 2025
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March 07, 2025
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@megsuperstarprincess
March 07, 2025 · Original source
From 11pm - late at Casa Bella — Caroline Calloway, Betsey Brown, and Peter Vack present - A Rachel Ormont Afters! The prior screening at The Roxy is unfortunately sold out, but I’ll be at the afters and you should be too! Hosted by soooooo many people! Mike Crumplar, Cassidy Grady, Kareem Rahma, Nick Dove, Sierra Armor, Elena Velez, Perfectly Imperfect, Matt Weinberger, Finlay Mangan, Riska Seval, Humblesuperstar, Poorspigga, Meg Superstar Princes, Andrew Norman Wilson, Charley Shealy, Rylee Stumpf.
Meg Yates

Meg Yates is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 05, 2024 and November 05, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Poetry by Ali Royals, Jo Rosenthal, Meg Yates, and others". It most often appears alongside 66 Greene St, Adeline Swartzendruber, Agnes Enhtamir.

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Meg Yates
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November 05, 2024
Last seen
November 05, 2024
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@megsuperstarprincess
November 05, 2024 · Original source
From 2pm - 7pm at 66 Greene St — The Kollection presents POETRY GALLERY - an exhibition and performance effort in shifting the form of live poetry presentation. Poetry by Ali Royals, Jo Rosenthal, Meg Yates, and others. Music by Private Browsing and Pascale + Katz.
Megan Baker

Megan Baker is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 27, 2025 and May 27, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Clare Doveton, Megan Baker, Olga Titus, Tyler Christopher Brown". It most often appears alongside 327 Bowery, Abby Lloyd, absurdism.

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Megan Baker
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May 27, 2025
Last seen
May 27, 2025
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@me_betseybrown
May 27, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at IRL Gallery — In Bloom opens; a group exhibition with works by Clara Gesang-Gottowt, Clare Doveton, Megan Baker, Olga Titus, Tyler Christopher Brown, Yanqing Pei. - “Taking the season as both metaphor and mood, In Bloom brings together six artists whose practices explore cycles of emergence, ripening, and transformation.”
Megan Bitchell

Megan Bitchell is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 21, 2025 and May 21, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Amelia Ritthaler, Megan Bitchell, and Willie Zabar". It most often appears alongside 99 Scott, Al Warren, Amelia Ritthaler.

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Megan Bitchell
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May 21, 2025
Last seen
May 21, 2025
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@me_betseybrown
May 21, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Bar (Red Room) — Meg Spectre presents The Meg Spectre Spectacular - a musical-comedy show featuring Ivy Wolk, Amelia Ritthaler, Megan Bitchell, and Willie Zabar. You can read about Meg being brilliant and fun here. It’s a huge night at KGB. I’ll certainly be there! Will you?
Megan Davis

Megan Davis is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 01, 2025 and May 01, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Nico Walker, Megan Davis, Beckett Rosset"; "Readings by...Megan Davis, Beckett Rosset". It most often appears alongside 720 Strength Lower East Side, Ali Rq, Anna Ting Möller.

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Megan Davis
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May 01, 2025
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May 01, 2025
May 01, 2025 · Original source
From 8pm at KGB — TENSE presents May Day, May Day, May Day. Readings by Dorothea Lasky, Guy Dess, Max Tulio, Nico Walker, Megan Davis, Beckett Rosset, Kitty St. Remy, Kyla Ernst-Alper, and Hannah Wik. “Truth suffers from too much analysis.” | Tickets $20. This one is not to be missed.
Megan Marin

Megan Marin is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 09, 2025 and September 09, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Megan Marin at Francis Irv (106 Walker St)". It most often appears alongside Aakash Kakkar, Aita, Allen-Golder Carpenter.

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Megan Marin
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September 09, 2025
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September 09, 2025
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@mmarrin_
September 09, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm — Whole slew of downtown openings. Megan Marin at Francis Irv (106 Walker St); Allen-Golder Carpenter at Derosia (197 Grande St); Lucas Odahara at David Peter Francis (35 E Broadway); and Jean-Luc Mouléne at Miguel Abreu (88 Eldridge).
From 7pm - 11pm at TV Eye — AltCitizen 15 Year Anniversary Show series continues with The Next One. Hosted by Violet Trotter. Live performances by TVOD, direct support by local band under a fake name, and Hearsay from LA debuting in NYC Allen-Golder Carpenter at Derosia, Megan Marin at Francis Irv, Jean-Luc Moulene at Miguel Abreau, Lucas Odahara at David Peter Francis. Ardor by Matthew Gasda - Image via BCTR Thursday, September 11 From 6:30pm - 8pm at Mast Books — Archway Editions presents the release of Olivia Kan-Sperling’s LITTLE PINK BOOK. - “Taking the form of a conversation with Jamieson Webster on the subject of Hysteric Literature, this will be both a literary summit and celebration of a significant new novel and experiment in form”
Megan O'Dell

Megan O'Dell is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 04, 2025 and September 04, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Megan O'Dell presents WET". It most often appears alongside 131 Chrystie St, 54 Barrow St, Aeronauts Aimed for Altitude, Even….

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Megan O'Dell
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September 04, 2025
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September 04, 2025
September 04, 2025 · Original source
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Megan Pai

Megan Pai is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between December 09, 2024 and December 09, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Custom drinks by Megan Pai and Cammie Lee". It most often appears alongside 171 Canal, 177 Mulberry, 264 Canal.

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Megan Pai
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December 09, 2024
Last seen
December 09, 2024
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@meganpai_
December 09, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at Heart — Are.na hosts the launch party for Are.na Annual 2025. There will be copies of the book, drinks, and readings. Are.na is one of my favorite corners of the internet - “online software for organizing content, and a toolkit for assembling new worlds from the scraps of the old.” The Sixth Are.na Annual launch will feature readings by Finnegan Shannon, Gerardo Ismael Madera, Reuben Son, and Megumi Tanaka. Custom drinks by Megan Pai and Cammie Lee.
Megan Rea

Megan Rea is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 03, 2024 and September 03, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "works on view by... Megan Rea"; "a Fedotov-Fedorov, and Megan Rea. The exhibition explores the relationship between human intervention and the natural world". It most often appears alongside 56 Henry, A.L., Adidas.

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Megan Rea
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September 03, 2024
Last seen
September 03, 2024
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@megan____rea
September 03, 2024 · Original source
From 6 - 8pm — ‘Enchanted Gardens’ opens at IRL Gallery, with works on view by Anna Ruth, Clara Gesang-Gottowt, Ilya Fedotov-Fedorov, and Megan Rea. The exhibition explores the relationship between human intervention and the natural world.
Megan Suttles

Megan Suttles is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 03, 2025 and February 03, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "featuring the works of Rainy Lerhman, Megan Suttles, and Caroline Falby". It most often appears alongside Abscissa #2, Adderall, Adriana Furlong.

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Megan Suttles
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February 03, 2025
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February 03, 2025
February 03, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 10pm at 183 Lorraine St — Sweet Lorraine Gallery presents “Corybantes” featuring the works of Rainy Lerhman, Megan Suttles, and Caroline Falby.
megsupertarprincess

megsupertarprincess is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 25, 2025 and February 25, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "readings and performances from megsupertarprincess". It most often appears alongside 1 storypod, 115 Bowery, 185 E Broadway.

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February 25, 2025
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February 25, 2025
February 25, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Red Room — Ethics celebrates issue 03 release with readings and performances from megsupertarprincess, alice aster, siena foster-soltis, chloe wheeler, and more.
Megumi Tanaka

Megumi Tanaka is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between December 09, 2024 and December 09, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "feature readings by ... Reuben Son, and Megumi Tanaka". It most often appears alongside 171 Canal, 177 Mulberry, 264 Canal.

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Megumi Tanaka
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1
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December 09, 2024
Last seen
December 09, 2024
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@meewgumi
December 09, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at Heart — Are.na hosts the launch party for Are.na Annual 2025. There will be copies of the book, drinks, and readings. Are.na is one of my favorite corners of the internet - “online software for organizing content, and a toolkit for assembling new worlds from the scraps of the old.” The Sixth Are.na Annual launch will feature readings by Finnegan Shannon, Gerardo Ismael Madera, Reuben Son, and Megumi Tanaka. Custom drinks by Megan Pai and Cammie Lee.
Meka

Meka is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 09, 2024 and October 09, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "meet up with Meka, who's in town from LA for a few days". It most often appears alongside 52 Walker, @singersny, Are.na.

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Meka
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1
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October 09, 2024
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October 09, 2024
October 09, 2024 · Original source
Cod with a garlicky, crunchy crust and a delightful selection of salads follow the morning’s prayers. A worthy treat for the gathered 20-odd family members. My mom loves the gloves. I make it back to the city in time to meet up with Meka, who’s in town from LA for a few days, and we stop with a combined group of friends to the Kartik Research pop up at the old Chickee’s location, which is now Sorbara’s down the street.
Mel Gibson

Mel Gibson is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between April 15, 2025 and April 15, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "posting photos of Mel Gibson's house down the hill and playing me recordings of Mel Gibson verbally abusing his wife". It most often appears alongside Alex Kazemi, Anthony Galluzzo, BioBat Art Space.

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Mel Gibson
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April 15, 2025
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April 15, 2025
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@me_betseybrown
April 15, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Saturday, April 5 My boyfriend is in Costa Rica posting photos of Mel Gibson's house down the hill and playing me recordings of Mel Gibson verbally abusing his wife. I'm lying on a small thin bed in Costa Rica and I'm mostly tuning this out, along with mostly tuning out the other things - horses and howler monkeys outside. Quieter, the buzz of insects and even, distantly, the roaring waves. These are the types of things I should really tune in. Everything just clicked these past few weeks. I know how to be now, but I don't know how to vocalize it yet. We took the ATV over the mountain to the chocolate shop this afternoon. We bought iberico ham and we ate it in the forest along with melted chocolate in ceramic cups, vegan pear cake, espresso, cocoa husks. SUPER DAVID, the sign on the convenience store said. Tsunami evacuation route, all the signs on the side of the road said. I am getting better at sitting on the back of the ATV. I haven't tried the driving part, because I don't know how to drive stick shift and because they told me there is some correlation between the two. I am getting better at being very focused, and sometimes, at being very removed. There is a crash outside, and my boyfriend opens the door to tell me it was just because he fell out of the hammock. I tell him I am going to go for a walk. There's a beach close by, and if I pace this stretch of road a few times over I can catch the sunset at all its different stages. I can catch myself surprised each time I round the bend and I see how the colors have just barely shifted. There is going to be a lot more routine once I am back in New York. I have a lot of plans, and there will be a lot more staying put. My fingernails are filthy from the dust. I have decided that, going forward, I am going to be significantly more removed from all the things I used to seek. Sunday, April 6 Watermelon slushie for breakfast and I woke up all feverish which means the sea plane isn't an option anymore so we'll be lingering here for at least a little longer. Dinner was nice last night - left the hotel in hazy dusk and we hit a storm surf side almost as soon as we were on the road. "It's pouring," said the friends we were meeting for dinner, and I said oh really it's not raining for us and then shortly after we were barreling through the downfall. David drives too fast but I haven't been being too difficult about it. There is very little in today, then. Shivering down the secret path at sunset and there's something kind of nice about being very ill in very intense heat. My boyfriend is unenthused by the sunset. “We'll watch the sunset here tomorrow," he says. He makes up a rhyme about me to compensate for his lack of appreciation in the magic of the view. REDACTED is awful. REDACTED is stupid. REDACTED is going to choke on ceviche and get put in an unmarked grave. With full sincerity, I find the rhyme kind of sweet. It's sweet like its opposite day, and like he's grinning ear to ear and so I know that he actually really hopes that none of that stuff actually happens to me. I haven't been reading anything that's not for school because the heat has made me not just languid but also feverish and with all that - hyper impressionable. I've been absorbing anything I consume and taking on the tone like it's my own. I read some novella that I don't even like and then I write a nasty little short story about what I imagine it is like to be my friend. I don't know why the story is so nasty, because I think I am a pretty good friend. A better friend than I am a daughter or certainly a sister or even a girlfriend and, it's either all this useless contemplation or it's taking off-brand medication to quell the fever and now I can go to the party. I go to the type of party where it's on the beach and the tourists are making a congo line and my boyfriend and I are eating things like ceviche and fish skewers and Coco Loco and I say please give me the BAD rum when the waitress asks which one i want (bad, medium, and great are the options, price differences to match and i am totally out of money). The rain has come way too early this year. Something about Climate Change. Something about Climate Change is accelerating once in 1000 year weather cycles here to once in one year. I sit under a straw hut at this conga line party in the acid rain storm and I carve out the inside of my coconut drink with a spoon which makes everyone, particularly my boyfriend very annoyed. A river full of hermit crabs forms in the sand under my feet, and I prop my beat up sneakers on my boyfriend's lap which makes everyone, particularly him, even more annoyed. Anyways, I'd been trying to be more gentle about it. I will try even harder tomorrow. Monday, April 7 Me Being More Gentle About It: Little spiders climb up and down my arms as I sit in the yoga tent and go to school on my Computer. The men are back at the horses stables this morning, brushing the animals off and dust goes flying, red flower petals keep blowing down from the trees and creating a sort of storm of pollen in the dusty air. Something great happened last night. At first, I was worried about it, but things turned out fine and so in retrospect, it was something great. Driving back from dinner on the ATV, there had been a storm on the beach and so we’d been stuck there for a while, getting a little drenched even huddled under the tent and finally we were driving back, open air, wet road, bright moon and suddenly there was a little black colt standing lost in the middle of the street. I got off the ATV, moonshine shimmering off all the puddles, the animal was not concerned, it was just standing in the street looking up at me and then we walked together, across the wet pavement and into wet dirt, down the dark dirt road and then I left it by the stable - we couldn't find the gate but it wasn’t looking to wander more. Today, the horse is fine, and I knew that it would be. I think it was some kind of omen, maybe. A reminder to consult with the stars, and particularly, lately, to check on the tides. I'll be back in New York tomorrow - having strange flashbacks to being a gallery girl intern and waking up all bright eyed and opportunistic with the sun. When I think about that, I get all excited to be back in the city. I could be a Permafreelance assistant for a prestige publication and make $9.77 an hour this summer if I wanted. Permafreelance is their word, not mine. It means you work full time but you don't get benefits or vacation. You can’t, with any self respect, be nearly twenty five years old and still reveling in an exploitative half job lugging garment bags around New York but if you could, then you probably still would. I could spend the summer reading The Greats and I could spend the fall reading everything Semiotext(e) has ever published. I could start a strange project called [REDACTED] that is sure to be a hit. Yeah, it's time to go back to New York though. David and I watched the sunset for real tonight. I found the Secret Beach. Yeah, it is pretty magic, David said. Tuesday, April 8 I had too many yuca fries before the beef stew dinner last night and so I wasn’t too hungry, went to bed early, didn't sleep a wink and now it's dawn. We eat dinner at Ritual most nights in Malpais. Ritual is the cafe that David’s friend's girlfriend owns. It is full of wonderful things like a tart made of avocados and cashews and coconut oil, or espresso mixed with orange juice, or, last night was stew from the meat we grilled over the weekend, and last night the restaurant was closed, just accessible for us, I went to bed too early. Fog at sunrise today. I pack up and I tiptoe out of the hotel. David finds me by the horses in the morning dew making scratch marks on paper. I tell him that I don't take any of it for granted, and I mean it when I say it. I get in a taxi, and then I am by myself again. At the airport, I am too tired to even be on edge. I text Sylvie and Rebecca about the project idea that is sure to be a hit. Do you want to be a part of [new hit project] I say. Yes, they both say. At the airport, I kind of want to go slump over in a booth, and so I go and sit inside an awful place called GastroPub and I order one of those awful salads with the canned black olives and the dried mushrooms and cranberries and shaved almonds and some generic seed oil filled dressing, you know the type. I order a black coffee, too. The seed oil dressing on the side comes dangerously close to sloshing all over my coffee. I pick the chicken out of my salad with some care and eat only that, while the rest of the whole soggy heap of food kind of collapses in on itself. I spend twenty one dollars. Then, I spend nineteen dollars on some coffee and electrolytes and macaroons from Starbucks. I make sure to time my macaron consumption to end at twelve noon exactly, and then I set a timer for 36 Hours. A Monk Fast. This is the sort of thing that can be done when one is at the airport feeling bogged down. Obviously, I am not actually going to join a cult. It's mostly just aesthetic fixation. Style over substance. The real issue intellectually is if you can't truly distinguish yourself from something like the plastic tray on the plane in front of you. I haven't even really tried too hard to find a God. I'm sorry. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, April 15 From 8pm - late at (RSVP for location) — Terms Eccles is throwing another tax day party!! - “talking broadly about money and art and downtown and midtown, all at once. the only thing that will make tax day worth celebrating.”
Melissa Broder

Melissa Broder is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 07, 2025 and March 07, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "featuring Melissa Broder, Dorthea Lasky, Riley Mac, and Shy Watson". It most often appears alongside 127 Mulberry Street, 154 Scott BK, A Rachel Ormont Afters.

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March 07, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB (Red Room) — Mind Palace Poetry presents Spring Forward. Hosted by Carson Jordan, featuring Melissa Broder, Dorthea Lasky, Riley Mac, and Shy Watson.
Melissa Seward

Melissa Seward is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 18, 2026 and March 18, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "readings and music with … Melissa Seward". It most often appears alongside Ada Donnelly, Alex Bienstock, Amelia.

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March 18, 2026
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March 18, 2026
March 18, 2026 · Original source
MANHATTAN: From 7:30pm at Night Club 101 — Lubov says THE INTERNET MADE ME DO IT. A night of readings and music with Ada Donnelly, Alex Bienstock, Marble Index, Kyle Sullivan Dobbs, Lorry Kikta, Melissa Seward, Angel Money, and Yuri NYC. | RSVP here
Meredith Kaffel Simonoff

Meredith Kaffel Simonoff is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 17, 2025 and March 17, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "featuring Meredith Kaffel Simonoff, Alia Hanah Habib, and Kate Dwyer". It most often appears alongside 8 St. Marks, 99 Canal, Aashish Gadani.

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March 17, 2025 · Original source
From 6:30pm at McNally Jackson Seaport — Publishing 101 Series kicks off with Literary Agent 101, featuring Meredith Kaffel Simonoff, Alia Hanah Habib, and Kate Dwyer. - “This series aims to demystify the publishing process through conversations with industry professionals who have done it all, and seen it all.”
Merilyn

Merilyn is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 13, 2025 and October 13, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Claire Gustavson, Merilyn, Lindsay Perryman". It most often appears alongside 365 Apartment, Adriant Khadafhi Bereal, Afters.

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October 13, 2025
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October 13, 2025
October 13, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Dear Friends Books — A reading in dialogue with Aheem by Rafael Martinez - presenting a selection of 34 images made over the course of a year. Readings by Brian Alarcon, Adriant Khadafhi Bereal, Sam Falb, Claire Gustavson, Merilyn, Lindsay Perryman, and Julio Tavarez.
Mesa

Mesa is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 13, 2025 and October 13, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Stop1 returns to Hellphone with Mesa, Kettle, and Sotiris". It most often appears alongside 365 Apartment, Adriant Khadafhi Bereal, Afters.

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October 13, 2025
October 13, 2025 · Original source
From 9pm - 2:30am — Stop1 returns to Hellphone with Mesa, Kettle, and Sotiris. Free!
MGNA Crrrta

MGNA Crrrta is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between August 23, 2024 and August 23, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "g Rocco , MGNA Crrrta , Suzy Sheer , and Club Cringe". It most often appears alongside $Egirl, Adeline Swartzendruber, Annabel Boardman.

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August 23, 2024
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August 23, 2024
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August 23, 2024 · Original source
Frost Fest continues with night two tonight at Rash with Nation, Big Rocco, MGNA Crrrta, Suzy Sheer, and Club Cringe.
Mia Culpa

Mia Culpa is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between December 09, 2025 and December 09, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Ellis Kopple, Mia Culpa, Chantel Murphy". It most often appears alongside A Winter Ball, Alice Bailey, An Evening of Internet Cinema.

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December 09, 2025
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December 09, 2025
December 09, 2025 · Original source
LOS ANGELES - From 7pm at Giovanni’s Room — Casual Encounters + On The Rag present Holiday Party: drinks, merriment, and super short readings from OTR archives, ft Suzy Exposito, Violetta Balkoff, Gabby Sones, Jonathan D’Aguilar, Sarah Wang, Ellis Kopple, Mia Culpa, Chantel Murphy, Zara Schuster, and Emma Camille Barreto. | BYOB, BYOFriends
Mia Manning

Mia Manning is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 09, 2025 and September 09, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Hosted by... Misc-En-Scene, Mia Manning, Ni Ouyang". It most often appears alongside Aakash Kakkar, Aita, Allen-Golder Carpenter.

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September 09, 2025
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September 09, 2025
September 09, 2025 · Original source
From 9pm - 2am at Baby's All Right — Label presents The Afters. Sets by Harmony Tividad and more. Hosted by Whitney Mallet, Carolina de Armas, Misc-En-Scene, Mia Manning, Ni Ouyang, Elizabeth Clayton, Rachel Weiswasser, and Kathryn Kearny. | Tickets: $15
Miami Mike

Miami Mike is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 21, 2024 and October 21, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by ... Miami Mike". It most often appears alongside A Tale of Autumn, Abigail Yaga, Alex Patrick Dyck.

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October 21, 2024 · Original source
After, head to Sovereign House for the Halloween Masquerade edition Confessions. Readings by Abigail Yaga, Miami Mike, Christian Gail, Sam Forster, Cassidy, and Annabel.
Michael Alexander Campbell

Michael Alexander Campbell is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 12, 2025 and March 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Casa Del Popolo presents Michael Alexander Campbell : Sovereign Lapse". It most often appears alongside 154 Scott BK, Abi Yaga, Ace Hotel Brooklyn.

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March 12, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at 360 W 11 — Casa Del Popolo presents Michael Alexander Campbell: Sovereign Lapse.
Michael Crumplar

Michael Crumplar is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 12, 2025 and March 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by SweetAdeline, Cassidy Grady, Michael Crumplar, and more". It most often appears alongside 154 Scott BK, Abi Yaga, Ace Hotel Brooklyn.

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March 12, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm - late at St. Dymphna — Matthew Danger Lippman and Page Garcia return with another reading: The Beautiful Angel Convention. Hosted by Annabel Boardman, Betsey Brown, Abi Yaga, and more. Readings by SweetAdeline, Cassidy Grady, Michael Crumplar, and more.
Michael Kimmel

Michael Kimmel is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 26, 2025 and September 26, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Dr. Michael Kimmel (a feminist writer)". It most often appears alongside Aimee Goguen, Amelia, American Academy of Arts and Letters.

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Michael Kimmel
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September 26, 2025
September 26, 2025 · Original source
From 4pm - 7pm at Hancock House — Talk&Taste presents The State of Boys and Men - bringing in experts to understand what’s happening in modern masculinity. The panel includes Dr. Michael Kimmel (a feminist writer), Lisa Britton (a Men’s Rights Activist) and Dr. Mark Sherman (another men’s rights activist). | Tickets here
Michael Lee

Michael Lee is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 04, 2026 and February 04, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "ft works by ...Michael Lee, Jennifer Macdonald". It most often appears alongside 1LDK, @henrymunsonsinstagram, Alessandro Keegan.

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Michael Lee
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February 04, 2026 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at Platform Projects — Relics opens, curated by Show and Tell, ft works by Lauriston Avery, Ever Baldwin, Kat Chamberlin, Gaby Collins-Fernández, Alessandro Keegan, Alison Kudlow, Michael Lee, Jennifer Macdonald, Mitch Patrick, Amy Talluto, and more.
Michael McGregor

Michael McGregor is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 04, 2025 and September 04, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "group show featuring … Michael McGregor". It most often appears alongside 131 Chrystie St, 54 Barrow St, Aeronauts Aimed for Altitude, Even….

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Michael McGregor
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September 04, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at IRL Gallery — GIFT opens - a group show featuring Alexandra Rubinstein, Danielle Kosann, Elizabeth Bergeland, Jordan Sears, Marisa Regante, Michael McGregor, Rebecca Storm, Shawn Huckins, and Tariq Oliver.
Michael Plastics

Michael Plastics is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 17, 2025 and February 17, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "readings by Stella Ann-Harris, Michael Plastics, Anabellea Correa Maynard, and Isadora Nogueira". It most often appears alongside A/Political, Actors, Alana Markel.

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February 17, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 10pm at Cassette — Measure Twice reading and songshare features music by Fenne Lily, Leah Rando, Isaac Stalling, and Kayla Phillips, along with readings by Stella Ann-Harris, Michael Plastics, Anabellea Correa Maynard, and Isadora Nogueira. All proceeds go to Unlocal.
Michael Saltypickles

Michael Saltypickles is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between June 24, 2024 and June 24, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Ellie Lynch, Michael Saltypickles, Nick Dove". It most often appears alongside A Doll House, Adam Lehrer, AirPods Max.

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June 24, 2024
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June 24, 2024 · Original source
Thursday, June 27 at 6:30pm - Perennial NYC is hosting a reading on an Upper East Side terrace (DM for address). I will be reading, along with Kathy Joyce, Ellie Lynch, Michael Saltypickles, Nick Dove, and David Clarity. Free entry and drinks!
Michael Shellenberger

Michael Shellenberger is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 13, 2024 and November 13, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "in collaboration with several other journalists, including Michael Shellenberger and Bari Weiss". It most often appears alongside A Year on Earth with Mr. Hell, Alex Katz, Alex Osman.

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November 13, 2024 · Original source
Matt Taibbi is an author, journalist, and podcaster. He covered politics for Rolling Stone and is the closest thing we have to a modern-day Hunter S. Thompson. More recently, he released the Twitter Files (via Musk) in collaboration with several other journalists, including Michael Shellenberger and Bari Weiss. He also happens to be hot. You can watch his election recap here.
Michael the explorer

Michael the explorer is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between January 27, 2026 and January 27, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Do you remember Michael the explorer, Saoirse asks me". It most often appears alongside 3, Alexander Perrelli, Amelia.

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WHAT I DID Monday, January 12 I’m in my room and I’m feeling normal. Outside, the streets are winter-warm. Foggy and sweet. Different from El Salvador, which was humid-sweet. Tropics sweet. El Salvador was learning to understand things and also learning to let the wind blow in interesting directions and also learning to stand on my own two feet. On the flight home, I mapped out every day as a container. At JFK, I decided to treat the city like Vacation. Big Bar every Monday. Museums of Illusions. FDR themed social club. Procure activities on Partiful or Instagram or Yelp or through Word of Mouth. I call Amelia to announce my return and my vacation-forever plans. Is this vacation for the sake of transgression or fun? Amelia asks me. New York is over, Matthew was saying, in El Salvador. New York is over, and Los Angeles is it. I suppose we’ll see, I was saying in response. I suppose we’ll see but for now I’ll take all the energy-whirling-back. The flight home was quiet and late. I sat in the very back row of the plane with lots of water and ambient dread. I dreamt of a rocky landing where Avianca (Boeing 787) (Flight 267) touches ground and then immediately takes back off. I dreamt of being robbed. I dreamt of turning around. Dreamt of being scammed. Dreamt of busy days and busy nights in N.Y.C Back home, tonight, and it’s dinner at Lanterna di Vittoria with my friend whom I like because he offers me generosity kind of liminally. He presents a dangling sort of kindness that I did not have to accept or deny. I could accept his kindness later. I could pluck it from thin air, long after he has walked away. Maybe he is just generally cautious like that, or perhaps he intuits my inherent distaste towards drawing definitive conclusions. He is extremely helpful, but I never say thank you for the advice even though I am thankful. I never acknowledge I agree and I think it is better this way. I’m particularly grateful for the ease of it. He’s happy to know he’s right and also to feel useful without any of the misery that accompanies reliance. The grid is blinking in and out today, and so we are all feeling anxious about nuclear war. You too?? my friend says, when I bring up the topic of nuclear war at dinner. Everyone is becoming so much stupider. Small grid means big problems. I am feeling uneasy, sitting in my apartment tonight, knowing all the best minds in the world are coming up short. Later, cotton candy skies turning dark as we’re walking home. The city is freezing over, and hell along with it. Since I cleared my mind head-empty, I have become so much better at being perfect. Since I became religious, I have become so much faster at driving. Since I started telling all my friends that I want no-trouble, none-of-the-time, everything has started to really spiral out of control. I want to be good, I keep on telling Olivia. We go to the gym together every-other-day. She is the only girl with hair that is longer than mine. You are goodest, Olivia tells me. She says it with a smile, and she is very much not-devious so I believe that she believes this to be true. How many millions of dollars do you think were lost when the grid went down? I ask my friend, walking home in the icy city that I just can’t quit. Trillions, he tells me. What do you mean millions? Jesus Christ. Do you know how the GRID works? He gives me a book. Elephants and economy. Something like that. I already have it. I am smug when I tell him so. They already gave me this book in El Salvador. This book is already mine. The grid has already never-existed. Nothing ever happens. New silk eye mask arrived by mail which means: big sleep incoming. Big sleep in mummy mode. Clean room. Room of a girl who respects herself. Every day is something new. This part has always been obvious. Tuesday, January 13 The air is clear in my apartment, but somehow tinged a little bit blue this morning. Somehow kind of record-stretch hazy, which I suppose is what happens when I am tired and outside, it’s foggy. My friend texted while I slept: I am taking on your mannerisms. Texting back now: I don’t really have mannerisms. I could write a story this morning, but instead, I will write mantras in my mind. It’s good to be quiet It’s important to seize control over myself God gives the world to girls who don’t get in their own way. Black velvet hanger left off kilter. Last night, I purchased a blue dress that reminded me of dreams I already forgot. A blue dress to wear in a glass house in a place like Topanga. Bright blue dress to wear while making spring green soup. Purchased the dress with visions of next summer spinning through my mind. Visions of wearing a blue dress and standing barefoot on the wood floor of my parents’ house and making spring green soup. Sitting on the edge of my bed in dark green lulu lemon leggings and black tank top this morning. Cool minty Zyn in mouth, and Celsius in hand. The apartment is a mess, and it has been for a while. Trees are barren and kind of sweet outside my window. I hate this apartment. I want my old apartment back. I want to get everything I’ve ever wanted. I want to get sober and mean it. I want two hours of dedicated time-writing-fiction per day, and two hours of dedicated time walking outdoors writing notes. I want to let no more hours drift. I was not happy to come back to New York, but I do like the parts of the city that just are-what-they-are. Green turtle pond and freezing hands. Big buildings and tour groups. Windy streets. Bustling with people. When I’m at pilates I don’t feel like I need to move to LA, I tell Saorise, in the studio. The toned and old gay man that owns Pilates People runs warm. He cracked the window to let in the frigid winter fog. All the girls are upset about this. The light is silver and bright like a beam. It is a foggy day. We have LA at home, Saiorse says. We have life-like-California, but it’s real-life and it’s right-here. We can stay right here. We can invent different schools of movement. We can even go to Sugarfish Girls mass-exodus a friend group or even a whole entire life because of totally superficial reasons that are totally fake, Saoirse is saying, at Sugarfish. We acquire Saki. I pull my hair into a tight ponytail and I revel in my perfect day. I document my material reality meticulously. I have been training myself to become totally head empty. I have been training myself to gently accept gluttony, and also to be less subject to my whims. Sugar Fish has the sort of generic-upscale interior that reminds you of nothing, and thus reminds you of personal recollections of positive experiences in similar generic upscale interior restaurants. This is how they keep you coming back, I say. Girls couldn’t find a backbone if it hit them over the head, Saiorse says. Girls want to drown their enemies in buckets like kittens. Girls want to pray for you and ask to kiss you and pretend to be your friends. I am starting to feel some animosity, I tell Saorsie. Our meal is light but comes out in many courses. Saiorse is happy to hear about my budding proclivity for negativity. I’ve been telling you these things for years and knowing that it wasn’t yet time for you to listen, Sairse responds. You can pick something really good, or you can pick something that you really really want. Saiorse plays with her salmon sashimi and she doesn’t like soy sauce. Saoirse doesn’t ask me to tell her which one I pick: really good versus really wanted, that is. Do you remember Michael the explorer, Saoirse asks me. I have known Saoirse for a million billion years. We share a million billion strange friends. It’s nice to pour over these things. Internet friends. Federal agent friends. Friend who snuck over the Canadian border a few years ago and then washed up outside a fire pit in The Hamptons. Her explorer friend who we took to Round Swamp market for blueberry muffins after he got back from some place like Antarctica or maybe North Korea. He was not very risk-adverse. He was so worried about you, Saoirse says. Did you know that at the time? He said you seemed so nice. Walking home in the crisp and cold afternoon feeling so nice. Walking through the farmers market. Curling up in bed half asleep half dressed half under covers. Half lonely and half at peace because I love when my apartment is so cold. Cassandra texts that she is going to the museum. Why, I ask? It is our duty to seek out all the latent beauty in the world. Cassandra responds. At night, In Brooklyn, I can listen to Jeff Buckley Forget Her on repeat and think about what I actually want. Purification. Indulging my addictions. Freedom from vice. Sweet music and soft cover of winter fog and little green glass wind chimes hanging from the trees. I like wearing natural fibers and clothing I move easily in and having a uniform and following an obsession to its logical conclusion. I like knowing immediately and totally what it is that I could or could not love. Little dried leaves shivering across the pavement. They look like little rats except for the part where they are very beautiful. I run into one friend smoking on the street in a velvet black jacket when I arrive at the reading. I like your suit, I say. It’s my only suit, he responds. I don’t want to drink but I do want a cigarette and I only like cigarettes when I’m drinking. There’s a glowing strawberry on the wall, and there are a lot of people I have never seen before or at least do not see often. Like the cool theater kids’ basement in college, the girl next to me is saying. Soft snow flurries outside, which serves as a nice reminder that it is still winter. Reading out loud about Florida, Massachusetts and feeling reclusive. Wednesday, January 14 Sweet Wednesday morning, but I’m going to treat it like a Monday. Still listening to Jeff Bukley Forget Her, which makes me want to be somewhere else. Somewhere very cold or very foggy or even, very sunny. Perhaps I should stop hedging and just commit to something. Last night, a boy was ordering a drink and talking about how he was so glad no one was doing dry January this year. He asked his friend what he was drinking. Soda water and cranberry, the friend said. Oh, he said. You’re doing dry January? I’ve been dry for six months, his friend said. I felt so jealous of his friend. So, I know what has to give. Need to take pleasure in denying myself the things I want, etc etc etc. Listening to Forget Her over and over and over again, and turning my head all the way upside down so I can get a look at the snow behind me, but the snow has mostly stopped. Just silver skies all the way, now. Silver skies all the way up and all the way down. Jeff Buckley died at thirty-years-old. Someone who destroyed himself early but at least he had something to show for it. The desire to toss out everything I own becomes pervasive in the snow. The desire to get rid of all these things I wish were not mine. Gathering up all these clothes and throwing them in a big white trash bag. Thinking about the big smile on my face when my mother gave me a blue and shiny dress and then thinking about throwing it in a donation bin which pipelines to landfills, obviously. Hours can pass, percolating in guilt over what to do with this blue dress among other items. There are many more wasteful things than throwing out a dress. Buying and drinking alcohol for example. Buying and eating protein bars just to feel full by which I mean full of trash. Scrolling on my phone. Being cruel. The snow is both coming down and melting outside. Smells like ski racing. Nothing I am getting rid of is special. If the people whom I don’t want to see show up at a party, then I will leave. My friends are in the basement of the party when I arrive. Another friend’s new bar. The wood has been stained dark brown and the place is starting to look formal and nice. My friends are vacuuming and putting away books. We all look like little elves putting the books away, Quinn says. Many interesting books. Esoterics of Health and something about Aliens, for example. Thursday, January 15 Rinse and repeat. Blueish silver light in my apartment, where the sun barely penetrates, but at least nothing is artificial. Outside, everything is melting, melting, melting. White and chipped paint on the fire escape, and I can see the drops of water growing from the metal edges and then… drop! Leafless trees shimmering like they’re coated in gum drops. Each silver water droplet crystallized as its own little form, and then together, they are turning the whole tree silver. Since they turned down the central heating and then I turned off my air conditioner, a few days ago, everything has begun to feel quite quiet. Should we do a dress exchange? I ask Cassandra. Should I bring you your bible and a book called The Elephant in the Brain and also your blue cashmere sweater in exchange for my polyester Aritzia slip? Yes! says Cassandra. The West Village is wet and cold and the church is white and the doors are blue. The dining room of The Marlton Hotel is full of red velvet booths and gold lined mirrors and star shaped yellow lights. The mirrors and the lights make me feel a little bit like I am in a room full of sun, but I am not in a room full of sun. I am in a windowless hotel lobby full of mirrors. Cassandra takes out her Sunday Riley lipgloss. Girls at table over are taking out their Sunday Riley lipgloss. Girls everywhere are just the same. Olivia has her Rapunzel hair bundled up in her scarf like a baboushka. Cassandra is wearing a beautiful red scarf tied around her neck and wearing beautiful gold jewelry. The girls at the table over are talking about how we were created to have gentle souls. Why would anybody make it their mission in life to seek out… chaos? Cassandra interjects. To seek to degrade others, Olivia says. Cassandra teaches me a new word: Odoriferous. Cassandra tells me about her friend who lives in Northern California off the grid, farming salmon or maybe saving them, researching them, I can’t remember. A girl stumbles into the dining room to greet her friends at the table over. I can feel how cold you are, her friends say. I can’t wait to see the ocean again, Cassandra says. It feels really weird going so long without seeing the ocean. I guess I won’t see the ocean again for a while. Thinking about feeling manic. Thinking about every other timeline. Thinking about pouring big glass of water and black coffee with five splenda because I am still glutenous. Getting right to the cusp of something means that in at least a few other timelines, you probably figured it out. Nice to assume you’re capable of that, at least. Nice to know that in another timeline, my diaries are probably anonymous and I can be less vague. Nice to know that in another timeline I can probably lie. I can probably say what I actually mean. Spraying perfume over green sweater and imagining myself as someone who moves more slowly. Ordered a glass of wine because I love relapsing on an empty stomach. Telling Olivia about when my life was hot and cold and up and down and crazy all the time, because for the first time, I am realizing that she did not know me then. It’s hard to describe to someone who wasn’t there. Feeling a little bit nauseous and like I wish I hadn’t spoken. We could be living in the Midwest driving golf carts, Olivia says. Indiana is just corn and soy but not even produced for human production just animal feed or corn syrup, she says. I have a fondness for cornfields, Cassandra says. We could belong to country clubs, Olivia said. I wonder what that is like. Friday, January 16 In my dreams, I am surrounded by water on all sides, Somewhere in El Salvador. Somewhere in Costa Rica. Somewhere with all my friends-from-the-internet, and they do not like my new boyfriend. It’s ok, because I don’t like my new boyfriend too much either. I am scheming with my internet-friends. We are scheming ways to get rid of new boyfriend. Everyone is happy about my plots to get him gone, and no one seems to clock that I am the one who invited him in the first place. We are deep sea fishing. I am hanging by my arms from the edge of the boat and my feet are running through the water while a girl I know to be my best friend fires up the boat faster and faster and faster. I am a little scared. I am having so much fun. Salt water. Earth water. Angel water. I wake up. One light left on, back in New York. Yellow glowing floor lamp, so at least there’s nothing shining overhead. Last night, I was walking through the winter snow sliding on ice and filled with energy and adoration and also two illicit drinks. Listening to music and wind and stopping for gum and diet coke and then washing up in a restaurant that was bustling and warm and dimly lit. Telling my friends not to wait outside. For a while, I wanted to show others the places that had always been mine. It had never been like that before. It had always been more of a self protective sort of thing. Back to letting myself be dragged to kind of nice places to which I have no attachment, now. Talking about myself like I am playing SIMS at dinner. Ordering one diet coke and one piece of fish. Dinner passing kind of assembly line cool. Chill and smooth. In the snow and the ice, everything is seamless and then I’m in a car home so that I do not slip. Things could be quiet and end early but I still just can’t stay put. I become more full of energy, later on. I have become very sick of interiority. I went to a small Italian cafe to pass the later night because when I don’t, I always wish I did. It was a snowy and beautiful night. The cafe was made for families and locals and tour groups and dark and lovely. My new friends were talking about things like art-of-business, so it felt kind of far from myself but I could bear it for some hours. A beautiful life. Trying to be more tender and less neurotic. This does not have to mean everything. A person can just be cautious and nice-for-now. Walked home in the snow. Woke up warm. Still can’t stay away from places that have always been mine. Yellow light emanates from the yellow lamp. Nothing fluorescent. A million things to write over a million times. A million things to consider. A million topics on which the thing to do now is to wait and see. Waiting and seeing. Text about finding a DJ for a party in San Francisco. Email about a party at The Mount Washington Hotel. All these very random things that feel so close to being in reach. Kind of want to go. Kind of want to languish in old and beautiful rooms at the Mount Washington Hotel and in the majestic magic pool and imagine that money flows like water by which I mean spend money like it is water. Opening the window, now. Letting it be morning, now. Have to be clear, now. Sober minded and clear. Time passes like water, too, so that is something else to be wary of. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, January 27 From 8pm at The River — Theme Trivia returns with Medieval Trivia.
Michael W. Clune

Michael W. Clune is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 19, 2024 and November 19, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "readings by Ariana Reines, Michael W. Clune, and August Lamm". It most often appears alongside Adeline, Adriana Furlong, Aimee Armstrong.

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November 19, 2024 · Original source
From 7:30pm at Russian Samovar — Cluny Journal celebrates launch ft readings by Ariana Reines, Michael W. Clune, and August Lamm. Hosted by Jordan Castro and Luke Burgis. Solo preformance by LITVRGY.
Michael Zwack

Michael Zwack is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 02, 2024 and October 02, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Works on view from ... Michael Zwack". It most often appears alongside Accdntl Dred, Adeline Swartzendruber, Alex Bienstock.

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October 02, 2024
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October 02, 2024
October 02, 2024 · Original source
From 6 - 8pm — Sara's at Dunkunsthalle celebrates the opening of The Pictures Generation: From Hallwalls to the Kitchen, and Beyond. Curated by Vera Dika, this group exhibition continues the gallery's exploration of the early days of The Picture Generation, highlighting artists who lived and worked at a pivotal time in the area of the Financial District, exploring boundaries of high art and popular culture. Works on view from Gretchen Bender, Charlie Clough, Nancy Dwyer, Jack Goldstein, Robert Longo, Cindy Sherman, and Michael Zwack.
Michel Houellebecq

Michel Houellebecq is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 13, 2024 and November 13, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "The Map and the Territory by Michel Houellebecq". It most often appears alongside A Year on Earth with Mr. Hell, Alex Katz, Alex Osman.

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November 13, 2024
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November 13, 2024
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November 13, 2024 · Original source
The Map and the Territory by Michel Houellebecq
Michel Majerus

Michel Majerus is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 14, 2024 and October 14, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "explores the untouched laptop of the late painter Michel Majerus". It most often appears alongside 69 Greene, @dr.rubinstein666, @fantasy_discotheque.

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October 14, 2024
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October 14, 2024
October 14, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at HEART — Cory Arcangel presents work from his new Youtube series Let’s Play Majerus, wherein Arcangel “explores the untouched laptop of the late painter Michel Majerus.” The event is co-presented / in conversation with Rhizome.
Michele Loew

Michele Loew is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 25, 2025 and February 25, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Michele Loew and Arjun Bruggeman host a weekend workshop: The Clearlight of Falling Asleep & Dream". It most often appears alongside 1 storypod, 115 Bowery, 185 E Broadway.

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February 25, 2025
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February 25, 2025
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February 25, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at Tibet House — Michele Loew and Arjun Bruggeman host a weekend workshop: The Clearlight of Falling Asleep & Dream. I adore the programming at Tibet House, and as World’s Worst Sleeper, I hope to be in attendance.
Michelle Lho

Michelle Lho is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 21, 2024 and October 21, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "From 7pm at Canal Projects — Michelle Lho". It most often appears alongside A Tale of Autumn, Abigail Yaga, Alex Patrick Dyck.

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October 21, 2024
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October 21, 2024
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October 21, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at Canal Projects — Michelle Lhooq of Rave New World presents a double screening of a short film on Singapore’s nightlife underground, and a feature film documentary depicting rave culture in Chengdu, China. After party to follow.
Michelle Moriarty

Michelle Moriarty is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between July 15, 2025 and July 15, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings performed by...Michelle Moriarty"; "Readings performed by Annabel Boardman, Sophia Englesberg, Michelle Moriarty, Ellen Tamaki, and Anastasia Wolfe". It most often appears alongside Alan Barrows, Anastasia Wolfe, Andrew Woolbright.

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July 15, 2025
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July 15, 2025
July 15, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Public Records — Come celebrate the relaunch of Joyland Magazine, along with the launch of Information Age by Cora Lewis. Two very exciting occasions in one. Readings performed by Annabel Boardman, Sophia Englesberg, Michelle Moriarty, Ellen Tamaki, and Anastasia Wolfe.
Mika Bar on Nesher

Mika Bar on Nesher is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 06, 2025 and May 06, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Featuring India Price, Mika Bar on Nesher, Ruby Justice Thelot". It most often appears alongside A Musical Environment, A Night of New Literature, A.L. Bahta.

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May 06, 2025
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May 06, 2025
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May 06, 2025 · Original source
From 2pm - 4pm at 243 Bowery — SuperRare hosts a panel discussion on Factory Reality: Post-Realism in the 2020s. Featuring India Price, Mika Bar on Nesher, Ruby Justice Thelot, Brendan Dawes, A.L. Bahta, Kevin James
Mikayla Bryant

Mikayla Bryant is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between December 22, 2025 and December 22, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Revenge Wife, and Mikayla Bryant. Great lineup!". It most often appears alongside 169 Bar, 243 Bowery, 3.

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December 22, 2025
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December 22, 2025
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December 22, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at The York — Punisher returns with their second installment. A reading series by writers-and-divas-turned-visionaries: Sarah Velk and Kennedy Wright. Readings by Magdalene Taylor, Vivi Hayes, Erin Satterthwaite, Emma Newman-Holde, Revenge Wife, and Mikayla Bryant. Great lineup!
Mike Crumps

Mike Crumps is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between August 21, 2025 and August 21, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Featuring Mike Crumps, Dan Mancini, Scott Litts, Maxwell Foley, and more". It most often appears alongside 154 Scott, 7th Street Burger, Abby Jones.

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August 21, 2025
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August 21, 2025
August 21, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at St Lydia’s — Label NYC and Doxy Mag present SERVICE #2 - the second group chat reading. Featuring Mike Crumps, Dan Mancini, Scott Litts, Maxwell Foley, and more. Photos by Nick Dove. | Free
Mike Kelley

Mike Kelley is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 19, 2024 and November 19, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "his 1994 piece in Frieze on Mike Kelley and The Career Retrospective". It most often appears alongside Adeline, Adriana Furlong, Aimee Armstrong.

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November 19, 2024
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November 19, 2024
November 19, 2024 · Original source
From 6:30pm at Tibet House — Arden Wohl presents another installment of the reading series “The Relentless Shadow Where The Light Surrenders”; featuring David Rimanelli - one of my favorite writers (and also my favorite Instagram account to follow). As supplemental reading, might I recommend his 1994 piece in Frieze on Mike Kelley and The Career Retrospective (here)
Mike Tyson

Mike Tyson is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 19, 2024 and November 19, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Mike Tyson is telling a small child that he doesn't dream of legacy". It most often appears alongside Adeline, Adriana Furlong, Aimee Armstrong.

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November 19, 2024
November 19, 2024 · Original source
“Community is a different word for lineage. the people that are still here tonight... that says a lot about you.” Beckett reads about The Providence Hotel, Chris reads about The Circus, Adeline reads poems. Afterwards, I stick around for a while. Ellie arrives. I try to get late dinner but there’s no one seating diners at this hour. I walk back to Sovereign House. The UFC fight is playing now. On a split screen, Mike Tyson is telling a small child that he doesn’t dream of legacy because when you die, your ego dies with you. When I get home, I have a text from a number I haven’t saved yet. It’s a photo with Ellie and her friend that I don’t remember taking. “The Three Graces,” it says. “Loved meeting you xoxo Penny” WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Tuesday, November 19 In her Substack, Natasha Stagg recommends The White Ribbon screening at Metrograph this afternoon at 3:30pm. I imagine you might find a strange appeal in luxuriating in a weekday afternoon theater experience that will leave you feeling as awful as this film is sure to. Natasha also recommends the new menu in the commissary, but Shannon recently told me it's fallen far from its glory days. I'll have to stop by soon (maybe tomorrow, at 3:30pm) to see for myself.
Mikey Friedman

Mikey Friedman is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 25, 2025 and February 25, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Hosted by Mikey Friedman". It most often appears alongside 1 storypod, 115 Bowery, 185 E Broadway.

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February 25, 2025
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February 25, 2025
February 25, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Littlefield (635 Sackett St) — Stage Break presents “a new reading series where everyone reads” — ft Ira Madison III, Isle McElroy, Anika Jade Levy, and Stephanie Wambugu. Hosted by Mikey Friedman. RSVP here.
Miles Engel-Hawbecker

Miles Engel-Hawbecker is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 25, 2025 and March 25, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Directed by Miles Engel-Hawbecker". It most often appears alongside Albany, Alex Arthur, Anamaria Silic.

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March 25, 2025
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March 25, 2025
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March 25, 2025 · Original source
From 7:30pm at Anthology Film Archives — Rhizome hosts the world premiere of Transformers Terminal - a new feature film about a fanboy and a vlogger, comic-con and a de-virtualized relationship. Directed by Miles Engel-Hawbecker, produced by Theresa Tomi Faison
Miles Peyton

Miles Peyton is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 21, 2024 and October 21, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Cori Cannavino and Miles Peyton present Lavender Town". It most often appears alongside A Tale of Autumn, Abigail Yaga, Alex Patrick Dyck.

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October 21, 2024
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October 21, 2024
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October 21, 2024 · Original source
From 6pm - midnight at HEART — Cori Cannavino and Miles Peyton present Lavender Town - a one night only exhibition and night of performance surveying the resurgence of religious practice in an age of networked technologies.
Miles Scharff

Miles Scharff is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 01, 2025 and May 01, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Featuring works by Anna Ting Möller, Luca Rekosh, Marianna Rothen, and Miles Scharff". It most often appears alongside 720 Strength Lower East Side, Ali Rq, Anna Ting Möller.

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May 01, 2025
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May 01, 2025
May 01, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at 158 Rivington Street — LUmkA presents “the theatre”, a group exhibition "transforming the ruins of a hype beast retailer into a layered experimental stage." Featuring works by Anna Ting Möller, Luca Rekosh, Marianna Rothen, and Miles Scharff. I love everything LUmkA is doing, and I'm very excited about this one.
mimi

mimi is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 04, 2026 and February 04, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "ft Nurse, Ice Climbers, mimi, Dj Kellen, KING, Angels Pond, Tonto". It most often appears alongside 1LDK, @henrymunsonsinstagram, Alessandro Keegan.

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February 04, 2026
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February 04, 2026
February 04, 2026 · Original source
From 11pm - 4am at Night Club 101 — Body Bag presents Frolic on Thousand Thorns - a free exclusive event ft Nurse, Ice Climbers, mimi, Dj Kellen, KING, Angels Pond, Tonto, and more.
Mina Hamedi

Mina Hamedi is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 21, 2024 and October 21, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "featuring ... Mina Hamedi, Sirena He"; "featuring...Mina Hamedi, Sirena He, and Gideon Jacobs". It most often appears alongside A Tale of Autumn, Abigail Yaga, Alex Patrick Dyck.

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October 21, 2024
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October 21, 2024
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October 21, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at Pretty Garden Club — Archway Editions hosts a Spooky Reading, featuring Danielle Chelosky, Alex Patrick Dyck, Naomi Falk, Mina Hamedi, Sirena He, and Gideon Jacobs.
Mina Le

Mina Le is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between July 23, 2025 and July 23, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by Aparana Nacherla, Mina Le, Paige Elkington, and more". It most often appears alongside 236 West 73rd, A Night of Desire, A Tale of Summer.

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July 23, 2025
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July 23, 2025
July 23, 2025 · Original source
LOS ANGELES from 7pm at 620 S. Union Ave — Substack presents A Night of Desire at Spa Palace. Readings by Aparana Nacherla, Mina Le, Paige Elkington, and more.
Mindaugas Matulis

Mindaugas Matulis is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between January 23, 2025 and January 23, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Hosted by Francis Irv, Nana Wolke, Mindaugas Matulis, Domenik Tarabanski, and Violet Denison". It most often appears alongside 4 Berry Street, 61 Lispenard, A Room of One's Own.

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January 23, 2025
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January 23, 2025
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January 23, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 10pm at The River — Arcane 3 celebrates their launch. Hosted by Francis Irv, Nana Wolke, Mindaugas Matulis, Domenik Tarabanski, and Violet Denison.
Mindy Se

Mindy Se is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between July 27, 2024 and July 27, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "readings by Annie Rauwerda, Mackenzie Thomas, and Mindy Se". It most often appears alongside Anastasia Coope, Annabel Boardman, Annie Rauwerda.

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July 27, 2024
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July 27, 2024
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July 27, 2024 · Original source
From 6-8pm - Heart House (a new space at 442 Broadway) celebrates their House Warming Exhibition with an almost impossibly large lineup. The exhibition features “uncropped, unedited screenshots from the phones of 26 NYC-based artists”, along with readings by Annie Rauwerda, Mackenzie Thomas, and Mindy Seu.
Mindy Seu

Mindy Seu is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between July 27, 2024 and July 27, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "readings by Annie Rauwerda, Mackenzie Thomas, and Mindy Seu". It most often appears alongside Anastasia Coope, Annabel Boardman, Annie Rauwerda.

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July 27, 2024
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July 27, 2024
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July 27, 2024 · Original source
From 6-8pm - Heart House (a new space at 442 Broadway) celebrates their House Warming Exhibition with an almost impossibly large lineup. The exhibition features “uncropped, unedited screenshots from the phones of 26 NYC-based artists”, along with readings by Annie Rauwerda, Mackenzie Thomas, and Mindy Seu.
Mira IRL

Mira IRL is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 05, 2025 and November 05, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "editors Finn DeNeuf and Mira IRL". It most often appears alongside 220 Bogart St, 99 Minutes or Less, Alex Da Corte.

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November 05, 2025
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November 05, 2025
November 05, 2025 · Original source
From 9:30pm at Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — Chill Mag hosts their Issue 5 Launch Party with editors Finn DeNeuf and Mira IRL, along with Chill contributors past and present.
Mirana Gershoni

Mirana Gershoni is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between August 28, 2025 and August 28, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Max Hamilton, Mirana Gershoni, Phoebe Brown, Sachi Parish". It most often appears alongside A Horse with No Name, A Night of Male Readings, Amelia.

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August 28, 2025
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August 28, 2025
August 28, 2025 · Original source
From 5pm at Dear Friends Books — Wind Up Mice presents an evening of poetry, in celebration of issue 03. Hosted by Ashley Escobar. Featuring Matt Proctor, Max Hamilton, Mirana Gershoni, Phoebe Brown, Sachi Parish, Yesol Kim, and James Quigley.
Miranda Devine

Miranda Devine is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 27, 2025 and October 27, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "the New York Post's Miranda Devine and National Review's Caroline Downey (in opposition)". It most often appears alongside 424 Broadway, Ally Salvador, Alt-Citizen.

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October 27, 2025
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October 27, 2025
October 27, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm at UnHerd US HQ — A Halloween-themed-mayoral debate - “ featuring columnist Ross Barkan and progressive activist and whistleblower Lindsey Boylan (in support of Mamdani) versus the New York Post’s Miranda Devine and National Review’s Caroline Downey (in opposition).”
Misc-En-Scene

Misc-En-Scene is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 09, 2025 and September 09, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Hosted by Whitney Mallet, Carolina de Armas, Misc-En-Scene, Mia Manning". It most often appears alongside Aakash Kakkar, Aita, Allen-Golder Carpenter.

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September 09, 2025
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September 09, 2025
September 09, 2025 · Original source
From 9pm - 2am at Baby's All Right — Label presents The Afters. Sets by Harmony Tividad and more. Hosted by Whitney Mallet, Carolina de Armas, Misc-En-Scene, Mia Manning, Ni Ouyang, Elizabeth Clayton, Rachel Weiswasser, and Kathryn Kearny. | Tickets: $15
MISE

MISE is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 21, 2025 and May 21, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "j.m.kettle b2b DJ SPOTIFY b2b MISE". It most often appears alongside 99 Scott, Al Warren, Amelia Ritthaler.

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May 21, 2025
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May 21, 2025
May 21, 2025 · Original source
WHAT I DID Monday, May 12 At the Holiday Inn, there are Yakisoda noodles and banana cream pie snack pack jellos and krabby patties gummy candies and lances cream cheese and onion dip crackers. All the most disgusting snacks imaginable, and kind of perverted, too. I’m so particular and annoying with my sleeping issues that I always find myself at depressing hotels, even when there is a wonderful home down the road where I am welcome. I need a Big Bed and Isolation. I need Temperature Control. As a child, I liked things such as camping in birch forests and cramped little stone cottages in some village where my parents would find someone on the Internet to swap houses with. Unfortunately, I grew up into someone with severe and undiagnosable sleep disorders, and a taste for adventure that is rooted more in hedonism and less in fresh air. I feel really full and sleepy heading back to New York. Well, things are better than they were. Total nightmare policy. Total, blow up your life brother, policy. I was so addicted to writing in my google docs journal this weekend and now I have a lot of annoying slop to show for it. I call my dad in the sun outside the Starbucks in a Strip Mall. Stop thinking about things in such eternal terms, they tell me. You wouldn’t get in a car crash and say When Can I Go 100 Again, they remind me. Fiction, again - they are talking about somebody else. The idea of compromise no longer makes your blood boil. It’s an unsavory trait that it ever did in the first place. "The other alternative is that I just become a nightmare and you become perfect," I told him. "That is certainly an alternative," he told me. It is 11:30pm, and I am thinking about getting a job. I am thinking about the Current Body Red Light Mask and the Ayede heels from ssense.com. "What if I hadn’t simply crashed out," he said. "There would have been pros and cons to that," I said. There is a fire alarm and mauve curtains and two weird arched doorways because we booked a suite and so the architecture suggests some simulacra of something vaguely Roman. Marble. Plaster cut to look like marble. I go to buy water and they have turned off the creepy lights at the creepy pool. Tuesday, May 13 I was feeling really terrified, if I’m being honest about it. I was sitting on the sidewalk picking at my nails and drinking hot coffee in the hot sun, eight splenda, curdled almond milk. I was voicing concerns in a high pitched voice and I was losing track of the distinguishment between ideas imagined and conversations regurgitated. God forbid I have an original thought of my own - that part wasn't even on the table. It isn’t so dark and depressing anymore. Walk in the rain and everything is so green here. I’ll be back in the city tonight and there are better omens in the astrology these days around things like planes, the return, glass apartments in the sky. He leaves my keys on the bedside table at the hotel, and he’s still asleep when I pack up my things and leave to eat black coffee, turkey deli meat, garlic aioli, marcona almonds. We drive to his parent’s house and he gives me drumstick vanilla ice cream. Working on this laptop, surrounded by all this green. You know that every time you hit this vape it coats your lungs in sweet thick paste, I am telling him, as I hit his vape. The last time I wrote about hitting a vape I received an infuriating pseudo intellectual email about the verbiage "hit" as suggesting a sado-masochistic impulse in our digital age. "I wonder if soon, you'll be saying you 'Beat' or 'Pummeled' your vape?" the idiot email writer wrote. The email made me so mad. You're so stupid, I wanted to write back. We go for a walk in the bright green forest. There is a sweetness here. A coming-back-into-control that makes the out-of-control-ness feel so distant. Escape from Evil and two days later you mistake reprieve for salvation. Unless, you are not mistaken. It really could be that simple. What was it they were saying on The Internet? Break The Pattern Today Or The Loop Will Repeat Tomorrow. What was it I've been saying online? Edit Artificial Intelligence robot voice over text to speech words - "Taking My Party Boy Boyfriend On A Walking Tour Of The Cotswolds." I clarify that I've been defending his honor. We're crushing up the plastic water cups, and the hill is steep up the road. I clarify that there are people of extremes. It was very bad, but now it is very good, I am texting my mother. Honestly, I'm so sick of clarifying anything at all. You're a little more sober with it. You're a little more gentle about it. It transformed in two days. Imagine two weeks. Imagine a year. Imagine rushing even one second. I can control my consciousness. Though, it isn't my consciousness, really, that I've been concerned about. I'm glad we share a frame of mind. This plane is basically empty. Wednesday, May 14 We went to KGB late last night. Thursday, May 15 The woman who does yoga on her fire escape is out there with a cigarette, today. I’m not in a bad mood today. The apartment is a mess and I am concerned about my past. Things become steady, and then even bright. Friday, May 16 Well, I didn't write because I have been busy in real life. I've been imagining an identity rooted in delusions in the secret diary that stays offline. It is not so delusional. I am feeling so sincere. Rebecca is here. My sister is here. We went to KGB Bar and Fanelli Cafe and Funny Bar where we met a Gagosian guy turned AI guy, which I guess has kind of been my career arch too though I am not so pleased about that direction. We went to the party at Bowery where the waiter from Fanelli Cafe was the DJ and I had two vodka sodas then soda water with lime which might be all I do soon, though I keep on having all these cyclical conversations with myself about these things - consumption and gluttony - and there is little that more dull, so I will not bring it up again. I went to the sleep specialist and she giggled when I said I don't scream in my sleep if I am in the company of strangers. That's different but great, she said. Do I control my subconscious, I said. Stupid idiot, she said. I did actually go to all these parties, and I did call him from the bathroom. He'll be back in New York soon, making film and code and learning banjo. It's way better than the alternative, and I do feel very proud this week which is something I have not been able to say in a good long while. WHAT YOU SHOULD DO Wednesday, May 21 From 7pm - 8:30pm at The Flea Theater (20 Thomas St) — I’ll be seeing Revolution: The Play. Sophia Englesberg is associate producer, and everything she touches is wonderful. Written and produced by Brett Neveu, directed by Rebecca Harris. The theater is next to The Odeon, so you can get my favorite martini before or after the show. - “Who celebrates their 26th birthday in the alley outside of her hairdressing place o’ work? Revolution interrogates and celebrates the very nature of creating community and building friendships in our ever-evolving, ever disconnecting world.”
From 9pm - 2am at Hell Phone — JM Kettle hosts another edition of Stop1 - “a seductive sonic journey with j.m.kettle b2b DJ SPOTIFY b2b MISE.” Stop one is a pre/post-party destination. It’s a cool concept, good crowd, and good sounds.
Misty Carrots

Misty Carrots is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 02, 2024 and October 02, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "DJ sets by ... Misty Carrots"; "Isa Locsin , Misty Carrots , Nick Pato , Sperolecum , and Windy 500". It most often appears alongside Accdntl Dred, Adeline Swartzendruber, Alex Bienstock.

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October 02, 2024 · Original source
From 7:30pm at Montex Press Radio — Charm School celebrates their debut issue launch with an evening of readings hosted by Perfectly Imperfect. Readings by Saoirse Bertram, Adeline Swartzendruber, Madlen Stafford, Vivi Hayes, Bernard Cohen, and Genevieve Goffman. DJ sets by Isa Locsin, Misty Carrots, Nick Pato, Sperolecum, and Windy 500.
Mitch Patrick

Mitch Patrick is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 04, 2026 and February 04, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "ft works by ...Mitch Patrick, Amy Talluto". It most often appears alongside 1LDK, @henrymunsonsinstagram, Alessandro Keegan.

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February 04, 2026 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at Platform Projects — Relics opens, curated by Show and Tell, ft works by Lauriston Avery, Ever Baldwin, Kat Chamberlin, Gaby Collins-Fernández, Alessandro Keegan, Alison Kudlow, Michael Lee, Jennifer Macdonald, Mitch Patrick, Amy Talluto, and more.
MJ Corey

MJ Corey is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 07, 2024 and October 07, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by Lana Schwartz, Blythe Roberson, Edgar Gomez, Sophia June, MJ Corey, and Matt Starr". It most often appears alongside After Hours, Agnes Enkh, AIA New York.

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October 07, 2024 · Original source
From 7pm at Sisters Brooklyn — Elizabeth Teets presents I Blame Television: A Pop Culture Reading Series. Readings by Lana Schwartz, Blythe Roberson, Edgar Gomez, Sophia June, MJ Corey, and Matt Starr.
Mohammed Zenia Siddiq Yusef Ibrahim

Mohammed Zenia Siddiq Yusef Ibrahim is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between December 09, 2024 and December 09, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Bud Smith & Mohammed Zenia Siddiq Yusef Ibrahim". It most often appears alongside 171 Canal, 177 Mulberry, 264 Canal.

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December 09, 2024 · Original source
From 6:30pm — McNally Jackson Seaport presents an evening of poetry with Daisuke Shen, Liza St. James, Bud Smith & Mohammed Zenia Siddiq Yusef Ibrahim.
Molly Soda

Molly Soda is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between March 12, 2025 and March 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "ft readings by Erin Pérez, Molly Soda, Gideon Jacobs, Benin Gardner, and Jordan Franklin". It most often appears alongside 154 Scott BK, Abi Yaga, Ace Hotel Brooklyn.

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March 12, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at KGB Red Room — Riley Mac and Montana James Thomas present the latest installment of Straight Girls, ft readings by Erin Pérez, Molly Soda, Gideon Jacobs, Benin Gardner, and Jordan Franklin.
Molly Vivent

Molly Vivent is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between April 21, 2025 and April 21, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Alex Arthur, Molly Vivent, Karli Marulli, and Whitley Watson". It most often appears alongside 88 Allen Street Hotel, Ada Wickens, Alex Arthur.

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April 21, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm - 9pm at KGB — The Meg Spectre Spectacular is in The Red Room - “, A silly extravaganza of live comedy, cute outfits, silly songs, and cheeky cocktails” “Andy-Kaufman-meets-Weird-AI.” Meg will be joined by Alex Arthur, Molly Vivent, Karli Marulli, and Whitley Watson.
Molly Young

Molly Young is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between February 25, 2026 and February 25, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "Molly Young wrote a nice review of David Fishkind's recent debut". It most often appears alongside 41 Orchard Street, AceMo, Albany.

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February 25, 2026 · Original source
Molly Young wrote a nice review of David Fishkind’s recent debut Don’t Step Into My Office (Arcade Publishing). — “clearly the author is a madman… a madman in full command of his powers.” Buy the book here
Mommy 6.0

Mommy 6.0 is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between January 08, 2026 and January 08, 2026. The archive places it in contexts such as "her job is to assess Mommy 6.0, her favorite pop star in the whole entire world". It most often appears alongside Abigail Ogilvy Gallery, Abraham Lincoln, Addie.

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January 08, 2026 · Original source
From 10:10pm at Alamo Drafthouse — WWW.RACHELORMONT.COM screens - “Rachel doesn’t realize she has grown up in captivity working for an advertising agency where her job is to assess Mommy 6.0, her favorite pop star in the whole entire world.” Additional screenings at additional locations here.
Montana James

Montana James is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 19, 2024 and May 19, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Montana James celebrating launch of book Concerning the Dinner". It most often appears alongside Anna Dorn, August Lamm, Auntie Anne's.

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May 19, 2024 · Original source
Wednesday, May 29 - Montana James celebrating launch of book Concerning the Dinner at Bowery Poetry with assorted readings and cigarettes from Hestia.
Montana Thomas

Montana Thomas is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 12, 2025 and November 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Arcane celebrates its launch ft Montana Thomas"; "ft ... Montana Thomas". It most often appears alongside 10 Today, 7, @quietluke.

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November 12, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 9pm at The River — Arcane celebrates its launch with screenings and readings, ft Michel Auder, Rose Salane, Tommy Malekoff, Valentina Vaccarella, Kye Christensen-Knowles, Nico Lou Carrasquillo, Antoine Clauss, Montana Thomas, and Jacob Ace.
Morali

Morali is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 06, 2025 and May 06, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Sounds by Callie Reiff, Raquel Michel, JM Kettle, and Morali". It most often appears alongside A Musical Environment, A Night of New Literature, A.L. Bahta.

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May 06, 2025 · Original source
From 11pm at The Stranger — Thre hosts, four djs, and zero bikes presents Tour de Les. Hosted by Bianca Asha, Lolita Lupita, and Leg5. Sounds by Callie Reiff, Raquel Michel, JM Kettle, and Morali.
Morgan Meier

Morgan Meier is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 21, 2024 and October 21, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Readings by...Morgan Meier, and Matilda Lin Berke". It most often appears alongside A Tale of Autumn, Abigail Yaga, Alex Patrick Dyck.

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October 21, 2024 · Original source
From 4pm - 5pm at RAINRAIN — Craig Jun Li celebrates the run of a solo exhibition at the gallery with readings that respond to the central themes of the works on view; from language, to memory, to image culture. Readings by Qingyuan Deng, Paige K. Bradley, Joel Dean, Morgan Meier, and Matilda Lin Berke.
Morgan Zipf-Meister

Morgan Zipf-Meister is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between October 13, 2025 and October 13, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Finn Marie, Aliza Simons, and Morgan Zipf-Meister". It most often appears alongside 365 Apartment, Adriant Khadafhi Bereal, Afters.

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October 13, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Honey’s — Joyland Publishing presents the launch of All Girls Be Mine Alone by Sophie Strohmeier. Readings from the novella by Finn Marie, Aliza Simons, and Morgan Zipf-Meister. DJ set to follow. | tickets here
Mosie Romney

Mosie Romney is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 27, 2025 and May 27, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "with works by Cal Siegel, Dominic Palarchio, Emily Janowick, Mosie Romney, Sophie Friedma"; "Emily Janowick, Mosie Romney, Sophie Friedman-Pappas, Valerie Keane". It most often appears alongside 327 Bowery, Abby Lloyd, absurdism.

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May 27, 2025 · Original source
From 6pm - 8pm at Foreign Domestic — Time is a River opens; a group exhibition curated by Travis Fairclough, with works by Cal Siegel, Dominic Palarchio, Emily Janowick, Mosie Romney, Sophie Friedman-Pappas, Valerie Keane.
Moss Hart

Moss Hart is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 27, 2025 and May 27, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Written by Moss Hart and George S. Kaufman". It most often appears alongside 327 Bowery, Abby Lloyd, absurdism.

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May 27, 2025 · Original source
From 4pm - 6pm at Brooklyn Center for Theatre Research — You Can’t Take It With You shows. Written by Moss Hart and George S. Kaufman. Directed by Katie Devin Orenstein. - “what’s more important— material success, or genuine passion and joy?”
Mralowe Holden

Mralowe Holden is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between May 27, 2025 and May 27, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Works by and featuring Tessa Gourin, Lukas Burton, Mralowe Holden, Evan Frazier". It most often appears alongside 327 Bowery, Abby Lloyd, absurdism.

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May 27, 2025
May 27, 2025 · Original source
From 6:30pm (show at 7:30pm) at Georgia Room — Reunion LIVE by Sean Glass returns - live short plays adapted from movies. Works by and featuring Tessa Gourin, Lukas Burton, Mralowe Holden, Evan Frazier, and more. Drinks to follow the show.
Murakami

Murakami is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between January 13, 2025 and January 13, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Louis Vuitton x Murakami line in SoHo". It most often appears alongside 4chan, Altadena Girls, Altro Paradiso.

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January 13, 2025 · Original source
Wednesday, January 8 Meeting with Beckett and Jonah this morning at Caffe Reggio to discuss Tense - Reggio is full and so Beckett suggests Dante. It’s not like he remembered it, now. It’s a coffee shop, he says, but it’s a cocktail bar now. Expensive green and red martinis in thin glasses whirling through the room even now, at two pm. They still let us sit for coffee. I have an interview after. Madelyn texts me. At Altro Paradiso at 3pm, they are saying goodbye to the head chef. I’ve gone to Altro Paradiso a few times recently, because Madelyn works there mostly, although even independent of that it’s the best food I’ve had in New York in a while. Today, I was in a rush, the plans were last minute. I'm still wearing my workout clothes and their ‘archival lululemon’ - hand-me-downs from a closet of a friend of my mothers when I was about thirteen years old. The shirt is striped and black and white and a small band bearing slogans like “nothing tastes as good as skinny feels” folds up or down at the hem, depending on how flagrantly antisocial you feel like being on that particular day. I’m keeping the band folded under today. I’m wildly underdressed but it’s afternoon, the restaurant isn’t even technically open yet. There’s a toast to the chef and I’m the only outsider in attendance and so I stay at the bar while the group of staff and friends and family assemble. It’s very special, even to bear witness to as someone uninvolved. There’s a heart and soul to food and drink and service that other industries, even creative industries, really don’t have in the same way. I’m a tiny bit tipsy, now. I need to start hostessing again. I make this note on my phone: “NEED TO START HOSTESSING AGAIN!!!!” We stay at Altro Paradiso til dinner starts, and we continue to stay till it feels like dinner is about to end. Everything is magical - the alla prima cocktail, wine, dirty martini, pane e ricotta, salad with figs and dates, octopus, olives, oysters under beds of thinly sliced veggies, malfatti (which is pasta that is like little pillows), linguine al nero (which is pasta with squid ink and cuttlefish and basil), a few deserts - pistachio ice cream and the pear cake. The afternoon turns to a sparkling evening. I walk home. I go elsewhere, after - fun too, but I probably shouldn’t have. I should probably learn when to call an evening. Decadence in excess, turns all that sparkles sour. Thursday, January 9 It's been the same day on repeat so far this year. The same three days, really. Rinse and do it again. The year has only held nine days. I can't view my stagnation with too much harshness. Decadence, in contrast, should be viewed with harshness. Los Angeles is burning up and it feels uncouth to talk about this here as this tragedy is not my life, but I can't stop watching. Most emotions are triggered through all five senses - it's a strange feeling of muted horror to see destruction of places and lives you know on a screen, detached from your physical experience but visible in real time in your cognizant mind - peripheral vision. I accidentally get stuck in the Louis Vuitton x Murakami line in SoHo. I accidentally steal a pair of Split sweatpants from the gym. I accidentally read all the books on the 4chan 2024 Top 100 Lit Board list. I'm on tiktok watching videos of the apocalypse overlaid with Lana del Rey audio. I’m browsing r/lainfluencersnark and they have a lot to say about the way their parasocial relationships are handling the apocalypse. I tried to write something about phones and chaos and end times but it was silly. These are resources / writing from people in LA. The Angel - L.A. Fires — How to Help
Myles Starr

Myles Starr is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between September 03, 2024 and September 03, 2024. The archive places it in contexts such as "Panelists include Sara Blazej, Jacob Barnes, Cortney Connolly, and Myles Starr"; "Panelists include... Myles Starr". It most often appears alongside 56 Henry, A.L., Adidas.

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September 03, 2024 · Original source
From 7:30 - 9pm at Gonzo’s —- VERA presents Seeking Alternatives; a panel discussion on alternative art spaces moderated by Conor Truax. Panelists include Sara Blazej, Jacob Barnes, Cortney Connolly, and Myles Starr. VERA is representing some of the most interesting people in the game right now; this will be a unique event.
Myles Zaveo

Myles Zaveo is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 12, 2025 and November 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "Ft readings by ... Myles Zaveo". It most often appears alongside 10 Today, 7, @quietluke.

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November 12, 2025 · Original source
LONDON – From 7:30pm at Reference Point — SPRAY (the book) launches - “Published following the exhibition at Season 4 Episode 6, ‘Spray’ includes the complete text, imagery, and other ephemera collected and generated during Ella Fleck’s 7 month online performance as “Jonathan Michaels”.” Ft readings by Frankie Faccion, Gabrielle Sicam, Jessica Key, Myles Zaveo, Poorspigga. Hosted by Ella Fox-Martens.
Mónica De La Torre

Mónica De La Torre is a recurring person in the Collected Agenda archive, appearing 1 times across 1 issues between November 12, 2025 and November 12, 2025. The archive places it in contexts such as "an evening of poetry and performances from: Mónica De La Torre". It most often appears alongside 10 Today, 7, @quietluke.

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November 12, 2025 · Original source
From 7pm at Seventh Heaven — Wonder Press presents an evening of poetry and performances from: Mónica De La Torre, Jimin Seo, Cecily Chen, & Aiden Farrell. Karaoke all night after the reading | tickets here (free with 1 drink minimum)